Chu Yi

Grandma muttered, oh, Dingbang and Yinyin have treated Chu Yi very well, we should thank him very much.So Ning Xiu got up early in the morning, carrying a large and small gift box in her hand, and was the first one to walk to Wei's house.Jiang Yin was still making breakfast in the kitchen, when she heard a knock on the door, she hurried to open the door. The person who came claimed to be Chu Yi's mother, and rushed to welcome her into the room.

The two mothers sat side by side and looked at each other.

Both Jiang Yin and Ning Xiu were rare intellectuals in that era. In addition, as mothers, they were pleasing to each other's eyes, and it was easy to chat with each other when they met.Both of them were in their late thirties and almost forty. After having a son for more than ten years, their bodies gradually became bloated and out of shape, but their temperament was still outstanding, and they were not vulgar in their appearance. They are all beautiful.

Ning Xiu put the gift box lightly on the coffee table: "This is a little care, thank you for taking care of our Chu Yi."

Jiang Yin shied away a few times, but it was really hard to refuse, so she had to reluctantly accept: "You are too polite, in fact, Chu Yi is very obedient and a good boy, but..."

Before Jiang Yin finished speaking, Ning Xiu had already looked embarrassed, and she should have guessed what she was going to say.The atmosphere became heavy, and there was a stalemate for a while. Ning Xiu broke the embarrassment first, stood up and asked, "Shall I go and see the child?"

Jiang Yin nodded, and quietly opened the door of her son's room. There were two boys lying on the bed, stuck together like octopuses, and they had already got into a bed at some point.Ning Xiu returned to the living room with love and happiness in her eyes, and finally couldn't help it, sobbing softly.

"I also want... I also want to be with the child, but I really... really can't help myself," Jiang Yin hurriedly handed the tissue to others, wiping away tears, and heard Ning Xiu say: "I and the child His father is busy, so he really can't spare time to accompany the child, it's our fault, and now the son doesn't kiss us anymore..."

"I don't even know what the child likes, who he can hang out with, what clothes and shoes to wear, I... I'm not a good mother..." Ning Xiu's feelings were like turning on the water, but she was worried about the sound sleeping in the room. Son, had to vent silently sobbing.

"It's okay, the child can understand." Jiang Yin comforted humanity.

In the room, the two boys stared at each other with wide-eyed eyes. Just as Dongtang was about to make a sound, Chu Yi hurriedly covered his mouth, made another silent movement, and pointed his ears to eavesdrop on the movement outside.He couldn't hear clearly through the door, so he climbed to the side of Dongtang and lay on his stomach, stretching his neck, eavesdropping on the sound outside.

The two boys woke up when Ning Xiu knocked on the door, Chu Yi's face was buried in the quilt, Dong Tang pushed him and said: "Hey, your mother is here, wake up!"

Chu Yi was awakened in a dream, muttering to push him away, his face flushed from sleep, Dong Tang rubbed his head and said again: "Your mother is here, are you still asleep?"

I understand now, no matter whether the child has done anything bad or not, when he hears that his mother is looking for him, he always feels that something is wrong, so he rushes to the bedside door to eavesdrop, until his footsteps are close, and then he quickly retreats into the bed pretend to sleep.

Being a mother is the easiest way to resonate.Ning Xiu is two years younger than Jiang Yin, and she finally met a confidant, and hurriedly said, "Thanks to you for taking care of our child, from now on... from now on..."

A little incoherent under emotional excitement.

Jiang Yin hurriedly took the man's hand: "My child, stay a few more days and you'll get closer."

Unexpectedly, Ning Xiu felt even more uncomfortable when she heard these words: "But... But in two days, Guocheng and I will leave again..."

Jiang Yin was speechless. In such a situation, there were quite a few children in their class. Like Chu Yi, they were relatively happy left-behind children. What's more, they even had problems with food, clothing, housing and transportation, and they didn't know what to do. He went to comfort others, and only said: "Chu Yi is smart and sensible, and he will understand you in a few years."

Ning Xiu adjusted her sad mood, and chatted with someone with a forced smile: "These two children are very close, right?"

Jiang Yin replied with a smile: "These two brothers play together all day and have a good relationship. Dongtang has always regarded Chu Yi as his younger brother."

"Well, his father and I are not here, only grandparents are taking care of us." Speaking of this, Ning Xiu sighed again: "Hey!"

Jiang Yin could also understand Ning Xiu's helplessness, and she said a few simple words without leaving a word.

Dongtang let people press on him, and when he heard the door slam shut outside, he mumbled, "Your mother is gone."

Chu Yi didn't move at all, she was lying on Dongtang's body as if she was lying on top of her body. After a while, she realized that she was struggling to get off Dongtang's body, still biting her lips and not speaking.Dong Tang stretched out a hand and patted his shoulder. Seeing the red circles around his eyes, he raised his hand to wipe the corners of his eyes.

Sniffing, Chu Yi pushed the man's hand away and said, "Why? I didn't cry!"

The man's voice was rustling, and his mouth was still merciless. He lay on his back and stared at the ceiling, blinked his eyes twice, and held back.Dongtang frowned, and said earnestly: "Your mother and the others, it's not easy."

Chu Yi let out a long mouthful of dirty air, licked her dry lips, and said hoarsely, "I know!"

