flirting without breaking the law

Qi Ling comforted Gao Chunli, and when she went downstairs, she found Qi Chi standing in the living room.

"Brother, why didn't you tell me in advance." Qi Chi didn't cry or make noise, it seemed that everyone around Qi Ling had an unusually calm mind, except himself.

Qi Ling buttoned up his suit jacket, walked over and touched Qi Chi's head: "After the burial today, you can go back to study."

"elder brother."

"Be obedient," Qi Ling said, "I am the oldest in the family now."

An elder brother is like a father, Qi Ling thought, he must not forget any of the responsibilities he should shoulder.

Qi Zhengxiong's burial was not very grand, except for his wife and children, who had a cold face and a few close friends, no one was notified.

Qi Zhengxiong lived a glorious life in the world, but in the end, he walked away in an extremely low-key and somewhat desolate manner.

Therefore, life is not subject to any control. You are playing with life on this road.

Qi Ling stood in front of the tombstone, the epitaph only had one line in English: MyHusband/MyDad, MyHero.

Qi Zhengxiong may not be a big deal to other people.Maybe it will be difficult for anyone to think of him five years later. One generation has passed, and the Taoist dynasty has changed, and there are no more legends about him.

But Qi Zhengxiong will always be the hero in the hearts of the three, and he has left indelible things in his short life.

On the day when Qi Zhengxiong was sent away, there was no rain or even wind.Without the sun, it is a rare cloudy day.

Gao Chunli stood silently for a while, finally squatted down, reached out and touched Qi Zhengxiong's photo.

She whispered to herself: "Qi Daxiong, you said you would never lie to me in your life, and you said you would stay with me for the rest of your life."

When Gao Chunli stood up, her back was straight and she had cried too much, so there was nothing else to say.

Qi Chi took Gao Chunli away, and Qi Ling stood there for a while.

Finally, Qi Ling sat down in front of Qi Zhengxiong's tomb, leaned against the tombstone, and said with a smile: "Dad, don't worry, I will take good care of my mother and Chichi."

"Don't worry, I won't go that way again. Don't worry, I will grow up well."

"Dad, you really don't mean anything. You promised us that you can take us home this year. Do you know that although I don't say it, I really want to have a family."

"I am different from Chuchu. My sense of family belonging is too strong. I have envied those children who are with their parents all day long, although I will never admit it."

"Dad, do you know that when I was a child, I would secretly come to your bedroom when you were asleep. After you sent me away, I also sneaked back. That kind of thing, as long as I look at you from a distance, I feel satisfied .”

"I am conceited and sensitive, and I am even more reluctant to show it when I grow up. Dad, you haven't hugged me a few times. I am an adult, and now I am 1.9 meters. You can't hug me anymore. There is no chance."

"Dad, let me tell you the truth today, I miss you very much, day after day, night after night."

On the day Qi Ling left the cemetery, a gust of wind blew up in early summer.

The cloudy day has become dull, and there seems to be a harbinger of thunderstorms.

The moisture in the air became heavy, and the birds flew very low in the distance.

If all living beings disappear, then yesterday's regret, today's regret, and tomorrow's confusion will be nothing.

If everything, about you, about me, about him, will eventually die with time, and then be forgotten by time, as if it never existed.

So what is your worry now.

Qi Ling didn't figure it out, and felt that he couldn't figure it out in a short time.

He still has many things to do, such as inheriting some family business.To solve some shady things, he still has to accompany Gao Chunli, and he is very busy.

Qi Ling couldn't go back and could only stay in N City, he finally understood why Di Chu said he had to stay in the county.

Regrets, big and small, in the world are nothing more than four words-involuntary.

Qi Ling didn't dare to tell Di Chu that his father was gone, just like he didn't dare to ask Di Chu how grandma was doing.

It's just that from Qi Chi's intermittent news, I know that grandma has entered the operating room again.

Grandma is dying.

