flirting without breaking the law

"His eyes are very beautiful, so beautiful that he can see the sun, moon, stars, mountains and rivers. He can see the scenery of the north and the flowers of the south. He can see the white horse passing through the gap and the stars move. He can see the glorious years I spent with him. .”

"I thought I would never write about him for the rest of my life. Some people are suitable for dreaming under the pillow and reminiscing on the tip of the tongue, but it is not suitable for sharing it with others."

"Because once you share it, it hurts once."

"Just like the day he left me, the whole world blows the candle."

"For a long time, I haven't seen the sun."

"I'm jealous of every insignificant person around you. It's so easy for them to see you who I miss day and night. My love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas cannot be flattened. I want to hug you so much, but it's a pity that the mountains and rivers are in the north and south of time, it's a pity People come and go between you and me."

"I don't dare to think, how much lovesickness and two catties of rice wine, I dare to say this love. Go alone with one heart, and feel Chang'an empty."

"I don't know whether I wanted to say goodbye to him or apologize after I finished speaking. I even had an urge to take back what I said. There is no way. My language organization ability has a big problem when I encounter you."

"Suddenly I don't know how to stop, so let's do it. It's just here, it's like this in life, it doesn't matter the beginning, it doesn't matter the ending. Thank you for walking with me. Without him in the days to come, I will not be here." So urgent."

"Today is very good, I didn't dream about him, I didn't feel sad, I didn't miss him."

"It's even rare that there is no wind on a cloudy day."

……

"Chu Chu, baby, sweetheart." Qi Ling lay on the bed screaming, "What happened to your article! Huh?"

Di Chu was sitting on the single sofa in the bedroom reading a book, wearing earphones while resting his head on the other hand.She was covered with a thin cashmere blanket, and the pages of the book were being turned.

The sun shines through the window, and the golden light is overflowing.After several autumn rains, the heat of summer has been lost.At this time, a layer of warm sun enveloped Di Chu's body, and his whole body was immersed in a haze, Qi Ling stared blankly.

If the peerless beauty didn't speak, it would be a good painting.

"Could you fucking stop talking like you're drawing? I guess? What kind of article says clearly that you're going to die." Di Chu glanced at him.

Qi Ling climbed to the end of the bed and got closer to Di Chu: "As for your new "I Love You", tell me clearly today, who did you write it for, huh? Which wild man, fuck it, I I really want to hit someone."

"No." Di Chu looked down at the book, the soft hair on the top of his head made Qi Ling feel itchy and wanted to touch it.

"Then you wrote it to me?!" Qi Ling suddenly raised his voice, "Just this article, at the beginning, if you handed it to Cheng Sicong, the mentally retarded man, you would think we broke up. Please read it for me to understand, ah! You today Don’t go out unless you make it clear!”

"The housekeeper is a schoolmaster, you are a scumbag and mentally retarded." Di Chu said, "And this weekend, I have no plans to go out."

"It doesn't matter, it doesn't matter, you explain it clearly to me, those who don't know think what happened to us!"

Qi Ling got off the bed and insisted on squeezing onto the single sofa.

Originally, Qi Ling was tall, with long hands and legs, so he forced himself to squeeze in, but Di Chu felt that he was out of breath for a while.

"Fuck," Di Chu pushed him, "There's no end to it, who the hell would think of the two of us, can you stop taking your own sense of existence too strongly?"

"I'll think of the two of us, otherwise, why am I messing with you here?"

"Yeah, what are you talking about, idiot?" Di Chu said, "Where did you get a pheasant to add drama to yourself?"

"Fuck me?" Qi Ling was taken aback, reached out and closed Di Chu's book, and pressed him into his arms.

"Damn it, hey! Take the book lightly!" Before Di Chu could grab it in time, Qi Ling threw the book on the bed with his backhand, "We must clarify this matter."

"Aren't you a fool?" Di Chu didn't know whether to laugh or cry, "That's a story written by a letter from a reader. I helped her polish and edit it, and then published it. You didn't read the original manuscript at the end of the article: XXX; editor/graphic: author."

Qi Ling froze for a moment, picked up the phone and scrolled down, oh yes, it really is.

"Tut," Qi Ling suddenly felt that the top of his head was glowing like an idiot, "tsk tsk."

