Double ten

"Chengfeng, you are not young anymore. Others say that you have a family and a business. You used to say that you have a family before you start a family. Now that you have established a business, you should think about starting a family, right?" Father Xia, who was at the top, spoke.

"Yeah, Chengfeng, your dad is right." Mother Xia pushed her reading glasses and scooped thick chicken soup for her husband, "Your dad and I have retired for many years. Even the grandson is in his teens and twenties. You are in your forties, and you procrastinated not to get married, and your brother refused to make excuses. Seeing that the year after year has passed, you two have to let the two of us The old guy hugs his grandchildren."

As for having to listen to the "marriage reminder" from his parents every few days, Xia Chengfeng's face was indifferent, and he didn't see his younger brother Xia Yunfeng's winking. The old man was in a hurry, but he had already planned it himself.

"What if, what if I don't marry a woman for the rest of my life?" It's time, it's over.He can't keep this secret forever, he still wants to bring that person to meet his family, although he met once, it's not official after all.

He wanted to bring that person upright to meet his parents and let them accept him.

"Nonsense! If you don't marry a woman, do you want to marry a man?" Father Xia gave him a hard look with his beard, and didn't take his words to heart. He took the chicken soup from his wife, took a spoon and began to drink it.

"That's right, it's a matter of course for men and women to get married. How can anyone not get married?" The same words would be babbled several times a month. Mother Xia was tired of saying it, but she didn't mind it.Poor parents all over the world.

Different from his parents' attitude, Xia Yunfeng who heard his words knew that he was serious, thinking about what day it was, his heart was full of alarm bells, and after his winks were ignored, he kicked his brother under the table all the time, signaling him not to continue talking up.

Shrinking his legs, avoiding his attack, Xia Chengfeng glanced at him indifferently, then looked at his parents, "As my father said, I really want to marry a man."

"Pfft...cough...cough cough..." Feeling that the chicken soup tastes good, Father Xia drank two extra sips, not wanting to be choked by his astonishing words, but fortunately he tilted his head quickly so that the dinner on the table could not be "hit".

"Oh!" Wang Ma was sent back to celebrate the New Year, Xia Mu wiped his mouth with a napkin and patted his back: "You can't talk well, do you have to make the old man angry?"

The latter words were naturally spoken to Xia Chengfeng.

After coughing for a long time, he drank some water and finally stopped coughing. Father Xia pointed at his eldest son, out of breath, "Cough... he just wants to... piss me off to death!"

"Bah bah bah, those who are older than the Chinese New Year are not allowed to say that word." Xia's mother broke him, clasped her hands together and recited the Buddha. No wonder, the eldest of the two sons is not married, and she has to believe in Buddhism as an intellectual.

"Hmph!" Father Xia snorted heavily, gave his son a big look, and picked up his chopsticks to pick up vegetables: "I think that daughter of your Uncle Liu's family is not bad, although she is an only child, she is a bit more pampered, but she is much better than those foxy girls outside. Hurry up and go to their house tomorrow to pay a visit, and settle things early."

"I don't like her." Xia Chengfeng replied firmly.When it's time to break it, it's broken, and don't let others have thoughts that shouldn't be there. He has paved the way for the two elders: "If it's for the sake of passing on the family, then leave it to Ah Feng."

"What... what?" Xia Yunfeng was completely stunned, he kept winking at his brother, but he didn't expect his brother to give him such a blow.

"Crack!" Xia's father, who reacted almost at the same time as the younger son, slapped the chopsticks for holding vegetables on the table. He was angry, because the force was too strong, and even the reading glasses were shaken. He didn't care, just looked at the elder son. , opened his voice and shouted: "You are the eldest son of my old Xia family, do you understand your responsibilities, huh?"

"I understand, and it's because I understand that I have to face my own sexual orientation." Xia Chengfeng put down the bowls and chopsticks in his hand, moved the chair and stood up, bowed deeply to the two elders, determined his mind, and said: " I like men, Mom and Dad, your son likes men and will not marry any woman."

From the day he knew his sexual orientation, he knew how much he shouldn't be as Xia's eldest son, but love is beyond his control. There will be no peace in the future.

Facing his own sexual orientation, convincing his parents to let his younger brother take over the Xia family, these are the responsibilities he should face most.

But how could the elders of the Xia family understand what he had thought about carefully?They only felt that it was a bolt from the blue, that their excellent son could not like men but women.

"You intend to piss me off, don't you?" His face flushed red with anger, Xia's father finally straightened the frame of the mirror, and looked at him carefully: "Just because of a man who has been in prison, you want to lose the responsibility of the Xia family? Are you still my Lao Xia's son, huh?"

"Do you know who I'm talking about?" He never mentioned it in front of his parents, how could they know?Xia Chengfeng turned his eyes to his younger brother, Xia Yunfeng shook his head lightly, expressing that he hadn't told his parents.

"Hmph~" Father Xia was so angry that he didn't want to say anything, he sat down and turned his head, not looking at the guy who made him angry.

