want a son

"...I agree with him breaking up."

Qian Yi's movements stopped, he turned his head in disbelief, Qin Bai lowered his head, so that he couldn't see his expression clearly.

After a few seconds, Qian Yi grabbed Qin Bai's collar, "Qin Bai, are you fucking stupid? Why did you really agree to break up when he said he wanted to break up?? You won't keep him?"

"It's useless." Qin Bai has tried everything, soft and hard, but it still doesn't work.

"Fuck!" Qian Yi threw him away, crossed his hips and became angry, "I said you quarreled and you quarreled, why do you have to break up?"

"I can't see him sad, Qian Yi, when I see him sad, my heart hurts, it's very painful..." Qin Bai's voice lost the indifference just now, and became a little choked up.

Qian Yi's anger slowly subsided, and he frowned. Qin Bai is always arrogant in front of him, but he has never been like this before. Now Qin Bai looks very fragile. If he stands on the stage with this posture , as if they couldn't take a punch from others.

"Qin Bai, he... he may just have a dispute with you, and it will be fine in the future."

Qin Bai smiled wryly, but didn't answer anything.

Seeing Qin Bai like this, Qian Yi was at a loss as to how to comfort him. Just as he was about to speak, Qin Bai spoke first, his voice full of helplessness, "Leave me alone for a while."

"Qin Bai..." Qian Yi clenched his fists, his face full of worry.

"I'm fine." After Qin Bai finished speaking, he bypassed Qian Yi and walked towards the house.

He walked through the living room like a puppet with a broken string. He couldn't see his dad's eyes looking into him, and he couldn't hear his mother calling him. Straight up the stairs.

Entering the room, it was pitch black, Qin Bai skipped the place where the light was turned on, walked to the edge of the bed and sat down, the floor was very cold, but he didn't realize it.

He took out the mobile phone in his pocket, flipped through Fang Zhen's number again and again, and wanted to dial directly several times, but he still held back.

He opened the phone photo album, and the first photo was Fang Zhen when he was asleep. In the whole room, the light on the phone screen was the only source of light. Qin Bai looked at the person above, frowning with sadness, He clenched his teeth, trying to endure the emotion that would rush out if he was not careful.

He didn't dare to think, didn't dare to think that he would never see Fang Zhen again. Although he had prepared himself mentally, Fang Zhen left. This was a fact. Even if he told himself that nothing had changed, he really It is impossible to see Fang Zhen again.

Qin Bai held his head in pain, as if all the oxygen in the air had been sucked away, his brain began to become chaotic, and his eyes could no longer see the people in the photo clearly. He had never been in such pain, so painful that he just wanted to Just let the breath stop.

Fang Zhen was standing in the station with the child in his arms, and Ni Xiuming, who was opposite him, was carrying a pet cage, in which lay a docile white cat, meowing at Fang Zhen.

Fang Zhen said: "It's really hard to take it away, so I'll ask you to help raise it first, and then take it there when I stabilize."

Ni Xiuming nodded, looking at Fang Zhen hesitant to speak.

Fang Zhen smiled, had seen through his mind, and asked, "What do you want to say?"

Ni Xiuming was silent for a while, and then said sadly: "I regret persuading you to accept him at the beginning." If he knew that the two of them would develop into what they are now, he probably wouldn't let Fang Zhen try it, because He knew that the two of them were in pain now.

"Actually, it's nothing. Just like you said, if you're not suitable, you can still separate. At least it's not too late." Fang Zhen said nonchalantly.

Ni Xiuming looked at him a little distressed, raised his hand and rubbed his hair, "Call me if you miss me, I'll go and see you."

Fang Zhen nodded.

The car is about to leave, and the luggage has been put in the car just now, Fang Zhen said to Ni Xiuming: "It's almost time, then I'll go first."

"...Ah Zhen."

Fang Zhen turned around.

"...Do you want to wait a little longer?"

Fang Zhen knew the meaning of Ni Xiuming's words, and smiled slightly, "He won't come."

Because Qin Bai had already promised him.

After Fang Zhen finished speaking, she turned around and took a few steps to get into the car.

When the car started, he saw Ni Xiuming through the car window and waved to him, then the car passed him and disappeared from Fang Zhen's remaining sight.

Fang Zhen was sitting in the last row of the car by the window. The little guy in his arms was awake and was slapping his face with his hands. Fang Zhen was afraid that he would freeze, so he put his hands into the little one that was wrapped around him. After a while, the little guy stretched out his hand again.

The little guy seemed to be very happy to tease his father. He repeated this several times. Maybe he was tired from playing, so he closed his eyes and fell asleep again.

The little guy was already asleep, and Fang Zhen's thoughts calmed down again, but once he calmed down, his heart began to feel empty.

