I can't beat her

The winter in Xuancheng is not too cold, but the wind is so strong that passers-by shrug their shoulders.Ye Zhiqiu was mixed in, his eyebrows and eyes looked lower than usual, and he was full of thoughts.This morning, I received a call from the school, saying that Ami violated the school rules and asked her to go.

Originally, the guardian filled in Ami's information column was Uncle Tang, but because the reserved numbers belonged to Ye Zhiqiu, the school teacher also acquiesced in Ye Zhiqiu's guardianship.

Ye Zhiqiu is no stranger to places like schools, but most of the time she enters as a learner and as a guardian. This is the first time she enters.

The homeroom teacher was very kind, and came forward: "Ami is still in the dormitory now, let's go there."

Ami didn't go to class today, so she was worried about staying in the dormitory.

"Maomao, come here, don't run around." A ball-shaped puppy was running happily in the supposedly quiet dormitory. Hearing Ami calling her, he turned around and rolled at her feet. .

Ami laughed and giggled: "Maomao, you know your name now."

After laughing, Ami was very nervous again, quickly restrained her voice and hugged Mao Mao in her hands, lowering her voice: "The teacher will tell Zhiqiu that I am disobedient in school."

Maomao was given by Li Sirui's family.

There is a big bitch in Li Sirui's family, who happened to have a litter of three puppies, Ami was very happy to be so close to the dog for the first time, so the carefree father of Li Sirui's family let her hug her with a wave of his hand. just go.

If you don't hug, you may not have a chance next time.

Ami also carried the roundest one in her schoolbag without even thinking about it and sneaked into the school.

Because of the existence of Mao Mao, the relationship between Ami and Qin Yu has improved a lot. Everyone in the dormitory likes Mao Mao very much. They will help each other hide from the life teacher and teach Mao Mao to go to the toilet at a fixed time.

On weekends, people in the high school have to take an extra day of class. At this time, Ami is not around, and they will also take care of Maomao.

The paper couldn't cover the fire, Maomao probably relied on the fact that his dog's legs grew thicker, somehow broke free from the dog leash today, ran outside to have fun, and was caught by the life teacher.

The life teacher said, if the owner doesn't come out, throw the puppy outside.

Then Mao Mao will starve to death.In desperation, Ami had no choice but to stand up.

Now Maomao can already understand his own name, and he can go to the bathroom regularly. He is very obedient and doesn't like to bark.Ami was very worried that Zhiqiu would ask her to throw the dog away when she came.

Footsteps sounded in the corridor.

Ami quickly tied Mao Mao to the bed frame, stuffed it under the quilt, and patted it lightly: "Moomao don't move."

Even so, when the door opened, as soon as Ami stood up, Mao Mao also got out from under the quilt, pursing her lips softly and staring at the two people at the door who kept kicking their short legs up.

It is a very small dog, with golden fluff standing upright one by one, with short legs and fat, one knows that it has been raised very strong these days.

Ye Zhiqiu slowly stepped forward and stroked the puppy's head, and the puppy immediately sat down peacefully, leaning its neck up for her to stroke.

I still can't take care of myself well, and I still raise this little thing.

Ye Zhiqiu didn't say anything, just touched Ami's face lightly, lowered his head and neatly took off the sheets and held them in his hands: "I asked you to take the night off, come with me."

Ami was very nervous along the way: "It's called Mao Mao, it's very obedient, it doesn't bark, and it goes to the toilet by itself."

"Zhiqiu, you won't throw it away, will you?" Don't let Maomao become a stray dog. Li Sirui said that stray dogs are very pitiful, no one hurts them, no one feeds them, they can only find something to eat in the trash can .

I don't want Maomao to become like that.

Ye Zhiqiu already had her plan in mind: "This puppy is too young, without injections and deworming, it will be very unsafe to keep around."

Schools for the blind are not very opposed to students keeping dogs. After all, some students will rely on guide dogs after leaving school, so courses like vocational high schools even teach students how to get along with guide dogs.

