365 Difficult Ways To Live

Chen Xing and Chu Yu are sitting side by side. There are two branches on their heads, which are distributed at the left and right ends. The wooden bench under them is a straight line, and the left and right branches are two lines. These four lines make up a simple photo frame. The figures of the two are framed in it, to put it lightly, it is a watercolor painting in itself.

The sun is warm, and the carp in the pond not far away is red all over and has a warm tail, which seems to raise the water temperature while swimming.

Chu Yu and Chen Xing whispered softly, if anyone passed by, they would think that they were chatting to amuse themselves and pass the lazy morning.

But if someone came to measure their blood pressure with an instrument, they would want to send the two of them to the hospital—they were so anxious, and pretended to be a peaceful landscape.

Chu Yu was like a gossip reporter, waiting for the informant to break the news. Although she knew that the news was violent, she didn't expect it to have such a strong stamina. Long after Chen Xing finished speaking, her heart was filled with thunder and lightning.If it is said that she built a house to protect her heart, now not only the house has collapsed, but also the foundation has been sunken, turning into a sinkhole.

She guessed that Xia Yihan was suffering, and she also knew that she was suffering. Kungfu and skills had to be trained to her level, without shedding a few layers of skin, and it was simply not enough, but she did not expect that while she was suffering, it would also be accompanied by mental and physical pain. severe devastation.

That's not bitterness, that's boiling, suffering is being reborn from the ashes, being boiled is being pressed in a raging fire with a steel fork, if you can't survive it, there will be no slag left, and if you survive it, you will be separated from your body and soul—on the one hand, The infinitely high, and the other side is the spirit of the riddled with holes.

Chu Yu asked Xia Yihan if he had been bullied before?

Xia Yihan replied that if someone dared to bully her, she would retaliate viciously.

But the real pain, revenge cannot come back, it will be deposited in the memory, in the subconscious, sinking deeper and deeper, like a parasite, sometimes even aware of it, but it is devouring life until the end of life.

Bathed in the sun, Chu Yu's body felt cold. If she didn't control it, she would tremble, as if being eroded by the cold wind.

After Chen Xing finished speaking, he transitioned from heaviness to relief, like a long-distance baton race, holding an iron rod in his hand. Now he has said everything, his part is completed, and he handed over the rod to Chu Yu. she is gone.

Chen Xing's voice was a little higher, her vocal cords were tense, and she was a little excited: "Now that you know this, can you help her?"

Chu Yu's throat moved, and he swallowed hard, "I will do my best."

Chen Xing looked at her: "Maybe I can meet her and talk to her."

Chu Yu was silent for a moment, seeing his serious look, he didn't know how to refuse.

When Xia Yihan saw that text message, his expression visibly perked up. Chu Yu thought that the person who sent the text message was very important to her and could affect her emotions and motivate her will.

Now that the truth is out, Chu Yu finally understands that Xia Yihan's reaction to the text message was just thinking of "revenge". She stayed with Superman for too long at that time, and her nerves may have become dull. Will be moldy.

But Chenxing's text message reminded her of her experience in the orphanage and her persistence, so she refreshed her ambitions and her whole body was completely new.

Chu Yu couldn't help guessing that at that time Xia Yihan must have had a vivid image of carving Sophora japonica flowers on Xue Jinping's chest with a knife.

And she used Chen Xing mostly from the beginning to the end. If it wasn't for revenge on Jiang Jianzhou, she might not have taken him with her at all.

Asking Chen Xing to talk to her won't work, and it may involve him prematurely.

Chu Yu didn't directly refuse, she bought a star puppet and asked Chen Xing to write 31276 on the back.

Back at Superman's place, the staff saw her strange expression, and didn't ask any more questions, so they sat in the conference room in silence, and first collectively mourned for a few minutes.

Before speaking, Chu Yu reminded the three of them to maintain emotional stability and civilized speech no matter what they heard.

She recounted Chen Xing's words, what she saw and heard from his perspective, and Xia Yihan's growth history in his eyes.

After Song Qingyang heard it, he still exploded, "This lair hasn't exploded on the spot yet? No, I can't sleep if I don't hold it!"

Chu Yu frowned, "I understand your feelings, but first, dealing with criminal organizations is not within our scope of functions, we can only report to the public security organs; second, Xia Yihan was once an important person in it, and knows the key to it Information, after she escaped, the organization must have moved collectively, destroying all traces of previous crimes, and they will not be found at all in a while."

"If you want to find a criminal organization and make accusations, you need the help of Xiao Huaihua." Mu Yu saw through the essence at a glance, "But she probably won't cooperate..."

Fang Datuo still couldn't help shaking his head: "Such an experience is simply a devastating environment for a child who is born with anti-social tendencies."