"A vinegar seller?" Di Chu looked at him amusedly, "This tastes sour."

Qi Ling sat with his back to the sun, looking at Di Chu's face illuminated by the warm light, it was so beautiful.

"At the beginning, I want to pop." Qi Ling said suddenly and seriously.

"Bo...bo, hello to your mother!" Di Chu laughed, "Where did you learn these words, you must be crazy."

"I don't care, I want bobo."

Qi Ling made a gesture and rushed forward.

"Fuck, fuck, stay away from me, you fucking just woke up and haven't rinsed your mouth yet!"

"you dislike me?!"

Qi Ling's eyes widened in disbelief.

"I can't live through this day, Di Chu, do you dislike me for not rinsing my mouth?"

"Damn," Di Chu smiled crookedly and leaned on the sofa, "then you go find a female orangutan, and she won't dislike you."

"No, fuck, tsk tsk. Di Chu, people's hearts! I never disliked you when you woke up and didn't rinse your mouth!"

"Did I kiss you before I rinsed my mouth?"

"Then let me kiss you next time," Qi Ling said confidently, "You let me kiss you first today."

"Get rolling," Di Chu laughed weakly, even pushing Qi Ling halfway.

Qi Ling firmly grasped Di Chu's wrist, and the two wrestled on the single sofa, their legs squeezed together and unable to move, they all relied on their upper body to fight.

When Di Chu was restrained, Qi Ling took advantage of the chaos to sneak a kiss on his face, and quickly jumped up.

"I'll kiss the head office if you don't boo boo, right?" Qi Ling had a look of "I'm so fucking pitiful that my boyfriend won't let me boo boo" as if he was widowed.

Di Chu took the book back from the bed, sat back on the sofa and continued to read: "Go wash up, and go out this afternoon."

"Going out?" Qi Ling put on the clothes that had been stripped off inexplicably in bed in the middle of the night, "Where are you going? Didn't you say you couldn't go out?"

"I will send you to your cremation." Di Chu sneered.

"Fuck, Chu, can you still do it?"

"Okay, sir, I'll do more, don't you know last night?"

"Tsk tsk tsk, it's not you who used your physical strength." Qi Ling leaned against the door frame and smiled, his canine teeth looming.

Di Chu narrowed his eyes slightly, and smiled even colder: "Why don't I exercise tonight and let you experience it?"

Qi Ling paused and swallowed: "Honey, I was wrong."

Di Chu sighed: "Go and wash up."

"No, are you really going out this afternoon?"

"It's fine if you don't want to go." Di Chu said.

Qi Ling gritted his teeth, and sure enough his boyfriend was fierce, majestic and tender.

Qi Ling ran to the bathroom to wash up, and Di Chu looked at the calendar on the desk.Since October 21, the above has been drawing red crosses continuously.Draw a cross every day, one more means that the day when Qi Ling will go to N City to participate in the concert is one step closer.

In fact, the two of them couldn't tell if Qi Ling was returning to N City or going to N City.After all, that was his birthplace, where his parents were, but he grew up in the county town.

Di Chu felt that it was more appropriate to use the word "Hui", as some people are born different.As long as you are born as a swan egg, it doesn't matter whether you were born on a chicken farm or grew up on a chicken farm.

Therefore, when such a person goes to the place where he belongs, the word return should be used.

The two also talked about this topic not long ago. Qi Ling planned to leave after attending the concert, but Di Chu suggested that he go back and visit his parents.

"They are living a good life, what is there to see?"

Qi Ling ate the noodles, and gave Di Chu the beef in his own bowl.

"Is there anything to look at? It's the basic manners of a child." Di Chu said, "Can you stop pinching me? I feel like I've gained weight recently."

"I'm not fat at all," Qi Ling reached out and touched Di Chu's waist, "I feel thinner."

"Hey, measure Yiren's belt with one palm to see if it's getting wider?"

"Isn't that right, it hurts me so much." Qi Ling smiled.

"Qi Ling."

"Ok?"

"Don't laugh," Di Chu said, "on the teeth, vegetable leaves."

"Hold!"

Di Chu tapped the edge of the bowl with his chopsticks: "Don't change the subject with me, go and have a look, haven't you seen your parents for a long time?"

Di Chu has never liked to meddle in other people's housework, and it's not that he is in a hurry. Other people's parents can't get along with outsiders to talk about how to get along.

