I can't beat her

Chapter 56 Am I a monster?

One semester is slowly drawing to an end.New Year's Day, one of the few holidays in winter, is coming soon.

There are not many students in the school, and the programs that students can perform are very limited, but as a special school, they have the opportunity to participate in the cultural performances of the provincial TV station every year.

The talents that special groups can perform are very limited, and their role on stage is mainly to promote positive energy and attract more attention from all parties to special groups.For this reason, there is no need to participate in the selection competition and can directly participate in the program performance.

The school itself has a small number of students, so most students will arrange to participate. At the same time, due to various obstacles, the programs that can be arranged are naturally very limited.

As in previous years, the school finally chose the chorus plus performance relatively conservatively.

There are many students who are talented in musical instruments in the school, and it is not difficult to organize a performance group. There are guitars and pianos in Ami’s dormitory alone.

Because of the program, Ami had the opportunity to get in touch with people from the vocational and high school departments.The age gap between everyone is much smaller, and the topics they talk about are much more interesting than those in the elementary school.Ami enjoys this, and often follows Su Jiujiu, wandering behind Qin Yu.

Su Jiujiu would always introduce the surrounding students to Ami in a low voice.

For example, the boy playing the accordion is tall and thin, while the boy playing the violin is actually fat. There are more boys than girls in the school.

Su Jiujiu and Ami both participated in the chorus, and sat beside Qin Yu after the rehearsal.

Qin Yu plays the guitar very well, at least Ami thinks so, and even wants to learn: "Qin Yu, teach me."

Qin Yu likes to explain to others about the guitar, which she learned before her eyes could still see. She took Ami's hand and explained each string.

After the lecture, Ami held the guitar and tried it out, and there were some strange sounds, and the two of them laughed a lot.

When the rehearsal started again, Ami found that Jiujiu seemed to be keeping a distance from her on purpose.Every time she talks and plays with Qin Yu, Jiu Jiu seems to be unhappy.

Ami was also very distressed, and bought snacks for the dormitory, but she was unwilling to eat her food for a long time.But among these older children, Ami is only close to a few people in the dormitory.

Zhang Ya is not very enthusiastic, so Ami can only cling to Qin Yu.It wasn't until Friday that Qin Yu went home first, and it took a long time before he closed the door and locked it behind him.

There are only two people left in the dormitory.

Ami was a little strange, she had just arranged the little follower and was about to say goodbye.Today Zhiqiu has a shift schedule and cannot come to pick her up, but she is not allowed to sneak to the hospital alone.

Zhiqiu's father came to pick him up.Ami was already a little uneasy because of this, but now that the door was blocked by Su Jiujiu, she was even more uneasy: "Jiujiu, what's wrong with you, I'm going home."

"I don't allow you to play with Qin Yu." Jiujiu almost cried out. She was usually a timid person and spoke softly, but this time her tone was very high.

If it weren't for her own good memory for voices, Ami almost thought she was a stranger in front of her.

"But we are classmates, we are good friends." She couldn't quite understand it. It was agreed at the beginning that everyone should be united and friendly.

Jiujiu hammered the quilt with his hands, and made a thumping sound: "I said no, it's not. Don't get so close to her. When you talk to her, she will forget me."

……

Ami was in a complicated mood, she couldn't understand Jiu Jiu's words, and when the phone rang in her hand, she panicked, so she agreed: "Okay, I won't play with Qin Yu in the future."

Ye Dingshan made the call.

Sitting in the back seat of a black car, he was wearing a black suit with a party emblem pinned to the collar of the suit, and he had just left work.

The driver in the driver's seat was checking the time and kept looking towards the school gate, he laughed and said, "In the past, others were waiting for you, the mayor, but today I met a little girl to make you wait. "

"People can't see it, so it's understandable to be slower." Ye Dingshan's voice was calm and composed.It's hard to go home for a meal today, but my daughter temporarily added the task.

But it was rare to be able to do something for Ye Zhiqiu, and he was still happy in his heart: "Outside, I am a mayor, and in front of my daughter, I am just an old servant."

"Men, it's all like this. Petting your daughter is easy to become addicted." Ye Dingshan's driver was hired by the family privately. He followed Ye Dingshan for many years, and naturally he had a family and business for a long time. He talked endlessly about his daughter.

But as soon as the topic changed, it turned to Ami again.

"No relatives, no reason, your daughter really cares about this little girl." The driver looked in the direction of the school gate again, but still saw no one.

Ye Dingshan was looking down at WeChat. There were several messages sent by Ye Zhiqiu on WeChat, and he probably sent them sneakily.

[Leave her at home for a meal, I asked Aunt Liu to make soup today. 】

[Let Ami sit in my room after dinner, and don't let Mom look for her. 】

After Lin Shu's incident, Ye Dingshan finally had a deep impression of the word homosexuality, and Lin Lan also told him that there was something wrong with Zhiqiu intentionally or unintentionally.

