Before graduation, hold down the restless you

Episode 04 Straight Man's Mind

As far as Gu Ze knew, Fan Jun, secretary-general of the Youth League Committee who worked with Yan He in the university, was a very cute girl.

Slender, good at dressing up, knowledgeable, well-spoken.From the moment they appeared in the same frame, he could see Yan He's dependence on and appreciation for this girl of the same age.

Although he already knew that Yan He's sexual orientation was different from ordinary people, but he was still a little worried.The straight self was bent, and the crooked Yan He might also be knocked straight.

What's more, that girl made up for the vacancy during his absence, and the missing part of him was replaced by others.And the girl named Fan Jun is also interested in Yan He. Although she is her fan, she never leaves Yan He when she communicates.

This made Teacher Gu feel a little uncomfortable.

But he doesn't say it.

But it's not like he didn't hint at all.He mentioned the Youth League Committee when Yan He was eating, the Youth League Committee when Yan He was playing games, and the Youth League Committee when Yan He was taking a shower.

He just wanted to see when that dull man would find out.

Obviously Gu Ze obviously overestimated Yan He's EQ.Yan He was chewing ice cream, reclining on the sofa, watching "Little Yellow Man" cheerfully, while scrolling Weibo news, without even looking at him: "Is there a Youth League committee in our school? Pretty good."

Then he changed his posture and said vaguely with a big mouthful of ice cream, "Well, the secretary-general is also good."

Whenever Gu Ze wanted to hear what he said later, the man just stopped talking.

So, Gu Ze thought of a way in distress, and went to Weibo every day in a vest to ask Yan He about the secretariat of their school's sub-committee.

Finally, one night, the exhausted Yan was lazily lying on the bed, watching the silly netizens on Weibo, his eyebrows suddenly furrowed heavily, and the paw holding the phone suddenly came into Gu Ze's line of sight: "Hey, Gu Ze Teacher, look at this person, he must be sick. He asks me how the sub-committee is doing every day, and he looks like a primary school student. Tsk, I can’t be a fan this year.”

Gu Ze took a look and said with a smile, "Yes."

After a long period of time, Gu Ze uninstalled Weibo from his phone.Just in case, he had to secretly cover his vest.

But suddenly from a certain day, Yan He came home very late.

At first, he just thought that the work in the college was very busy, and the meeting would take a long time, but things didn't seem to be as he expected. He found that Yan He had taken off the precious ring, and then he often called him at night, with a gentle tone Said "Teacher Gu, don't wait for me today, go to bed first."

Once or twice, Gu Ze could still find a reason to convince himself, but the number of times only increased, even Gu Ze's rock-hard heart began to have some cracks.

He can't sleep.Every time Yan He came back in the early morning, he would smell of tobacco and alcohol all over his body, and after taking a shower, he climbed into bed tiredly and hugged him.

It was even more difficult for Gu Ze to fall asleep.

The decline in sleep quality directly affects the speed and quality of writing.

Several times, the editor came to the door in a threatening manner to urge the manuscript, but in the end he could only make a simple floor bedding at the door of Gu Ze's house with bedding and pillows.

There was no way to be entangled, and Mr. Gu, who has always been self-disciplined and cautious, promised to deliver the manuscript the next day.

After getting the promise, the editor left happily crying.

However, that night, Yan He called him again at 10 o'clock.

Gu Ze finally couldn't help it anymore: "Where are you? I'll pick you up right now."

The other end of the phone was stunned, and it sounded a little guilty: "The counselor invited the student union officials to dinner, what are you doing here?"

"What kind of counselor is so rich and hires it every day?"

"Hmm..." Yan He was still hesitating, trying to come up with a good reason, when he heard a burst of joyous noise around him: "Chairman Yan!!! What are you dawdling about!!!! Kiss your girlfriend!! !!!”

"Kiss one!!!!"

"Kiss one!!!!"

"Kiss one!!!!"

Yan He hurriedly tried to cover the phone, but it was too late.

The person on the other end was silent for a few seconds, then gritted his teeth: "Address."

