reborn lady run gl

I had a nightmare all night, and when I woke up the next day, I was a little confused.

Zhang Xi wiped her sweaty face, feeling a little dizzy, she stretched out her hand to touch her side, but Lin Jin was not there.

The thin sky light outside the window slowly dissipated the darkness of the night, and the birds downstairs began to chirp and call for unknown reasons, and the listeners were extremely disturbed.

Lin Jin slept on the sofa all night, wanted to go into the bedroom several times, but finally held back, anyway, this time he had to force her, if he couldn't bear it again, it would be even more difficult in the future.

**

When Zhang Xi washed up and went downstairs, Lin Jin was making breakfast in the kitchen. There was soy milk in the soymilk machine and freshly steamed buns in the pot.She looked back and was a little surprised to see Zhang Xi.

"Why did you wake up so early? It's not time for work yet."

Zhang Xi walked over and hugged her waist from behind, and rubbed her cheek affectionately, "I was woken up."

Lin Jin asked her, "Is the soymilk machine too loud?"

Zhang Xi shook her head, "No, it's the birds downstairs, it's too noisy."

Lin Jin smiled, "Those little things are caught and stewed sooner or later, and they have been like that for many years."

Zhang Xi paused for a moment, not knowing how to respond. What happened last night made both of them somewhat uncomfortable. Now that they were standing quietly, that discomfort was magnified, and even their bodies stuck together felt uncomfortable. A little stiff, not knowing where to put my hands.

After a long time, Lin Jin thought that Zhang Xi couldn't speak anymore, and was about to tell her to go to the living room to wait for dinner, but she suddenly said, "It's not delicious."

Lin Jin froze for a moment, "What's not delicious?"

Zhang Xi rubbed her nose, "Those stupid birds."

Lin Jin was stunned for a moment, and suddenly came to his senses, couldn't help laughing and said, "You said they were stupid, but you are even stupider than them, who told you to really eat them?"

Zhang Xi still wanted to refute, "You said you want to eat..."

"Okay, okay, I don't want to eat them at all, go sit and wait for dinner, I have seen stupid ones, I have never seen such stupid ones."

Zhang Xi was pushed out with an innocent face, and obediently sat at the table and waited.

Lin Jin made a cup of soy milk and put it by Zhang Xi's hand, and handed her a small plate for eating buns.

Zhang Xi took it over sullenly, wanting to talk to her but didn't know what to say.

Lin Jin glanced at her and asked, "Why don't you eat it? Are you still thinking about eating bird meat?"

Zhang Xi couldn't refute, she lowered her head and took bites of the buns.

Although Lin Jin still remembered her appearance, she still wasn't used to it until now. Sometimes she even felt that Zhang Xi, who was wearing a big bear dress, was more like the one she knew at the beginning.But it's good now, at least he looks more obedient, although he is still the little fool who wants to cause trouble every now and then.

They had a very quiet breakfast, and the principle of eating without words was implemented very thoroughly. It wasn't until Zhang Xi saw Lin Jin put down the bowl and chopsticks that he asked, "Don't you want to ask me something?"

Lin Jin smiled and said, "I want to ask a lot, but it's useless to ask what you don't want to say, why don't you tell me after you figure it out yourself."

Zhang Xi's subordinates unconsciously rubbed the tablecloth a few times, "The matter of He Ran has nothing to do with me."

Lin Jin nodded: "I think so, but apart from this, what else?"

Zhang Xi was a little nervous: "What else?"

Lin Jin raised his eyebrows and smiled, "I thought you knew."

Zhang Xi became even more flustered, she couldn't tell whether Lin Jin really knew something, or was deliberately deceiving herself.

Lin Jin was about to say something more when the doorbell rang suddenly.

She walked over and opened the door. Outside the door was a young man with an ordinary appearance, wearing black-rimmed glasses. He looked at Lin Jin and asked politely, "Hello, is this the home of Teacher Lin Muhai?"

Lin Jin nodded and asked, "What can you do with my father? He has passed away."

The man said: "I know, I am a student of Mr. Lin, I followed him to Gansu to do research a few years ago, and then I went to work in a museum. My name is Cao Yue."

Cao Yue stretched out a hand, and Lin Jin shook it, "I'm Lin Jin."

Cao Yue smiled: "I know, you are Teacher Lin's daughter."

Lin Jin said: "Mr. Cao, come in and talk, there is also breakfast, have you eaten yet?"

"Ah, no need. I've already eaten before I came. I'm really sorry to disturb you so early. I was supposed to come yesterday afternoon, but something delayed me."

Lin Jin poured him a glass of water, looked back and found that Zhang Xi had gone back to the bedroom at some point.

"Is Mr. Cao here today for something?"