Zhiqiu's recent changes are not small. The sisters' gatherings on Pingjin's rest day have been postponed several times. Although there are family gatherings, they always have a light meal and leave in a hurry every time.

It's like suddenly becoming a family man.

"It's everyone's responsibility to care for the disabled." Ye Dingshan smiled and said to the driver, and tapped his finger on the screen [Your mother is right, you have done too much for Ami. 】

Ye Zhiqiu's steadiness and comprehensiveness are basically learned from Ye Dingshan, and the way the father and daughter communicate with each other has always been peaceful, talking about things and talking about things.

Very little in circles.

Ye Dingshan continued to type 【You said you would handle your feelings well, but Qiuer, things like feelings can't be handled well, so you have to give up as soon as possible. 】

[You just like it now, with caring care, and you just need to keep your distance quietly to let it go.In the future, if you love and then come to give up, it will be a pain in the heart. 】

Ye Dingshan and Ye Zhiqiu had the same thinking.So what if same-sex lovers like each other, they cannot be together, and sooner or later they will have to face separation.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't reply, so Ye Dingshan put away his phone, sighed and said to the driver, "Don't let your daughter study medicine, she's busier than the Prime Minister."

After Ami got into the car, she held her schoolbag in her arms.

She smelled the man's breath, which was still very heavy, and she was inevitably a little nervous: "Hello, Uncle Ye."

"It's too young to be called uncle, let's call him uncle." Ye Dingshan smiled heartily.He admitted that the child Ami was indeed as well-behaved as Zhiqiu said, except that he was blind, and had no major shortcomings.

What's more, she is relatively low-educated, and she won't be able to talk about anything for a while, so she can only ask her about her situation in school.

"Oh yes, your school has a program every year."

Hearing that Ami said that he was rehearsing and singing recently, Ye Dingshan finally felt that he had found something to talk about: "Well, then you have to play well, and I will applaud you on stage then."

Ami nodded again and again, along the way, Ye Dingshan tried to eliminate the involuntary tension on Ami.

The results don't seem to be working.

After Ami got out of the car, she was much more comfortable after leaving the strange and heavy smell of men in the car. When she walked to the door, her feet were hit by something soft and warm, and she was completely relaxed: "Maomao, you OK."

She knelt down and gently stroked Mao Mao's head.

Maomao is a very well-behaved golden retriever, he doesn't like to bark very much, and he is not very noisy, but he is very affectionate to Ami, and he keeps rubbing beside him during meals.

"Why doesn't Aunt Lin eat?" When Ami entered the door, she clearly heard Lin Lan's voice calling Maomao, but now there were only her and Ye Dingshan at the table, so she couldn't help asking a lot.

Ye Dingshan glanced at the door in the direction of the study, and said casually: "She is busy with other things."

Now that Lin Lan sees Ami, her heart is very blocked, and she has no intention of having dinner with her.According to Ye Zhiqiu's entrustment, Ye Dingshan led Ami to the room after the meal.

Ami likes this room, it smells like Zhiqiu.

It was past nine o'clock when Ye Zhiqiu came home.

When she arrived at the entrance of the house, as soon as she opened the shoe cabinet, she saw Ami's pair of white sneakers.

The upper of the shoe was not dirty at all. Thinking of Ami's little cleanliness, she couldn't help laughing, changed the shoes lightly, and went straight to the room without caring about anything else.

Ye Zhiqiu heard singing through the door, but it was not very clear, and when she pulled the doorknob, the singing stopped.

Ami turned her head with a cautious expression: "Zhiqiu?"

I was still so cautious in my house, seeing her like this, Ye Zhiqiu wanted to shake her, so he just walked up to Ami without making a sound, holding his hands and feet.

Even though she told Ami last time that her eyes are beautiful, Ami still maintains the habit of covering her eyes with gauze, because if she is beautiful, she only wants to show Zhiqiu.

Xiangxiang's person was moving forward, and Ami felt Zhiqiu's approach and realized that Zhiqiu must be teasing her again, so she simply sat on the side of the bed without moving.

As soon as Ye Zhiqiu entered, Ami stood up suddenly, pushed Zhiqiu down on the bed and kept scratching her waist.

Zhiqiu is ticklish, and when it itches, he will be out of breath and beg for mercy: "No, no, little Ami, I know I'm wrong, I'm wrong, ah, don't touch this place."

Ami was tired from laughing, stopped her hands, but she refused to leave. Lai leaned on Zhiqiu with her head drooping on Zhiqiu's shoulders and talked about today's unhappy things: "For a long time, I am not allowed to play with Qin Yu."

"Why?" Ye Zhiqiu was a little tired after get off work, but she became so tired when she became so tired, and the smell of Ami was always like a hypnotic fragrance to her, and she was a little intoxicated when she closed her eyes.

