sad love

The days flow quietly like running water, just like the plot in the movie, there are moments like still water, and there are moments of continuous climax

.And I'm on the still-as-still-water plot.I was still writing my own novel, and Jingyi entered it into the computer for me.Many times I told Jingyi that I can use the keyboard to type text.But she always said that it would be nice for two people to feel the silence of the night together.Many nights I finished writing a manuscript and handed it to Jingyi, only to find that she was asleep at the desk.It's so unbearable to disturb.

Yunfei's company went bankrupt, and he became a homeless man. He would often come home drunk and argue with Yuting like a volcanic eruption.Yuting is going to change jobs, on the one hand because she no longer has that mood; on the other hand, she wants to work hard to restore this broken home.I reached out to him and I introduced her to our company.I told you about Yu Ting's situation.

"I can help her, but there is one condition."

"What conditions?"

"Promise me to be your girlfriend."

"no!"

"I know you're going to answer that, but I can choose

Step back, you have to stay with me for a week.You are my VIP this week. "I couldn't resist and had to agree to her terms.

Later, I finally realized that I made the wrong move and was trapped in a mess.

Yuting came to work in our company, and she never mentioned the agreement between me and her.I wish she forgot, but

Facts have proved how difficult it is for a woman to forget one thing.

Seeing Yunfei groggy, I decided to talk to him.

"Yunfei, do you know that Yuting gave up her dream for you, do you feel sorry for her for being so groggy?"

"I'm sorry for her, but I can't control my emotions, I always hurt her constantly. I remember when we first met

When I was young, I went to work hand in hand every day, and then went to the amusement park and went to the movies together.But one day I found myself changed, and I didn't even know how to describe myself.I always feel that I am being controlled by a big hand, and a thick dark cloud is pressing on my head.I work hard every day, hoping that I can become big, can get rid of the control of that hand, and can break through the dark clouds above my head. "

"Stop beating yourself up."

"You know how I got the manager?"

"Hmph! In the previous company, no matter how hard I tried, I was not recognized. In the end, I took the company's internal information to

Go to another company and trade that information for a position.The boss of the company is such a fucking jerk, and he quickly agreed.But later I found out that the bastard was doing some speculative things, so the company lasted for a long time.I'm over too, is this God's punishment for me? "

"Maybe, I hope God's punishment will give you a new life, and start anew with Yuting."

"It's impossible to start over between us, because we've lost so much between each other. It will cause more damage

s damage. "

"Then how do you plan to deal with the problem between you and Yu Ting?"

"I want to go away for a while and think about it."

Yunfei left, leaving a letter to Yuting: Yuting, I am leaving, I have always wanted to say sorry to you, even though thousands of

No words of sorry can clear up my apologies to you.When we first met, every day was very happy and fulfilling.If I could choose to start from scratch, I would cherish everything between us, just like when we first met.But we have changed, and we are full of vicissitudes of life being pulled by the giant wheel of life.You and I are no longer that teenage girl with lucid dreams.Thank you for giving so much for me, even giving up your favorite drawing design.And I used to be so ignorant that I have been brazenly trampling on your dreams.I became unreasonable and attacked you with bad words, and I knew it was wrong.The reason why I chose to leave is that I want to use the span of space to take a good look at myself.Finally, please thank Yunjie for me, he is a good friend.I really want to hope that when I leave, you can look after each other like before.goodbye.The signature is: Not worthy of the one you love.

We wait for Yunfei to come back.I didn't know it was his farewell letter until the spring of the following year.

Yunfei left, Yuting partnered with us, and we left the daily affairs to her and Jingyi.We dare not expect many surprises to appear

, live carefully every day.Now I drink alone. I remember that two years ago today, there were Brother Zhang and Yunfei by my side. We were very happy to chat while drinking. I was left alone, I was just in a daze silently.I really want to know how brother Zhang and sister-in-law Zhang are doing, and whether their happy reunion is learning arithmetic.Without Yunfei's information, is he drinking alone like me?

The author has something to say: dreams are always teasing us.