reborn lady run gl

July 19, 7** sunny

Today my new movie was finished, he came to pick me up and said he would help me celebrate.

I refused, but I didn't expect him to run downstairs to my house and wait.

He waited from noon to evening, if I hadn't come back, maybe I would have waited longer, I saw his sweaty shirt and slightly tired look, even so he kept smiling at me, this man is really gentle .

I didn't know whether I should accept him or not, and I was still hesitant.

……

July 19, 8** sunny

I promised him to be with him, the past will gradually be forgotten, it is better to cherish the present.

Maybe I missed it this time, and I will never meet such a person again in this life.

……

Rain on August 19, 8**

I met a strange person outside the theater today. I could see that she wanted to come and talk to me, but she didn't seem too dare. I wanted to tease her, but he had already come to pick me up, so I had to leave first.

I don't know if I will see her again in the future.

……

Lin Jin picked out a few diaries sporadically, and she flipped back, and found that the handwriting at the back became more and more blurred, and many of them were torn off after they reached key points, as if deliberately preventing people from prying into this memory.

Lin Jin didn't know who this "he" was, but she could also see that her mother seemed to have liked another person, and it was with the kind of youthful liking of a girl's first love.But since I like it so much, why didn't I stay with that person afterwards?

As for the person mentioned in it who met by chance outside the theater and was treated as a fan girl, it must be Zhang Xi.

Probably because he thought that his mother looked very similar to him, but he rushed out to ask without thinking, only to find out that it was not her.

Lin Jin smiled and shook his head, he had never seen such a fool.

Lin Jin didn't understand the second half of the diary, all the key words were strangely erased, leaving only mottled blanks, where traces of the previous words could still be vaguely seen.

There are a lot of words like despair, pain, etc. used in it, but it is impossible to know who is the person who made her despair and pain, nor what happened to make her have such a broken emotion.

The last page of the diary was written in a mess, and the handwriting was very scribbled compared to before, but it could still be seen that it was written by the same person.

Rain on *month 19*, 2**

He came to pick me up, but I didn't go to see him.

Is he really like that?He killed *****?

I wanted to take one last look at him, but I held back, afraid that if I couldn't bear it, it would all be in vain.

***Didn't suspect it wasn't his**.I lied to *, but I actually feel lucky, lucky*****, I may really be crazy.

Wouldn't it be great if all I saw was fake?I really love you, Ann...

……

The words on the back could not be read clearly, Lin Jin was at a loss, she put the diary back into the file bag, thinking about asking Zhang Xi in the evening, maybe she could find a way to retrieve the original words on it.

Lin Jin looked at the time and found that it was almost noon. She took her wallet and keys and planned to go out to buy some food. In the evening, she wanted to stew a fish for Zhang Xi. Since she made it last time, she has been obsessed with it. She can give her a surprise when she comes back.

There is only one street between the supermarket and the community where they live. If you pass through the park on the west side of the community, the distance will be shortened by half.

At this time, there are no young mothers with their children out to play or grandparents dancing in the square in the park. The road is full of hot sunshine and tree-lined paths where you can occasionally escape from the scorching sun.

Lin Jin felt a little dizzy, walked straight ahead and unexpectedly bumped into someone, the girl's bag was knocked off the ground by her, Lin Jin quickly picked it up and apologized to her: "I'm sorry, I walked carelessly, I didn't hit you?"

The girl shook her head, took the bag that Lin Jin handed her, looked up at her, and hesitated to speak.

Lin Jin was a little strange, he glanced at her with his back to the sun, and was stunned for a moment.

"Why? When did you come back?"

He Ran smiled, she was obviously much more haggard than before, the kind of vitality that Lin Jin had always envied but couldn't ask for disappeared from her body, instead there was a kind of silence that shouldn't be there at this age and tranquility.

"It's been a few days since I came back. I wanted to see you, but I didn't expect to meet you here."

Lin Jin suddenly felt a little embarrassed. Fortunately, she came out by herself today. If Zhang Xi was also with her, she would be troubled.

Lin Jin smiled and said, "Why don't we go for a walk together? I happen to be going there to buy vegetables."

He Ran nodded.

The two walked side by side, neither of them spoke first. After a long time, He Ran suddenly asked her, "Are you okay after I leave?"

Lin Jin said: "It's nothing. I thought about it later and it's fine. There were too many things at the time, and I didn't have time to be so sad."

"I'm sorry... I don't know why my mother suddenly became like that. Although she is strict with me, I have never seen her like that."

Lin Jin smiled: "Maybe I was too worried about you, so you don't need to feel guilty or anything. In fact, after thinking about it carefully, maybe we are not as suitable as we thought before."

He Ran glanced at her, and said with a smile: "Yes. I just always thought it was weird. My mother doesn't seem like the kind of person who has a very feudal way of thinking and can't accept homosexuals. After I went abroad, I always... always miss you. Once I deliberately wanted to anger her, and found a girl to pretend to be my girlfriend, she was also very calm, just asked me about her family situation, and her personality and so on. "

Lin Jin smiled and said, "Then maybe she just doesn't like me."

He Ran looked at her steadily, and said after a while, "I don't think so."