Of course he knows, who is easy?It's not that Chu Yi doesn't understand that her parents are tired from work, and she also knows that it's not easy for them to be away.But for things like feelings, if you don't have time to cultivate them, if you don't communicate well, no matter how much you force them to get close, it's just the opposite.Chu Yi shook his head, and laughed self-deprecatingly: "I'm really a white-eyed wolf."

Dong Tang was speechless, this man would not say anything to comfort others, he clumsily took Chu Yi's hand and squeezed it lightly.Chu Yi obediently let people hold him, only at this time, he will not be so strong, and instinctively wants to find someone to rely on, rely on.There was a warm touch in the palm, which was fascinating.

Chu Yi at this age is quite pitiful.

Force yourself to grow up, force yourself to mature, force yourself to face.Being laughed at by others, I forced myself not to think about it, and pretended not to care on my face, in a cool and unrestrained way.Make a crying appearance, make people look down on you, and attract more people to laugh at you.Forcibly let a child feel the loneliness of the adult world early, and create a hard shell to hide from others.But no matter how strong the outside is, it can't bear to rot from the inside.

So Chu Yi is quite selfish.

Sometimes I feel so helpless that I want to cry, and I am tired of pretending to cover up, but I still complain in my heart.No matter how hard and tired they are, they are still together anyway, with each other to support them, and being alone alone makes them seem very lonely.Every time I see other people's children having fun at their parents' knees, I still feel a little nervous in my heart.This kind of thing is not something you can get used to. When you can't hold back your emotions, you will either accumulate a lot or perish completely.

Jaw clenched, lip biting.I understand them, who can understand me?All I want is a little care, am I wrong?

The lips were about to ooze blood, and the tears were swirling in the sockets, and they were wiped carelessly and forced back.Dong Tang looked at the man's sad and disappointed look, it felt as if he had pulled out his heart, and stretched out his other hand, holding Chu Yi's hand with both hands and rubbing it, the simple method had a miraculous effect.

Dongtang's palm was warm and moist, and his thumb stroked Chu Yi's palm according to the outline, and it was engraved on the severed palm pattern on his palm, making a sullen and funny smile: "My mother said that a man with a severed palm is promising."

Chu Yi scoffed, unmoved.Grandma asked a fortune teller to show him.People with double broken palms, in this life, their fate will either be good or bad.Under the influence of corrupt thinking environment, it is very likely to go astray and lead to big mistakes; but if there is continuous self-cultivation to lead to the right path, it will definitely make a difference.He didn't believe this, but in order to make grandma feel at ease, he never did anything out of the ordinary.

Turning his head to stare at Dongtang, the man was carefully holding his hand and breathing in.The palms and the backs of the hands were clamped at the same time, conveying a kind of tenderness that makes people yearn for.Chu Yi's performance was unprecedented. For the first time, she didn't want to break free, so she let someone pull her like this. It was quite comfortable.Dongtang remained silent, only concentrating on warming Chu Yi's cold hands, lowering his head, revealing his plump forehead, his stubble was short, thick and black, occasionally raising his head to look at Chu Yi, his eyes were always filled with some kind of strange emotion .

The two retracted into the quilt and lay down again, facing each other, their hands stretched out from the corner of the bedding, their fingers interlocked, and they tried their best to picture each other's appearance in their minds.

At this moment, Chu Yi seemed to be a little relieved, and her heart began to relax slowly.Why can't even his parents enter the city in his heart, but Dongtang can.Maybe, before he built it, he had already put Dongtang in it. He had always been in the city and never left.

Perhaps it was really because of the lack of love, Chu Yi was very sensitive to Dong Tang's kind care, and cherished it very much.But the child has a thin skin and is even more sensitive to this aspect in his heart. He has never dared to speak up, nor dared to take the initiative to ask for it. He felt that it was more like being given alms.She wanted to pretend to be noble, but she was greedy for that soul-stirring tenderness.Ever since Chu Yi could remember, she subconsciously felt that she shouldn't feel dependent on anyone, not even her parents.But Dongtang was the only one who made Chu Yi worry and worry. He panicked when he didn't see each other for a day, and he didn't have the energy to do anything.

Chu Yi gave Dongtang her entire childhood.Playing with this person, going to school, it's not his parents, let alone others, but Dongtang that comes to his mind the most every day.He devoted all the time he should spend with others to Dongtang.All the warmth and leisure, excitement and tension are all unforgettable scenes with Dongtang.

From then on, when Chu Yi noticed it, the relationship between the two had become somewhat unusual and had changed.The beginning of all this is completely untraceable.

It was the first time Chu Yi entered the compound and saw that person...

It was when he was surrounded by Guo Fangxin, and Dongtang came to rescue him with a lot of friends...

It was fighting on horseback, when Dong Tang fainted and fell on top of him...

It was his casual sentence, when Dongtang ran to play marbles with Guo Fangxin...

It was the time when the two risked their lives in the mountains and never let go...

Or what happened later?

From disdain at the beginning, to acceptance, to gratitude and appreciation for Dong Tang, the two became close friends and brothers who talked about everything, and in the end, this relationship that was unclear and kept cutting things off has become so Mountain torrents, avalanches, and volcanic eruptions are out of control.