I can't beat her

It is the sun.

Ami fixed her hand on the book, feeling the warmth and light from the window.

The light on the fingertips probably felt the girl's attachment and expectation. It licked the white skin lightly, and crawled inch by inch along the girl's fingertips to the knuckles, the heels of the palms, then the back of the wrist, and finally the girl's eyelashes. is also included.

Is it golden? Ami turned her face to the light and blinked her eyes calmly. She could no longer remember the color of the sun. She remembered that when the weather was good in the past, she had to close her eyes every time she looked at the sun.

Yet the glare of escape is now a luxury.

Teacher Wen has been busy with work and business trips these days, so Ami has been staying at home.I started to miss school a bit, although she is not very popular in school, at least there is Li Sirui, the girls in the dormitory, which makes people feel missed.

There are people talking loudly on the street, which is a bit noisy. Recently, many people are moving around. There will always be a sudden lively moment, and then it will be completely silent.

The houses on Long Spoon Street are slowly becoming empty.

Ami went to the bed and touched the radio.The radio is very old, but the frequency is very good. Turning it around will change the person to talk, and turning it slowly will always switch to a singing channel.

During the turning process, some other sounds will also be heard. When encountering a clear sound, Ami will stop and listen for a while.

"Liu Ninghai, a provincial surgeon, died yesterday morning. After investigation, it was confirmed that the cause of death was suicide." In the audio, it was obvious that two people were chatting, a man and a woman.

The female voice echoed: "Well, when I heard the news, I believe everyone was as shocked as I was, and also expressed sadness. There is another angel in white in the world."

"Oh, I saw a lot of people praying for Dr. Liu on the Internet, which made me a little confused. A few days ago, Dr. Liu Ninghai was still a beast with a medical crown. How could he be so outrageous?" Talk with a smile.

The female voice followed with a smile: "Indeed, but it probably has something to do with Dr. Liu's claim of donation after his death."

"No wonder, and I also heard that the recipient he designated happened to be a blind girl who had a relatively high appearance rate on the hot search a few days ago."

Ami didn't listen carefully to what was said later, she was still holding the tuner button, the sunlight on her neck had already slipped away from her, leaving behind the coldness after the heat.

Director Liu is a doctor and understands any reaction of people to drugs, so he walked very calmly with a gentle expression, and he probably didn't suffer too much pain.He calculated the time of death, posture, expression, and the time it would take for the doctor to remove the diarrhoea.

He ended his life meticulously.

Ye Zhiqiu and Xiao Jian sat at the door of the operating room, watching a group of doctors come out.

"The transplant operation can be performed in two days. Get ready." He said this to Ye Zhiqiu. After speaking, the doctor turned to look at Xiao Jian and nodded: "Your father is a great man."

Both Xiao Jian and Ye Zhiqiu have heard similar praises many times in the past two days.It's so strange, when he was alive, he was criticized in various ways, and when he was dead, he was praised by everyone.

When the body is not dead, it is a bear, and when the body is dead, it is the name of a hero.

It was almost noon when Ye Zhiqiu arrived at Changshao Street. There were many moving trucks on the street today, and they were parked in a haphazard manner. Ye Zhiqiu moved several places before finally parking the car.

Looking at the end of Changshao Street, there is already an empty area, and the reconstruction and demolition actions are considered to be very fast.

The door on the first floor of Ami’s house was open and there was music playing on the radio upstairs. It was the same as waiting in the past, but I didn’t know what story she was reading this time.

Ye Zhiqiu gently closed the door and walked upstairs slowly.She likes to approach Ami quietly, and every time she comes quietly, she will first stand at the stairs for a while and observe Ami secretly.

Sometimes Ami will talk into the cup, sometimes he will recite ancient poetry softly, and sometimes he will get annoyed and angry because of math problems.

Sometimes, he hums a song softly or turns around and dances the dance taught in school.

But not this time, as soon as Ye Zhiqiu reached the entrance of the stairs, he saw Ami holding his little follower silently, with white gauze wrapped around his eyes.