He is dying, and Di Chu still has a week to go before the college entrance examination.

Di Chu went back to school for the last simulation, but he dared not look at the results.The slide has been severe, Di Chu is a human being, not a god.

No special skills, nor a genius.

He also relied on studying hard to get good grades, so he was exhausted in the last period of time, and he no longer cared about studying.

Heartless sighed, but there was no other way to comfort him.

Di Chu gritted his teeth and did not gnaw, but when he knew that Qi Zhengxiong had passed away, he panicked for no reason.He hadn't been in touch with Qi Ling for a while, and he always inquired about each other's news from other people.

After Qi Chi called, Di Chu sat for a while, adjusted his mood, walked out of the ward, and dialed Qi Ling's number.

It rang twice, and it was answered over there.

The two were silent for a few minutes, and neither of them knew how to speak first.

Finally, it was Di Chu who broke the silence: "Brother Ling, uncle..."

"...It's gone." Qi Ling said, "He passed away a few days ago."

"I'm sorry, I..." Di Chu didn't know what else to say, all words were powerless in front of the great sadness.

"It's okay, it's just that I won't be back recently. I will be back on the day of your college entrance examination."

Di Chu felt a sharp pain in his heart: "No, there is no need to come back."

Both of them are very tired, how can they make each other tired.

"I don't worry, I want to come back to accompany you."

"No, you don't need to come back." Di Chu gritted his teeth and said, "You take care of your own affairs, and the band should pass by too. You don't have to come back."

Qi Ling was silent for a while, not sure if the sentence "You don't have to come back" had a deeper meaning.

But he didn't dare to guess, he didn't want to spoil such a rare moment now.Just hearing Di Chu's voice was enough to make him take off all his armor.

The two were silent for a while, and Di Chu's ears were filled with thunder and howling winds.The rain hit the glass windows in the hospital corridor, and the sound was like a heartbeat.

Di Chu thought, this summer is a bit thrilling.

From the loudspeaker next to his ear, Qi Ling took a deep breath.

It seems to be reminding myself of something and enduring something.

Di Chu said, "Brother Ling, you don't have to be brave when you're here with me."

After a while, there was a sob over there.

Qi Ling said: "...I don't have a father anymore..."

As if he finally recognized the reality, his voice was very weak, as light as a gust of wind, a handful of water, and if he didn't pay attention, he disappeared from this world.

Di Chu's breathing suddenly became tense, and his heart seemed to be torn apart by an invisible force.Soon, there were small sobs and whimpers over there.

To Di Chu, this was a completely unfamiliar voice.

That's right, Di Chu thought sadly, he has always been the one asking for it from Qi Ling.I never thought that one day, this lawless boy would be vulnerable to the point of pain.

Di Chu has always been presumptuous.

When he woke up from the hospital, he was the one who left a line of tears in Qi Ling's palm; when he had a nightmare, he was the one crying in Qi Ling's arms, with Qi Ling singing "I Want You" slowly by his ears; , every time he was sad and vulnerable, Qi Ling accepted it without any complaints.

Qi Ling has always tolerated him and cared for him, but Di Chu has never seen Qi Ling shed tears.

Now that I heard it, Qi Ling was so hoarse and hysterical for the first time, like a lost lamb or a lonely wolf.

But Di Chu had no choice, couldn't hold it, couldn't see it.

Just say: don't cry.

They all looked pale.

Di Chu listened quietly to Qi Ling venting himself.

At this moment, they really felt that they were still so weak, unable to fight against the mighty fate.

Di Chu leaned against the cold wall of the hospital, feeling the chill creeping up from his toes.

He thought more than once, what is the meaning of life, life, and existence?

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Chapter 86

The footsteps of the college entrance examination are coming as promised, and the cicadas are buzzing non-stop in summer.