It's just that a dog like Mao Mao is somewhat dangerous, and it is too small to be trained, and keeping it in the dormitory will definitely cause trouble to the school.

"Let's keep it in my house first, and Ami will pick it up after the winter vacation, okay?" Ye Zhiqiu's car was already heading in her direction.

At present, only her family is able to take care of Maomao.

As soon as Lin Lan arrived home, she was standing in front of the entrance to change her shoes. When she raised her head slightly, she saw Ye Zhiqiu's white car smoothly driving into the parking space in the yard.

I came back later than usual, so I worked overtime again.Lin Lan's eyebrows showed a bit of pity.When the three children chose their own ambitions, she had a few words to say about Ye Zhiqiu's choice.

With Ye Zhiqiu's earnestness, she can achieve something in any industry, but she chose the one that least worried and labor-saving.

As a mother, it is natural that I can't bear it.

While thinking about it, a strange voice came from Lin Lan's ear, clear and cheerful: "Maomao, come here, don't move around."

"Hello, Auntie." Hearing Ye Zhiqiu call Mom, Ami hurriedly dragged Maomao to the place where Ye Zhiqiu's voice was facing and said hello.

Lin Lan has a lot of things going on recently, and because Ami has been at school, she didn't pay attention to the feelings that were wrong in her heart.

Now that Ami suddenly appeared in front of her eyes, she couldn't help but felt a block in her heart. When she lowered her head, a ball of fur just couldn't brake enough to catch on the edge of its shoes, so she fell down on her chin first.

"Has dad not come back yet?" Ye Zhiqiu asked when he entered the door and saw the empty living room.Recently, there seems to be a lot of municipal affairs. Father Ye Dingshan went to the capital for a meeting after leaving early and returning late.

Lin Lan sighed, "Your candidate for the municipal party committee secretary is busy."

Being nominated as a secretary candidate is a great blessing for ordinary people, but Lin Lan doesn't think so.There are ups and downs in the officialdom, where there are promotions and changes, and people don't always feel at ease if they don't talk about something.

It was also because of the recent sudden personnel changes that Ye Dingshan became more cautious in doing things and did not dare to be sloppy at all.

Ye Zhiqiu hugged the sheets and handed them over to Aunt Liu who was helping at home: "Remember to disinfect them, I will order them tomorrow morning."

Aunt Liu nodded and went.

Lin Lan sat on the sofa now, and handed a glass of juice to Ami: "Zhiqiu told me, Mao Mao will stay here first, and Aunt Liu will take care of it at home."

Lin Lan didn't hate pets, but she didn't like them too much. She just didn't want to burden Ye Zhiqiu. It was just a dog. At worst, Aunt Liu could feed it on time.

"Thank you, Auntie." Ami held the cup and did not dare to move it.

In Ami's impression, Zhiqiu's mother, Auntie Lin, is also a gentle person, and she speaks in a leisurely manner, but every time she sits in front of her, she can't help but feel a little cold.

Ye Zhiqiu went into the kitchen and looked at the circle and said to Ami, "I'm having dinner at my house today, and there's stew."

The soup was made by Lin Lan himself at noon, with the ingredients and the fire, and a small portion that was cooked slowly for five hours. There was a little surplus for two people.For three people to drink, it always seems that the portion is small.Seeing that her daughter easily shared most of her hard work with an outsider, Lin Lan's heart became more and more heavy.

Ye Zhiqiu was not in a hurry to bring the hot soup to Ami, she poured the soup back and forth into two large bowls several times, tasted it again to make sure it would not be too hot before bringing it to Ami.

"Come on, this is the spoon, I'll put the chopsticks here, drink some soup first, and then eat the vegetables." Ye Zhiqiu took care of Ami's meal without any details.

When Ami eats in fast food restaurants and cafeterias, she puts vegetables on the rice and eats them together.But at Ye Zhiqiu's house, not all the dishes will be grouped together for her.So Ye Zhiqiu put the dishes on her rice in the same way, and also told her what kind of dishes it was.

After Ye Zhiqiu finished all these tasks, he turned his head and met his mother's eyes full of resentment under her frown.

