love like wind

The girls were still discussing: "Your brother is so handsome, he looks like he came out of a cartoon."

"The second one is also handsome, very sunny!"

"Yang Jiayu, can you let your brother come to see you off every day in the future, so that we can feast our eyes—"

Another girl said: "You are so nympho!"

"Then don't look!"

"Hahahaha..." Someone laughed.

Yang Jiayu inserted the straw and took a sip of milk, "Then you all need to clean the blackboard for me."

"no problem!"

The girls frolicked, and it took more than ten minutes before they dispersed.

Yang Jiayu put the meal card in her schoolbag. She didn't mean to say something wrong just now. In her heart, her brother Yang Jiayou is a close relative who doesn't need to think about it. Xu Li, who calmed her panic when she was young, gave her too much patience, Careful and gentle.

In a sense, Xu Li is more than a relative.

If tomorrow is a storm, only four people can be carried on the boat to the safe sea.

Yang Jiayu will push Xu Li up without hesitation, hoping that he, his parents, and brother will be safe.

Her feelings for Xu Li are complicated and pure.Because in front of her parents, she wants to be a qualified daughter, and in front of her brother, she wants to be an obedient sister.Only when facing Xu Li, you don't have to think so much, he is like her spiritual sustenance, or a safe haven, no matter what happens, as long as Xu Li is still by her side, she will not panic, and she will not feel bad about herself.

Compared with the girls around her, 15-year-old Yang Jiayu was emotionally duller and simpler, so that some people made a fuss later, saying that she liked Xu Li, but she didn't understand what they meant by "like".

Coming out of junior high school, Xu Li found that he and Yang Jiayou's car were locked together, and his heart felt warm.

Yang Jiayou bent down to open the lock, saw him standing still, and said in a hurried tone, "Hurry up, we're going to be late."

"Oh." Xu Li came back to his senses, pushed out the bicycle, turned around, and rode towards the high school.

The second-year high school mid-term exam is a joint exam, and the papers are more difficult than before. The hard work pays off, and Xu Li has already reached the second place in the class.The surrounding students are not surprised by this, because Xu Li can be the hardest student in the class, and his grades can be said to be achieved through hard work.Apart from playing basketball, Xu Li was basically immersed in his studies, and Yang Jiayou never called him a bookworm.

Some students said: "Xu Li should hurry up and squeeze Yang Jiayou down. He is still No. 1. Isn't this a wrong example?"

"Yes, it caused public outrage!"

Xu Li felt a little funny when he heard it, remembering that some people said that Yang Jiayou was the black sheep before, if it wasn't because he knew Yang Jiayou well, Xu Li would probably think the same as them.In any case, so far, he has fully integrated into this environment.

The most uncomfortable thing in growing up may not be poor grades, but not being accepted.

Grades are things that can be changed through hard work, but acceptance is not. Sometimes no matter how hard you try, how you please, how you explain, people's prejudices cannot be eliminated.

In the past few years of growing up with Yang Jiayou, Xu Li gradually understood that Yang Jiayou was not always liked by his classmates, it was just because he didn't dare to provoke him.Sincerity is so limited, why must it be pursued in prejudice.

It's better to let go of your worries and focus on pursuing what you want.

Respect is not obtained by asking, but by conquering.

Xu Li's grades this semester are very stable, and he is firmly ranked No.2 in the class.

Every time the ranking is refreshed, Xu Li is the happiest when he sees the two names 'Yang Jiayou' and 'Xu Li' next to each other, without anyone's name interspersed in between. happy.

Happiness that cannot be shared with anyone, even Yang Jiayou will not know.

They were in a science class, but the teacher didn't support the sea of ​​questions tactics. Most of the students around them also wanted to go abroad. Not many people really thought that the college entrance examination was the only way out. Xu Li knew very well that the only thing that could change his destiny was the college entrance examination.

This day at lunch in the cafeteria, Xu Li suddenly asked: "Will you go abroad in the future?"

Yang Jiayou rolled his eyes at him, "Why do you want to go so far away, and you haven't reached the third year of high school."

Xu Li looked away, "I'm just asking."

Yang Jiayou was afraid that he would be unhappy, so he directly said, "What will you do when I go abroad?"