Di Chu sat in the last row of the classroom, without Qi Ling beside him.His seat was still so messy, as if he had never left.Di Chu didn't do anything to clean it up, he was afraid that if he did it, he would just remind himself that Qi Ling would not come back.

In the last class meeting, Cheng Sicong acted as the host and invited everyone to speak on stage.

Di Chu didn't listen to what was said earlier.Until Cheng Sicong called his name.

Di Chu was taken aback for a moment, then slowly raised his head, as if he had just woken up from a dream, still confused and a little...sad.

Di Chu didn't refuse, and stepped onto the stage step by step, he said: "I speak today not only on behalf of myself, but also on behalf of Qi Ling."

Qi Ling has not come to class for a long time, and will never appear in this classroom again, everyone knows it well.The classmates who were acquainted with each other did not say a word.

Di Chu glanced at everyone, and then said: "If you want to buy sweet-scented osmanthus and carry wine with you, it will not be the same. You are a young man. In the end of the world, everyone, stay safe."

Di Chu only said a word, and then walked down the stage.

After a while, there was thunderous applause.

I will remember to catch up with homework with you.

I will remember skipping classes collectively.

I will remember to collectively punish the playground and toilets.

I will remember that you skipped class to watch our game.

I will always remember your smiling faces in this youth that parted soon.

I will remember that when I was alone and helpless, it was you who pulled me into this big family.

So when it came time to part, I couldn't say anything.

I can't be sensational, I can only be brief and brief, so that you can't see how reluctant I am.

How I wish I could go back to last August.

I just came here, I just met you, I just met Qi Ling.

It is rare to choke up for the final summary without heart.He waved the kitchen knife that was never sharpened, and smiled unnaturally: "You bastards! One and two! Take the exam in three days! The exam is over! I treat you to a big meal!"

"In the beginning, I always thought, what a shitty class! Control a few! Don't care! But one time, you collectively gave a birthday present to a certain teacher, and I felt that this class has its own shining points!"

"The college entrance examination is over! Do whatever you want! I only have one request."

"After many years, don't forget the people around you. Don't forget the friends who work hard with you day and night. Don't forget, the training of our first class——"

Then, the whole class shouted loudly: "Unity and friendship! Sacrifice and dedication!"

In high school, there were no conflicts of interest between people.At most, there was a little quarrel between classmates, but many years later, when you look back, you will find that even these quarrels have become precious.

Because, in high school, whether you liked it or hated it, at least it was sincere.

And when you set foot in society, you will miss all of this.

The day before the college entrance examination, the school closed very early.

Di Chu gave all of his and Qi Ling's books to his uncle who came to the school to collect scraps.It won't be used anymore, he thought, so it's better to give it away, so there is no way out.

No matter what the test is, I will not repeat it.

Di Chu was wandering around the school alone with his bag on his back.The gold is sinking, and the empty school has become silent and empty.

He followed the route of reporting on the first day, from the principal's office to the toilet where the two met for the first time.He even deliberately lit a cigarette at the door, and when he entered, he stood at the door of the cubicle and knocked on the door.

Di Chu said, "Qi Ling, are you there?"

Knowing that you will not be there.

Even the echo in the toilet disappeared, and Di Chu felt his eyes a little sore.Time passed too cruelly, and when the door was opened again, Qi Ling's smirking face could no longer be seen.

Di Chu never thought that he would take the college entrance examination by himself in the end.

I never thought that now I dare not even call Qi Ling.

He must be very busy, and it was himself who prevented the other party from coming back.So, Di Chu, everyone is entitled to suffer, but you are not.

The long road is already bumpy, so why put on a show.You are the one holding the knife, and you are the one crying out for pain.

Di Chu pretended not to care, and then said to the air in the cubicle: "Why should I know you?"

This is the conversation they had when they first met.Di Chu remembered it clearly, then he turned around and walked out.

Resist the soreness of the tip of the nose.

