I can't beat her

Ye Zhiqiu failed to see Director Liu in the hospital, so he had to go to his home.

Dao Liu's home is not far from the hospital. He bought a house ten years ago. With the expansion of the city, the market value of his house is now good, and the loan is easy to repay.

According to the current standard of living, Director Liu should have some savings, but her wife used imported medicines during her cancer period and spent a lot of money, so it is really difficult for him to suddenly spend hundreds of thousands.

It would be much easier if it was just about money.

Ye Zhiqiu used to visit Director Liu during holidays and festivals, and I clearly remember that it was the fifteenth floor. Director Liu was usually cheerful, and when he was young, he liked to write calligraphy. He often wrote by himself. Two pairs of couplets are posted on the side of the door, and a pair will be given to neighbors by the way.

However, the supposedly bustling courtyard was sprayed with colorful paint, from which the overlapping mediocre and medical characters can still be distinguished.

The doorbell was also smashed into the hole of the wall, Ye Zhiqiu raised his hand and knocked on the uneven door panel, and then noticed the light under the crack of the door.

"Director Liu, it's me, Zhiqiu."

After knocking again several times, the door opened a crack, Ye Zhiqiu was the first to notice the dazzling white hair in the dark.Suddenly remembered, Director Liu likes to make jokes in the operating room.

Director Liu always likes to say, if I hadn’t had to wear a hat for surgery every day, I could have endorsed a shampoo commercial with the volume of my hair when I was young, it’s dark and thick.

The room was a little dark, only the light in the entrance was on. Ye Zhiqiu tried to press several switches, but found that the lights were all broken, and the backs of several chairs were also hanging.

Hanging on the wall of the main hall is a crooked ink painting that looks blurry in the dim light. Ye Zhiqiu squinted his eyes on purpose but couldn't see the content clearly, so he sat down and turned his eyes, looking at the thin and dry The man with the appearance of a little old man felt sore in his heart: "Did you have dinner?"

"I've eaten. I went out to have a big meal." Director Liu smiled and took out a carton of milk from the box in the corner, opened it, put it on a straw and put it in front of Ye Zhiqiu: "There is no hot water, so just drink it."

"Isn't Jane at home?" Ye Zhiqiu took the milk and covered it in her hands. She couldn't see the expression on Director Liu's face clearly, but felt very strange.

When Xiao Jian was mentioned, Director Liu visibly paused: "Ah, I told her not to come back, there is trouble at home."

Then Director Liu smiled again: "Your family is also making trouble these days."

"Well, I got you involved." Ye Zhiqiu was extremely sorry: "It was all caused by someone secretly. I saw this operation, and you didn't make any mistakes. You have fulfilled your duties as a doctor."

Director Liu didn't answer, picked up the big cup full of milk on the table and put it to his lips, he pursed his lips as if remembering something, and put it down.

"My wife told me to quit drinking since she met me." Director Liu sighed, "It will be a mistake to say that sooner or later, you see, my wife is very accurate."

"Xiaoye, this matter has nothing to do with you, so don't stress."

Director Liu and Ye Zhiqiu's father also had some friendship, and they chatted for a while about recent events.Ye Zhiqiu took out a card from his bag and put it on the table: "If the family members can't explain it, they should pay the money first, and we can talk about it after the situation calms down."

The hospital was too slow to deal with it, and there were no mistakes in the operation process, which was not considered a medical malpractice. Not to mention the time for compensation, the family members would definitely not be compensated so much.

Out of psychological guilt, Ye Zhiqiu took out her savings for the past few years.She doesn't work long hours, and her total income is not much, but her mother has been training her investment and financial management skills since high school, and also gave her some capital, and the account amount is still considerable.

"I lent it to you. Anyway, you know the situation of my family. There is no shortage of money."

Director Liu nodded, not caring about money, but suddenly mentioned Ami: "The little girl mentioned on the Internet recently is called Ami, right?"

Ami has often visited the hospital, and Director Liu is no stranger.

"This time, the hospital received a report saying that your intention to buy corneas through special channels has something to do with her."

Ye Zhiqiu lowered her head in shame. Every time she encounters illegal transactions in the courtyard, or even sees scalpers selling imported drugs, she will definitely call the security department. She has been praised a lot for this.

Director Liu always said that she was too serious, and she laughed at Director Liu for being too casual.

Probably because the transaction failed, the other party was upset, so he anonymously reported it on the hospital forum and posted a recording.Fortunately, no actual crime was committed. The court warned and criticized Ye Zhiqiu, and deducted the year-end bonus.

"Lu Beinan is your fiancé, and I have never seen you leave work early because of him. For a little girl, you almost stained your white gown. You like her that much?" Director Liu thinks it's okay as he grows older. A little knowledgeable.

Ye Zhiqiu was very calm in front of her parents, but she was not so natural in front of Director Liu. She lowered her head and sucked her milk in embarrassment: "I always want to do something for her."

Involuntarily, there is a feeling of wanting to keep giving.

"Xiaoye, we haven't known each other for too long, only a few years, but I still know a little about your temperament." Director Liu habitually held the cup, and put it down again when it reached his lips.

Seeing him like this, Ye Zhiqiu remembered that Director Liu usually likes to drink more tea: "I'll go buy a bucket of water and bring it up."

"No, no, don't mess around, listen to me."

