Double ten

That day is coming soon.

Xia Chengfeng barely survived the whole night in the car, and the next day he was full of energy as if he had taken a stimulant.

To recover from grief so quickly, he received a text message and a phone call last night.

The text message was sent by Xu Qi, and only three words were sent: I'm sorry.

At first, he didn't understand why Xu Qi sent these three words. He guessed or sent the wrong words, but after thinking about it carefully, it must not be as simple as sending the wrong words during the Chinese New Year. Thinking about it when he was at home before Perhaps Xu Qi revealed the parents' objection and prior knowledge, so it makes sense to explain it this way.

The call was from his younger brother Xia Yunfeng, and the two talked for a long time.

"Brother, why didn't you say something in advance, today is a small year, why did you choose such a day to talk about it?"

"I can't wait."

"I know you are anxious, but you have to think about your parents. They are getting older and their health is getting worse..."

"I don't think about them, what about you? I like men, but I don't want to get married. Why are you?"

"Brother, I'm talking about you now, not me..."

"You like Liusu, don't you?"

"elder brother?"

"I'm sorry, Ah Feng, you don't have to worry about me, I don't like her at all, you should boldly chase after the person you like."

"So you always knew Brother, I'm not good enough for her, you two are good enough."

"You are my younger brother, how could I not know? Just like you know about me. Ah Feng, remember, there is no compromise in love, no one is worthy of anyone, you are also the blood of the Xia family, You are no worse than anyone else."

"No, you are wrong. You forgot, in the eyes of outsiders, I am the adopted son of the Xia family, and you are the orthodox blood of the Xia family."

"So that's why you've been giving up on yourself, being ignorant and promiscuous outside?"

"..."

"Ah Feng, happiness is something you can control yourself. Others can't give you happiness, and others can't stop your happiness. You only have one life, so think about it clearly!"

"..."

After the phone call ended, Xia Chengfeng thought for a long time, and became more convinced that his younger brother would take over the tasks of the Xia family.

He owed his younger brother too much, and it was time for his younger brother to live in front of others instead of hiding behind the shadows.

Picking up the phone, dialed the familiar number and asked him to come down to meet.

The man was a little impatient, so he had to threaten: "If you don't come down, I'll go up. This time, let's make it clear, and I won't pester you again!"

Success or failure depends on this time.After hanging up the phone, he waited anxiously for the person's arrival.

In less than a quarter of an hour, the man left the community, looked around, found his car, and strode over.

The man was wearing very casual, light blue jeans that fit him, and a black down jacket. The hair on his forehead fluttered in the wind, revealing his smooth forehead from time to time. His palm-sized face was shining in the sun. Magnificent and psychedelic, the whole person is given a layer of dazzling light.

He has changed a lot, from the bright colors in the room to now wearing other colors, this change is moving in a better and better direction.

He was still so good-looking and so attractive.Xia Chengfeng thought about it, watched him getting closer and closer, controlled the urge not to get out of the car, waited for him to stand in front of the car window, and asked himself coldly: "What's the matter?"

"Get in the car first." This is not a place to talk. When he sat in the passenger seat, Xia Chengfeng reminded him to fasten his seat belt and was going to find a quiet place to talk.

"No need, let's talk about it here." Mu Feng stared ahead, his hands didn't move, "Today is New Year's Eve, if you have anything to say, hurry up, I still have something to do."

It's really a face for him to be able to come, since he refuses to go to other places to talk, it's okay to talk in the car.Xia Chengfeng didn't pick a place, and also looked at the front, his dry lips were torn apart, and his voice was hoarse: "You slipped your tongue, Xiaofeng!"

"..." Mu Feng didn't answer his words, and waited quietly for him to say.

As he thought, Xia Chengfeng didn't expect him to answer, and talked about the thoughts he had accumulated in his heart for many years: "Remember you said that you would play basketball with me after returning to school on National Day, did you forget? Waiting for you, but I didn’t wait for you. At the beginning, I heard that you murdered and went to jail. I didn’t believe it. Didn't wait for you to show up, night after night, until college graduation."

"It's been 20 years, you finally appeared, you don't know how happy I am, even though it's not on the court, even though you don't have the sunshine before, it still makes me happy, because, I found out, I can't forget you, in my heart, There is always your place."

"For so many years, I have looked for both men and women. I couldn't get hard. I thought I was a useless person. Until the moment I met you, my body reacted. It's not that I don't lift, I only lift for you. Do you really not like me at all?"

While talking, looking ahead, Xia Chengfeng never took his eyes off the rearview mirror of the car. He kept paying attention to the expression of the people around him, but to his disappointment, the expression of that person was flat and unchanged.

Could it be that what I said was not sincere enough?Not impressing him enough?

All he could think of was the month when the two of them lived together defenselessly, other than that, he really couldn't come up with any other reliable persuasion.

what to do?Like a young man who has just come into contact with sex, he nonsensically wants to tell someone that he likes him, and wants him to understand his mind.

That person will understand, will he understand him?Xia Chengfeng was looking forward to it, feeling extremely nervous.

The waiting time was always so long, as if it had been a century before I heard that person's very faint voice: "Xia Chengfeng..."

He called me, he called my name, come on, I'm ready.His hand resting on the window of the car couldn't help sweating, and he couldn't help but exert a little force.

