Jiang Chen

【Li Palace】

Why is it called Li Ge, which seems to be an inauspicious name?

Actually just because of a poem.Although his grandfather and Jiang Lige later said a lot of seemingly reasonable explanations for his name, Jiang Lige, who was smart since he was a child, naturally remembered what happened when his grandfather named him.

From the heights of the Li Palace into the blue clouds, the wind of fairy music can be heard everywhere.

Since this child was born, my family flocked to congratulate him, and the singing of the birds was like fairy music, so let's call him Li Ge.

In fact, the real situation is that grandpa, who is not ashamed, stole the food specially provided by the Jiang family for rare birds and fed them to the ordinary sparrows outside, which caused the birds to question him angrily.It's a pity that before Jiang Lige was born, only the old man could understand the words of the birds. After he was born, only the two of them understood the meaning of the birds, so the scene of the birds joining hands to question was distorted by the old man into a flock of birds congratulating them. .

So the son of the Jiang family had the seemingly sad name of Li Ge.

The Jiang family is an ancient family that has been passed down to this day. There are people in the family who can understand the language of birds and control birds.

It's really not that big of a deal.Someone raises a dog, and as time goes on, the owner knows what the dog's every move means.As for someone in the Jiang family who was born to communicate with birds, perhaps the memory of the ancestors being with the birds remained in the blood of the descendants, and the descendants also took the birds as companions, leaving those memories behind.It has been passed down from generation to generation, and in later generations, a certain descendant has the memory left in his blood, so he understands the language of the birds that accompany him.

In a word, the Jiang family has learned a foreign language through the ancient and long history of inheritance.

A small language that is not easy to learn.

Because it is difficult to learn, once you learn it, you will master skills that are difficult for ordinary people to master.

It will also be repulsive.

Maybe it's not being repulsive, but repelling the approach of others.

Before the end of the world, apart from being close to his grandfather who possessed the same skill, Jiang Lige lived independently and proudly.

It is indeed something to be proud of mastering a skill that others do not understand.But the arrival of the end times shattered this fragile pride.

Because in the last days, Jiang Lige finally understood that he is a human being, not a bird.As a human being, he has the same emotions and constraints as ordinary people.

He is not a bird, without the wings that can break free.

Unfortunately, when he understood this simple truth, he had no chance to make up for it.

He could only allow himself to fall into the abyss and cut off all past connections.

【With the wind】

When Zhong Li met Jiang Lige for the first time, he felt that this kid was too arrogant.

At that time, Jiang Lige lowered his head and rummaged through things in the villa, completely ignoring his approach.

Maybe it was a whim of interest, maybe it was a keen intuition of danger, Zhong Li didn't make a move, but watched Jiang Lige rummaging for something, and watched the young man's face gradually show an expression of annoyance.

Then Zhong Li said in a strange way: "What are you looking for? Do you need help?"

Unsurprisingly, the young man showed a look of surprise and vigilance on his face.

Later, the two teamed up to survive in the apocalypse after losing all the power to maintain balance after being exposed to intense ultraviolet radiation. They formed their own team, and then betrayed and fled.

Everything, traced back to the bottom line, was only because he extended a helping hand to him in that villa back then.

When returning to the temporary stronghold from the edge of the cliff, Zhong Li killed everyone who participated in the siege of Jiang Lige.

Including himself.

When the cold blade of the knife that was picked up later stained with Jiang Lige's blood cut across the warm skin, and when he felt his own blood rushing out of the wound along the wound, Zhong Li only felt that all the pain was away from him. Going away, and his body became extremely light, a little wind can make him float up and pass through the ceiling.

He saw his younger sister Xiaoyan cursing and tidying up his body lying on the ground without making a sound, and after arranging everything properly, she stood in a daze in front of the photo he didn't know when it was taken.The person in the photo was grinning heartlessly, while the person outside the photo lost his usual calm, crying and cursing, his voice choked up, which made him wonder for a while that this was not his own sister.

He sighed silently, floated behind the girl and stretched out his arms to wrap her around her, like a comforting hug.

It's just that the people who were closest to me in the past can't feel it anymore.

……

There have been scientific studies that say that the brain will be a few grams lighter after death, which is the evidence of the existence of the human soul.

Although Zhong Li in the past could not be said to sneer, he would never believe it.But now he is floating beside Xiaoyan, suddenly a little uncertain about his existence, whether it is a real soul or an illusory dream just before death.

Like the soul in the novel, he cannot touch any objects, and no one can see him; unlike the soul in the novel, he is not afraid of the sun, and even loves the warm feeling of the light shining on his body.

It felt like he was still alive.

In this boundary between reality and illusion, Zhong Li has existed for a long, long time.It's been so long that he watched his own sister who he used to protect grow into a ruthless queen, and struggled to build a peach blossom garden in the book in the chaotic end times. , leave something in this world.

Zhong Li looked at Xiaoyan lying on the bed, her beautiful face faded in time, her dull eyes showed some worries about the future, and she felt relieved that she could finally let go.

Just left, no regrets.

