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For this answer, Leng Yang was still a little surprised. He didn't expect that the person he liked was a monk when he was a child? "Did your family send you to become a monk when you were young?"

"That's right, I did have my head shaved when I was a child. He was a little monk. He's very cute. Would you like to take a look?"

Of course Leng Yang was willing to see Cao Shu as a child: "Really? Where? Where?"

Cao Shu knocked Leng Yang on the head: "You think beautifully, how can I show you." Cao Shu paused, "However, what you said is not right, I was not sent here, I was abandoned .”

Abandoned, neglected?Leng Yang didn't even expect that, suddenly he didn't know what to do, and he was very angry: "Why did you abandon you, you are so good, so smart, you still have money now, and you are still tall, um, you are so handsome, why do you want to marry me?" Abandoning you, being so irresponsible, why did you give birth to you in the first place. Me, me, me~~~~"

Leng Yang didn't know how to describe his anger. In his eyes, Cao Shu was a very good and perfect person. Even when he was a child, Leng Yang believed that he must be a very cute and smart child. Why? There are such parents who will abandon such children.

Cao Shu looked at Leng Yang who was so angry because of his own affairs, his heart suddenly felt warm, he took Leng Yang's hand, put it in his palm and touched it: "I'm not angry at all, you Why are you angry? Although I can’t understand why they abandoned me, I think I’m very lucky. At least, I wasn’t abandoned in the wilderness, but in this temple. I am not forced to convert to Buddhism, but to do what I want, so this is my home."

Leng Yang has been listening carefully, but when he heard about "home", his whole body became stiff suddenly, and his hands trembled involuntarily.

Cao Shu was very surprised that he didn't say anything wrong: "What's wrong with you."

Leng Yang stammered and said: "You, you, why didn't you say earlier, this, this, this is, see, I met my parents, I didn't behave well, and, I, I, I came here empty-handed, So rude."

Cao Shu didn't expect him to be entangled with this, "Whoever said that I brought you to meet the parents, so quickly posted myself to me. I haven't finished talking, and you will be entangled when you are done."

Leng Yang said "En".

Cao Shu went on to say: "Actually, I have always liked someone all these years. But~~"

Before he finished speaking, Leng Yang heard Cao Shu say that he still had a white moonlight in his heart, and immediately couldn't bear it anymore, "What are you talking about, you, you, what do you think I am? How can you do this, thinking Others still treat me~~~~"

Leng Yang's eyes turned red when he said that, he would rather Cao Shu not like him, and he didn't want Cao Shu to like someone else, and he couldn't tell him clearly.Leng Yang withdrew his hand and was about to go down the mountain.

As soon as he got up, he was pulled back by Leng Yang, and accidentally sat on Cao Shu's lap, but Cao Shu didn't let him go: "Can you listen to me before losing your temper. En?"

Leng Yang turned his head and ignored him, but he didn't leave again.

Cao Shu went on to say: "I liked this person ten years ago, but he didn't know it at all, and maybe he didn't remember me. But I still liked him for ten years."

Leng Yang turned his head away, and when he heard Cao Shu's words, he felt sad. Cao Shu had liked someone for so long, but he was very distressed. The person he liked didn't even remember him.Leng Yang was very curious about what kind of person Cao Shu liked for so long. Only by knowing himself and the enemy can he win every battle: "Then, what kind of person is he, how can you like him?"

When Cao Shu heard Leng Yang's nasal voice, he smiled slightly and said: "He is not in good health. During the summer vacation of that year, his parents brought him here to recuperate for a few days, and he also came to do Buddhist ceremonies. I just talked with him like this." He knew him. When he was chanting sutras, he would fall asleep very quickly, very cute. I was worrying about the future. People around me thought I would stay in the temple and become a monk, but I didn’t I like it, I want to go out, but the masters raised me up, I was afraid they would be sad, so I didn’t mention it. But I was very entangled in my heart. He also told me that year, if possible, take advantage of the best time, go to Do what you want, as long as you express your thoughts clearly. He said that, and he really went to the master with me and said it. I didn’t expect the masters to apologize to me, saying that they didn’t consider my thoughts. Since then, I have been playing with him. It was also at that time that I learned about my sexual orientation and found that I fell in love with him, not only because he was beautiful, but more importantly because of his attitude towards life, although His health is not good, but he still tries his best to do everything, to live seriously, and to treat every day."

Cao Shu paused, then continued: "Then one day, the weather was very hot, and he said he really wanted to swim, so I secretly took him to swim in a pool in the back mountain. To realize the desire to like people, but when I noticed, he had passed out, he didn't tell me that his body couldn't swim temporarily, and he couldn't get cold, and he didn't refuse me to take him to swim, he just I stayed with me like this until he fell into a coma. Later, he was sent to the hospital by his parents. I was very scared at the time, so I didn't go to see him at the first time, but after a few days, I didn't know until I went to see him in the hospital again. , He was transferred to a hospital in his city, where he has been treated and has a dedicated doctor. This matter has always made me feel guilty, and I can't forgive myself, so I want to say sorry to him. Later I I found the master, who told me which hospital I was in, and gave me money. I took a long train, and it was already night when I arrived at his hospital. I waited outside the door until he was the only one in the ward before going in. , but when he first entered, he said to me: Who are you? And he didn’t know me at all like a joke. At that time, I thought he didn’t know me on purpose because he didn’t want to forgive me. I was very angry at that time, after all After sitting on the train for so long, I came to him specially, and he would do this. I left without saying anything."