The hand holding the chopsticks paused for a while, Xu Li felt his mind was a little messed up, and after thinking about it, he said, "Go to college."

Yang Jiayou felt that he didn't understand, "Who doesn't go to college, what's the problem?"

Xu Li said, "Go wherever you can take the exam."

Yang Jiayou clicked on the table, "Hey, your grades are not bad now, so there is no place you want to go?" As he spoke, his eyes were a little earnest, as if he already had the answer in his heart, and he hoped that Xu Li would be right.

Xu Li avoided his gaze, "No, you can go anywhere."

"Really?" A look of disappointment flashed in Yang Jiayou's eyes, and he said after a while, "I won't go abroad, I want to take good care of my parents and sister."

Seeing that Yang Jiayou was in a bad mood, Xu Li changed the subject, "You ride a little slower every morning, Jiayu is a little scared."

Yang Jiayou frowned unconsciously, pushed his tableware aside, seeing that there was no one around, "Do you like my sister?"

Xu Li turned pale, "What nonsense are you talking about? How old is she?"

"Then why are you so concerned about her?" Yang Jiayou felt suspicious, no matter how Yang Jiayu was 15 years old, he was no different than when he was a child.

Xu Li frowned: "Can't I care about her?" He felt that Yang Jiayou was very unreasonable.

But Yang Jiayou said: "You treat her so well now, what if one day you want to study abroad? She has never been exposed to wind and rain, and she will definitely not be able to accept it in the future."

Xu Li paused and said, "Then I won't go out of town."

Yang Jiayou couldn't help raising his voice, his eyes were red, "Didn't you say you didn't like it just now?" He felt very angry, but he didn't know why he was angry, and he felt extremely uncomfortable.

Xu Li felt that Yang Jiayou was making trouble for no reason, so he picked up the tableware and prepared to leave.

Yang Jiayou sat still.

Xu Li called him: "Let's go?"

"Leave me alone!" Yang Jiayou's cheeks tightened.

Xu Li was not angry, but just leaned over. Yang Jiayou thought he was going to explain something, but Xu Li picked up his tableware and walked towards the tableware recycling place.He sat alone, turned his head to look at Xu Li's back, and felt that he was a bit abnormal recently, making people feel that he was suddenly far and near.

They used to be close and had a shower together.

Now Yang Jiayou felt that Xu Li had something on his mind, not his studies.

He wanted to know, but he didn't know how to speak. Maybe everyone had something on their minds, because he hadn't told Xu Li about some things, such as the time he couldn't help interlocking fingers with Xu Li.

Yang Jiayou was used to Xu Li's calm expression, until one time Xu Li passed out due to acute appendicitis.

Xu Li took a week off, and the seat was empty.

Once upon a time, Yang Jiayou could see Xu Li as soon as he turned his head. Sometimes he was drinking water, sometimes he was doing homework. He was a very quiet person, and his mood didn't fluctuate much.

When Yang Jiayou followed the ambulance to take Xu Li to the hospital that day, he found that Xu Li's forehead was dripping with sweat, his eyebrows were wrinkled, and his face was very pale.

It must be very painful, it must be very painful, otherwise how could Xu Li frown, Yang Jiayou thought in despair.

Yang Jiayou is a person who is particularly afraid of trouble, but because of Xu Li's absence from class, he began to take notes systematically. He used to write things as long as he could understand them. He doesn't think so now. He has to write the knowledge points clearly. Don't be confused, otherwise that idiot Xu Li will definitely not understand.If he doesn't understand, his grades will drop, and if he drops, he will frown.

Yang Jiayou didn't like to see Xu Li frowning.

Fortunately, the illness was discovered in time, when they were studying in the morning, and there was a mother in the hospital to help take care of Xu Li. Hearing that Xu Li's aunt had also come, Yang Jiayou felt a little relieved.

The doctor suggested to stay in the hospital for observation for a few days. During that time, Xu Li was not at home.

Yang Jiayu's interest in playing the piano is not high, and she always looks sad. Her mother wants to run between the hospital and the house, and her father is very busy, so she dare not ask more questions.Not to mention her brother, with a face like Bao Qingtian, she looked scared.