But Qi Ling's lack of sense of family has a lot to do with how little time he spends with his parents. Now that he has the opportunity, he might meet a few more times and talk, maybe it will be better.

Her parents will never come back, but Qi Ling's parents are still there.

Between the two of them, if one of them can enjoy the love of parents again, it doesn't seem too bitter.

Qi Ling picked up the noodles in the bowl with chopsticks and put it down again.In the end, he lowered his head and stuffed it into his mouth, and said vaguely: "Well... okay, I'll take a look when I have time."

"En." Di Chu stretched out his hand across the table, and lightly stroked Qi Ling's cheek with his fingertips.

Qi Ling raised his eyes, and looked at him with deep eyes: "Don't touch me randomly, I will react easily if you tease me."

"Damn." Di Chu kicked Qi Ling, "Are you a fucking dog, you can get into heat anytime, anywhere."

"No, you can't slander me." Qi Ling said, "I'm only in love with you."

Di Chu sneered: "Don't want to eat noodles after talking nonsense."

Qi Ling sighed: "That's fine, I'll eat it for you."

"Hold?!"

Di Chu closed the book, and the two of them talked about Qi Ling's parents that day. Although Qi Ling reluctantly agreed in the end, Di Chu didn't feel so at ease.

In fact, I can figure it out, maybe in the end Qi Ling still didn't go, there is nothing wrong with it.I can't force the other party to do something, I can only put forward what I think is a good suggestion, and the final decision is still in Qi Ling's hands.

Di Chu glanced at the date, if he remembered correctly, it should be today.Then he raised his eyes and looked at the calendar. It was three days before Qi Ling went to the N City Music Festival.

Di Chu looked down at the cover of the book, his thumbs slid gently on the frosted paper, the warm sun shattered on his eyelashes, and a bowl of light was steadily filled in his eyes.

Speaking of which, this is the first time the two have been separated for such a long time.

Although during this period of time, he kept reminding himself to learn to separate, moreover, such a separation was only temporary, and it was not a parting of life or death.So don't be too sensitive, Qi Ling will always come back.

But it's only now, because Qi Ling is only a senior in high school.

Qi Ling wants to leave.

To Di Chu, these four words mean much more than the literal meaning.Where to go, how far to go, which time period to go, each with different reasons and different time points, every time Qi Ling goes to chase his dreams, it is different for Di Chu.

If you leave now, Qi Ling will always come back.

If he leaves later, will Qi Ling come back?Even if he was really by his side, would he agree?Certainly not.

Di Chu hopes that Qi Ling will pursue his own life, just like Di Chu also has his own life pursuit.

But the reality is cruel, most of the time we can only be ourselves in a limited space.If the pace of progress of the two is not the same, either catch up or stop and wait.

And those who are catching up, can they ignore the entanglement of reality?

Can those who stop and wait be willing to watch every opportunity to leap be missed?

Not necessarily.

maybe.

Probably not.

When Qi Ling returned to the room, this was the scene he saw. Di Chu was sitting on the sofa thinking about something, his shoulder-length hair hanging down his ears, and just looking at it would make people fall.

Qi Ling recalled that Di Chu didn't seem to have smoked for a while, either he didn't smoke a single one, or he was much less addicted to cigarettes than when he first came here.

At the beginning, the two of them were basically smoking when they met, and they smoked when they were irritated, and the more they smoked, the more irritated they became.

Now, apart from the occasional busy day and lack of sleep, Di Chu seldom carries cigarettes with him, and rarely asks him for them.

Qi Ling walked over and handed him the milk in his hand: "Drink some, get up early in the morning and read a book, I really think that little words can fill my stomach."

"Spiritual food!" Di Chu took a sip of the milk, "Would you be waiting..."

"It's something you scumbags can understand." Qi Ling accepted the words with a smile, and squeezed his buttocks on the single sofa again.

"No, what's wrong with you." Di Chu was squeezed so much that he almost splashed milk on his face, "Other people's shit smells good, right? If you don't sit on a chair, you have to squeeze it with me."

Qi Ling tilted his head on Di Chu's shoulder: "Come on, if you don't stick to Di Chu, your whole body will itch."

"It's itchy, right? Come on, it won't itch after a beating."