"Later, he was always a knot in my heart. When I gradually gained the ability and contacts, I asked someone to investigate the events of the year, and then I found out. At that time, after he went back, he sent a I had a very high fever, and it lasted for several days. When I woke up later, although my intelligence was not affected, I forgot many things in the past, including the thing that I was with me during that summer vacation."

At this point, Leng Yang interrupted him: "You said he had a fever and lost his memory of the past?"

"Correct."

"Is this ten years ago?"

"Correct."

"Then what city is he from?"

"Binjiang City."

The more Leng Yang asked, the less he was sure: "Then what's his name?"

Cao Shu looked at him: "What do you mean, what's your name?"

Leng Yang started to cry instantly. Although he didn't remember many things, his family members told him that because of a serious illness and a fever, he forgot many things. His personality caused him to look forward. An optimistic person is no longer entangled with the past. If someone who has forgotten in the past appears in front of him, tell him that he will decide to get to know him again.

But I just didn't expect that some people have been entangled with this matter for ten years, some have been in love with him for ten years, and some have not let go of their hearts for ten years.

Leng Yang at this moment is happy, sad, and distressed.

Cao Shu wiped his tears and said softly, "I'm sorry."

Leng Yang shook his head, he didn't think it was Cao Shu's fault, maybe even if Cao Shu didn't take him to swim, maybe he would go swimming in the future, he would still fall down, get a fever, and forget the past, but these things were not It wasn't Cao Shu's fault.Moreover, Leng Yang was sure that he was able to go swimming with Cao Shu at that time, it must be because he had fallen in love with Cao Shu at that time.

Leng Yang looked at Cao Shu, put his hands on his face and said, "It's not your fault. It's never been your fault. Don't blame yourself."

Cao Shu buried her head on Leng Yang's chest, and said softly, "Thank you!"

Perhaps from this moment on, Cao Shu's feelings for Leng Yang no longer contain guilt and unforgiveness, but put a reborn self in front of Leng Yang, and put a pure feeling in front of Leng Yang .

At this moment, Leng Yang, although he can't recall the past, he knows the past self, completes the present self, and completes his feelings for Cao Shu.A relationship he had forgotten for ten years.

They are no longer just looking at the past, but looking to the future together.

The next day, Cao Shu, who woke up with a fixed biological clock, found that Leng Yang was not sleeping in the room, so he went out and asked the senior brother at the door. The senior brother said that Leng Yang had woken up early and went to Master Jinghui.

Cao Shu could have thought of what Leng Yang was doing there, if he had known earlier, he would not have said anything that should not have been said.

When Cao Shu saw Leng Yang and Master Jinghui sitting on the floor flipping through some photo albums in the room, he felt regretful.

Leng Yang saw Cao Shu coming in, smiled and waved: "Baby Shu, you look so cute when you were young."

Cao Shu's black line: "What did you call me?"

Leng Yang likes this name very much, and decided to call it that after seeing the photos of Cao Shu when he was a child, and last night, they also explained that they always felt that calling Cao Shu's name was not at all intimate, so they came up with this A name: "Baby Shu, how cute, just as cute as you were when you were a child, I decided to call you that from now on."

"Baby Shu, that's a nice name." Master Jinghui, who had been looking at the photo album, also interjected.

Cao Shu had nothing to say, he accepted it, and could only look at the photos with him, explain the stories of the photos to him one by one, and recalled the past with Master Jinghui.

Before leaving, Leng Yang asked Master Jinghui for some photos of Cao Shu when he was a child.Leng Yang wanted to hang these photos in his room.was rejected.Cao Shu considered that they would definitely live in the same room in the future, so it was too awkward to open his eyes and see his childhood self on the wall every day.

After lunch, Cao Shu and Leng Yang said goodbye to everyone and drove back.

Leng Yang was very happy along the way, Cao Shu patted Leng Yang's head and asked, "What is so happy about?"

"Of course I'm happy. From now on, I can live in your house openly." Leng Yang thought of something, patted Cao Shu's hand that was afraid of driving, and said, "Let's go, go to my house first."

"To your house?" Cao Shu was puzzled.

"Yes, go to my house, I live in your house now, I can return the house I rented, otherwise it would be a waste of money, besides, I still have half of the things there, walk, just pack up the things, and move them all to you home."

Cao Shu didn't expect that Leng Yang still had half of his belongings, and so many things that he moved to the house only accounted for half of it. Cao Shu was very worried about the space for activities at home in the future.

After working all afternoon, I drove back and forth three times before I finished moving the things.

Leng Yang looked at the box after box of things in the living room and felt a sense of accomplishment. He instructed Cao Shu and said, "Now I'm going to start packing. You can make dinner, and there is more."

Leng Yang cleared his throat: "Your room is too frigid, I need to rearrange it properly, and I want to sleep in your room from today on, don't refuse."

Cao Shu looked at the dishes in the refrigerator and said with a smile, "Then where do I sleep? Do I want to move to the guest room?"

Leng Yang became anxious: "No, you are not allowed to move anywhere."

Before Cao Shu could speak, he ran into Cao Shu's room.

Facts have proved that tidying up in one night is not good, but tidying up Cao Shu's room has made it a room for two people. The first step has been taken, and the next few steps will be farther.