Thank you for these five years

"what are you doing"

"I...I...want to see you"

"Do you know that it's not good for you to make your own way like this!"

"Oh, got it…"

silence.

Little D drove the car downstairs, turned off the engine, and pulled out the key.

Neither of us got out of the car, 1 minute, 2 minutes, 3 minutes... I opened the door and went upstairs.

acquaintance

It never occurred to me that the voluntary filled out indiscriminately at the beginning was just to escape from being out of the province.In the end, I was admitted to a city thousands of miles away from home.But here is quite close to Beijing.

Since fate is so, so be it.

It was quite presumptuous in my freshman year.Walking around alone, I have been to Beidaihe, and I have also traveled all over Beijing.

But yeah, there's a secret.I have never told anyone about it, after all, I can’t say this sentence calmly:

I'magay.

When I started my sophomore year, I became inexplicably busy.Not long after the start of school, the Youth League Committee organized a lecture.This unexpected lecture did not find a suitable host, and it happened that a group of students moved to the headquarters from another campus.Here, someone has been the host.Therefore, the seniors of the Youth League Committee boldly chose it.

——I regret it when I run out.

This is what the minister said later: The party was a bit awkward, mainly because the female host was so bad that it dragged the audience down, and the male host was a little better.

Who would have thought that Little D was the slightly better male host.And this slightly better hosting was a start.

This is the first time, I know the existence of this person.

There was no intersection until the next party.

The original date of the evening party in the courtyard was temporarily adjusted, and it was brought forward by one day.As a result, the original male host found out that he had something to do at home on the night of the party and was unable to participate.In half a month, there was a sudden shortage of male hosts.I don’t remember who said that, the male host of the last lecture may be okay, so call him over.After speaking, our minister started to make phone calls.After chatting for a long time, it was finally settled and he would come.

[Later, I asked little D to find out what happened that night: that Saturday night, he went home.I was reading a quick book on the sofa when I received a call from our minister. It was annoying at the time and I didn’t really want to go, but then I agreed for some reason. 】

One day in October 2012.

On Sunday, around 9 o'clock in the evening, little D returned to school from his home city.We were waiting for him in the Youth League Committee office in the courtyard. After a while, someone opened the door and came in. He is 180+ tall, wearing a purple T-shirt, with a small red bag slung across, and a pair of shoulders on his back.

Our minister hurriedly greeted him to come in and sit down, and then began to talk about hosting.

The moment I saw him, I was a little happy.I don't know why.When I got up to go to the bathroom, I met his eyes. 【This boy is not bad, I thought in my heart, it would be great if he was bent】

Since then, I have officially met him, within a distance of less than one meter.

After meeting this time, it can be regarded as an acquaintance.After all, if you have a common goal, you will also have to hold meetings and plan together.After going back and forth, it can be regarded as a little familiar.When you meet on the way to class, you will say hello, and sometimes you will suddenly appear next to you inadvertently, and then go to the teaching building in parallel.

One night when I was rehearsing in the office, the host was rehearsing the script, and I was watching the projection equipment.Suddenly, a finger poked my body.Fortunately, it's not a particularly sensitive part. When I looked back, he was stunned, and asked me why I wasn't ticklish.I snorted and ignored him.Maybe he saw that I was busy, and he was a little bored, so he quietly practiced the draft.Now, I found the right time and poked his waist with my index finger... His reaction was like a loach in a hot oil pan.After poking me, I was stunned. When I came back to my senses, I seemed to have discovered a new world, so I kept poking him with my fingers, and he kept hiding, while I was having fun.Later, I even took a funny nickname for this-G-spot man, with G-spots all over his body.Haha~

Then one day, I was checking Weibo and found that I had an extra fan and a private message.For a noob like me, it's quite exciting.Open Weibo and take a look.Hey, it was him.Little D found out about my Weibo and followed me.That's fine, the point is that he sent me a private message: "I discovered a little secret of yours [Grimace]"

A little flustered and a little... inexplicably excited. "Could it be that he knows?" I thought to myself, and replied him:

"Oh? Yeah, what a secret."

"What are you talking about? By the way, why don't you follow me back~"

"Returning fans, why [picking nose]" I was arrogant.

After the Weibo incident, when I met him again, I always felt itchy in my heart: Did he know?No way, I probably don't know.And little D always seemed to have something to ask me, but I pretended not to know anything and didn't give him a chance to ask.

In this way, we seem to have acquiesced in this little secret but didn't intend to mention it again until the day of the party.