He climbed up the stairs and reached the floor where Xu Lu's phone call was received.Di Chu pretended to be on the phone, and then poked out the cigarette by the fence.He looked down and saw the dilapidated playground and the intact basketball hoop.

Everything is exactly the same as when I first arrived.

Di Chu stood for a while, leaning his arms on the railing, buried his head, and pressed his eyes on his arms.

No one cares about the campus at dusk, not even the homing birds passing by.

There was a young man with his head buried, his shoulders trembling.

On the day of the college entrance examination, Di Chu didn't feel much.Bring the required tools and the test admission ticket, say goodbye to grandma, and set off for the test room by yourself.

Di Chu found that, except for himself, everyone else was very lively.

The driver who voluntarily delivers people, the police car clears the way, the bustling parents, and the smug classmates.It seems that there is only myself, coming and going alone.

All the liberal arts classes stayed at the school to take the exam. When they met Di Chu at the school gate, they just patted him on the shoulder: "Take the exam well, stay calm, and you will win if you perform at your usual level!"

Di Chu smiled, but he didn't need to look in the mirror to know that it must be uglier than crying.

After the language test, I didn't feel much.Composition is his strong point, and he still has time to check after writing.

Coming out of the examination room, Wen Rushui was waiting at the door, Di Chu walked over and smiled, indicating that he was fine.

Wen Rushui dragged him to the hospital: "Grandma told me to tell you, forget about it after the exam."

"It's okay." Di Chu looked around, and suddenly felt a figure who looked like Qi Ling, passing by in a flash.He frantically searched among the crowd, but to no avail.

"What's wrong?" Wen Rushui raised his head and asked.

Di Chu smiled self-deprecatingly, look at you, you are the one who rejected, and you are the one who is looking forward to it.

"It's okay, my eyes are dazzled."

Even though Di Chu repeatedly promised that he would do well in the exam, after finishing the math and comprehensive exams, he still felt that he did not do well in the exams.

On the last day, the last test, after finishing the English test, Di Chu closed the pen cap, not as proud as the sword sheathed.

He knew that 18 years would come to an end today.

After ten years of hard study, six test papers determine the outcome.

Nobody can say if it's fair, but it's the trend, and most people have to.

From the moment he stepped out of the school, Di Chu was a little dazed. He didn't feel relieved like other students, but felt even more sad.

Gone are the days when I didn't care about it, just read books and was free and unrestrained.

Many people threw books at school, folded the pages of textbooks into paper airplanes, and scattered white paper all over the sky.

Looking at it from Di Chu, it was like a heavy snowfall in June.

Filled with loneliness.

Di Chu only went to drink a few glasses of wine when they broke up, one for himself and one for Qi Ling.

The two have occasional WeChat contact, but due to the difference in time and their busy affairs, it is intermittent.

Sometimes when I make a phone call, Qi Ling's voice is inexplicably tired.

He said that the Crush band went to N City and was going to meet Mr. Wang Chenzi.

He said that there will be a small concert at the end of June, but unfortunately you can't come.

Di Chu thought for a while, but he couldn't say anything to comfort him.The figure I saw outside the examination room that day has been lingering in my mind, and I can't let go.

Di Chu really wanted to ask: Is it you who was outside the examination room that day?

But if Qi Ling said no, it would be too embarrassing.

Gradually, the phone calls between the two became rare, and the conversation time became shorter and shorter.Sometimes Di Chu said the last sentence, and it took a long time for Qi Ling to catch the next sentence.

Di Chu sighed: "If you are busy, you will hang up."

Qi Ling said, "Yes."

Then hung up the phone.

At that moment Di Chu was too stunned to speak, from the top of his head to his toes, there seemed to be a tsunami overturned, and there seemed to be a strong wind raging.

Inexplicable panic and sourness densely covered his veins. Sitting in the corridor of the hospital, he felt nine feet of ice in the sweltering heat of June.

Time and distance reduce communication between the two.The probability of face-to-face declines, and people tend to think wildly.