Ami has already tried not to wrap the gauze, especially in front of Ye Zhiqiu, she always wants to appear in front of Ye Zhiqiu in a seemingly healthy state.

Ye Zhiqiu paused.

When Ami heard it, she turned her face and stood up with her little follower in her arms: "Zhiqiu."

"Aren't you happy?" Ye Zhiqiu walked up slowly, raised his hand to touch Ami's hair, brushed the white gauze lightly with his fingertips, and felt that this layer of gauze was an obstacle for the first time, making her unable to see through Ami's little thoughts.

Ami smiled and shook her head. She doesn't like to lie, but she doesn't want to be sad either.She just persuaded Zhiqiu to be happy, just a few days ago, when Director Liu was still fine.

The room was tidied up very well, a pile of fairy tale books were put away and piled up on the table, and the quilts were neatly folded. Ye Zhiqiu looked around and found that there was no one to worry about.

But why did the windows have to be covered? Ye Zhiqiu approached the window. There were several clothes hanging on the window, but it was not covered tightly, and light still leaked in sporadically.

"Does Ami want a curtain?" Ye Zhiqiu wanted to take down the hanging clothes with some obsessive-compulsive disorder.There should be a curtain, though.

Ami will be able to undergo surgery soon, and she will become like a normal person, who will have resistance to strong light, so she can't keep the room so bright.

Obsessive-compulsive disorder belongs to obsessive-compulsive disorder. Thinking that Ami must have her reasons for hanging clothes on the window, Ye Zhiqiu endured it and asked Ami for his opinion first: "The clothes don't look good when hung, I'll take them down first, and make them for Ami when the time comes." How about new curtains?"

"No, don't touch them." Ami hurriedly pulled Ye Zhiqiu back, biting her lips: "This way no one will see us."

Ye Zhiqiu was a little strange: "See us?"

"I...I want to hug Zhiqiu." Ami said that the hand holding Zhiqiu's arm was tight: "If you cover the window, no one will see me hug Zhiqiu, and no one will laugh at us."

Ami said that she leaned against Zhiqiu.She didn't dare to take the initiative to embrace Zhiqiu, fearing that Zhiqiu would be unhappy.

"Just hug Zhiqiu secretly, Zhiqiu don't tell others, even if it's wrong, no one will know, and no one will blame us."

Is it just because of this?

After being kissed by Ami last time, Ye Zhiqiu always felt that she was in a morbid tangle, and she tried to instill common sense about emotions into Ami.

She is always trying to tell Ami what a normal couple relationship is like, and her purpose is to tell Ami in words what form and gesture of love other than fairy tales should be.If love has a model, Ye Zhiqiu is actually curious about what it should be like.

Ami's words made Ye Zhiqiu finally understand that she had failed, and her bad discussion about love was not understood by Ami, but only brought shame to Ami.

Even knowing that this is a shameful thing, Ami is still willing to accept it, hiding in a place where people can't see and hugging Zhiqiu.

"Fool." Ye Zhiqiu hugged Ami in his arms, feeling the warmth after a long absence.The two were neck to neck, her cheek was pressed against Ami's small ears, and her eyes saw the halo of light leaking in from the window.

Only Ami would come up with such a way of deceiving himself.

Being hugged into his arms, Ami's first reaction was to quickly wrap his arms around Zhiqiu's waist, and endured it several times before pressing back the grievances accumulated in his heart these days.

Before Ye Zhiqiu spoke about the operation, Ami shook her head beside her neck: "Zhiqiu, don't talk."

Let me start by saying that Ami's face is buried at the base of Ami's neck. When speaking, her small mouth moves, almost touching Zhiqiu's skin: "Zhiqiu, I'm here now."

The scents from the two overlapped, causing Ye Zhiqiu to close his eyes consciously: "Well, okay, I'm listening."

"Ami isn't very good yet, but she still wants to be with Zhiqiu, whether it's a good friend or an ordinary friend."

"Teacher Wen taught me that everyone can become powerful." Ami said, "It just takes a little time."

The hug was so tight that Ami's heartbeat fluctuated, the tension and fear in his body, and even the sadness, uneasiness and grievance were all loved by Ye and Qiugan little by little.