Lin Jin didn't answer any more. No matter what, it doesn't make any sense to say these things now.

When she was almost at the entrance of the supermarket, Lin Jin asked her, "When are you coming back this time?"

He Ran said, "I'll be leaving in about ten days."

Lin Jin nodded.

He Ran asked her: "Won't you invite me to sit at home?"

Lin Jin said: "Let's not do it today, she's not here, so it's not convenient for me to take you there."

Knowing that she had no chance, He Ran didn't force her to bid farewell to Lin Jin: "Then let's get together again when we have a chance, we can still be friends."

Lin Jin just nodded and didn't say anything else.If you want to refuse this kind of thing, you have to be more straightforward. If you have no other plans and hang on to the other party, then in the end you can only be sorry for everyone. What should be cruel has nothing to do with being kind or not.

Lin Jin went to the supermarket to buy some seasonings that were almost used up at home, and picked out a freshly killed fish, planning to make boiled fish fillets.

It was too long on the road, and it was already past two o'clock in the afternoon when she got home, and she didn't bother to make lunch, so she just ate together in the evening.

The weather in the past two days has been strangely hot, as if returning to midsummer from autumn, and I don't know if Zhang Xi can stand outside for more than half a day in such a heavy big bear clothes.If this job doesn't meet the right season, I don't know how tiring I will be every day. I still have to ask Zhang Xi to change to a more stable job.

Lin Jin finished packing the fish, then adjusted the seasoning and marinated it ahead of time. The work at hand was almost done. It was really boring to be alone at home, so he planned to go out early to find Zhang Xi.

She went to the amusement park, but she didn't see Zhang Xi's shadow when she looked left and right. Normally, she should be delivering balloons near the doll's house at this time, but she didn't know where she went today.

Lin Jin originally planned to sit on the bench in front of the doll's house and wait, but suddenly heard a commotion from the Ferris wheel, as if something happened.

She had nothing to do, so she planned to go over to have a look, but when she was about to walk near the Ferris wheel, she saw the big bear lying on the ground!

Several young students were helping her to take off the big bear's clothes. Lin Jin panicked and ran over to help them.Someone next to him called 120. Lin Jin didn't know if Zhang Xi could see a doctor, but now he couldn't care less.

Together, they managed to take off Daxiong's clothes for her. Lin Jin touched Zhang Xi's sweaty face and held her in his arms.A little girl next to them kindly opened an umbrella for them, and Lin Jin forced the corners of her mouth to say thank you.

She knew that Zhang Xi would get sick and get hurt, but she never thought about what it would be like for Zhang Xi to faint in front of her.When I saw her lying on the ground just now, my mind went blank, I didn't even care about my heartache, I just wanted to run to this person quickly so that I could be with her.

This time happened to be the evening rush hour, and the ambulance was stuck in the road, and the people around were scattered, and only the little girl holding the umbrella for them and the two of them remained.

Lin Jin raised his head and said to the girl: "Thank you, there is no sunshine now, you should go home quickly, it's so late, the family members will be anxious."

The little girl looked at her and shook her head. She put away her umbrella, squatted beside Lin Jin who was kneeling on the ground, and stared at Zhang Xi.

Lin Jin probed into Tan Zhangxi's breath with his index finger, and found that her breathing had been steady, as if she had fallen asleep, and her heartbeat did not speed up. All signs were normal, except that she was still unconscious.

This made her a little relieved, but also a little worried.Zhang Xi's body should be different from ordinary people, so if she gets sick, human medicine can cure her, but it may be useless, just like now, Lin Jin thinks that instead of waiting for an ambulance, it is better to wait for Zhang Xi Xi woke up by herself.

The little girl poked her head up and glanced at Zhang Xi, then suddenly shrank back, with a terrified expression, as if she saw something terrible.

Lin Jin turned his head and asked her, "What's wrong?"

The little girl pointed at Zhang Xi and said, "She... she looks so scary, like a monster!"

Lin Jin turned her head to look at Zhang Xi in surprise, and found that there was no change. Her face was her original face that had not received any curses, and it did not return to the scarred appearance.

Lin Jin turned back to the little girl and smiled, "No, what's so scary?"

The little girl frowned and didn't speak, but kept hiding behind Lin Jin, wanting to stick her head out to look at Zhang Xi, but she didn't dare.

The ambulance finally arrived after more than an hour. Lin Jin watched Zhang Xi being carried on the stretcher, and then went to hold her hand.

There was still a thin layer of sweat in Zhang Xi's palms, and her complexion had recovered a lot compared to the previous paleness. Lin Jin wiped the sweat on her face and neck with a tissue, and planned to get in the ambulance and go to the hospital with her.

She had just gotten into the car, and the door hadn't been closed yet, when the little girl ran over suddenly, stood on her tiptoes and stuck behind her, a cold sensation spread to Lin Jin's body.

"Sister, this sister looks so pretty with blood all over her face..."

The author has something to say:

Oh my god... I'm so scared at the end of writing... I feel like there are people behind me... orz I'm sorry for the little angels who read the article in the middle of the night... I can only give you a loving hug (づ￣3￣)づ