Chu Yu put his hands on the table and rubbed his forehead, not wanting them to see her expression.

"Yes, I now think it's a miracle that Xiaohuaihua didn't develop into a mental illness."

After learning about Xia Yihan's past, apart from his aversion to the organization pretending to be an orphanage, Chu Yu couldn't help but focus on Xia Yihan—she survived for three years in the most destructive environment by relying on The obsession with Mu Shangqing has now been broken, and she is like a burning tree, reduced to ashes all over the place.

How would she bring the dead back to life, so that saplings would grow from the ashes?

Chu Yu wiped his face with the palm of his hand, tried to wipe away his depression, and began to analyze rationally.

"So the current situation is, first, Xiao Huaihua is an antisocial personality, with impaired ability to actively establish interpersonal relationships, poor social adaptability, and contempt for legal rules; second, she has a strong purpose in committing crimes and has a fixed criminal conviction. , but her beliefs were completely overthrown, and her thinking fell into contradictions; thirdly, Xiao Huaihua witnessed the whole process of her father being buried by the murderer in her youth, and even investigated it herself, and was later caught in a criminal organization and became a tool for making money. Brainwashed and brutally tortured, with severe psychological trauma."

Fang Datuo remained silent, staring at her with an indescribable expression.

Chu Yu hadn't reached a telepathic connection with him yet, so he asked, "What do you want to say?"

"Chu Chu, the higher authorities gave you a week, and now three and a half days have passed, I think... the possibility of convincing Xiao Huaihua to cooperate with the case in three and a half days is relatively slim. "

"It's not a matter of insignificance," Mu Yu took his words, "Chu Chu, you are so obsessed with taking over Xiaohuaihua personally because you think she has feelings for you, right?"

Chu Yu's head buzzed, and he nodded instinctively: "Yes."

"But what if she has no feelings for you?"

Chu Yu bit her lip. She originally wanted to discuss the solution, but somehow it became their relationship problem.

Muyu knew that Chu Yu was uncomfortable, so she decided not to let her go, and started a serial attack mode: "According to Chen Xing's statement, they had already escaped from the orphanage last year, and it was not until mid-October this year that Xiaohuaihua officially took action. That is, she prepared for about a year. During this year, apart from investigating the family members of the five deceased, she also monitored us and you. I still remember Qingyang said that when she was in Dayu City, she noticed that Someone was following her, but then disappeared inexplicably, that person might be her. We also checked the nearby surveillance video later, and it was also confirmed that she was wandering around Superman's place for a while."

Song Qingyang: "So she has always had a special purpose for Chu Chu."

Before Chu Yu could speak, Fang Datuo raised his hand, "Let me add something, Chu Chu, I didn't mean that the test results showed that Xiao Huaihua's dopamine increased when she faced you, and she felt excited. However, after combining various clues, she will have a similar reaction when facing Xue Jinping, so in front of you, her excitement and happiness may not be due to emotional factors, but because of the revenge plan-killing and revenge made her Feeling excited, as soon as she sees you, she will connect with revenge itself, because you let her enter our interior and spy on our secrets at close range, so you are the connection point of her revenge plan."

His tone was a bit gentler than Muyu's, but what he said was much more violent.

Chu Yu didn't know how to answer for a moment, his tongue twitched in his mouth a few times, and finally asked: "What are you trying to do by telling me this now?"

Fang Datuo spread his fingers apart, palms down, trying to use body language to calm Chu Yu down: "We are very saddened by Xiaohuaihua's experience. It is an unbearable pain that happens to anyone, so To try to establish communication with her and obtain her cooperation is... how should I put it, a relatively long process, but the investigation team only gave us a few days, and it will be completed in just these few days The task is not very scientific, so we hope you will not be under too much pressure."

Chu Yu scanned their faces, and squeezed out the confidence that was almost drained: "Okay, no problem."

In the afternoon, Chu Yu and Mu Yu arrived at the detention center. Members of the investigation team and supervisors from the Ministry of Public Security had already arrived. Xia Yihan was locked up in a cell alone. Because of the bloody lessons learned from Fushan Hospital, Xu Huaiyu did not dare to have extra people around her, fearing that the detention center would also Follow crazy.

At first, Xia Yihan was brought to the reception room, and Chu Yu saw her through the iron railing.

She was wearing a yellow numbered uniform, her body was thin, her hands were firmly bound by handcuffs, she was sitting on a special chair, her feet could not move, and there were policemen with live ammunition standing on the left and right, even if there was no place on her body where she could move, They also dare not take it lightly.

Chu Yu approached the iron fence, and the policeman next to her reminded her to keep her distance.

Chu Yu had no choice but to call her, calling her a few times, but Xia Yihan lowered his eyes, but didn't respond.

