sad love

At the end of 2013, dark clouds have been hanging over my head. It has been three years since I came out to play, and I am finally 25 years old.

I am happy that I am one year older, but secretly sad at the same time.

Zhang Long and Liu Xiaoyan got married, and Jing Yi and I were their best man and bridesmaid.The wedding is simple, let's pray for the couple

Blessing, I wish them a happy life together.

"Yunjie, when are you and Jingyi?" Yuting said.

Caught me off guard, I looked up at Jingyi, "We're not ready yet."

The word "marriage" is played by today's young people

The taste has changed, but it is still sacred in my heart, I adore her and fear her.I know it's ridiculous to cling to this concept in the era of 'love is quantified by money', but I always believe that the era of glory and loss will eventually pass, and the sacred love will return.

Gee also attended the wedding of Zhang Long and Liu Xiaoyan.Yu Ting's words made Gua wake up, she launched an attack on me, as if

The words she firmly believes in: women will become inhuman for love.

"Jay, do you remember what you promised me?"

"Of course I remember, to accompany you for a week."

"Now is the time, I need your company."

"Say what do you want me to do?"

"The farther we get from this place the better."

I packed my luggage and told Jingyi that I was going on a business trip for a week.You are driving on the highway.

"Where are we going?"

"Stop where there is the sea, set up a tent by the sea and live there, and you can be yourself after staying for a week."

I looked out the car window, the sky was gray.Far from the shackles of the city and the pressure of work, I should be happy, but my heart is tightly contracted because I am carrying a huge lie.The car was bumping, how I wish I could shake off the troubles on the top of my head.I don't know when I fell asleep.Goo woke me up, and I looked forward sleepily, the waves rolling on the vast sea in front of me.Me and I rented a small wooden house by the sea. It made a creaking sound in the sea breeze, and I felt tired of hearing the sound of the waves.

As soon as it got dark, I fell into bed and fell asleep. In fact, I didn't sleep at all, and my eyes were looking at the night.媤吃 rolled over

, and finally got up and walked out of the hut, I didn't notice when she returned.When I woke up in the morning, she slept soundly with her pillow on my arm. I silently watched her sleeping soundly, her brows were tightly furrowed, and her eyelashes moved slightly.

She opened her eyes and saw me staring blankly at her. "What are you doing?"

"You look so charming when you sleep." Gu Ge looked at me blankly, and slightly moved her lips for a long time: "Kiss me?" I leaned forward and kissed every inch of her skin frantically, feeling the blood vessels It was about to burst and I ended up inside her.

In the evening, I ate the dinner provided by the landlady, and then walked on the beach hand in hand.Blurred sea area in the distance

Confused, I don't know how many secrets are hidden.

"Hey, do you know why I like the sea?"

"Because the sea is huge."

"Because the sea can bury many secrets, as long as you close your eyes and spit out your secrets to the sea, it will forever be yours."

far conservative. "

"Really?" Yuu asked me with her rare innocent expression, then closed her eyes and muttered something in her mouth, and opened her eyes after a while.

He opened his eyes and smiled and asked me: "Do you want to know my secret?"

"Please trust the sea."

"Let me tell you for Dahai, I hope you will marry me! Haha."

"I found that your nerves are always wrong." I don't know what to test, I always feel a little uneasy. "Come out and play

Throw away those rubbish thoughts. "

"Going out to play is to relax myself, but I bring these real

What's the matter with the real idea?am I wrong?Do I have to keep my brain in a vacuum? "Guige was very emotional. I tried to comfort her, but she turned and ran along the coastline. I didn't catch up, so I left the task of comforting her to Haifeng. I sat on the beach and looked at the undulating sea. The humid sea breeze brushed my face, feeling chilly.

I went back to the wooden house, but the girl hadn't come back yet.I open my hand

Check the time on the computer, it is already 23:00.I dialed her phone and no one answered. I hurried out of the wooden house and searched along the beach, calling her name.But I found that my shout was swallowed by the sea wind.Finally, I walked into the beach bar and looked around, and saw a person lying on the table, she was drunk, she was unconscious.I picked her up and walked out of the bar back to the cabin, put her on the bed and pulled the quilt over her.The phone rang, and it was Jingyi. "My little princess, are you still asleep?"

"I don't want to sleep, I'm sick." Jingyi on the other end of the phone sobbed. "I'll be back soon." Then said

Good night hung up the phone.