"Mom? What's wrong?" Ye Zhiqiu was startled.Mother usually has a kind and pleasant temperament to treat others, but today this kind of expression is rare.

Lin Lan had only eaten a few mouthfuls of food, but now she felt uneasy, and put down her chopsticks a little harder: "Come to the study later."

Lin Lan then left.

Ami lowered her head and quietly sipped the hot soup in her hand, and confirmed that Lin Lan's footsteps were far away, so she dared to get closer to Zhiqiu, and pinched the hem of Ye Zhiqiu's clothes with some worry.

"Aunt Lin seems to be angry." Ami is full of fear now, at one moment she feels that Aunt Lin doesn't seem to welcome her, and at another moment she feels that Aunt Lin may not like Maomao.

Only after a while, she heard Aunt Lin's voice in the living room, teasing Mao Mao.

"Tsk tsk, look at how fat you are, I'll ask Aunt Liu to wash your incense for you, and then you can live in my house." Lin Lan took a feather duster and led Qiuqiu around the spot a few times, feeling finally at ease It's better.She has already tacitly accepted that this little milk dog belongs to Zhiqiu, after all, she probably won't be able to escape after being raised by her family.

Ami's original entanglement ended immediately, and she suddenly felt that she was not as good as Mao Mao for Aunt Lin's liking.

Ye Zhiqiu looked at his mother who was going to the study after teasing the dog, and for a moment didn't know how to explain it to Ami.

"She's not angry with Ami, and Ami didn't do anything wrong, right?" Although it's really wrong to keep a dog in the dormitory, it's just that the matter has come to an end, and no amount of blaming will help.

After dinner, Ye Zhiqiu led Ami to her room: "You sit here for a while, I will be back soon."

The room was filled with the smell of Zhiqiu, and most of the uneasiness in Ami's heart was gone. She moved carefully in the room, from the table to the sofa to the bed.

Ami flung herself under the quilt, feeling a little excited in her heart.It felt like the whole bed was like Zhiqiu's embrace, fragrant and soft, and after thinking about it, her dimples were light and sunken, and she became a little dazed.

The Ye family's study room is very large, with heavy wooden bookcases standing on all four walls, a large table in the middle, and a chair that is not very comfortable to sit on.

These furniture have a long history, and the sizes are full of the atmosphere of the ancestors.

The Ye family's children don't like to go into the study room very much, and every time they are called into the study room, it means they will be scolded.There are three children in the family, Lin Shu is a frequent visitor to the study, but Ye Zhiqiu is the least called into the study.

The study room was always dark and gloomy. Mother Lin Lan was sitting on the teacher's chair, brushing ink gracefully on the ink stand: "Ami is coming to our house for the second time."

As soon as Ye Zhiqiu closed the study, he heard his mother say this.

Apparently it was because of Ami.

"Well, I will definitely come again in the future." Ye Zhiqiu approached the table and sat down on the small chair opposite Lin Lan. At this moment, she felt like a prisoner under trial.

The most uncomfortable thing is not knowing what I have committed.

Lin Lan is not the kind of person who likes to go around in circles. Their family has always advocated talking about one thing and being honest with each other.

"Last time you told me that you liked her, and that you would not cross the line." Lin Lan stared intently at the thick ink in the inkstone, and said in a calm tone, "But where is this line? Whether you have guarded your position, I think you know it by yourself."

Lin Lan was in her forties, and she had never seen anything. Just seeing Ye Zhiqiu's eyes in front of Ami, she knew in her heart: "It's not good for anyone if you get too deep."

Ye Zhiqiu lowered his head, and the shame that had been hidden in his heart slowly overflowed.

Lin Lan finally lost her patience, pushed the inkstone in her hand away, and said in an unprecedentedly serious tone, "From childhood to adulthood, I have never stopped you from making choices, but which parent would want their child to become gay?"

Ye Zhiqiu skipped all the other words, but his body trembled when he heard the word homosexuality.

