tenderness

"What do you think the future will look like?"

On the night of his birthday, we were lying on my little bed together. Since it was past zero, neither of us felt sleepy, so I suddenly asked such a question.

"To be honest, I don't know. I'm still very confused at this age..." He turned over to face me and thought, "Maybe we can all become world-renowned game designers."

"It's a beautiful thought," I ignored his laughter and said to myself, "Actually, I don't have any special requirements, I just hope that no matter what I go through, whether it's vicissitudes or glory, I will still be the same me, and you will be the same. It's still you."

"..."

There was no movement on his side for a long time, so I patted him and complained: "What are you thinking, I've finished talking, but you are always silent today."

"Perhaps you gave me too much shock, and I always have the illusion that I don't understand you." I couldn't see anything, but I could feel the emotion in his words, "But I'm afraid, after today, you It's not you now."

"What do you mean, how could I not be..." I asked hurriedly before I could react.

"Okay, okay," he interrupted me, "it's getting late, if you don't sleep, you don't want to go to work tomorrow."

"That's right..." I turned my head, and the feeling of drowsiness also appeared at the right time, "Then go to sleep."

"Xiao Nuo."

In the dark, he stopped me, I didn't bother to turn my head, I just hummed softly, waiting for his next sentence.

"I promise you," his voice is like a silent sea, gentle, tolerant, and full of attraction, which makes me have to prick up my ears, "I promise you, I promise, I will always be who I am at this moment."

I was taken aback, and turned around quickly, but saw the light shining in his eyes, like a little bit of starlight in the dark night, giving people hope and reassurance.

When I opened my eyes the next day, he was no longer by my side, maybe he was going to prepare breakfast. While I was guessing like this, I picked up the mobile phone beside me, it was too bad, I was going to be late for work.

This Yongze is also really, usually even if he is busy, he would wake me up, but today I don’t know what happened, I went to work without saying a word, I was thinking about it, but I saw the breakfast prepared on the table, Forget it, forgive him this time.

In other words, we should also take a good look at our relationship. We are friends, but we are always close, but we can't meet the standard of liking. Thinking of this, I patted my head, what was I thinking? , in short, just treat him well in the future, as for the others, just take one step at a time. If the day comes when he must be, I will definitely accept it without hesitation.

Thinking about it this way, I already acquiesced to the fact that I couldn't do without him that day, and I would no longer hinder myself from denying my feelings for him, because according to my thoughts at the time, it was clear that I fell in love with him in the end, but I kept waiting My nice Nagasawa didn't give me this chance.