"I'm sorry I didn't come as promised."

You don't have to say sorry, no matter how long you wait, I'm willing, as long as you show up.

"Thank you for taking care of me."

Fool, do you still need to be so serious with me?

"You are a man, I am a man, this is impossible..."

"You haven't tried it, so how do you know it's impossible?" Xia Chengfeng didn't want to listen to his words of losing before he did it. He squeezed his shoulders, turned his body, and said eagerly: "Xiaofeng, trust me, trust us ,OK?"

Mu Feng didn't rush to break away from the hand that pinched his painful shoulders, Mu Feng looked straight into his eyes, with great pain hidden in the black pupils: "Since you know that I have killed people and been imprisoned, then you also know that what happened in the prison Are there other things? Like those said on the Internet, do you believe it?"

"I know, I know everything." Pulling him into his arms, his eyes flushed, Xia Chengfeng tried his best to suppress his violent emotions, and narrated: "When I saw your pseudonym, I stopped everything I was doing and breathed a sigh of relief. After reading "Picking Nightmare", I know that this book is a true portrayal of your life. I know all the happy and unhappy ones. I hate, I hate why I am not by your side, why I can't protect you well. Xiaofeng, I don't care, I don't care about these, in the future, let me protect you and give me a chance, okay?"

Desperately suppressing his emotions, Mu Feng pushed him away, and said excitedly: "Since you know all about it, you still want to provoke me because you think I'm easy to bully and fun, don't you?"

"No, no, Xiaofeng, I'm serious, believe me!" Knowing that this is the bottom line of that person, he still went to scratch the scar, damn it.

"Trust you? Heh, let me tell you, I don't believe anyone. If you want to go to someone, you go and don't bother me anymore. Try not to see each other in the future, thank you for your cooperation!" After speaking in one breath, Mu Feng couldn't wait Open the car door and get off the car, and walk briskly into the community.

"Xiaofeng!" As soon as he left, Xia Chengfeng became anxious, and hurriedly unbuckled his seat belt, got out of the car and chased after him.

His strength is inferior to others, this is a flaw, Mu Feng couldn't break free from the shackles of his elbows, his eyes were scarlet, "Let go, or I'll be called a security guard."

Still impatient.Xia Chengfeng let go of his hand, trying to comfort him as much as possible, but unexpectedly, the more he said, the worse he said: "I'm sorry, I don't want you to think about the unpleasant things in the past. Xiaofeng, the past is over, you have to look forward, Looking into the future, if you live happily, your parents will be happy if they know about it..."

"Don't mention them, what do you know?" Mu Feng stared at him fiercely and helplessly like a wounded leopard: "If possible, I only wish to never see each other again!"

Turning around, stepping forward, the soft casual shoes carry a heavy weight and move forward slowly.

The distance between the two slowly opened up. If it doesn't work this time, I'm afraid there will never be a chance.Xia Chengfeng shouted loudly behind him: "Mu Feng, as long as you are willing to take a step back, as long as you are willing to hold my hand, then I will walk the rest of the way, okay?"

"I'm serious, Mu Feng."

In the early morning, in addition to the joggers, there were also those who brought their families to go shopping and bought vegetables. They passed by and looked sideways. Because of the New Year's Eve dinner tonight, no one stopped to observe.Not far away, the security guards of the residential area kindly looked over frequently, as if something happened, they rushed over immediately.

He didn't care about the curious eyes of others, Xia Chengfeng's eyes could only accommodate the person in front of him, and he stood five steps away from that person, waiting for the person's reply.

The cold wind was blowing head-on, making his cheeks ache, as if it was going to blow him backwards, Mu Feng bit his lips tightly, raised his feet, lowered them, raised them again, and lowered them again... step by step, calm and powerful .In the south where there is no snow, the ground is flat and stable, with no resistance at all.

sorry.He who can only say these three words in his heart, for Xia Chengfeng who stretched out his hand gently, for Xia Chengfeng who made him want to get closer, and for Xia Chengfeng who made him want to hold on tight, He, Mu Feng, had no chance to choose.

He can't go back, he can only go forward, in front of a person.

Those three simple words contained too many emotions. How could he let such a perfect man take care of him when he was covered with scars?He is not worthy, they are not the same, he cannot bring him shame, humiliation, and sin, a person like him does not deserve anyone's love.

"Why...why you still can't accept me, why?"

"It is said that love does not ask for anything in return, but I, I can't do it. I have waited for you for 20 years, and I have loved you for 20 years. For 20 years, how many 20 years are there in life, you just have a little chance Are you so cruel that you don’t even want to give it to me?”

"Mu Feng, I hate you, I hate you!"

In the last sentence, Xia Chengfeng almost yelled, and the man pushed him away without a trace of hesitation, even though he was so humble, he still couldn't win the man's heart.

Lost family and love, Xia Chengfeng, how could he live such a failure?

No, he is a strong man, a high-ranking director, he has a huge company, and he will not admit defeat.

Love is the driving force for progress, but it can also make people crazy.

Afterwards, when the two meet again, it is not a lover, not a friend, not a cooperative relationship, but a transaction.

The love has not been answered to the depths, and the love gives birth to hatred.