365 Difficult Ways To Live

Hearing this, Chu Yu understood in seconds, as if he was chewing steamed buns, but suddenly he took a bite of the sweet heart, which stimulated his taste buds, and his whole tongue was jumping for joy.

Of course she knew that Xia Yihan would have a wonderful chemical reaction when he saw her—but before, she only thought that her appearance catered to Xia Yihan's Oedipus complex and made her "rejuvenate" and become like a child. is already so powerful that it can affect the dopamine switch.

It's very much like love.

Because the essence of love is the result of the electrical activity of countless brain cells in the brain. When seeing someone you like, the nerve cell activity in the brain becomes active, which causes a series of glands in the body to secrete, the blood flow accelerates, the heart beats faster, and the mouth becomes dry. And these reactions are sent back to the brain as clues. When the brain evaluates the physical reaction as love, it will cause a series of reactions in the brain - secrete more endorphins and dopamine, transmit information such as happiness and excitement, and promote The brain reward circuit is active, so there is an addiction response.

Xia Yihan saw food, money, and violence, but he didn't see Chu Yu excited.This made Chu Yu unexpected, and at the same time felt very honored - this is one of the biggest gains from the experiment during this period, and finally he can prescribe the right medicine for Xia Yihan's characteristics.

Her status has also skyrocketed, from a psychiatrist to Xia Yihan's stimulant and stimulant - before, she had to go through treatment to indirectly affect Xia Yihan's behavior, but now she can simply and rudely change her behavior directly.

Happiness came too suddenly, Chu Yu felt a little hot, his cheeks were flushed, and he looked radiant.

Fang Datuo lightly reminded her that he was not done yet, and raised his eyebrows at her. The two eyebrows turned into caterpillars, and they arched on the eyes. He wished he could dance to the song "You Know What I Mean".

From chasing the murderer thousands of miles away last month to getting along day and night this month, Fang Datuo, a master of emotions, has already felt the "unusual" relationship between the two of them—the simple and simple doctor-patient relationship is no longer pure, but brought with it. After experiencing the sour smell of love, combined with the astonishing results obtained this time, he suddenly realized, so he frantically hinted at Chu Yu: Dear, the suggestion here is to directly seduce and seduce!

Of course Chu Yu understood what he meant, and glanced at him, looking serious, but blushed, and nodded pretendingly: "Oh, so, it seems that her personality traits may still be changed."

Chu Dongren noticed Fang Datuo's crazy hints, and looked at Chu Yu again. From her forbearing and calm appearance, he noticed signs of happiness and sweetness, so he couldn't help asking: "Are you and Xiaohan on good terms?"

Chu Yu turned his head, and suddenly felt nervous about being caught in bed, "Well, it's good, she always calls me sister, very close."

"How close is it?" Chu Dongren took the dopamine level chart from her hand and carefully figured it out.

"As close as sisters."

Fang Datuo lowered his eyes, sat upright, and didn't say a word.

After being silent for a long while, Chu Dongren raised his eyes from the graph, and finally realized something was wrong: "Why are your feelings so good? Were you not enemies at the beginning?"

Last month, Xia Yihan flew knives everywhere and slipped away from Superman, which cost a lot of money, material and manpower. Shouldn't Chu Yu, the chief of the department, feel sorry for money and have a little hatred for her? ?

Faced with Chu Dongren's in-depth question, Chu Yu was at a loss for a moment. In fact, when she was first attracted by Xia Yihan, she also analyzed this question and knew the reason. But after a long time, she got used to it and stopped worrying about the reason. Go with the feeling - she just wants to take Xia Yihan by her side, heal her, accompany her, if possible, let her stay with Superman and make the best use of everything.

But since Chu Dongren asked, she flicked up the standard answers she had dug out before, to see if she could fool her and get a passing grade.