In the past, Yang Jiayu always felt that the house was very noisy. My brother liked to make ping-pong-pong noises, and my mother would occasionally raise the volume to scold others. Now the house suddenly became quiet, and Yang Jiayu found himself unable to sleep.

Fortunately, on the weekend, my mother said that I could go to the hospital to visit Xu Li. Yang Jiayu rushed out of the room, holding a lot of his favorite snacks in his arms, and said excitedly, "Let's go, Mom."

Xu Ying asked: "Jiayou, do you want to come with us?"

Yang Jiayou didn't come out: "No need."

Yang Jiayu made a 'cut' sound, as if expressing dissatisfaction.

The mother and daughter were about to go downstairs when Yang Jiayou suddenly said, "Jiayu, come here."

Yang Jiayu stuffed the snacks for her mother, walked to the door of her brother's room, and asked, "What are you doing?"

Yang Jiayou sat at the desk, "Come in."

Yang Jiayu still felt a lingering fear when she remembered that she had come to her brother's room to peek at the full-score test paper. She didn't want to go in, "I'm right here."

Yang Jiayou had no choice but took out a notepad from his schoolbag, walked towards the door of the room, and handed it to Yang Jiayu, "I went to the hospital and handed this to Xu Li."

Yang Jiayu smiled and said straightforwardly: "I see." Before leaving, she asked: "Is there anything else?"

"--No."

She nodded and ran quickly towards her mother.

After his mother and sister went out, Yang Jiayou went to Xu Li's room. The room was tidy. Xu Li's schoolbag was hung on the back of the chair, and the desk was spotless. Even the bed was made evenly, with almost no wrinkles. , slippers neatly placed at the foot of the bed.

Yang Jiayou remembered that he sometimes threw clothes around, and his mother complained that he often threw his socks everywhere, and the desk was always a mess. Compared with this situation, Yang Jiayou felt very ashamed.

Lying on Xu Li's bed, he found that he could see the scenery outside the window in this posture. Ginkgo trees were planted not far away, with golden leaves, against the soft winter light, the picture was extremely beautiful.He was thinking, if Xu Li was lying here, would he be homesick?

Yang Jiayou pulled off Xu Lichang's quilt and pressed it on his face, the familiar breath rushed to his face, very light, like lemon-flavored shampoo, tears flowed down the corners of his eyes unconsciously.

He couldn't breathe, lifted the quilt, breathed heavily, and looked sideways at the bookshelf, on which were books related to learning.At that moment, Yang Jiayou suddenly realized that even though this was Xu Li's bedroom, there were actually not many traces of him.

On the bookshelf are the books recommended by the school, the Oxford dictionary is a general reference book, and even the desk lamp seems to be a companion to the desk, unlike Xu Li's personal belongings, except for the schoolbag.

Yang Jiayou covered his eyes with the back of his hand, feeling a little scared in his heart, remembering that day in the cafeteria, Xu Li said that there was no place he wanted to go, that is to say, he could go anywhere.So, will he suddenly leave one day——

He picked up his schoolbag and arranged the rest of his things neatly, as if he had never been here before.

Yang Jiayou didn't want to continue thinking about it, no matter what happened, he would not let Xu Li be alone.

There is no doubt about this.

He got up quickly, returned Xu Li's quilt to its original position, and smoothed out the wrinkles on the bed sheet, so that Xu Li would not find out that someone had been there.

Xu Li received the notepad brought by Yang Jiayu. He looked at it page by page, and found that Yang Jiayou's handwriting was actually very beautiful. They all said that his handwriting was just like his own, and it was true. force.

I remember all the knowledge points very well. When I turned to the page labeled 'Physics', there were still many force analysis diagrams, which were carefully drawn.

Xu Li was inexplicably moved when he thought of Yang Jiayou's often impatient expression.

For some reason, Xu Li felt guilty, how could he have strange thoughts about his good friend.

Uncle Yang's family treated him so well, he couldn't have other thoughts about Yang Jiayou, that would be tantamount to revenge.

Friendship also makes you want to be with someone for the rest of your life, right?

Thinking of this, Xu Li forgave himself a little.