At this moment, Ami threw herself on her body, rising and falling slightly following her breathing.Reluctant to push away.

Ami pretended to shake her head, and rubbed her cheek on Zhiqiu's collarbone: "She just doesn't allow me to play with Qin Yu, and I don't know why."

It's just a teenager's heart, Ye Zhiqiu thought so.

Ami talked about the choir again, and moved her face to the warm place around Ye Zhiqiu's neck: "Will you come to see me sing at that time?"

I will take off the gauze from my eyes, and sing to Zhiqiu with my beautiful eyes.

Ye Zhiqiu was a little sleepy, planning to take a rest and then send Ami back. She raised her hand and patted Ami's tight and soft back: "Yes, Ami will definitely perform well."

Ami's face rubbed against the collarbone under Zhiqiu's neck again, and it felt slippery and soft, no matter how much she rubbed it, it was not enjoyable, and her body felt a little uncomfortable.

Ami turned her head, lowered her lips, and then bit down on the softest place...

Ye Zhiqiu was dozed off, but she didn't sleep well. The clavicle was slightly wet, slightly itchy and hard inside, which made her tremble: "Ami?"

This sentence was said almost frowning, extremely serious: "What are you doing?"

Subconsciously, Ami quickly reached out and touched the place where he just bitten, and wiped off the saliva: "Yes, I'm sorry. I, I just, just suddenly, suddenly."

What's the matter?As a human being, you can't lie, you should say what you think.Ami was very scared, but she didn't dare to lie, so she could only keep lying on Ye Zhiqiu's body motionless, trembling with nervousness: "It's, suddenly, it seems to be edible."

Am I a monster?Actually wanted to bite Zhiqiu.

"Come down." Ye Zhiqiu was in a complicated mood, she had also felt this way before.

Ami didn't move, her small body was still trembling slightly on Ye Zhiqiu's body, for fear that Zhiqiu would talk about her again if she came down.She doesn't like Zhiqiu talking big things.Because Zhiqiu seemed unhappy like that.

Fearing that this would happen, Ye Zhiqiu had no choice but to put his arms around Ami and rolled his hands on the bed. His hands were being pressed behind Ami's back, almost encircling them. Ye Heqiu was sideways, looking down at Ami in his arms: Don't you know?"

"It will be said to be obscene." Ye Zhiqiu gently stroked Ami's hair to comfort her: "Only male and female friends will kiss and touch, and they will do what you do. It's not a formal relationship. Playing hooligans. Understand?"

Ye Zhiqiu was not sure if such an explanation was reasonable, but he still taught Ami a lesson: "So in the future, you can't do this kind of thing to others easily."

That is not to blame me.Ami quickly acted obediently: "I remember, I won't bite Zhiqiu or anyone else in the future."

I wouldn't bite others either, because Bao felt that Zhiqiu was so nice that he wanted to separate, and he couldn't help it all at once...I didn't want to be like this either.

Ami's heart beats Xiaohui's drum, panicking over the idea of ​​wanting to eat Zhiqiu.

Lin Lan stood outside the door for quite a while.

She is still very satisfied with what Ye Zhiqiu said, at least from this point, it can be heard that Ye Zhiqiu has indeed been controlling her so-called boundaries, but it is hard for her to be happy seeing the two of them hugging tightly.

Hearing the sound of fingers knocking on the door, Ye Zhiqiu hurriedly let go of Ami, and turned to look at the open door.

The people by the door had already left, only the sound of knocking on the door for warning remained.

After sending Ami home, Ye Zhiqiu replied to his father’s WeChat while sitting in the car

【I understand your worries, but I don't think it will be too long. After Ami can see it, I will naturally get on the right track of my life. 】

【Don't worry.I have talked to the psychiatrist at the hospital. 】

【Dad, the doctor said, in fact, it is very difficult for a person to really like someone. 】

[So, it is rare to be happy in life, if it cannot be complete, at least let’s enjoy such joy heartily once. 】

[I have already felt the pain you mentioned, but it is still pleasant. 】

After all, it won't be too long.

The author has something to say: Ami: "Hmph, I will not bite you if you beg me to bite you from now on."

Hahahaha, I really want to know that Qiu begged Ami and said, be good, play a hooligan on me.

If you still have doubts about Zhiqiu's thoughts in the previous chapter, you can review the last paragraph again. I made some small changes yesterday.

Sure enough, it is not so easy to understand the writing style of world famous novels like Mr. Nan, so if you have any doubts after reading the text, you should speak up, otherwise I don’t understand you, you don’t understand me, how can you love each other.

Also, the text is still in progress, don't worry, everyone, rushing to bed all at once, and urging him to recover at once, Mr. Nan lost three or two strands of his beautiful and smooth long hair.

In fact, I don't want to talk, because every time I say more, some people seem to abandon the article.

Hey, I'm going to have breakfast...

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