No one can escape.

When Wen Rushui took the exam, Di Chu picked him up.I met Qi Chi.

Qi Chi pulled Di Chu aside and said softly, "Brother Chu, what's the matter with you and my brother recently?"

Di Chu opened his mouth, finally shook his head and said, "What happened to him?"

"My brother has recently turned into a workaholic. I heard from my mother that... he is very paralyzed. Brother Chu, when will you go back to N City to see my brother?"

Although Di Chu yearned for this proposal, he finally restrained his reason and killed it.

City N is too far away for Di Chu, both psychologically and in terms of distance.

There are his dead parents and his most unbearable memories.

There is his panic, there is his shadow.

Di Chushi dared not, dared not go back alone.Every familiar street will remind him of what he has experienced.

I chose several target universities before, and I also skillfully avoided N City.Although Qi Ling was there, he would subconsciously run away.

Di Chu has never hated himself so much as now.

Cowardly look.

How can such a self be with Qi Ling? One day, Di Chu began to think.

The days after graduation are duller than plain boiled water.

Going around the hospital every day, Di Chu and the outside world began to derail.In such a day-to-day, boring life, people's thoughts will drift.

When a person is free, he thinks a lot.For example, every night, human emotions tend to flood.

Repeating happy things, the happiness you get is far less than the first time.Repeating painful things can multiply anxiety and restlessness.

Di Chu looked at the gray sky, grandma was sleeping on the left.The only thing Wen Qiongfang said these days was to tell Di Chu that she must go out.

Di Chu said, "Okay."

Then I thought, how can I go.

Can't go.

No one could see his struggle.

Di Chu knew that time and time again, he had grown wings and shed his old skin.Given a chance, he too can fly.But when it comes to this field, even if he is an eagle, he has to bear the pain and break his own wings.

Di Chu is a person who values ​​affection, so people who are ruthless often run rampant, and people who are passionate are sad.

Di Chu thought, I am the one who wants to stay here for the rest of my life.

So now hanging on to each other with Qi Ling like this, what's the difference from seeking death?

Di Chu wondered if the time had come.Fear of being tortured by the fear of being wrong makes it look right in the end, but sticking to it looks wrong in the end.

Isn't it time to say goodbye to Qi Ling?

When Di Chu thought this way, Qi Ling who had been sentenced to death was still in N City, and he hadn't closed his eyes for three days.

Qi Ling didn't dare to call Di Chu, he was afraid he couldn't help but want to go back.He thought that he didn't spend enough time with Di Chu, so he wasn't a qualified boyfriend.

When two people start to hide and tuck each other, and start to dodge in the name of what they think is good for each other, love is often something that can't stand the test.

Therefore, the last straw that broke the camel's back was when Wen Qiongfang fell into a coma again.

There is still more than half a month before the college entrance examination to fill in the volunteers, and the scores will be issued soon.

But Di Chu only had Wen Qiongfang in his eyes, he thought, what to fill in, not to read.

What to go, don't go.

Before Wen Qiongfang was out of danger, Qi Ling called. In fact, he just wanted to hear Di Chu's voice so that he could hold on to the next road.

When the words came to his lips, Qi Ling said: "Chu, I want to come back. Don't care about his band or music. I want to come back."

All plants and trees are soldiers, and everything can be used as a trigger for war.Di Chu was in a daze, and subconsciously took all cause and effect on himself.

You see, Di Chu, it's because of you that Qi Ling has the idea of ​​backing down.

You see, Di Chu, it's all because of you, don't you want to destroy another person's dream?

Di Chu squatted in the corridor of the hospital, and said slowly, suppressing his emotions: "Qi Ling, don't come back."

"I want to come back and see you."

"Don't come back to see me."

He does not mean that.

Qi Ling paused there: "Di Chu, speak carefully."

Di Chu took a deep breath and said, "Don't play anymore, that's all."