Xia Chengfeng saw that his father didn't want to talk to him, so he turned his head to look at his mother. Xia's mother had long since lost her mind to eat, so she thought about it and said slowly: "We read about you and him in the newspaper. I called you in a hurry, and you told me not to worry about it, we thought you were hyping it up to promote the show... Who knows, it doesn't count if you bring him to your house, and let him go to your room, the way you look at him, Mom, I'm not blind... You were born by me, why don't I know... Hinayana, please cut off contact with him, huh? It doesn't matter if you don't like Liusu, as long as it's a woman, it doesn't matter what she is Mom doesn't care about your background or what you do, as long as you live a good life with women..."

"Mom!" Xia Chengfeng interrupted his mother's crying, and interrupted her increasingly outrageous words, knowing that she could not accept such a son, but he still wanted to say, not only to say, but also to explain clearly.He left the seat, knelt down on his knees, looked at his mother who covered her mouth and dared not cry, blamed herself and said helplessly: "Mom, I'm sorry, my son is not filial. My son really likes Mufeng. He didn't get married all these years because of He, please help me!"

After saying that, he kowtowed to the ground and begged the elders for forgiveness. Mother Xia shook her head, tears streaming down her face, covering her face and weeping. Xia Yunfeng, who was sitting next to her, quickly got up to comfort her, "Mom, brother doesn't mean that, you usually urge him Urgently, he had no choice but to use this excuse as an excuse."

To persuade his mother, he did not forget to wink at his brother, "Brother, don't talk about it, today is a new year, everyone should eat first..."

"What are you going to eat! Ah?" Father Xia sat sideways and didn't look at anyone, thinking about the report he sent, he was very angry: "Don't talk to your brother, he knows what he has done, If he doesn't want to marry a woman and is willing to be with a man who can't be seen in the public eye, then don't go back to this family, my old Xia family can't afford to lose this man."

"Not to be on the stage? Shame?" Xia Chengfeng stood up on his knees, feeling heartbroken at his father's incomprehension: "Mu Feng is not not on the stage, although he has been in that place, but he is a good person, he has always been very good A very good person, maybe that's why I like him. I don't feel ashamed if I like him, please don't say such things again, Dad. "

"What? You've done everything, why don't you let me say it?"

"Look at the reports outside. Is it as simple as that he was involved in a crime? Can he be a good person who has been in that kind of place? Or is he innocent?"

"Born you and raised you, are your mother and I no better than an outsider? Huh?" Family affection is the most effective card, even though father Xia is heartbroken, he still wants to pull in his son who has been in trouble.

Since ancient times, it is difficult to have both family affection and love. If you choose family affection, you will sacrifice your life's happiness. If you choose love, you will be unfilial.Xia Chengfeng, who has been preparing all the time, thinks that his parents, who are intellectuals, will understand the meaning of love better than others. It seems that he thinks everything too simply.

His parents, like all parents in the world, did not admit the fact that their son would like a man.

Same-sex illegal?Same sex not accepted?It's just love, why should you care what other people think?

Of course you have to care, how can you not care?

Relatives, family, even if other people do not agree or tolerate, it’s okay. If even the closest relatives don’t accept it, even if you can grow old hand in hand with the one you love, I’m afraid that this will create a estrangement in your heart and leave a deep impression on you. sorry.

No, it can't be like this. What Xiaofeng hopes most is for the family to be harmonious and reunite. He must convince his parents.Xia Chengfeng's fist tightened and loosened, repeated several times, and finally let go, calling out: "Dad..."

"Don't call me dad!" Xia's father sternly shouted, waved his hand to stop him from continuing, his cloudy eyes kept looking out of the window, and his words were ruthless: "I'll give you three more days to think about it, if you If you insist on doing what you want to do and bring a man back, then don’t enter this house, and I will treat my old bones as if I never gave birth to you.”

"...Is there no room for negotiation at all?"

"no!"

"Okay, I understand." After getting an affirmative answer, Xia Chengfeng turned around and left without looking back. Behind him came the crying of his heart-wrenching mother: "Why did you talk, I didn't tell you Do you want to talk to your son? What is it like now..."

Father Xia choked back: "Why didn't you say it? Do you really want him to bring a man back..."

"Mom and Dad, don't be angry, brother just can't think about it for a while, when he thinks it through, it will be fine..."

"..."

There were noises from three people in the house, Xia Chengfeng didn't care about it anymore, he drove away in the car with a cold face and an empty stomach.

He was galloping all the way, and when he encountered a traffic jam, he drove a few times back and forth in the city. With such a mood, there was only one place he could go.

He sat in the car and thought about it for a long time, and finally decided to confess his love to Mu Feng successfully, and then take him to spend time with his parents, presumably they will agree one day.

Imagination is beautiful, reality is always cruel.When he went to find Mu Feng and confessed his love to Mu Feng, what he was waiting for was a merciless rejection.

When Mu Feng said he didn't like him, there was no flaw in his firm eyes. Could it be that he was really wishful thinking?Wishful thinking for 20 years?

The confession was unsuccessful, and the delaying tactics could not be implemented. All of this was disrupted.

Under double pressure, he is a lone eagle who lost his way in love, abandoned by his lover and detested by his relatives. .