"In the beginning, I was attracted by her. You know me. The stronger the target, the more excited I am. Xiaohan is not only clever in her modus operandi, but also mysterious. One shot, another place, I always catch her." Not her, and her criminal object was related to the unsolved case five or six years ago, which successfully caught my attention.

"However, the Tao is one foot tall, and the devil is one foot tall. She is small, but I still caught her. I spent more than 20 days with her in Jinling, and found that she is actually gentle and lovely. This is different from the general antisocial personality disorder. It can be said that it has high medical research value, which doubles my interest in her. Of course, I am not only interested in her, but I must have feelings after getting along for so long, just like you and Chief Mu at that time, In order to treat him, you spent three months with him in a one-on-one manner, so your position in the other party's heart must be different."

Chu Dongren nodded, and she accepted Chu Yu's answer. Although her answer was full of rational elements, it was completely business-like. Because of business affairs, she became friends and fell in love with business affairs, but it was only limited to business affairs, beyond this limit. , everything returns to zero.

He changed his angle and continued to ask: "What about Xiaohan, why does she have such deep feelings for you?"

He emphasized and lengthened the word "so". As the former director of the Superman Division, of course he knew what "you are my dopamine" meant.

To be honest, Chu Yu doesn't intend to reveal the relationship between her and Xia Yihan to anyone right now. After all, the relationship between the two of them is not yet clear, and they are in an ambiguous stage. Although they can always feel the strong love from each other, but I also know that each other is in a hostile position, and if they don't do it, there will be a big fight.

Besides, Chu Dongren is still wearing the label of "suspected murderer". Chu Yu is not sure whether it is a good thing to let him know the depth of their relationship.

After thinking for a while, she decided to demolish the east wall first and repair the west wall.

"She has an Oedipus complex. When she was a child, she was extremely lacking in maternal love. She wanted to be kissed, hugged, and held high by her mother, but Huang Nan couldn't do it. She was very indifferent to her. Now she likes to play peek-a-boo with me. It’s a reflection of childhood.”

"I found that she was very enthusiastic about you."

Chu Yu began to sweat: "Yes, in front of me, she is lively and cute, like a child."

"When did it start?" Chu Dongren's expression remained the same, but Chu Yu could tell that he had become serious.

Chu Yu was silent for a moment, then bit his lip lightly: "When we met for the first time."

The light in Chu Dongren's eyes was unpredictable, and he sat up straighter.

"I think she should have known me a long time ago. Maybe Chief Mu mentioned me to her."

"No," Chu Dongren shook his head firmly, "First, he only knows that you exist, but he doesn't know much about you. Second, we will not mention the relationship with anyone except the staff. In matters related to work and colleagues, Chief Mu has always abided by the rules and will not make such low-level mistakes."

Chu Yu was speechless. Indeed, when she didn't take over as director, she didn't know what Chu Dongren was doing, and she didn't even know where his office was. Her mother ignored him, as if she was not interested in his work. She once suspected that Chu Dongren was a drug dealer, and hesitated for a long time whether to report him to the Public Security Bureau.

After Mu Shangqing's accident, the police inspected his home. Except for the encrypted private computer, there was nothing related to work at home, which was kept strictly confidential. From Mu Shangqing's diary, it can also be seen that he and Xia Yihan were not the same. He doesn't know how to discuss work, but with Xia Yihan's ignorant personality, it would be nice to be able to stir up everyday topics. Talking about work, I'm afraid he doesn't want to talk to death.

In fact, Chu Yu was also inclined in the past. It was Xia Yihan who secretly investigated and became familiar with the personnel and working methods of the Superman Department. If Mu Shangqing was still alive, he would cooperate with him in the investigation.

But on this point, Chu Yu didn't want to discuss it in depth with Chu Dongren, this is a sensitive topic - Xia Yihan had a deep understanding of the Superman's Department, then she knew some facts, if the murderer was an insider of the Superman's Department, she knew too much, She should be silenced, unless she herself is the murderer, or an accomplice of the murderer.