There was the sound of cups and saucers breaking and water splashing on the floor over the phone.There was the sound of books or heavy objects falling to the ground, but not Qi Ling's.

After a long time, a cowardly inquiry came from over there: "Baby, are you joking?"

Di Chu thought, how can such a thing be joked about.

Then I am too nothing.

But he didn't realize how impersonal his words were. Di Chu said, "Qi Ling, Grandma may never get better again. Let's...forget it."

During the period, there are a lot of blank spaces.It was so long that Di Chu thought that Qi Ling had hung up the phone. He wanted to put the phone down, but felt that hearing this person's breathing was a luxury.

Di Chu thought, at this moment they are like a tug-of-war, whoever lets go first will feel distressed first.

Like a person, how to give up in the end.It's nothing more than, forget it, I won't drag you down.

I let you go.

In the end, Qi Ling said over there: "Di Chu, do you think that I'm very tasteless, very... cheap."

"Look, I stand up for whatever you do, and I listen to whatever you say. I'll do whatever you like. I feel worse than you when you're uncomfortable. It's as if you shed a tear and I shed a drop of blood. So, in the end, I never get angry, I'm never coaxed, I never need you to pity me."

"I need it too. If you need it, I need it too."

Qi Ling's voice trembled, he didn't cry, he just choked up a bit: "Can't you...have pity on me?"

It's too sad to say poor.

When two people come to such a situation and say such words, it is nothing but a loss for both sides.

Di Chu said: "Look at me, I say I like you, but it still makes you so sad. Don't be with me, okay?"

OK.

Di Chu used a discussing tone.

It's like saying, go play with the children today, I won't come to pick you up.

Be good and be obedient.

OK.

Qi Ling wanted to say, you're so damn good.

But he didn't.Very tired, very tired recently.Too many things came under pressure, Qi Ling didn't even have the energy to say something bad.

Finally, Qi Ling let out a long sigh.

Finally, Qi Ling was the first to let go.

He said, "Forget it."

He said, "It's all right."

He said, "Have a good time in the future."

Qi Ling has seen people who are really sad, that kind of people can't shed a single tear.

For example, himself.

Look at these two people, when they were together, there was no solemn sentence: We are together.

So when we parted, I also said lightly: live well in the future.

In the end, how much do you have to pretend not to care, so that you will not appear to be affectionate.

On this day, Qi Ling stood by the window, staring at the rushing river on the otherworldly island in a daze, feeling as if he had lost a rib.

On this day, Qi Ling sang a song to Di Chu, very slowly.He paused every word, as if he was reluctant to hang up the phone.

Because he knew that if he hung up the call, he might never have a reason to call again.

Qi Ling sings: A glass of toast to the sun, a glass to the moonlight; don't be afraid of rain in your heart and frost in your eyes.

A toast to my hometown, a toast to the distant place; keep my kindness and urge me to grow up.

A toast to tomorrow, a toast to the past; supporting my body, thickening my shoulders.

Although I never believed in the so-called high mountains and long rivers, why should I never forget that life is too short.

A toast to freedom, a toast to death.

Sober people are the most ridiculous.

After hearing this song, Di Chu squatted in the corridor of the hospital, feeling numb in his legs.Maybe he lost any consciousness, just when the last line of lyrics fell.

Hastily hung up the phone.

Qi Ling's voice was blocked.

So now no one can see him or hear him.

Di Chu stared at the ground, stunned for a while, tears fell on the ground.

Swish, it came down.

At the beginning, it was obviously you who barged in.

In the end, it's because I can't bear you to leave.

- Lenz's rule

Chapter 87

"There are no words to describe our encounter. The clouds on the distant mountains, the coolness in the autumn wind, the ashes in the fire, the emptiness on the road of life.

My heart defected from my chest, contrary to my intent.

In the boundless day and blue sky, in the endless starry night, you once called my name in your dreams.