On the day of the party, he was in the office following the script, and I was helping with the rehearsal at the venue.During the rehearsal, a power strip was needed, but no one brought it with me, so I went back to the office to get it.When the door was opened, Xiao D was alone.When I came in, he glanced back, and then went back to read the manuscript silently.There are only the two of us in the hut this time. I don’t know why, but I’m a little nervous.In general, the more you look for something at this time, you will never find it.I opened the top and bottom of the cabinet and looked through it, not daring to look back... I'm not sure if he is reading the manuscript or looking at me.

Hey, if I knew you were alone, I wouldn't have come.As I thought to myself, I heard the sound of a chair moving.

"What are you looking for?", "Plugboard".

After I finished speaking, it felt like he turned back, but he asked again,

"I haven't found it yet, do you want me to help?"

"Ah, no, no, no, I found it."

I held up the strip I had just discovered and told him.Then, as if about to rush out the door, before leaving, he said,

"What's the matter with you? If it's okay, I'll go first, bye."

After sneaking out of the office, my heart was pounding.I hope he knows, but I am afraid that he will ask.Besides, I'm not sure if he is, so I still don't want people to find out so quickly.

After the office quandary, it was time for the evening party to end.I didn't say a word to Xiao D again, and the staff took a group photo after the curtain ended, and Xiao D had disappeared, it seems that he went back to the dormitory.

The turning point of our relationship was at the celebration dinner after the party.

The celebration banquet was arranged to have dinner at a restaurant near the school.Before we went, it started to rain, and around 5:[-] in the evening, people from our department were ready to go.The minister specially asked me to call Xiao D, saying that he would like to thank him for hosting.I was going to call him, but found that he had already arrived at the door of the dormitory.The rainbow umbrella in his hand is very obvious.

When I arrived at the restaurant, I chose a nearby seat and sat down.On the left is a girl from the department, and on the right is a boy.At this time, he entered the private room and put down the umbrella.After talking to the boy next to me (this boy is in the same class as him), the boy stepped aside and sat next to me!Down!up!

During dinner, next to Little D is where the food is served.Every time I come up, everyone turns counterclockwise, so every time I come to my place, the dishes are either cold or not much.A bowl of meatball soup, when transferred to me, there will be dregs left.I silently protested in my heart, and now the waiter brought up a plate of shredded bananas, and Xiao D held the table down.Just as I was about to pick it up, Little D had already put a shredded banana that had passed cold water into my bowl. [Well, I was shocked and happy at the time.But his actions directly led to the fact that when we played the game later, everyone regarded us as a unified goal]

Later, when we were playing games and drinking, the two of us were attacked and drank a lot. I was not very good at drinking, and I became dizzy after drinking a little.Playing late, it's almost time to end.Some asked their partners to pick them up, and some boys came by bicycle, and left with the girls on their backs after eating.In the end, it was me, little D, and the then president of the student union.The chairman also drank too much and always talked nonsense.

On the way back, little D kept chatting with the chairman, talking about his plot with the student union back then and why his talents were underappreciated.I was already confused, and I shared an umbrella with Little D, walking step by step.On the way, I no longer remember how Xiao D and the chairman talked.Anyway, when we got to the door of the dormitory, the chairman said: "You will tell Xia Mu and the other ministers tomorrow to sign up in their department, and I will add it to the list for you." "Ang, yes," I agreed, but I didn't listen carefully. [Later I woke up, and I complained about it. I came in after many interviews and then became a deputy minister. Fortunately, he came in immediately as a member after a meal and nonsense all the way.But I'm also very happy with it.In this way, there is a lot of intersection at work. 】

After sending the chairman back to the dormitory and getting settled, it was almost 12 o'clock.

I'm also preparing to go back to the dormitory. At this time, Little D said,

"Chat with me"

"Where are you going?" (Although dizzy, I want to stay with him later)

"Stairwell bar"

It was autumn, nearing the end of autumn.We all drank a lot, found a corridor and sat down.

"Are you?" The first question was straight to the point.

"Yes, how about you?"

"What do you think?" He asked back, "Same."

After that, we started talking about how we found each other, how we guessed, and all kinds of doubts in the past.Then we talked about our experiences over the years and some mental journeys.

During the chat, several times, I wanted to rest my head on Little D's shoulder, or fall directly into his arms because of getting dizzy from drinking too much.However, I haven't.The villain in my heart said, Xia Mu, you have to be reserved.

After talking for a long time, it was a little cold.I went back to the dormitory to fetch a blanket, and the two continued to chat under the cover.I am very excited: for so many years, there is a "similar" who can speak freely, and he is also a handsome guy.

We chatted until after 3 o'clock, and finally lost to the sleepiness of the cold night and alcohol, and planned to go back to the dormitory.When I got up, Little D sent me an invitation:

"Is your dormitory still open? Why don't you sleep in my dormitory? I let the dormitory keep the door open."

"It's okay, open"

I refused, and the little person in my heart told me, Xia Mu, you should be more reserved.