Chu Yu sorted out the messy papers on the table, and forcibly changed the subject: "Let's continue to analyze the test results and determine the treatment plan as soon as possible."

Chu Dongren's lower eyelids twitched, and his lips parted, but he didn't say anything. He continued to look at various neurotransmitter indicators. He wanted to see how Xia Yihan's ups and downs reacted when he was present.

In the end, he was surprised to find that there were no significant changes in the data-norepinephrine and adrenaline were abnormal, she was not nervous, dopamine and endorphins did not change, she was not excited, the amygdala and sensory association cortex The connection is not overactive, and it can be said that there is no inner fluctuation.

This is strange, what did she do when she stood up suddenly, was she really in a hurry to pee?

Chu Yu also noticed this, and pointed it out tactfully, trying to dispel Chu Dongren's anxiety about Xia Yihan.

In the end, the three of them drew up a preliminary plan. At this stage, psychotherapy and dietary intake therapy are still the main treatment, but these two are a long process, and the course of treatment is in units of years, weeks or months. As a result, the Public Security Bureau can't wait so long.

Chu Yu couldn't wait for so long, she discussed it with Da Tuo, and planned to give full play to her advantage as a "stimulant" and talk to Xia Yihan, so as to guide her to tell the truth.

When the truth comes out and the case is closed, she will be dealt with slowly and start long-term treatment.

That afternoon, Chu Yu and Xia Yihan made an appointment for afternoon tea. They sat facing each other in the coffee room, bathed in the winter sun.Window paper was pasted on the windows, and when the sunlight passed through, the patterns were sprinkled in the room, and the carpet was covered with broken shadows of holly leaves.

There is a pot of tea, two cups, and a nut plate on the round table, pecans, hazelnuts, almonds, peanuts, cashews, each grid is full, a variety of omega-3, determined to promote the brains of summer children Departmental functional development.

Chu Yu poured the tea and cut straight to the point: "Xiao Han, are you happy staying with me during this time?"

Xia Yihan grabbed a handful of cashew nuts, put them in his palm, and bit them into a crispy bite, "Sister should ask this, when we're together, are you unhappy?"

Chu Yu pursed his lips and smiled, "I am also very happy to be with you."

Xia Yihan: "Hee hee."

"But I can't be happy with you."

Xia Yi had been chewing nuts all the time, like a hamster, gnawing on a piece of wood. After hearing this, his front teeth didn't move, and his black eyes didn't blink, "What's the matter?"

"Because I'm investigating the 'Sophia japonica case', that is, a case related to you. If I can't finish it on time, I will separate from you, and you may never see me again."

Xia Yihan held the nut in his hand, lowered his hand, "Will you be sad?"

Chu Yu's eyes were firm, his eyebrows were flat, but there seemed to be a heavy weight hanging on the brows, "Yes, so I have been investigating, hoping to solve the case. If I can find out the truth, then I will be a meritorious minister and I can leave you behind. around."

This is also one of the reasons why she insisted on taking Xia Yihan by her side to obtain a confession in a gentle way - if she could persuade Xia Yihan and learn the truth, the sentence would be appropriately reduced during the court trial.

Considering the harmfulness of people with antisocial personality disorder to society, when dealing with this type of criminals, they will be kept in prison or hospital for a long time to avoid recidivism or more serious crimes.

So Chu Yu wants to prove that he has the ability to treat Xia Yihan and change his personality traits. In the later stage of treatment, considering her "achievement", the central government will let her continue to be in charge of Xia Yihan's treatment instead of taking her away forcibly. Put in prison hospital.

Chu Yu didn't explain too much, but she believed that Xia Yihan could understand. Although she looked innocent and silly, she must be quite mature, knowing her situation, and understanding the possible end.

Not long after, Xia Yihan nodded his head with a very concerned expression, "Is there anything I can help you with?"

Chu Yu's eyes brightened, and he asked a question that was a month late: "Can you tell me why you carved Sophora japonica?"