lure wolf into heart

When sending his mother to the mental hospital, Xu Ning hesitated for a long time before writing the secondary contact.

He wanted to write Lin Pengfei's name, but he didn't do it after thinking twice.Lin Pengfei was very busy, so he couldn't show up immediately because of the emergency on his mother's side.

So he filled in Ai Mengmeng's.

At that time, he also told Ai Mengmeng that he had to fill it out to prevent his immediate family members from being unable to be contacted.

But this promise he swore to keep, still failed to keep.

Tian Meihui didn't see her son coming last Thursday night, so she asked the nurse to wait outside with her.Accidents never come without warning.

The nurse had a severe migraine, so she temporarily settled her on a chair and rushed to take a painkiller. In less than a minute, when I came back, the person on the chair was gone.While searching in a panic, he watched the figure step on the empty stairs and fall down, and was confirmed dead on the spot.

According to the family members of doctors and patients walking nearby, Tian Meihui suddenly saw something and ran over while laughing and shouting.

Too little time for anyone to realize how bad it was until something unfortunate happened.

After the hospital couldn't contact Xu Ning, they called Ai Mengmeng. When Ai Mengmeng heard the news, she went to deal with Tian Meihui's funeral for Xu Ning in accordance with normal procedures with panic and fear.

Xu Ning often disappears suddenly for a short period of time. She is used to it and understands that it is all related to his mysterious boyfriend. She has never been in a hurry to find it, but this time the situation is different. She doesn't know what to do. A 25-year-old girl, her own The mother is still alive, but she has to help her friends to fulfill her filial piety temporarily. In many places, she has to bite the bullet and move forward. It is really difficult for her.

Xu Ning couldn't stand still after hearing the whole story, and asked in a trembling voice, "Where is my mother now?"

"At the funeral home," Ai Mengmeng said with a teary voice, "I can only put her there temporarily and wait for you to show up to make a decision."

Xu Ning walked to the side of the car in a daze and opened the co-pilot's door: "Send me there."

Hearing that his mother was gone, he seemed to follow, and he couldn't feel his own existence at all.

After arriving at the funeral parlor and being taken to the parking room by the staff, Ai Mengmeng turned around and touched the person standing there with her head bowed and motionless: "Xu Ning."

Xu Ning slowly raised his head, the tears in his eyes were rising, and when the embankment burst, he made a voice: "Mengmeng, I made a mistake, right? Let's go to the hospital now, my mother is still waiting for me to go."

Xu Ning's last words could no longer be heard clearly, and it all turned into crying. He bent down, sobbing loudly, and he might faint in the next second.

The staff member who had already opened the door was used to seeing such family members lose control, so he said blankly: "You can go in, I am in the duty room in front, you come out and call me."

Ai Mengmeng choked to Xu Ning: "Go in and have a look."

The moment he stepped through the door, Xu Ning stopped crying.His mother has been lying in this narrow space for five days, but he just came.Under the pull of self-blame and guilt, the dull pain spreads, and the short-circuited grief recovers.He looked over almost collapsed, and stopped moving forward in a daze.

Seeing is believing deepened his consciousness, the one lying there was his mother, he would not admit it.The low temperature around him was no match for the coldness in his heart, and his sky collapsed in an instant.

No matter how hard his life was when his mother was alive, there was still a way to go. He knew that someone was waiting for him and needed him.The habit of reporting good news but not bad news is nothing more than to make his mother smile more.He never thought that one day the two of them would say goodbye in this way.

He yelled mom, but no one answered.

He suddenly felt that he was an asshole, who spent all day trying to lose his energy for love, but never gave his mother a quiet company.

I always thought that my mother was still young, and I always thought that it would be too long before the end of the pension.But fate just didn't want to see him, and took away his closest person without knowing it, and would never give it back to him again.

The only person in the world who would love him with everything he had without asking for anything in return left.

After that, he will have nowhere to go but only a way back.

His mother didn't live happily in this life. Of the two men she loved deeply, one abandoned her and never came back, and the other didn't see each other for the last time before she died.If time can really be turned back, Xu Ning hopes to go back a few days ago, and he hopes to rewrite the part that should have him.He showed up on time, and he responded loudly and ran to her when his mother called him.

But the most difficult thing to go back is always this second ago.The missed opportunities, the regrets left behind, poked his heart and blamed him.

Xu Ning stood there motionless for half an hour like a punishment, neither crying nor making a sound.After he came out, he calmly walked to the handling office, took the form to fill out, and ticked the box for cremation.

A person's life in this world can be long or short, but it takes the same amount of time to be pushed into the refining furnace, and finally become a pile of light ashes.

The cruelty of death is that no one is special.

After leaving the funeral home with the urn in her arms, Ai Mengmeng sent Xu Ning to a mental hospital in the suburbs.

Every time Xu Ning came upstairs, he went upstairs briskly, but this time his steps became heavier.I ran into familiar medical staff on the road, and when they saw him coming, they nodded and greeted him sadly.