"Ami is already very powerful." Ye Zhiqiu patted Ami's back lightly.

I can always become happy and strong quickly, always forget the harm caused by the people around me, and think about the beauty, just for this alone, compared to many people, if Liu Dao can have you like this A piece of pure courage may not leave because of the eclipse of the world.

"I know Zhiqiu is very good, very good, very capable, a great doctor, Zhiqiu will be very busy, and I don't have so much time to spend with Ami all the time, it doesn't matter, Ami can go to Zhiqiu, or you can wait for Zhiqiu Not busy." Ami said: "But Zhiqiu, don't hate me, and don't leave me."

"Ami, it's not a child." So I tried to keep my tone calm, light, not tempered, nor coquettish, but a kind of adult's steady key, although the voice is clear and sad, but it is not lost Zheng Zheng: "I have talked to Zhiqiu many times, and Zhiqiu also said that Ami must learn to make her own decisions and learn to protect herself."

In the end, it was Zhiqiu who didn't talk much, and Zhiqiu was always good at making suggestions to help her arrange or avoid some things.

"I know that you came to me to tell me that the operation can be performed." Director Liu's name might not even be mentioned.

Zhiqiu should only tell Ami that you should rest well these few days and wait for the operation. After the operation, Ami will be able to see.He even smiled and asked Ami if she was happy.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't slow down for a moment.

In fact, Ami was originally a sensitive child, but the two of them got too close, so that when they got to the back, she gradually only saw the childish side of Ami.

"I won't hate Ami, and I won't leave." Zhiqiu sighed lightly, stroking Ami's trembling shoulders: "I can't cry, I'm going to have an operation."

Ami shook her head vigorously: "No, I don't want to use Director Liu's cornea."

Shouldn't there be some joy?Ye Zhiqiu pushed Ami away and touched Ami's cheek. She couldn't see Ami's eyes, even if she could, she could only see the crystal patterns in her pupils, but not her thoughts.

"Give it to someone else."

In the hospital, Ye Zhiqiu sat with Xiao Jian: "Anyway, there are still many people in need."

For Ami's refusal, Ye Zhiqiu was angry and angry at the beginning. From her standpoint, Director Liu worked hard, and even took the time to ensure the smooth removal of the penis.

After discussing the cornea with Jane, Ye Zhiqiu stopped by Qi Bo's office.

"There is still a little time, and it should be in time." Dr. Qi smiled and shook his head: "The little girl probably didn't realize that she didn't have much choice."

Ye Zhiqiu's tight heart relaxed, and he did as Ami wanted when he had time.

Grandma Tang Guo has been predicted by the doctor when she will die. She has not been able to eat normally for many days, and her organs have obviously failed in all aspects. When she is awake, she expresses that she will donate the eye mask to Ami.

That's why Ami has an extra choice.

She didn't like Director Liu's way. She was scared when she heard in the news that Director Liu had calculated the time of death specifically for donating eye masks.Grandma also calculated her own death in the same way, just to get compensation so that Ami can live without picking up trash.

They never asked Ami's opinion, never asked Ami if he would accept it.

So Ami is even more grateful to Grandma Tang Guo. Grandma Tang Guo will ask her opinion. Grandma Tang Guo said: "I have used these eyes for more than sixty years. I have seen many people and seen many things. In the end, I found that they are still I prefer to watch the sunrise and sunset.”

Grandma Tang Guo said: "Ami, you have to live older and longer than grandma. In this way, your eyes will become fine. You can see everything and see through everything."

"You are a good boy." Grandma Tang Guo said cheerfully, "The things you think about are all very good. If you can see them, those things you think about may not look so good."

"That's not a big deal. Anyway, you can close your eyes and pretend to be blind again, and the feeling may come back."

Therefore, those who cannot see have no choice, and there is only darkness in front of them.But when you can see it, you have more bright options.

It can be performed one week after surgery as expected.

The prerequisite for the operation is Grandma Tang Guo's departure. Whenever she thinks of this, Ami can't help but feel sad. Although she made a choice this time because she doesn't like Director Liu's way, in fact, any choice will make people uncomfortable.