Yan He, who lacked confidence, reported the name of the restaurant tremblingly. After hanging up the phone, his hands and feet could not help but sweat.

A meal is finally finished, and the group is clamoring to go to the disco and sing K again. Everyone has to go, and they are not allowed to go.

Yan He bit the bullet and pulled Fan Jun over, and pulled out a professional smirk: "I have to take my girlfriend home..."

The people around them booed again knowingly: "A night in spring is worth a thousand gold~~~~~"

Seeing that group of people finally walked away, Yan He breathed a sigh of relief: "Thank you, it's really hard work to pretend to be my girlfriend. I'll treat you to dinner another day when I'm free."

Fan Jun smiled understandably, as if she was a little tired: "It's about mutual benefit. If it weren't for you, I might have to be dragged by the branch committees of other colleges to have a friendship in the next few days."

With the reelection of the presidium and branch committees approaching, I have to make dinner appointments with different departments under him every day, including those in my own courtyard and those in other colleges of the school.Thinking of the dumbfounding friendship arranged for Single Wang, Yan He smiled wryly.

After standing by the side of the road and watching for a while, Gu Ze hadn't come yet.It's not safe for a girl to go back by herself at such a late night.

Yan He called a car: "I'll see you off."

They have been partners for many years, Fan Jun naturally did not refuse: "Okay."

After getting in the car, Yan He was about to write a text message to Gu Ze, telling him not to come, and he would go back immediately.

Suddenly, Fan Jun, who had been depressed all the time, gasped and screamed as if he had discovered a new continent.The already flushed face became even more excited, and he stammered: "Back, then, is that Ralph's car?!!"

When Yan He looked back, he broke out in sweat instantly, and felt a little pain in his buttocks.

But that was Fan Jun's happiest night, because his idol's car just followed them all the way.

Back home, Yan He, who was pushed against the wall, sneaked a guilty look at Gu Ze's expression, angrily saying, "Teacher Gu, listen to me explaining to you... um... umm!!!"

When being pressed on the desk that Gu Ze often used, Yan He had only one word in his mind: Miserable.It's really miserable, they discussed issues together here, but now it's up to Gu Ze to discuss him.In a daze, from the corner of the eye, he caught sight of the Chinese documents he used to memorize to death, and now he really understood Han Yu's phrase "Teacher, preach the teachings and give liquids to solve doubts"...

……

On the second day, the editor got the manuscript for a whole week in full swing, and the middle-level officials of the School of Humanities found that the chairman, who has always been dedicated to his post, skipped a whole day of class.

Good times are not long.

Near the end of the term, Gu Ze found out strangely what Yan He was doing behind closed doors in his room.

When someone called him, he ran into the guest room where he used to live to answer, and even locked the door.

Learning from the previous lesson, Gu Ze asked bluntly, "What's going on with you recently?"

Yan He's eyes were very erratic, and he said absent-mindedly: "It has nothing to do with you, Teacher Gu."

Maybe it was another misunderstanding. Thinking of the oolong last time, Gu Ze felt relieved, feeling that he was really too carefree.Yan He is bent, how could he straighten up again after being bent into a mosquito coil!

Without Gu Ze's questioning question and eyes, Yan He became bolder for a few days.

It was past eleven o'clock and it was time for dinner. Yan He was on the phone and came out of the guest room.Holding the phone in one hand and chopsticks in the other, he quickly picked up a few dishes and put them in his own bowl, ignoring Gu Ze's staring gaze.Still on the phone, carrying the meal, went to the guest room to eat.

The door was locked, of course.

At nearly 12 o'clock, he finally came out with an empty bowl in his hand, and had a very happy chat with the person on the other end of the phone.

"Leave it to me, is there anything else you can't fix?"

"Hmph, I don't want to be your favorite person."

"Don't talk too much, treat me to dinner!"

"Haha, miss you, miss you."

Gu Ze, who had been paying attention to the movement of the person in front of him, immediately became vigilant.This time he heard clearly, it was a girl.

Is it Fan Jun?or someone else?