Qin Bai suddenly took advantage of this gap to get into his mind, and all the pictures of getting along began to emerge one by one.

Fang Zhen's eyes were blurred, but she was still reluctant.

Once you get involved in a relationship, how can you get out easily?

Fang Zhen is used to hiding, some emotions may flow out easily, but some emotions are well hidden in his heart.

As long as a person is vulnerable, he is a living person, and there will be times when he is vulnerable, but being alone for a long time made him get used to keeping his inner fragility in his heart, and he didn't want Qin Bai to see his frail part .

In fact, something went wrong in this relationship, and both of them were at fault.

He knew that if it continued like this, the final result would be falling apart.Just like those broken families he has seen, he was once a victim of that kind of family, just like when he watched his parents leave with his own eyes, but he had nothing to do, he didn't want to wait for his children to have Remember it, and then let him see that scene, because he can understand the pain inside.

He didn't want Qin Bai to come to him because the two of them would immediately become the same as before when they met, reconcile today, make mistakes tomorrow, and quarrel the day after tomorrow, so his leaving would be meaningless.

The two people without feelings tortured each other physically and mentally, and he didn't want to be like that with Qin Bai either.

Maybe he should believe that it is really difficult for two people with different worldviews to get along.

He and Qin Bai are two people with different worldviews, but they still fall in love with each other. This is the most painful thing. There are more struggles in the relationship.

Fang Zhen's hard work over the years has made him stand in a very good position, but he is already tired and wants to rest.

Fang Zhen looked at the neatly arranged trees passing by the window. He clearly planned everything in his heart and prepared himself before leaving, but when the day came, he still felt his eyes were swollen pain.

Fang Zhen's principle of doing things is not to regret, because he knows that this world does not give you the right to make you regret.

But now, he is starting to regret, regretting that he went to the classmate reunion that day. If he hadn't been there that day, he wouldn't have met Qin Bai and had sex with him for no reason. He will still be as decisive as before, even if he is said to be unreasonable, he doesn't care, instead of being indecisive like now.

The car had been driving for more than half an hour, and a young girl in her twenties was sitting next to Fang Zhen. She might have sensed something was wrong with the people around her, so she glanced at Fang Zhen. He turned his head to face the window, out of sight.

He didn't want others to see him in a mess.

Fang Zhen told Ni Xiuming that he had already chosen a place to settle down, but in fact he hadn't looked for it at all. He just bought a ticket at random, and then settled down where he saw fit.

Fang Zhen likes quietness, he would not choose to live in another city, he prefers to find a secluded small town than a noisy city, so he is in a place that looks beautiful and the houses are not dense at a glance got out of the car.

Fang Zhen moved Chenchen into a small farmer's house. The house was not big, not as big as the house he rented before, and many of the things in it were old things, but Fang Zhen felt very satisfied.

The room is too big and there are not so many people living in it, and the kitchen and bedroom have everything that should be there; although these things are old, they can be used as long as they are available.

After Fang Zhen lived here, he met a neighbor's old man whose surname was Fang. Because of the same surname, this gave Fang Zhen a sense of intimacy.

The old man is an old man who lives alone in the village, but every time Fang Zhen sees him, he always smiles, and he really answered that sentence - old come young!

Fang Bo is a warm-hearted person, he takes care of Fang Zhen very much, often brings things to Fang Zhen, and often nagging and caring about Fang Zhen on weekdays, Fang Zhen feels that Fang Bo has brought him a kind of warmth from his father.

This place gave Fang Zhen a very warm feeling. Although the village is not big, the people living in it are very warm and simple, which Fang Zhen has never experienced before.

After a while, Fang Zhen went to help for free after knowing the lack of elementary school teachers. He didn't graduate from a normal school, so he didn't dare to improve his level, but he wanted to contribute to this place.

Fang Zhen has since become Teacher Fang. Although it is free of charge, the school will still give him a certain amount of subsidies every month.

He became an "idol" in the eyes of the children, in their words - Teacher Fang knew everything, just like the Superman on TV, super powerful!

Looking at the smiling faces of the children, Fang Zhen suddenly realized that he seemed to be in the right place. He is not really a superman, but he may be able to bring the children a superman dream, so that they can bravely chase their dreams when they grow up .

......

Time flies, Fang Zhen has been living here for three years without knowing it, and within three years, he has become a well-known Teacher Fang.

And the little baby who was still wrapped in swaddling clothes can already call daddy with a milky voice that almost melts people.

The author has something to say: Alright, tomorrow is what you want three years later!Ahhh, I'm actually super excited too! !It will be three years soon! ! ! (Speaking of the babies who are three years later today, I am sorry for you...)