"Can we stop being rude." Qi Ling said, "Love me more."

Di Chule let out a yelp, drank the milk in a few gulps, and then put the cup on the ground.

The two were quiet for a while, Qi Ling drank milk slowly, and Di Chu opened the book and read a few pages.

Time seemed to stand still at this moment, the noise of people outside the window could not disturb them, and the future worries could not disturb them.At this time, the room was clear and clean, only the two of them were leaning on each other, and they could ask for hugs from each other when they turned their heads.

Di Chu finished reading what he was going to read today, closed the book, and touched Qi Ling with his shoulder: "Are you going to the studio today?"

"Don't go if you have something to do." Qi Ling said, "Anyway, this time I'm just going to participate in the event, we just need to choose the repertoire. After rehearsing for such a long time, it's almost time to adjust, and there is nothing important in the last few days .”

"Really?"

"Even if it is false, I will tell the truth."

"Fuck." Di Chu punched him with a smile, and stood up from the sofa, "Then let's do something."

"Huh?" Qi Ling laughed, with a sharp turn in his voice.

Di Chu stretched out his hand and grabbed his neck: "The yin and yang are strange, let's strangle him to death first!"

"Don't, don't, cough, who will I pay for when I die?"

Di Chu let go of Qi Ling, walked to the desk and packed up his things: "Use your brother's camera."

"Camera? What do you want to shoot?" Qi Ling stood up, "Are you demanding?"

"It's not high, let's take a video." Di Chu said.

"You use my one." Qi Ling walked to his room, "Qi Chi should be studying, so don't bother him."

"Still studying during the holidays?" Di Chu was taken aback, "That's enough self-consciousness."

"Not only consciously, but also very hard-working, who makes Ru Shui so charming."

"Fuck, my sister is so kind, I really think you want me to be green."

"It's impossible, it's only possible that you and my brother cheated on me." Qi Ling handed the camera and tripod to Di Chu: "What video?"

"Both of us." Di Chu opened the tripod and installed the camera on it, "It's not long, just a few minutes or a few seconds."

Qi Ling didn't quite understand it. The operation looked simple, but it sounded simple, but it was a bit difficult to understand.

Di Chu turned his head and looked at Qi Ling with a mentally retarded face: "How did I fall in love with people like you? My IQ must have been inflated by water."

"Di Chu, let's fight." Qi Ling rubbed his back teeth, "What's wrong with my IQ?"

"Yeah," Di Chu said, "Your IQ."

"Hold."

Di Chu put the camera in place, adjusted the height and position, and then put one hand on the table: "It is to shoot a small video of the two of us alone every day, and save your own to your USB flash drive, and mine. Okay. Keep recording like this every day, do you understand? You idiot."

"Hey," Qi Ling walked over and hugged Di Chu, "You idiot understand, so is there a deadline for this?"

Di Chu raised his head and looked at Qi Ling, his eyes were bent: "There is no deadline."

He hoped that there would be no deadline, and the two could keep recording like this.Until they were octogenarians, the two of them nestled on the sofa again, dug out these videos, and laughed at how stupid they were when they were young over and over again.

So stupid that he is youthful and invincible, once holding hands, he thinks it will last forever.

"Damn, Chu, I found you very romantic." Qi Ling rubbed his chin against Di Chu's head, "Record your own words, sum up every day we are together."

"It probably means this, because today is the first time, so we recorded together. We will separate them in the future and save them in our own USB flash drives."

Di Chu moved the chair over and put it in front of the camera.

"You first or me first?"

Di Chu asked.

"You go first," Qi Ling walked behind the camera and looked at the screen, "My baby is photogenic, look at this face, this camera sense."

Di Chu pointed at Qi Ling: "Shut up."

Qi Ling closed his mouth graciously, stretched out his hand and pulled it from the corner of his left mouth to the corner of his right mouth, making a closing movement.

Di Chu was not prepared, as if he had already prepared what he wanted to say, he bowed his head in silence for two seconds, then raised his head and began to say, "August [-]rd is the day I first saw Qi Ling."

As soon as Di Chu opened his mouth, Qi Ling's heart softened when his gentle voice sounded.He didn't expect Di Chu to start with the time when the two first met, and he didn't expect Di Chu to remember the date so clearly.