Zhong Li suddenly felt that he was a jerk, let the originally weak girls pick up their lost dreams, covered the weak nature with a strong and cold shell, and really built a paradise in the book in the chaos.

But what can he do now?He tried many times, but never succeeded in doing what he wanted to do.He tried to possess others, but he could only pass through them again and again; he tried to write a note to contact his loyal subordinates, but he could only watch the pen that he used every day fall lonely in the corner.

He is now a shadow forgotten in reality by illusion, confused about his future in endless wandering.

Then, Zhong Li got lost.

Lost in reality, he forgets his illusion.He began to see himself as a real person, not a shadow of nothingness.He began to worship and repent to Jiang Lige, a friend who had left long ago, every day, and conveyed his will to the backbone in the imminent chaos of Taohuayuan.

The strange thing is that what he could not do when he was sober, he did very well when he was lost.

Taohuayuan has stabilized under Zhong Li's means, but the leader has always been a mystery.Some people say that he is a soul who returned from hell, and he is used to the suffering of hell and does not want to make the world become like that; Then give advice to the real power holders.

It's just that no one has ever thought of lifting the thick black curtain to see what's behind it.

Zhong Li existed like this, until one day he took out the incense burner and photos to worship as usual, and when he saw the smoke curling up in front of his eyes, he felt the prying eyes from the window.

It's just that this kind of snooping didn't make him feel disgusted or angry, but filled with anxiety and guilt.

Zhong Li, who had long been lost in reality and fantasy, seemed to feel the emotion and peace in the eyes of the person who had passed away because of his mistake when he came back, and he who had stopped mumbling in front of the incense burner long ago He talked a lot about the worship, he said that the prying gaze had long since disappeared from his feelings and he couldn't stop, and he couldn't stop crying.

Then he felt the majesty and peace of death.

Zhong Li finally understood that his existence was unwillingness, expectation, remorse, and the persistence of all his obsessions that he didn't want to escape like this.

Now, the old man looks back, Taoyuan is already there, and he doesn't need to exist anymore.

Because no one has been there for a long time, the dusty black curtain moved slightly along the direction of the wind, and the dots of gray floating in the air were the thoughts of someone finally relieved.

【Xianle】

Jiang Lige had a dream.

He hadn't had a dream for a long time, but this time the dream was different from usual.

In this dream, it is no longer the monotonous escape and pursuit in the previous life, but the first days when they just came to the bottom of the valley and lived with Gu Lao and the others.

At that time, he had just started to study medicine and made the first bottle of wound medicine.

He was very happy that day, and the long-lost relaxed mood made him decide to go out for a walk instead of staying in the valley.

When he was identifying and picking the medicinal herbs recorded in the medical knowledge taught to him by Gu Lao, he saw the white bird following him suddenly turn back and fly to the other side.

When Jiang Lige followed the trail of the white bird, he pushed aside the vegetation in front of him, and saw the boy in black who was half immersed in the water.

Probably the relaxed atmosphere in Guli changed part of Jiang Lige's character. At this time, he suddenly remembered that he was already a doctor, so instead of turning a blind eye like before, he dragged the boy ashore and saved the only A young boy who was left with one breath.

Jiang Lige was shocked when he pushed back the black hair on the boy's face in black and saw the disaster-like face.

He thought, it turns out that the original appearance without plastic surgery is called "the beauty of beauty".

However, this only left a little emotion in his heart, but it dissipated in a moment.

Later, the boy woke up, and when he heard his voice, his eyes were full of vigilance.

But Jiang Lige didn't care at all. In the last days, every living person has this kind of gaze, but it's just clear and obscure.

Perhaps the boy's eyes were too clear, so penetrating that he seemed to be able to see through people's hearts, so the vigilance that should have been hidden in the depths of the black eyes was revealed unreservedly.

In the dream, Jiang Lige watched the boy put down the medicine and sweet-scented osmanthus cake and leave.The dream was frozen and shattered at this moment.

Because his memory only goes so far.

Opening his eyes, he saw the man's handsome face without the mask in his hazy vision.

The moonlight outside the window fell on the always cold person, softening the harsh lines.Jiang Lige, who was extremely exhausted for some inexplicable reason, had just woken up with blurred vision, and the accumulation of everything, plus the dream just now, made his long-forgotten memory clear.

It turns out that... I have known each other for a long time...

Due to excessive exhaustion, Jiang Lige fell asleep again.So he naturally didn't notice the already sober eyes of the people around him, as well as the remembrance and tenderness in them.

It doesn't matter if you forget, sooner or later you will remember.

Not to mention, I remember.

The author has something to say:

That's right, Qingqiu is back!

[I've been cheating for so long, are you embarrassed? ! ! ! ! ! 】

Hehe, Wenwen will definitely not cheat or eunuchs, it's just whether it ends sooner or later...

[Serious face] Cough cough, friends who are still paying attention can see that Li Ge and Chen Sheng have known each other for a long time~

It's just that Li Ge forgot, Chen Sheng also forgot at first, and only remembered later...

Alright, let Qingqiu do the math, there are still two extra episodes, this article is completely over!