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Ever since Yu Dian and Xiaoxi talked about it, for Zihao, it was basically impossible to stay at home, and there were sex everywhere, but only Zihao could understand this sex.

"Want some grapes? Come on, open your mouth."

"I don't want to eat it. Ah~"

or.

"Go and hug the bear over there and put it here."

Then Yu Dian carried Xiao Xi over and put him on his lap.

"I didn't let you hug me, it was the bear."

Yu Dian said cheekily, "Yes, it's a bear. Isn't that what you're wearing a bear?"

Zihao felt that he couldn't see, so he could only hide as far away as possible.

And when Yu Dian was not at home, Zihao liked to pester Xiaoxi very much, always asking questions.

No, there are still a few days before Yu Dian's birthday, and the two of them have been discussing how to surprise Yu Dian at home.The only pity is that this day is a working day, so the only way to celebrate is after get off work.

After work that day, Xiaoxi drove to pick up Zihao from school, then called Yudian and said he was going to Yudian to get off work.

Of course Yu Dian knew that today was his birthday. These two people must be doing something. He didn't plan to pick them up and asked them to give the address, so he went by himself. , this is no way.

The rush hour on the way home from get off work, Yu Dian thought it would take an hour for them to come over, so he stayed in the office to work overtime, and dragged Cao Shu to work overtime together. And me.

But I have been working for two hours, but I still haven't received a call. Even if there is a traffic jam, it should be almost there.Yu Dian was in a hurry, so he called Xiaoxi and heard that the phone was turned off.Xiao Xi usually doesn't turn off the phone, could it be that the battery is out?

Yu Dian then called Zihao, but no one answered.

Yu Dian was afraid that it was his own call, so they didn't answer it on purpose, so they asked Cao Shu to call too, but they didn't answer the same. Now Zi Yu panicked, and an inexplicable fear came over him. He suddenly couldn't sit still, he asked Cao Shu to check quickly to see where Xiaoxi was.

Cao Shu was about to check when Yu Dian's cell phone rang, and it was Zihao calling. Yu Dian was relieved and answered the call, but it was a girl who spoke, "Excuse me, is this Zihao's father?"

Yu Dian gave an inexplicable grace, and the girl continued: "This is the city hospital. There was a series of rear-end collisions on the road just now, and the injured people were sent to the hospital. You are a family member, so please come~~~~"

Before the girl could finish speaking, the phone slid to the ground. It was Cao Shu who picked up the phone and continued to understand the rest of the words.

But at this moment, Yu Dian couldn't listen to anything anymore, he was afraid, he didn't know what to do.He knew he should go to the hospital immediately, but his body was not listening.Xiaoxi and Zihao, his two favorite people, were waiting for him, but he was afraid of seeing the result he didn't want to see, so Cao Shu's words came to his ears, but he couldn't listen to a word.

Seeing that Yu Dian didn't respond at all, Cao Shu knew about the past, and he knew that Yu Dian wouldn't listen to anything now, but he couldn't avoid it, he had to go.Without saying a word, Cao Shu slapped him.

Yu Dian finally reacted after being hit by this palm, he looked at Cao Shu: "What's wrong with them, what's wrong with them."

Cao Shu knew that Yu Dian was nervous, and he, who knew about the hospital, said, "Yu Dian, relax a little bit, they are fine, just a little scratch, Zihao was a little scared, and now he fell asleep in the hospital. Don't worry, They're all right, let's go take a look now."

Seeing Yu nodded, Cao Shu took the key and went to the parking garage to pick up the car.

Along the way, Yu Dian didn't speak, just quietly looked at the phone, thinking about things.

In the hospital, Xiaoxi, who had treated his wound, was by Zihao's bed, and Zihao had already fallen asleep.

It's not that he doesn't want to call Yu Dian by himself, he doesn't know what to say, he knows how important Zihao is to Yu Dian, if something like this happens again, he doesn't know what to say, he doesn't know how to face Yu Dian, and he's afraid Yu point your blame him.

Xiaoxi's driving is still considered stable, but he was forced to have an accident because he was implicated by the cars in front and behind. Fortunately, there was no major impact. Although the car was destroyed, there was nothing wrong with people.

He didn't dare to say, he could only ask the nurse in the hospital to inform Yu Dian.

Looking at Zihao's sleeping face, Xiao Xi kept thinking about how to apologize to Yu Dian when Yu Dian came.He just stayed in a daze until Yu Dian came, but he still hadn't figured out what to say.

When Yu Dian entered the ward, he looked nervously at Xiaoxi and Zihao, and felt relieved when he saw that Zihao had really fallen asleep.Xiaoxi, just about to apologize, Yu Dian pulled him out: "Cao Shu, you watch here first, if the doctor comes, you deal with it first."