Gu Ze silently packed up the dishes and walked into the kitchen.Turn on the water, let the water rush to wash the dishes, the sound of the earth seems to be able to wash away his troubles together.

He and Yan He have been together for almost half a year.

It's also really tiring.

Although I thought there would be such a day before, I didn't expect it to come so soon.

In the past half a year, except for the matter on the bed, Yan He hadn't had any disputes with him.

This in itself is abnormal.

If the resentment suppressed in the heart is not vented, it will only accumulate and then explode at once. The good result is to tolerate each other, but the worst result is to part ways.

He didn't think he was good enough for Yan He not to complain.

Unless he doesn't want to tell him anymore.

This day, Gu Ze held him back and tried his best to be calm, not showing any flaws on his face: "Let's have a chat."

Yan He just finished talking with the person on the other end, said "oh", and then sat down beside Gu Ze.

As soon as his butt touched the sofa, he realized that the face of the person beside him was very strange, and he said worriedly: "Mr. Gu, are you alright?"

Gu Ze gently brushed away the hand that touched the back of his hand, and asked, "Are you dissatisfied with me?"

"Ah..." Yan He was a little confused, but replied truthfully: "No."

Gu Ze frowned, and his heart became heavier.His voice was as gentle as possible: "Yan He, you are only 21 years old..."

"20!" Yan He corrected, "To be honest, I'm only 20 years old, and my birthday hasn't passed yet..."

Gu Ze smiled, and tightened his hands subconsciously: "Yes. So if you make other choices, I won't blame you."

Yan He was confused: "What do you mean? What choice?"

"I mean, if you fall in love with someone else, I won't blame you." There was a tremor at the end of the voice.

Still can't be fair.

Gu Ze's heart suddenly tightened, and he couldn't breathe.

Yan He was stunned.

"Maybe you should find a woman..." The following words seemed to be stuck in his throat against his will, and Gu Ze couldn't continue.

Yan He stared at Gu Ze blankly for more than ten seconds, then suddenly seemed to understand something, hugged Gu Ze's head, and forced that face, which was trying to hide the pain, to face him.

"No, no, Mr. Gu, I don't like anyone else! Don't think about it!"

"I'm just..." Yan He's face flushed as if he had swallowed an egg raw.

He scratched his head: "It's a bit embarrassing to talk about it... Teacher Gu... I really didn't want to tell you at all..."

"..."

"The person who has been talking to me recently is my high school classmate. You know her too, consultant, a thin and small girl. Do you still have any impression?"

"..." Gu Ze nodded.

Yan He breathed a sigh of relief: "She asked me to help her cheat in the final exam..." Yan He observed Gu Ze's expression: "Because she fails a subject, she won't be able to get the scholarship. I think she is your student, and so am I. Your student, I was afraid you would be unhappy, so I just..."

After talking about his bad deeds in one breath, Yan He's face blushed again in shame.

As if a big stone had been dropped in his heart, Gu Ze's hand holding Yan He couldn't help shaking.

After a long time, Gu Ze slowed down and let go of him.As if thinking of something, he frowned: "How did you cheat?"

"AirPods." Yan He said honestly, "She loosened her hair, wore a wireless headset, and then made a voice call, and I gave her the answer. Because the test is a very dead thing, I read a section, and she won. Just cough."

Although I didn't agree with it, but when I heard the phrase "I'm afraid you will be unhappy", my heart turned into a puddle of clear water.Gu Ze gently rubbed the hair of the boy in front of him: "Don't promise again next time, do you understand?"

Yan He nodded vigorously.

Suddenly, Yan He hugged Gu Ze tightly like an octopus, and smiled treacherously: "Hey, Teacher Gu, are you jealous?"

Gu Ze looked at him, noncommittal.

Yan He held Gu Ze's slender hand and looked at it carefully: "Well... Speaking of which, I haven't given you a ring yet."

"In a few days, let's pick together! I have saved a lot of money as a tutor in the past few years..."

The person lying on his lap smiled purely and beautifully, and his bright black eyes were pure and penetrating, just like before.

"it is good."