Cao Yue said: "Well, Mr. Lin still has some things before his death. Because they are personal belongings, I think I should give them to his family." After speaking, he took out a file bag from the bag he carried with him. Seems like a lot of stuff.

"No one has touched these things, and they are roughly packed up and put here. Teacher Lin may not even remember this."

Lin Jin thanked: "I'm sorry, I will put away the things."

"It doesn't matter. Mr. Lin was very kind to us students at the beginning, and it would be good to do something for him after his death. If you need anything in the future, just come to me for help. You're welcome."

Lin Jin nodded: "Thank you."

After Cao Yue delivered the things, he didn't stay long, exchanged some pleasantries and left.

Lin Jin glanced at the document in his hand, wondering if he should take it apart and take a look, but finally put it aside and went to the bedroom to find Zhang Xi.

Zhang Xi sat by the bed with her feet hanging down, and when she saw Lin Jin approaching, she asked her, "That person is gone?"

Lin Jin sat down and hugged her, and said, "Let's go, come to deliver something."

Zhang Xi touched her arm and said, "I have nothing else to hide from you. So many things happened in the past so many years, and I can't tell them all in a few days and nights."

Lin Jin said: "No, it's just that I always feel that this thing is a bit weird, whether it's my parents or An Qiao, how should I put it, it's too coincidental, but you must know about it."

Zhang Xi didn't speak, it was a tacit agreement.

Lin Jin asked her: "Can't you tell me? I suspect that my mother's death was not an accident. It should have something to do with An Qiao. Could it be that because my mother and I look so similar, An Qiao mistook me and killed the wrong person?" ?”

Zhang Xi forced a smile: "No, don't think about it, it's nothing. You will know what you should know in the future. Aren't we living a good life now? Don't think about those things that make people unhappy. No matter what the truth is, it is already in the past, don't think about it."

Zhang Xi's words contained imperceptible pleas, and Lin Jin felt even more uneasy when he heard it. Could it be that this incident is so terrible that Zhang Xi, who is so courageous, can still vividly remember it after so many years?

Lin Jin couldn't find a result for a while, but finally couldn't bear to force her anymore, thinking that maybe Zhang Xi would be willing to tell her those things in the future.

Zhang Xi helped Lin Jin clean up the dishes and went to work. Lin Jin continued to accept several translation jobs online.In the past, she had a lot of time, and she didn't have many friends around her. She learned a lot of things when she was idle at home, but she didn't expect that one day it would become a means of making a living.

The file bag was right next to her.

Lin Jin looked at it several times, wondering whether to take it apart.

She hesitated again and again, but in the end she couldn't overcome her curiosity. She really wanted to know what was inside, maybe it was related to the things she always wanted to know but couldn't get started.

Lin Jin used a knife to unseal the document bag. Inside were dozens of pages of large and small papers. The edges of the paper were yellowed and curled. It looked like something from many years ago.

Most of them are letters written by Lin Muhai to Jiang Mei. None of these letters have written the sender, but the name of the recipient is written in the most conspicuous place.Lin Jin didn't read the contents of the letter, but just flipped through it at random. It seemed that none of these letters had been sent, and they were just sealed up after they were written.

Lin Jin didn't quite understand, since his parents loved each other so much, why didn't they give these letters to each other?On the contrary, it's like a secret love that can't be said, and is always suppressed in the heart, for fear of being found out.

Most of the letters in the file bag were like this. She didn't plan to read any more, but when she put the things back together, she saw a different notebook.

The book was very thin, and many pages were torn off in the middle, leaving only a thin cover and a dozen or so scattered pages. The cover of the book was light blue, and in the lower right corner were a few small strings of dewy and budding campanulas. , Lin Jin had an intuition that this might not belong to his father.

She opened the book, saw the beautiful small characters inside, and found that it was her mother's diary.It was so personal that she didn't think she should read it even though her parents were dead, but she changed her mind after a casual glance and the flustered pages.

In her heart, her mother has always been a gentle and steady woman, she can calmly solve whatever she encounters, even her father would want to rely on her a lot, except for the distress letter she saw in the attic , she never knew that she would have such a gaffe.

……

July 19, 7** overcast

That person came to see me again. I knew I should refuse, but I still couldn't bear to see his hurt expression.

Is loving someone so easy to change?It is clear that I still remember Mu Hai, his kindness to me, and everything we had in the past, but now I am moved by another person.

I felt so guilty inside that even though we were separated and would never have the chance to be together again, I still felt guilty as if I had betrayed him and our love.

……

Lin Jin was startled. She felt that she shouldn't read on, but she couldn't help reading on.

The author has something to say:

Update_(:_」∠)_

I've been doing things every day lately...