When I woke up in the morning, I got breakfast, a bag of yogurt and a few pieces of toast from the landlord.After drinking, she lost her sex appeal and became more casual.

"Shall we go surfing in the afternoon?"

"Okay!" Yuu gave me a big hug.

The afternoon sun is a bit warm, and the sea water sucks the feet from time to time and feels a bit cold.

"Jay, do you know what my biggest dream is?"

"Look at the sea!"

"Yes, I dreamed that I was in a villa by the sea, playing the piano and listening to the tide. In this way, I communicated with the sea.

Flow, one day I get bored and go to another place to make money desperately, and then come back. "

"Isn't that what you look like now?"

"No! We leave the city where we work not as a free exile of the mind, but as a shock of great force. Then

Then we hid here. "

The two of us sat on the beach and had fun building the castle.I suddenly understood that life is like a city built of sand.

The fort, knowing that it will be eroded, still works tirelessly to bump it.The shadow cast by the times is nothingness, but people are busy with this nothingness.

He carefully built the castle with sand. The half-meter-high castle was almost ready. Unexpectedly, the tide rushed towards us and the castle was destroyed in a blink of an eye.

Razed to the ground.We all smiled helplessly.

In the middle of the night, the sea breeze blew fiercely, and she curled up in my arms.With a snap, I wake up the sleeping Yuu, she shakes me up from my sleep

.I opened my eyes, "Be careful!" Gouge lay on top of me, and the crossbar from the roof fell and hit her on the head.Yuge fell asleep in an instant, and I rushed out of the cabin with my arms in my arms and shouted at the landlord.

"Quick!...Call an ambulance!" The old man poked his head out to see,

Call the ambulance in a panic.A quarter of an hour later, the ambulance arrived, and she was pushed into the car, and I couldn't remember what happened when she was given oxygen. I just sat next to her and called her name anxiously.You were pushed into the emergency room, and the doctors and nurses were busy.

"How is she doing, doctor?" I asked the doctor who walked out of the room.

"She was hit hard on the head and is in critical condition. Are you her family member?"

"I'm her husband." I don't know how to pretend to be someone else's husband. Many times people are so fragile and deplorable.

laugh.After I signed, I slumped on the stool outside the operating room, praying silently for her.

I was out of danger, and my heart settled down.she lies

She lay on the bed with her eyes closed and her head wrapped in gauze.Right now I'm just waiting for her to wake up.I called Yuting Jingyi to ask about her condition, "She is much better, but she eats very little and has lost a lot of weight." I told her what happened to me and asked her to explain to Jingyi for me.

She was still unconscious, I wiped her with a towel,

The slender fingers remained motionless.I chattered beside her: wake up, wake up, I will promise you any request when you wake up, I will marry you, okay... Finally woke up, I kissed her hand and cheek excitedly.

"You said, you will marry me when I wake up, everything I want

I beg you to agree. "I nodded. Originally, the crossbar was hitting me, but when she heard my shout, she immediately climbed onto me."

"Thank you for blocking the log for me."

"If this could change the end of our story,

I am willing; if you can love me in this way, I am willing; if I become a dull amnesiac, I am willing... I sealed her mouth with a kiss, not letting her continue talking.

A month is almost over.Every day I take care of her, prepare food for her, and tell her stories.

Jingyi didn't call to say hello, and I didn't answer when I called.I asked Yuting, and she just said: You can talk about it when you come back.

This day, I was shopping for a meal and the phone rang, an unfamiliar number.

"do you remember me?"

"Mei Yu, I screamed."

"Thank you for remembering me, how are you getting married?"

I told her about my recent situation, and she reassured me that everything would pass, and encouraged me to grit my teeth and get through it.In the past few days, Gee has a great appetite. I know she needs nutrition after being ill.

"Eat slowly."

"No, we can't let our children go hungry." Hearing what you said, I was like a thunderbolt.You are pregnant with my child.

I walked out of the ward in a daze and sat on a stool in the waiting area.If I hadn't been so impulsive back then, I wouldn't have left the construction site, I wouldn't have met Jingyi, I wouldn't have met you, and what happened now wouldn't have happened.It's too late now.I stood up with all my strength and walked into the ward to sit next to Yuu, took her hand and said to her, "I will take good care of you for the rest of my life."

"I know you love Jingyi very much, and I am wronged to fall in love with me. But fate told me to meet you and fall in love with you."

The author has something to say: To love someone is to jump into the pit she has dug without thinking about your own life.