I can't beat her

In May, the south has entered summer.

It's time to wear short sleeves again.

Ami found a lot of white T-shirts, simple casual trousers, and even faded canvas shoes from the cardboard box.She put away all the brightly colored clothes for autumn and winter and sealed them in boxes.

She was doing this calmly, with an indescribable tranquility in her movements.

No matter which angle you look at, Fan Xiaozhu can't find any resentment and sadness from Ami's expression.

It seemed that all the unhappiness was buried in that night.

It was Ami's birthday that day.

In fact, Ami didn't know exactly when she was born, but there was a date written in her information, which was roughly the day when grandma brought her back from the short bridge at the end of Changshao Street.

It’s just that in any case, Ami was taken for granted by everyone amid the cheers, and entered an adult circle.

That day, Fan Xiaozhu actually didn't sleep that soundly.

Through the dark night, she heard Ye Zhiqiu say: "I'm leaving."

Then there was a rush to escape.

It took a while before Ami suddenly woke up and called Zhiqiu, followed by another panicked voice.

Then the room became a little empty.

Ye Zhiqiu walked in such a hurry that she didn't even have time to comb her hair, and her coat was loosely held in her hands. Her elegant figure passed through the shadow of mottled trees and walked out of the gate of the community.

She didn't jump into the car immediately, stepped on the accelerator and left.

She just hid herself in the shadows by the wall.

Like what Fan Xiaozhu had seen before, she covered her face and sobbed softly, while standing inside the wall was Ami who stopped suddenly.

Ami was wearing a white shirt-style pajamas, with bare feet, and hurried downstairs.She obviously didn't dare to run out of the gate of the community, she just stood there in a daze facing the direction where Ye Zhiqiu was parking outside the wall.

There is only a wall separating them, but they still turned around in the end, leaving the chaotic and lonely early morning alone to wait for the dawn.

No one ever mentioned that night again.

The original curious girl became more and more peaceful, she still maintained her usual kindness and smile, she still worked hard on the exercises, repeatedly failed the test, and she was always thinking about her few friends .

Ami cleaned herself up neatly, tied her long black hair behind her head, revealing a smooth and full forehead, and pink ears. The youth can be clearly seen on her delicate face: "Xiao Zhu, let's go, Chen Kuan is still waiting for us."

Fan Xiaozhu has joined the boxing club now, and her life is much more regular than before, and today she is gentle enough to let her play with Ami.

It is better to say that it is to escape than to play.

Fan Xiaozhu saw the news of Ye Zhiqiu's engagement on Weibo.

The engagement of the mayor's daughter and a well-known local young entrepreneur would normally attract a lot of attention, but in fact it didn't. Only some small company platforms took this matter to a slight stir, and it was nothing more than wishing the owner and the like.

No big V came out to spread the word.

It can be said that the adjustment is abnormally low.

This kind of low-key makes Fan Xiaozhu think that Zhiqiu is unwilling to let Ami face similar news.

Fan Xiaozhu was also worried at first, if Ami saw it on his mobile phone, he would cry.Looking at Ami's refreshed look now, her eyes intoxicated by the scenery along the way, she began to feel that maybe Ami didn't like Zhiqiu that much.

...Only gentleness is that kind of person. Women who like women seem to be cool and weird.

Ye Zhiqiu and Cheng Ami, no matter how you look at them, they look like very ordinary and weak girls.

Probably not what I thought.Seeing Ami indulging in the tranquility of the scenery, Fan Xiaozhu wiped away all the thoughts in her mind, and she felt that Ami's current state was pretty good.

Although Ami was Chen Kuan's favorite girl, he did not press her every step of the way, like a reckless and impulsive young man who pursued Ami regardless.This time when Ami came out to play, he hoped to give Ami more opportunities to contact the outside world.

Chen Broadband picked up Xiaozheng, and two other girls who were better friends. There were six people in total, and they set off with three tents on their backs.