Xiao Xi's hand hurt a little from being pulled, he knew that Yu Dian was angry, Yu Dian kept pulling Xiao Xi to a place where there was no one at the escape stairs before letting him go, Xiao Xi lowered his head, wanting to say: I'm sorry.

It's just that before he could say anything, he was hugged by Yu Dian. He felt Yu Dian trembling slightly, and he knew that this person was worried, afraid, and he didn't mean to blame. He was worried about the two of them. Scared more than myself.If he insisted on blaming, it might be Yu Dian himself who made them come.

Xiaoxi understands Yu Dian's feelings for you, but she doesn't want Yu Dian to keep blaming herself for this matter, just like before.

Xiao Xi rubbed Yu Dian's back and said, "It's okay, look, we're okay."

Yu Dian said in a low voice: "But, I'm afraid."

Xiaoxi went on to say: "I know, because you love us, you are worried about us leaving, but this matter cannot be your shackles. Zihao and I have our own destiny. If something happened to you today, we will also be worried and will Scared, but this can't be a reason for you to blame yourself. It's okay, I'm here, and I'll be by your side. You too, when Zihao wakes up, don't let him worry about you. What happened today, I very sorry."

Although Yu Dian couldn't let go of what happened many years ago for the time being, Xiao Xi was right about one thing. He was indeed afraid, but now he couldn't let them worry about him.

Yu Dian kissed Xiao Xi's forehead and said, "I see."

When he returned to the ward, Zihao was already awake, and he kept asking Cao Shu where his father was.When he saw Yu Dian coming in, he ran barefoot and hugged Yu Dian, and kept saying to Yu Dian: I'm sorry.

Yu Dian picked up Zihao, and Zihao was crying with his arms around Yu Dian's neck.Yu Dian followed his back and said, "It's okay, don't be afraid, Dad and Uncle Xi are here."

Because it was a small scratch, Yu Dian, Xiaoxi and Zihao went home directly after making a record with the police, leaving the car matter to Cao Shu for the time being.

All the way home, Zihao pestered Yu Dian until Yu Dian coaxed him to sleep.

In the living room, only Yu Dian and Xiao Xi were left.Yu Dian shook Xiaoxi's hand and said, "You know what happened a few years ago, right?"

Xiaoxi nodded.

Yu Dian went on to say: "At that time, because my brother and they were going to pick me up at the airport, there was a car accident. At that time, I kept thinking that if, at that time, I didn't let them come, would it not have happened? I'm blaming myself, although I know it's not my fault, but it's not easy to convince myself and let myself accept it. I only found out about Zihao's existence in the hospital, and my brother was supposed to adopt him, although the procedures haven't been completed yet, But they got along very well, and they wanted to show it to me. If it hadn’t happened, I might be Zihao’s uncle, not his father. Every time I see Zihao, it reminds me of the past When Zihao was a child, but because of me, he became more sensible than he should be at this age. He knew that he was not being abandoned, so he cherished it very much, but today, when he said sorry to me again, I found out that for so many years, he is the one who hasn't let me go. I don't want Zihao to grow up with such a mood. Can you understand."

Xiaoxi stepped forward, hugging Yu Dian who had been regretting all the time, and said, "I understand, so, this time, let's face it together, let's give Zihao a home together, and let him rest assured that we won't leave him suddenly, we We won't leave him voluntarily either. And you, we won't leave you either. "

Xiaoxi felt her neck was wet, and murmured in a voice, "Thank you!"

Upstairs, Zihao woke up because of anxiety. When he was looking for Yu Dian, he saw and heard their conversation. As Yu Dian said, he was very sensible. Nuan went to the room to sleep.

On the other side, Cao Shu, who was dealing with the car insurance, also waited for Leng Yang who came to pick him up. Leng Yang didn't say anything, but kept silently watching Cao Shu who was dealing with the matter, and Cao Shu would always give He has a stable look.

We are often persuaded by people that the past is over, and what should be let go should also be let go.However, some things will always exist, and it is not easy to let go. Instead of letting go, it is better to accept, to accept what happened in the past, to accept the harm done to others in the past, to accept such a heart that blames oneself.If you don't let go, then let him become a warning in your life, telling us how to cherish and how to love.Even if I don’t know what to say, but with you who understand my feelings, and with you by my side, if you listen to my words in reverse, that’s what I mean: love you, understand you, and cherish you!

The author has something to say:

It was finished in a hurry. I originally planned to write a long time and wanted to write a lot of things, but because of many important things happened to me, I had to stop myself and start writing a new work after the incident.