Chu Yu backed away, and said to the director: "I need to get close to her without any obstacles."

The director's face turned pale, his eyes swelled up, and the whites of his eyes turned out: "Doctor, this may not be in compliance with the rules."

The supervisor next to him nodded, "Do as she says, as long as it is absolutely safe."

Xia Yihan was arranged in a separate room, sitting on an interrogation chair with his hands and feet fixed.

The other policemen and Muyu went to the monitoring room to wait and see what happened.

Chu Yu went to the room alone and closed the door.

I haven't seen her for ten days, and she has lost a lot of weight again. The fat content in her body can't stand the consumption, and her clear bone outline can be seen through the clothes.

From the moment she walked in, Chu Yu's eyes were fixed on her, and everything around her disappeared.

She walked over, Xia Yihan had been sitting with his eyes downcast, his gaze was below her waist, Chu Yu wanted to catch her gaze, so he squatted down and touched the ground with one knee.

She stretched out her hand and touched her fingertips. Her nails were neatly cut, with ten small pale pink caps and crescent white inlaid at the bottom.

"I was thinking, you are so good at martial arts now, you must have suffered a lot when you were training?"

Knowing that he couldn't get an answer, Chu Yu continued to speak by himself in a soft voice, like a bubbling hot spring: "Does it hurt when you suffer? It hurts, like in that small room in Wuhuai, I was cut by a kitchen knife, just a little bit, and it hurt like a tendon. Fortunately, you sent me to the hospital and got a tetanus."

Chu Yu smiled, "But you must be in more pain than me, much more than me, will someone take you to the hospital?"

Chu Yu squeezed her fingers tightly, and his voice was broken because of the ups and downs of breathing: "Will someone take you to the hospital? Will someone bandage you?"

Xia Yihan's face was sideways, delicate and clean, her body was healthy and complete, all traces of pain were hidden, but they appeared again, appearing in her eyes and between her brows.

"I'm thinking now, if I was there at that time, it would be great. If I was there, I would protect you and not make you hurt so badly."

Chu Yu stretched out his hand and gently touched her cheek. What he touched was icy cold, like a hand warmer lost in the freezing cold. When he picked it up again, it was already bitingly cold.

"I'm sorry, it's my sister who's late, and I'm late."

In the monitoring room, the faces of the guards and supervisors were full of doubts. They didn't know what Chu Yu was talking about. Mu Yu stared at the screen, pursing his lips tightly, with an unpredictable expression.

Chu Yu took a deep breath, and his tone changed: "But you have done a very good job, you have done a great thing, you have been investigating your father's case, his case, including the case that happened five or six years ago The police across the country have been investigating the five murders for many years, but they have no clue, but with your push, we know the truth, they should thank you, and hope you can help me continue to handle the case."

On the one hand, Chu Yu wanted to convince Xia Yihan that her persistence and hard work in the past five years were not worthless in the eyes of the outside world, and also hinted at her that if she could cooperate and wipe out the criminal organizations, she would be able to do meritorious service and reduce the criminal law.

The director's jaw almost dropped in shock, looked at Muyu who came with her, and said: How dare she say such a thing?

On the contrary, the supervisor looked calm, as if he was used to this kind of coercion and temptation.

Mu Yu didn't say a word, and continued to pay attention to Xia Yihan's reaction.

As she expected, Xia Yihan ignored Chu Yu's olive branch and life-saving straw, and was still immersed in his own world, seemingly not wanting to be disturbed by the outside world.

On December 12th, on this day, Chu Yu returned from a defeated battle, like a traveler who had rushed back after eating and sleeping in the open air, his whole body seemed to be covered with dust, and his face was dusty.

On the second day and the third day, Chu Yu arrived at the gate of the detention center on time, wishing he could live inside, seize every minute, every second, and spend time with Xia Yihan.

Xia Yihan still didn't respond. Although she didn't look at people, Chu Yu had observed her eyes, and there was no wave.

She handed the star with 31276 in front of her, hoping that her eyes would light up after seeing the string of numbers like before.

But Xia Yihan's eyes were like ice, even though Chu Yu's world was turned upside down, there would be no ripples.

Chu Yu poured his eyes on her, hoping to catch any trace of touch, but the result he got was: nothing to talk about.

On the evening of the third day, when I left the gate of the detention center, the supervisor looked at the remnant clouds in the sky that were dyed red by the setting sun, and cast his eyes far away: "Chu Chu, you have worked hard and tried your best these days. After tomorrow, the task It's officially done."

This is a tactful reminder to her that Chu Yu knows that tomorrow is the last day and the last day she can intervene in Xia Yihan's affairs. The time given by the committee is already ample, and I hope she will stop the loss in time and stop procrastinating.