Since then, until your voice has become my nightmare.

I was once in your dream, in mine.

"We are still in love, in a dream. There, I am not stubborn at all, your skin is warm, we will not quarrel, and you look at me with tenderness.

Even if you lied to me a hundred times, I will still willingly believe you one hundred and one times.

Every time you wave to me, I will be like a [-]-meter sprinter, here I come, can you wait for me.

It's good to love you, it's even better not to love you.

It will be much easier.

But I'm really hypocritical, when you ignore me.I feel like you don't like me that much anymore.

And when you snubbed me, I sentenced you to death in my heart for a moment.

Then, wait for you to suddenly warm up to me.I acted as if nothing happened, and forgot all the quarrels and tears we had.

I dare to love you again.

You alone block the sea of ​​people. "

Di Chu didn't have time to write for a long time, and when he finished writing a new chapter, he sat in a chair for a long time in a daze.He seldom writes such emotionally revealing articles, which caused a group of fans to shout wildly in the comments: Who broke the hearts of our geniuses!

After reading the update, Xu Lu called and yelled as if he was dead: "Chu! My lord! What's the matter with you two?"

"What's going on?" Di Chu was packing his things, and planned to move out of Yaoming Phase II within today.He and Wen Rushui are going back to grandma's house, Qi Chi will return to N City soon, this house may be sold, or it may be vacant.

But if no one comes back, selling the property is the best option.

"You two broke up?! He broke up with you at this juncture?!" Xu Lu cursed and fucked a few times on the other end of the phone, feeling that there was nothing to fuck, and it was hard to calm his anger.

"It's not that you broke up, why are you excited." Di Chu said, "I mentioned it, he has a lot of things at home recently, so it's all... half a catty."

"No, if you mentioned breaking up, he would immediately agree? How about eating crispy noodles together? If you take a bite of each other, the relationship will be too crispy?!" Xu Lu really couldn't understand it, and yelled that he wanted to fight with Qi Ling. . "He has never been in N City, and he doesn't know which grandpa's N City belongs to!"

Di Chu laughed, then fell silent again.After a while, he said calmly: "I don't know which grandpa it is, it's not you anyway. Don't provoke him, his father... passed away recently."

"I...day." Xu Lu obviously didn't expect to have such a relationship, and he groped this fucking eventful summer twice, "Why do I think that you two are just weird?"

"Are you looking for death?"

"When other people have troubles, they hug each other for comfort, but you two seem to be blown up. I can't wait to kick each other out of the hurt circle..."

Yes.Xu Lu suddenly stopped, maybe there is another kind of love, that's it, share the blessings, take care of yourself when you are in trouble, take good care of yourself.I'll come back to you when I'm done.

But whether the two will reconcile in the end, who knows.

On the day Di Chu was sent away, Qi Chi also packed his luggage.After the high school entrance examination was over, his brother was so busy that he didn't touch the ground every day. Gao Chunli needed someone to accompany him. There was no reason for his son to stay in the county town.

Qi Chi and Wen Rushui knew about the brothers, but they didn't stop them.

In matters of feelings, you have the final say, and other people's opinions are not valid.

Before Qi Chi left, he had a separate conversation with Wen Rushui and Di Chu.He told Wen Rushui that no matter how much he wanted her to go to the high school in the city, don't take her future seriously.

As for Di Chu, because Qi Chi didn't know the specific situation between the two of them very well, he just said a few words of comfort.

One is to hope that grandma will get better soon, and the other is to hope that no matter what happens to him and Qi Ling, they can take it easy.

No one stipulates that love can only be discussed once.

After Qi Chi left, Wen Rushui and Di Chu took turns taking care of Wen Qiongfang every day, and the old man fell into a coma and woke up from time to time.Her memory began to appear confused, facing Di Chu, she called Di Chu's mother's name.

