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It was just dawn, and there was a layer of fog on the glass windows. The air was so cold that people didn't even have the courage to stretch out their hands from under the covers to try.

The alarm clock rang for a while, Xia He opened his eyes, holding Gu Sheng's warm arm in his hand.After the drowsiness subsided, he carefully removed Gu Sheng's hand from his body, got up and turned off the alarm clock.

He glanced at Gu Sheng's sleeping face, he had seen it before in class.But the meaning of this moment is very different.

Gu Sheng slowly opened his eyes, the room was hazy, he rubbed his sleepy eyes, put on an extremely lazy look, stared at Xia He, and smiled: "Morning."

Xia He responded to him: "Morning!" He also smiled gently. He wanted to get up to wash up and go to school, but just as he moved his body, Gu Sheng suddenly reached out and put his arms around his waist, and leaned over to rub his cheek against his body. Ruo, "Lie down for a while, it will be fine in a while."

His voice was a bit charming, Xia He obediently did not move, in a state of not knowing how to answer, except for blushing and heartbeat, his body froze extremely honestly.

"It's so warm on you."

Gu Sheng said.

Xia He put his hand on his back and said, "It's almost late, get up."

Gu Sheng didn't make a sound, pretending to be sound asleep, enjoying himself very much.

Helpless, Xia He had no choice but to let him hug him for a while.

Birds chirped outside the window, and occasionally cars whistled from a distance. The sky gradually brightened, and the cold air in the house became more intense.But because of the existence of Gu Sheng, all these difficult situations have changed to another more acceptable way for Xia He.

Although he didn't know if it all came too fast, apart from being caught off guard and accepting it readily, what remained in his heart was still sweet and greasy, like sugar sticking to his heart that was hard to melt.Even if everything doesn't go smoothly, as long as you can see the person in front of you, everything becomes irrelevant.

At least for him at the moment, that is the case.

When going to school, Gu Sheng rode Xiahe in his car.He was originally wearing a thin liner and leather jacket, but seeing his neck shrinking from the cold, Xia He found his own sweater for him to wear inside.

Fearing that he was still cold, Xia He sat on the back of the car and stared at the back of his head and said, "If you feel cold, let me ride."

"No, it's much warmer in your sweater."

"Oh······"

Perhaps because of the sudden change of relationship, Xia He didn't know how to communicate with him.After all, if you change your identity, you have to start all over again. It stands to reason that you are not very familiar with it before. Without that kind of righteous brotherhood, why do you feel awkward when you pierce that layer of window paper?

Xia He thought in his heart, he could stop talking if he didn't want to talk before, but now he cares a lot about the other party's opinion, and he doesn't feel very comfortable in every word or action.

I don't know if Gu Sheng feels this way.

But looking at his disapproving appearance, it is estimated that everything is going with the flow.

Or maybe it's because it's not the last step yet.

Thinking of this, Xia He recalled what happened last night. Apart from kissing and stroking Gu Sheng, the two of them stopped at this step, and they hadn't reached third base yet.First of all, it was due to lack of experience and did not know how to start, and the other was that Gu Sheng was making out with him as if he were a woman.

This is something that makes Xia He extremely uncomfortable, and he can't figure out how to let the two men do this kind of thing naturally...

Seeing that he didn't make a sound, Gu Sheng spoke up and said, "Don't mention our matter to others beforehand, okay?"

Xia He came back to his senses, and continued to stare at the back of his head where the hair was blown by the wind: "Huh?"

"It's just what happened last night. Don't tell Zhou Yu and the others, I'm afraid you will be in trouble."

"Oh." Xia He nodded, "I know."

After thinking for a while, he added: "By the way, Gao Yalan seems to understand something."

"You talked to her about me?"

"That's not true, it's just... she just saw it."

Gu Sheng asked, "What do you see?"

"I'm interested in you..."

After saying that, Xia He lowered his face, twirling his fingers unnaturally on the car mat.

Gu Sheng suppressed a smile, and after a while, he said, "Then just leave her alone, and save her from picking up on you in the future."

Now that he talked about this topic, he went on to ask: "By the way, if I didn't go home with you last night, would you have been with her?"

Xia He sneered helplessly: "It's nothing..." After pondering for a while, taking advantage of the lack of vehicles around, he said, "Gu Sheng, you may not understand what I mean. Not only will I not I like Gao Yalan, I don't even like any women. I have never had any feelings for them since I was a child, I don't know if you understand..."

After finishing speaking, Gu Sheng also seemed to be thinking in his heart, saying: "That would be even better, I don't have to worry about you having someone outside in the future."

"..."

In this case, there is nothing to say!

When we arrived at school, after locking the car, the class bell rang.The two hurried to the teaching building, stepped up the stairs, looked at each other at the intersection, and then left.

Panting, Xia He ran to the door of the classroom. The teacher was already flipping through the textbooks. He said "report" and his face was a little pale.

The teacher gave him a signal, and he went in and walked to his seat.

Gao Yalan quietly looked at him, thinking that he would greet her, or even look at her, but it turned out that he didn't, feeling a little disappointed in her heart.

During get out of class, Xia He went out as usual and leaned against the railing of the corridor to bask in the winter sun. In the morning of this season, everyone pays most attention to the sun, so the corridors are usually full of people.Chat in twos and threes, or read a book.

Gu Sheng is not usually seen, sometimes he finds a place to smoke, sometimes he reads comic books, or sleeps.But that day was special, Gu Sheng led Xie Dong leisurely to Xia He's side.

Xie Dong touched him and said, "Hey, it's my birthday in a few days, how about asking you to hang out together?"

Xia He turned to look at him, at first he didn't realize that Gu Sheng was there, and was about to rebuff, but when he saw Gu Sheng suddenly popped his head, his heart was touched quietly as usual, he stared at him for a while, then nodded and said: "Yes. Ah, what time?"

"Next Sunday, I'm with a few buddies. Gu Sheng asked me to call you up. I'm afraid you won't agree, so I came here to ask."

"Oh, I'll be fine for those two days anyway, I'll go."

"Okay, I'm also called Zhou Yu, and then we can pitch a tent in the wild for the night. I haven't played like this before, and I always want to try it..."

Xia He kept nodding along with his words, and hardly listened to the itinerary, only caring about flirting with Gu Sheng from time to time.