Her emotions made her very afraid to mention the surgery, and to talk about being able to see the future.She wasn't alone in feeling this panic.

Ye Zhiqiu turned over tiredly on the bed, turned on the small lamp by the bed, and checked the time.

Three in the morning.

Taking a long breath, she wrapped herself back in the quilt, trying to re-enter a normal sleep state.As soon as he closed his eyes, he fell into a similar dream again.

The shadow of Ami is everywhere in the dream.

Ami held her and hid in a small, very small house, very dark, Ami came to hug her, furtively thinking about kissing her.

Ami always said, don’t let others know and you’ll be fine.

She wanted to say that it doesn't matter if she knows.But before they could say anything, the little house was blown away, and many people around looked at them.

The gauze of Ami's eyes was also blown away along with the little house, the eyes behind the gauze were extraordinarily bright, and the eyelashes fluttered, but Ami didn't look at her.

Ami looked at the people around, very happy, and then she ran to the crowd, blending into many figures and making it impossible to distinguish.

Come back, Ami.

Ye Zhiqiu woke up again, touched his aching forehead and looked at the time, it was almost dawn.She simply sat up and opened the photo album on her phone, which contained many photos of Ami.

Ami sent her the photos. Most of these photos were taken at Wen Wen's house. Some of them were sleeping in the ocean pool, and some were smiling while riding on a pony.

There are also those wearing stupid puppet costumes.

There are all kinds of cute poses, but it's actually beautiful even if you can't see them.Ye Zhiqiu felt a little sad, she always had the feeling that Ami wanted to stay away recently.

It seems that the visible Ami and the invisible Ami are two people.

Ye Zhiqiu took Maomao back to Changshao Street.

When Ami touched Mao Mao's size, she was startled: "It has grown a lot."

"Well, small animals are easier to grow up than humans." Ye Zhiqiu helped Ami and Maomao take a picture, saw the gauze that had not been removed from Ami's eyes, and couldn't help but think of the dream at night again.

The whole person was troubled by that dream, Ye Zhiqiu closed the door, pulled Ami to sit down: "Can you show Zhiqiu's eyes?"

I was so happy to see Mao Mao just now, I forgot to untie it.After listening to He Qiu's words, Ami conveniently let go of the gauze, and then sat upright, as if her face was inlaid with Zhi Qiu's favorite gemstone.

Zhiqiu said that after the operation, the eyes will become a little different.

That's why Zhiqiu wanted to look into Ami's eyes.In fact, every time Ami showed her eyes to Zhiqiu, she couldn't help but look forward to receiving two complimenting kisses.

Want to kiss, but that's too bad.After saying that kissing is a hooligan thing, Ye Zhiqiu's similar thoughts always flashed in his heart before being suppressed.

"There are guests at Zhiqiu's house tonight, so I have to go back early."

Those disturbing things at home are finally over, and today a special banquet was held to thank those who contributed to this incident. Because there will be many people coming, Ye Zhiqiu specially sent Maomao back to Ami.

Ami happened to have a companion too.

As soon as she heard that Zhiqiu was leaving, Ami hurriedly closed the window, took some clothes and hung them on the window.

The meaning is obvious, and I have to do something that I don't tell others. Seeing the girl who looks like a big child busy in front of the window, Ye Zhiqiu can't laugh or cry.

Rejection is impossible.

"No one will see us." Ye Zhiqiu had to remind Ami, in fact, the houses on Changshao Street are not high-rise, and the windows are not opened too much, except for the sun and the wind, no one can see how intoxicated they are when they hug.

It takes a long time for each hug.

"Hey, Zhiqiu is going to be late." Ye Zhiqiu said this, but she didn't intend to let go of her hands. She liked the feeling of Ami's arms around her waist.

I also like the scent of Ami's fragrance.

I prefer to tease Ami. When Ami speaks, her small mouth moves against her skin, which will bring her a wonderful feeling.

Crispy and numb.