At night, Di Chu would often sit in the corridor of the hospital and watch people come and go.Now he dare not go far, it seems that the whole world has become a hospital intensive care unit.

What I see every day is life and death. People are sent to the hospital constantly, and people never go out again.

People say that six months in the hospital make you numb to life and death.Those who died in car accidents, those who died of illness, those who suffered endless torture, too many.

Di Chu thought, born into a sea of ​​suffering.

City N, two o'clock in the morning.

Qi Ling woke up from the dream again, he touched the pillow, it was a little wet.

At first he couldn't sleep, and without Di Chu by his side, it seemed that sleeping was very difficult.Later, he also thought it was okay and fell asleep, but Di Chu reappeared in his dream rascally again.

Qi Ling didn't turn on the light, but reached out to touch the cigarette from the bedside, and then took out the lighter from the cabinet.

He sat alone on the bed, lit.

This is their first week apart, except that Di Chu said he has moved.No more reason to contact.

At that time, Di Chu sent a message saying that Qi Chi had given the key, Qi Ling immediately called and scolded Chi Erha.

Qi Chi expressed that he was wronged: "My father insisted on giving it to me, but then I stuffed it like water."

Qi Ling cursed again: "Go back and deal with you."

Gao Chunli didn't react much when she heard that the two had broken up.The only way is: Sometimes love comes back later, it's okay.

Qi Ling disagreed.

Who knew, he was going crazy thinking about Di Chu.

But the result of being insane is to torment himself in dreams again and again.

Qi Ling exhaled slowly, and took out the phone from under the pillow.He clicked on Di Chu's profile picture, and then turned on the airplane mode.

Qi Ling started to send messages in a serious manner, first full of teasing.

—Chu, you can’t sleep without me tonight, can you?Um?Do you want to miss Grandpa's embrace? I'm so overwhelmed, don't you? Allow me to masturbate to my photo a few more times!

—You must have a bad life without me.It's okay to have a bad time.

—How could I wish you happy, wish you happiness.I wish you could not sleep at night, wish you toss and turn.

—I wish you would think of me every night.

Qi Ling started to have a sore nose as he frowned, until the rotating loading symbol in front of the dialogue box turned into an exclamation mark in a red circle.

【Your message was not sent, whether to resend】.

cancel.

— Di Chu, the stomach problem is still not healed, you must eat on time.

—Whether grandma's illness can be cured or not, don't be too sad.People have this day, you know.

—At the beginning, I want to be friends with you, is it possible?Even if nothing happens, I want to talk to you.

——Di Chu, the day of leaving you is not difficult for me at all.Really, big meals every day, bars every night.I took Wang Li with them across N City without stopping, so after you leave me, don't think about me.

—Forget it, you still miss me.I admit, I miss you so much.

—I often dream of you now, and I can't sleep when I dream of you.So I couldn't sleep anymore.

— But I also want to be able to sleep 24 hours a day, so that it feels like you are still by my side.

—Di Chu, once in a while, just once in a while, send me a message, okay?

I lied to myself again and again, pretending to be very free and easy.I don't feel anything about you anymore, anything about you is none of my business, but I can't lie to myself.

Yes, I still like you.

I had a dream, I couldn't dream of you, and then I woke up.

I had a dream, I dreamed of you, and when I woke up, I felt a sense of loss.

Qi Ling sat on the bed and finished smoking, the ash shook all over the floor.Outside the window is the sound of summer cicadas and frogs, as if this is another harvest year.

Qi Ling is a bit lonely, but many times in life, it's too late to even be lonely.

I heard that Di Chu was also sad, but he couldn't find a reason to hug her.

Di Chu's life is still going on, and he can't receive the news that has never been sent.He didn't know about Qi Ling's unspoken thoughts.

So he wrapped his heart thickly with a layer of cotton.

Qi Ling's life is not much different from before, even more colorful.Recently, a few small videos are often circulated in the ticket circle, Di Chu