After arriving on the second floor, Tang Miao's voice sounded obliquely in front: "Mr. Xu!"

The girl covered her mouth and cried after yelling these three words, then turned around to pull the tissue and worked for a long time before turning around and smiling.

"Xiao Tang," Xu Ning took a deep breath, "I'm here to get my mother's things."

Tang Miao nodded again and again, turned around and went to the next door to take out a packing box: "It's all Auntie's personal belongings."

Xu Ning took the box: "Then I will take it away."

"There are still remaining medical expenses." Tang Miao went to the drawer and took out a ticket, "You can go to the financial office of the building in front to get it later."

"Okay," Xu Ning asked after receiving the receipt, "By the way, is the nurse who accompanied my mother in class that day?"

After hesitating, Tang Miao said, "Yes."

Xu Ning originally wanted to take the things and leave, but he heard that the young girl blamed herself very much, so he decided to meet her.

When he arrived at the door of the nurse's lounge, he knocked on the door, and the girls inside were a little nervous when they saw him.One of them stood up and walked towards him. Xu Ning confirmed that it was the one he was looking for from the moist eyes. He hurried before the girl and said softly: "I'm here to tell you, I don't blame you, Don't blame yourself, thank you for taking care of my mother all the time."

Xu Ning's thanks made the girl cry even worse. He didn't stay any longer, and when he passed by Ward 227, he looked in and saw that a new patient had already been admitted.It seems that they have just moved here, and their children are busy packing things.He remembered that when he first came here four years ago, his mother was sitting by the bed laughing and watching him and Lin Pengfei go in and out and go through various procedures.After walking out from here, there will no longer be regular visits on Tuesdays and Thursdays, and he is deeply saddened.

Ai Mengmeng, who was waiting in the car, put the things Xu Ning took out into the trunk: "I won't comfort you, you can cry if you want, do whatever you want, I'll be with you."

Xu Ning reluctantly raised the corner of his mouth: "Okay, wait for me, I'll go to the financial office of the building in front."

Ai Mengmeng watched Xu Ning enter the hall, and after waiting for more than ten minutes, the person came out with a big paper bag.After seeing the red piece inside, she sighed and said: "I said that I will accompany you no matter what you want to do, but I am not encouraging you to rob the financial office."

Xu Ning threw the bag of money into the back seat of the car.The hospital clearly stated that the refund should be refunded in the original delivery method, so he took out so much cash.

The cost of three years and two months is a little over 15.He paid the fraction, and Lin Pengfei asked Han Zhan to pay the rest.He also felt relieved by this, after all, he would not have to worry about his mother's medical expenses for three years.

But after getting the money back, he felt very uncomfortable. If he could exchange the money for his mother to stay longer, he would go bankrupt and bear huge debts.

"I'll take you home, you have a good sleep," Ai Mengmeng said while driving, "Wake up and think about it."

Xu Ning shook his head: "I'll go back to work with you."

"What kind of work are you doing at this time!"

Xu Ning didn't go to work, he went to resign.

Their editor-in-chief has a bad temper, and he has accumulated resentment for a long time.

"Even if you don't tell me, I will fire you. The reason is that you leave your post without authorization. Why do you have so many personal affairs? Don't you know how to be worthy of the salary you get? You don't know what responsibility is at a young age. Which social position do you put in to do it!"

Xu Ning listened patiently. He understood that the editor-in-chief had tolerated him to the limit, and hated iron for nothing.

Although the woman in her 40s scolded him, she finally sighed and asked him if there was anything he needed to help.

"Without an editor-in-chief, I can handle it myself."

"I heard from Xiaoai about your mother," the woman said as she took out an envelope from the locker and handed it over, "You take this money, it's my heart..."

"I can't take it." Xu Ning quickly pushed it away.

"Be obedient, take it!"

The envelope was stuffed into Xu Ning's hand. He looked down at the editor-in-chief holding his hand, and the sincere warmth made him cry instantly.

After he came out of the editor-in-chief's office, he said goodbye to his colleagues who had worked together in the past, packed his things and left.

Zhang Xuezhou, who chased him out, waited for the elevator with him, as if he didn't want to talk but also seemed to have a lot to say.As soon as the elevator came up, the big man hugged him from the side like a child, then ran back without looking back.

Xu Ning stood in the elevator, looked at the floor for the last time, then smiled, laughed and cried again, causing several other people in the elevator to look at him one after another.

After tossing and returning home, the house was still the same as when he was forcibly taken away that night.

The overturned medicine box left medicines all over the floor, and the mobile phone that had been turned off for an unknown period of time was on the bathroom platform.

He didn't care about anything, but sat on the floor in a daze.Jelly was playing with toys not far away, and would come over to his legs from time to time to turn around.

Sitting foolishly until it was dark, the doorbell rang and made him turn around.

Thinking it was Ai Mengmeng who came to see him after get off work, he quickly opened the door after looking through the cat's eyes: "Teacher, why did you come here?"

The gentleman standing outside the door asked, "Can I go in?"