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Afterwards, the two went to a restaurant, talking and laughing along the way.Compared with the difference two years ago, Xia He is also much more cheerful, not as gloomy and full of hostility as before.

After eating, Xiang Feng was a little tired from walking through the streets again, so he proposed to find a place to sit for a while.Xia He suddenly thought of the Drum Tower in Houhai.So the two of them drove there again, stayed in Beijing for so long, and didn't go to see it.

When we arrived at the Drum Tower, we climbed up the stairs out of breath.The night breeze is very gentle, the sound of cars fades away, and neon lights flash.

The two found a better place to sit down and listen to the opera performance in the garden.Babbling, babbling, although I don't know what I'm singing, but it sounds inexplicably good, and it fits the scene at that time.

When he was about to leave, Xiang Feng said: "Xia He, thank you."

Xia He forwarded it to him: "Thank me for what?"

He chuckled: "Thank you for coming out with me."

"...There is nothing to be thankful for." Xia He stared at his still pale face, and said, "Go back and recover well, you don't look like Xiang Feng before."

Xiang Feng still had a smile on his face, a little silly, and didn't say anything.

When Xia He turned around and went down the stairs, he followed step by step, with neon lights in his eyes, staring at the back of the other party, very deep, but in the end he didn't say anything.

Later, Gu Sheng went to another place, and because of the alienation and awkward relationship, Xia He offered to separate for a while.

That night, Gu Sheng stood on the balcony with the night wind blowing, his eyes turned red.He glanced at Xia He, quickly moved his eyes away, and said with a sneer, "Xia He, you really know how to find opportunities."

Seeing his expression, Xia He's heart was also aroused, but he just thought that since this is the case, it is better to look at each other separately and give each other a chance to grow freely.But he still underestimated Gu Sheng's position in his heart. He thought that he could hold many people in his heart, but he forgot that Gu Sheng was once the bruise in his heart.

Gu Sheng said: "At that time you liked me, and the timing was just right. You always looked like you didn't care, but you always played around with the other party. Oh, isn't it just that you fell in love with someone else? What are you talking about?" The truth is, give each other opportunities to grow.”

Xia He didn't speak any more, and began to regret his impulsiveness.

"Go, I will set you free."

After Gu Sheng said that, he took a step, walked out of the room, and then closed the door forcefully.

When Xia He left, he kept gritting his teeth, and suddenly felt that he had done something wrong.It's like some things don't come together, there's no such thing as just the right moment.The other party is always one step behind him, and when he wants to leave, the other party is reluctant.

So quietly wiped away tears, pretending nothing happened and went back to school.

The next day, Gu Sheng left Beijing by plane.

The two broke up completely.

For two months, Xiahe was immersed in studying and going out to work, and suffered from continuous insomnia, and many past events came to mind.He thought of his mother, his father who taught, and the boy who was lying in the pool in Xiahe that year.

Everything is so beautiful, but the beauty always seems to pass by me.

He can't feel that kind of beauty, even if he is with Gu Sheng, the sourness in his heart is still hard to fade away.

Now that we are separated, I feel so distressed, ah, it's also hypocritical.

In the spring of the second year, Xiang Feng returned to school, and he and Xia He often made appointments to go out for sightseeing.

One day when he received a wedding invitation, Xia He held it in his hand for a long time, and after opening it, he froze. Dad was getting married!

So he hurried home, met his stepmother, and reunited with his former partners.But it seems that Zhou Yu is the only one who can come here.

As soon as the two met, Xia He couldn't help saying: "You're getting fat."

Zhou Yu yelled at him, "It's not like you, you don't gain weight on anything you eat."

"Yes, the living conditions are not as good as yours."

Zhou Yu pushed him and laughed.

"I didn't expect that Teacher Xia was married."

Xia He sat on the chair, looked at the tree in the courtyard, and corrected him: "Second marriage!"

"Second marriage is also a good thing. Do you know that many people now can only be single for a lifetime after divorce, an old bachelor. But your father is different. He is gentle and good-looking. He is really likable."

Zhou Yu's inexplicable exaggeration made Xia He feel radiant.

"Where's Xie Dong?" he asked.

Zhou Yu said: "He has gone abroad, and I haven't seen him for a long time."

After a pause, he continued: "I brought someone here today, to surprise you."

Xia He raised his eyebrows: "Who?"

He raised his hand and looked at the time: "Don't worry, it will be there in a while."

So the two of them kowtowed sunflower seeds for a while, and when they were about to go to the banquet, Zhou Yu answered the phone with a happy smile: "I'll go pick you up, yes, Xia He is also there."

Xia He wondered, he was not interested at first, but now he is really curious.

Afterwards, Zhou Yu went out and brought a girl in when he came back.

Very beautiful, with beautiful eyes, a smile like a budding flower, a ponytail, and a long pastel dress.

Xia He looked straight, stood up and asked, "It's Gao Yalan."

The girl nodded: "It's good that you didn't forget me."

Really surprised, Xia He's heart was pounding, he wanted to laugh, but he didn't know what to say.

Zhou Yule said: "Don't be dazed, go to the banquet, they're all rushing."

So the three of them took a taxi there, and in the car, Gao Yalan asked, "Why didn't Gu Sheng see him?"

Zhou Yu glanced back from the front seat, "That's right, didn't you say you were abroad before? Xia He, why didn't you bring him back, it's such an important day."

Xia He's heart sank, and he said perfunctorily, "He... has something to do."

But it was just a word of hesitation, Zhou Yu seemed to have guessed something, and his expression immediately calmed down, and he said for a moment: "Oh, then he is really a busy man."

After the wedding banquet that day, Xia He drank too much. It was the first time he got drunk, and he squatted in the bathroom and vomited for a long time.When no one came in, he just sat on the ground and cried against the wall.

A kind of vent, all the patience and sourness of these years have been vented.

It wasn't until someone knocked on the door that he wiped away his tears, stumbled up, washed his face, and went to the scene to celebrate as if nothing had happened.

When he returned to Beijing, he thought, such a change is also very good.Dad has a stepmother, so he doesn't just hang on to him alone, it would be better if he had a child, and his regrets are gone.

After all, perhaps for the rest of his life, he would not be able to give him a chance to hold a grandson.

Except for the relationship with Gu Sheng, everything is going well.

After graduating from university, Xia He joined the TV station to do behind-the-scenes work, and occasionally helped people with equipment to collect sound.

It was busy at first, but it was fun.

Xiang Feng is still studying, developing towards a higher level degree.

Occasionally I ask Xiahe out to chat and have a meal, and get along well, but I always order as much as I can.I thought that the two of them could develop a little bit, but one day Xia He suddenly learned that Xiang Feng already had a girlfriend, and he was still at the level of a handsome uncle.

Xia He had never seen it before, but seeing Xiang Feng so happy, he felt a little envious.

Just occasionally looking back on the past, Gu Sheng has long since disappeared.

Going home during the Chinese New Year is the only chance to reunite with former partners.So in those two days, I hung out with Zhou Yu and the others, singing and drinking, and paying New Year's greetings one after another.Very happy, but there is always a trace of loneliness in the joy.Something was missing, at night, Xia He looked at the exploding fireworks and thought for a while.Gu Sheng is such an important person in life, without him, I really feel that there is a piece of my heart missing.

He even regretted the decision to separate at that time, but time has passed, and after everything has passed, he can only do nothing to let the years change by itself, and no one can intervene.

I saw Gu Sheng again at the wedding of Zhou Yu and Gao Yalan.

The sun was just right that day, and the wind passed through the aisle. Behind the blown curtain, there was a tall and big figure...