Lin Lan didn't leave the right to speak to Ye Zhiqiu, she continued: "That's it, stop messing around. Even if I don't stop you, but think about it, is Ami willing to be a homosexual who is looked down upon? You Do you work hard to make her see the light again, so that when she can see, all she faces is the face of the world laughing at her?"

"Are you trying to let her see this?" Lin Lan finally took a sip of water and paused: "She has lived under strange eyes for so long. Let her go."

Let her go.

From the beginning to the end, Ye Zhiqiu just said to his mother: "I will guard her well."

We will let her see the light and the beauty of the world as soon as possible.When she sees better people and things than Zhiqiu, everything will quietly fade into the past.Ye Zhiqiu stood up and smiled slightly at his mother.

Laughing a little weakly.

However, when she returned to the room and saw Ami huddled in her quilt with a smirk, the smile regained its strength and became gentle like the warm sun.

Ye Zhiqiu gently scratched Ami's cheek with his finger: "Get up and go home."

Ami smelled Zhiqiu's smell all around her and refused to get up: "Sleep, Zhiqiu sleeps."

Probably due to the amount of medication after the operation and the fact that she is still in the developmental period, the life teacher said that Ami has been a little lethargic recently, and she always has to go forward and scream several times before getting up.Seeing her keep getting into the quilt, Ye Zhiqiu didn't call her again, just bent down and picked her up.

In this hug, Ye Zhiqiu found that Ami was really growing up, a little heavier compared to the last Mid-Autumn Festival.Ye Zhiqiu carried Ami across the courtyard and put the dazed person into the car.

When I got up and closed the door, I saw my mother watching her on the balcony on the second floor.

She stamped her feet, seeing disappointment and even despair in her mother's eyes for the first time.

Ye Zhiqiu turned his gaze away, got into the car, and heard Ami beside him who was still in a daze mumble Zhiqiu, and his heart was filled with mixed feelings.I know it's bad, but I just can't help it.

Can't help it.I wish to give her all the good things I can get, I want to give her all the good things.

After the car got out of Ye Zhai, Ye Zhiqiu dared to use the rearview mirror to look back at the balcony on the second floor.She didn't see her mother, but only saw the Ye family's three-and-a-half-story villa getting farther and farther away from her.

That was the home where she had lived for more than 20 years, and it looked very lonely and cold in the night.

After a while, Ye Zhiqiu gently sighed out the stagnant pain in her heart, she thought, she just needed more time to ease her feelings for Ami.

At least until Ami can face the world alone and live a good life in a real sense.

"It can be done." She murmured to herself.

The author has something to say: Mr. Nan's fairy spirit was temporarily lent to Chang'e, the mooncake dealer, and he was a bit decadent. Please tell me something interesting and let me add the spirit.

Thanks to the little angels who made up the points and the benefactors who gave me a lot of reminders, I will temporarily keep daily updates for the past few days, and the possibility of adding updates is relatively small... I also said, hehe, you real little things, you don’t need to add updates during the period Not even half of the previous comments

———————————The above is the pity of Big Brother Nan when he didn’t have enough to eat. After eating a simple mid-autumn meal, Big Brother Nan lay on the sofa and read the comments made by the concubines and found it. A few of you understood deeply, so they came to my room together in the evening.Another person expressed doubts about Zhiqiu's psychological activities, which was right, and it just hit Bengong's heart. Since you pointed out my mistake very correctly, I will reward you for sleeping under the bed tonight.

In fact, Zhiqiu's mind is very simple, and she also wants to become more pure, purely protect Ami, and let her maintain a good attitude to deal with the world.

As a baby said in the comments, Ami is very good in Zhiqiu's heart, so good that she even feels that it is a sin for her to do anything to her.No matter how good a person is, it is inevitable to feel a little cowardly when facing the person he likes, not to mention that this kind of feeling is not tolerated by the world.

In fact, the article is already in the stage of writing Fuming. I’m not exaggerating. Many chapters have related foreshadowing, but they haven’t been dug out. You little cuties who are dazzled by Nan’s peerless beauty may not have noticed much.

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