Every time Ami hugs Zhiqiu seriously, she doesn't move, feeling Zhiqiu's breathing and heartbeat, and always speaks seriously, trying not to bite Zhiqiu with her pink lips: "I won't be late, I will Hug for 1 minute."

We agreed to hug Ami for 5 minutes.

Ami will not be greedy, she counted the time silently in her heart, and then let go of her hand: "It's time, Zhiqiu, you go back, don't drink too much, it will make you uncomfortable."

Qianhuan will become very scary after drinking too much alcohol, and Ami doesn't want Zhiqiu to be like that.

Zhiqiu, who was a little drunk before drinking, smiled: "Now it's Zhiqiu's turn to hug Ami for 5 minutes."

This feeling of attachment is so good, you don't have to care about anything, you don't have to think about it.

Just a headache.

Since last night, Ye Zhiqiu has felt headaches from time to time, and he has already begun to think that it should be the one who has been thinking about Ami these two days.She shook her head.

Due to his father's status, the guests at this banquet were mainly friends from the business circle of his mother, as well as several lawyers involved in this incident, as well as some close relatives and friends, including Lu Beinan.

Ye Zhiqiu went back to his room, changed his clothes, came out to greet everyone one by one, and finally went to sit next to Lu Beinan.

"I asked someone to investigate about Ami. The main reason is that the original property rights of her house were a little messy. A few people in the village committee tried to get her money for the demolition, so they did something wrong."

Lu Beinan smiled and handed Ye Zhiqiu a glass of wine: "The people have already left according to the formal procedures. Even if she doesn't show up, the money will be added to her account."

Li Yuzhen stood behind the two of them from the moment Ye Zhiqiu sat down. Hearing this, he couldn't help being curious: "How much is a cent?"

Lu Beinan raised his glass to Li Yuzhen gentlemanly: "Her house has been divided, and the total area is not large, only about 200 million."

For the people in this room, this money is really not much.

For Ami, it was already an astronomical figure, and even for Ye Zhiqiu, it was quite a lot.Ye Zhiqiu took a sip of his wine: "As long as the matter is settled, thank you."

"The little blind man is going to become a rich woman in seconds." Li Yuzhen expressed envy: "Now I ask her to broadcast live, and she doesn't like my meager income."

Ye Zhiqiu laughed at her: "Okay, you've been thinking about it for so long. Now that she's not blind, you don't have any gimmicks anymore. Give up."

"Protection." Li Yuzhen just wanted to say, what about you, do you want to give up too?But when he realized that Lu Beinan was still at the side, he changed his words: "Don't be dazed, you haven't toasted the people around here yet."

Ye Zhiqiu can do anything, and his alcohol capacity is not bad, but he never dares to overdo it. It's just that he will be more indulgent when he is at home. After all, he can shut himself in the room when he is drunk.

"Qiu'er, your complexion is not very good." Lin Lan noticed that Ye Zhiqiu's cheeks were a little flushed before drinking, thinking of Ye Zhiqiu's frivolous steps in the morning, she suspected that she was sick.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't care: "You and Dad drink less, I will toast your uncles on your behalf."

Less than a month into the new year, my father was removed from the position of mayor to deputy. The company under my mother's name was found to have a tax loophole and fined hundreds of millions, and the stock price plummeted.

Lin Shu's first female lead film was also temporarily revoked from the screening because of the revelation of her sexuality.

In this incident, she was the only one who escaped unscathed, but lost a mentor to get in.

"Let me get drunk once." Ye Zhiqiu finally persuaded his mother: "Anyway, if I'm drunk, you will watch over me."

Lin Lan still doesn't understand her daughter's little thoughts, she just wants the two older ones to drink less, and relieve her own pain by the way.

Seeing this, Ye Dingshan shook his head, and said to Lin Lan, "Let her drink if she wants to. When she gets drunk, she can clean up her own jokes."

Their daughter is good in everything, and her unique wine is not flattering.

The author has something to say: Well, I am an adult, I can sleep now.

I should have sent a red envelope for the comment the day before yesterday, and after practicing it, I discovered the truth. Everyone is a decent person, and they will never be tempted by my red envelopes, so every time only when Mr. Nan shows his face, there will be more comments.