"Don't think that I was interested in you at that time. I changed schools that day, why don't you know?" Di Chu seemed to look into Qi Ling's eyes through the lens, "We just knew each other, and when we almost met, we immediately became angry. Always look ready to fight."

"But I still can't figure out why he and I are always talking about each other and never really had a fight. In fact, when I think about it now, after picking up and chewing on many details, Qi Ling will always be the one who backed down. "

"I'm still wondering if he liked me back then."

"Fuck," Qi Ling looked at the screen and cursed with a smile, "What kind of face can produce this illusion."

"After getting along with him every day, it was always easy to expose my vulnerable side to him. Fuck me, I was really upset. At that time, I thought, this guy has mastered so many secrets that I have lost, and he will definitely be happy in his heart. I."

"But he didn't."

"The first time the two of us kissed was on the mountain. No, it was just a kiss. I thought this person was too bold at the time. How could he break into my territory so simply and rudely and single-handedly. I always thought that my strong city wall , was destroyed so easily by him. This man is so strange, so I want to know more about him."

Qi Ling was engrossed in listening, with an unconscious smile on his lips all the time, contentedly like a three-hundred-pound idiot from the village next door.

"After that, I won't talk about it today. If it's important, I'll continue tomorrow."

Qi Ling pressed the pause button, and the last scene was Di Chu smiling at the camera, handsome and gentle.

After the video was saved, Qi Ling sighed: "Chu Chu, I really want to watch your video recording tomorrow."

"Here is the pillow." Di Chu pointed to the bed, "Do you need to prepare something?"

"I'm so handsome, do I need to prepare?" Qi Ling cut back to record the video and sat down on the chair.

Di Chu walked behind the camera and looked at the screen, and had to admit that Qi Ling was indeed very photogenic.When a normal person is on camera, his entire face will look fatter than in real life, so most celebrities will desperately lose weight in order to look good on camera.

But Qi Ling's facial features are three-dimensional, with sharp edges and corners, which is really good.

Qi Ling cast an electric eye at the camera, making Di Chu feel the shocking anger through the screen.What kind of idiot can do this, Di Chu wanted to laugh.

Qi Ling made an A movement, relaxed his shoulders, and said to himself: "The first video is recorded, let me confess first, Di Chu, I love you."

Di Chu's knees softened, and he looked at Qi Ling's serious eyes on the screen.

The little deer in my heart was bumped into a concussion.

"Chu, do you know what the only impression I had of you at the beginning? It was your walking posture. Fuck me, that's so simple. You have an outstanding demeanor, and you walk with style! The highest level of being handsome, the best in the world for pretending to be awesome! The first This is the first time I have seen such a coquettish move."

"At that time, I looked at your hips, long legs, and narrow waist, and I thought, we must be in perfect harmony on the bed!"

"Damn!" Di Chu suddenly raised his head and looked at Qi Ling, "What the hell are you talking about? You say it again?! At that time?! Damn, you still record a J8 record!"

Qi Ling quickly stretched out Erkang's hand, and with a social JPG face, said: "Hey hey hey! The director can't interfere with the actors, and let them take a good shot. Wait for the box lunch!"

Di Chu stretched out his hand and nodded him, indicating to continue.

This hatred is written down.

Qi Ling stared at the camera again: "I said, at first, I just came to confess my love today. How do you say that, it seems that the most intense heartbeat in a person's life is divided into three times, being called by the teacher in class, and kicking down the stairs Step on the air, and when you smile at me."

"I am not, my strongest heartbeat is divided into many times, the first time you looked at me, the first time you called my name, the first time you touched me, the first time you kissed me, you When she shed tears for the first time. There were too many."

"I was struggling before, what should I say to make you understand how much I like you, I'm afraid that you won't realize it, that you don't feel fully, and that you think I don't care enough about you."

"Until you yelled at me just now, showing a threatening and aggressive look, as if you were going to pick me up and fight, I suddenly figured it out."

Qi Ling slowly straightened his back, restraining his smug and unruly smirk.

Di Chu unconsciously became serious and stared fixedly at the screen.

"Chu, baby, sweetheart."

"If love is a game, then I am willing to fight to the end with you."

Di Chu was startled, and slowly moved his eyes away from the screen, meeting Qi Ling who was sitting opposite him.

In this give-and-take life,

I seek only you, the star in my soul.