Director Liu seemed to be addicted to it: "Don't look at me as a cheerful person, but I'm actually very careful, especially about the relationship, you didn't listen to me in the operating room, did you? I understand better than you many."

"We can be regarded as teachers and students. You have never lacked anything since you were young. I can't give you anything else, so I will give you a word of advice." Director Liu gently sipped the milk in the cup, and then wiped it with a tissue. Wiping his mouth, he looked very solemn: "Don't mistake sympathy for love, and don't mistake moving for heartbeat."

From the beginning to the end, Director Liu didn't take the card on the table. When Ye Zhiqiu left, he pushed the card forward and touched a book on the table.

There is a stack of paper and a pen pressed next to the book, and the light is too dim to see the content clearly.

Ye Zhiqiu saw Director Liu's face clearly when he was at the elevator. The originally round face had many wrinkles due to the sudden weight loss.

In just a few days, he seemed to be ten years older.

"When I'm free in the future, come and see Xiao Jian more often. She likes you very much. She always says that you are a standard example of an elegant woman." When mentioning his daughter, Director Liu stretched out his hands and rubbed his face.

Just as the elevator door was about to close, Director Liu suddenly said, "That's right, Zhiqiu."

"What's the matter, Director Liu?" Ye Zhiqiu stood in the elevator, looking at the tutor who talked a lot today, he couldn't help but feel a little worried: "If you want, can you come to my house and sit down? Your dad has been sleeping at home these days too Before you know it, you can just chat."

Liu Dao shook his head cheerfully: "Say hello to him for me. There are other things."

Director Liu pursed his lips and nodded affirmatively at Ye Zhiqiu: "You are the best student I have ever supervised, and you will be a good doctor. Don't give up easily."

What happened to Director Liu this time really caused Ye Zhiqiu a lot of trouble in his heart, and even wavered a little, wanting to choose a new career.After all, with her conditions, there are too many choices to make, and most of the choices are stronger than her current state.

But a dream is a dream, Ye Zhiqiu smiled and nodded under Director Liu's encouraging eyes: "I'm not like the kind of person who would say give up."

In the past, when Director Liu scolded the interns for their carelessness, he would always get angry. This is a bounden duty, and a negligence in a detail will ruin your life, which is equivalent to dirtying your clothes and your soul.

Going downstairs and walking into the damp and cold air, Ye Zhiqiu trembled and walked towards the convenience store, thinking of sending a box of water to Director Liu.

In addition to Shui Ye Zhiqiu, she also bought a lot of snacks to satisfy her hunger, which was inconvenient for her to carry, so she gave the house number and asked the convenience store to arrange delivery upstairs.

"Don't miss it." Seeing the so-so clerk, Ye Zhiqiu said casually.

The clerk was a young man, and when he saw Ye Zhiqiu's good looks, he replied jokingly: "Make sure it's sealed firmly, nice and tidy."

The clerk didn't lie.

The next day, Ye Zhiqiu saw what the clerk said at the door, and put it at the door, under a red lacquered medical character, and a cordon was drawn on the box.

Xiao Jian, who suddenly became an orphan in the room overnight, held a stack of papers and wept uncontrollably. She woke up early in the morning and had the habit of checking Weibo. Today, she opened Weibo as usual, and the latest message she saw was: "I'm sorry. Dad misses Mom so much."

There are a pen, a book, and a bank card scattered on the desk.

In Xiao Jian's hand is the suicide note, which mentions Ami and cornea donation. Besides, in the thick stack of papers, there is no regret and self-blame.

As a doctor, I watched my beloved die under the torment of the disease. As a father, I have not been able to accompany my daughter well for so many years. As a mentor, I often teach students to be worthy of the word of duty, but drink alcohol before surgery.

Xiao Jian answered in a twitch: "I should have thought of it a long time ago. There are a lot of medicines at home, many, many, and I should have thought of it a long time ago. He suddenly gave me the house property certificate and passbook two days ago."

Thinking of this, Xiaojian burst into tears: "He told me that he was afraid of being robbed by bad guys, so I believed him. He is always cheerful. How could I know that he would be like this? How could he be like this."

Ye Zhiqiu couldn't open her mouth, tears streamed down her cheeks, from warm to cold.At this moment, she is in the same mood as Xiao Jane.

If Director Liu hadn't always been so optimistic and positive, maybe she wouldn't have left just like that. If she could have stayed a little longer yesterday, if she could have noticed something was wrong yesterday, if she had personally delivered the things she bought yesterday...

But no if.

Director Liu left.

Not long after, some people came outside the house. It was some distant relatives of Director Liu who were already discussing the funeral.

"Hey, so many people were saved, but in the end they were forced to die."

"You don't understand him. In fact, these years have been really hard, and I can't say it is hard."

"No, I was quite happy before, but my wife became even happier after she got sick. Why? I'm used to being happy, I'm afraid it will cause trouble for my family."

"So, who can live without relying on a mask."

Ye Zhiqiu repeated it many times, finally wiped away the tears, looked around with red eyes at the icy broken surroundings, and finally fell on the painting that he had glimpsed last night.

Simple landscape painting, the corners of the painting are obviously temporarily added brush and ink, and it is too dark in the morning light: the present is not what it used to be, and the world has changed.

The author has something to say: ... the plot line is almost finished, and after this wave is collected, we are going to have a good relationship.

Good night everyone.