They decided to go camping on the top of the mountain and wait for the sunrise.

The camping site was chosen in a small resort town about [-] kilometers away from the center of Xuancheng City.

There is a relatively high mountain in the town, where you can watch the sunrise, and the top of the mountain is also suitable for camping. It took them more than two hours to climb to the top of the mountain.

People around were busy taking pictures and sending them to Moments, but Ami stared at the distance in a daze. After a long time, she suddenly said, "Xiao Zhu, the world is bigger than I thought."

The scenery is beautiful.

Ye Zhiqiu had been busy all day, just entered the room, put the engagement ring on the table, and returned the earrings, necklace, headgear...

After taking all these off, she was able to take a breath, picked up her phone, and opened the WeChat bar.

There are a lot of unread articles, and at a glance, they are all congratulations.

Some are out of politeness, some are the sincerity of acquaintances, she searched for a long time before finding Ami from the recent contact column.

The stubborn Ami would still say good morning and good night to her.But that's all.A faint greeting at this time has become like an insignificant habit, but it seems even more alienated.

Ami's profile picture is a little different today.

Ye Zhiqiu clicked on it. Originally, Ami's profile picture was a photo of Maomao, but now it was replaced with a red cup, and her nickname changed from Ami to Cheng Ami.

Little Ami is making a little change every day, becoming more like an ordinary little girl every day.There are two updates in her circle of friends. The first one is a picture of her making a wish in front of the cake on her birthday, with the text saying, I am eighteen this year.

Under the candlelight, Ami smiled vividly and naturally, with streamers in her eyes.

The second post was just posted today. It has a lot of pictures, landscape photos from various angles, and full photos of Ami and other people. A group of energetic young people are having fun. The text content of the post is: " Live better."

That was grandma's expectation.

Ye Zhiqiu's eyelids were wet, but soon she smiled.

Ami can take selfies now, and can use words to express her feelings, and she is no longer that little blind man who needs to be taught repeatedly.

"Want to help?" Lin Lan still smelled of alcohol, and they had just returned from a banquet.

Ye Zhiqiu shook his head: "It's okay, I can do it myself."

"Let me do it." Lin Lan still stepped forward to help Ye Zhiqiu put down her high coiled hair, and smoothed it out with her hands.

But after a while, Lin Lan sighed heavily: "I didn't expect you to be so stubborn."

"Without a word of discussion, I made a plan in advance."

Ye Zhiqiu smiled: "I have been the most obedient since I was a child in my family. You have to let me be willful for a while."

Lin Lan couldn't laugh: "It's not that I said it, but I'm afraid that once you go this time, you will only care about your career and don't want to think about anything else."

"In the end, you still have to consider the positions of the north and the south."

Ye Zhiqiu silently applied for the quota for studying abroad at the end of last year, and passed the review with excellent overall performance. He will go abroad in a few days.

When she submitted the application, it was around the time of Ami's surgery, and when she left, it happened to be stuck in the time when she intended to get engaged. Lin Lan always thought that she was a shrewd person. In this matter, she realized that It turns out that Ye Zhiqiu is not worse than her at all.

Everything, Ye Zhiqiu had planned long ago.

She wanted to leave, and she tried to overthrow all the life she wanted in her way.

Ye and Qiu specially bought an afternoon ticket because Ami insisted on sending her off.

It turned out that she thought Ami would ignore her.

She even hesitated whether to say goodbye to Ami solemnly, but in the end she adjusted her mentality and said to Ami with a smile on the phone in a very ordinary tone: "I am going to a place far away, and it may take several years."

Ami was silent for a while, not sad or crying as Ye Zhiqiu imagined, or pretending to be calm.

Ami smiled lightly.

She asked, "Will you be back?"

On the day of leaving, Ye Zhiqiu was going to clean up the things in the room, including the browsing traces on the desktop computer.

Click on the history search, and most of the quietly listed keywords are same-sex, lily, how are the two girls... such.With a long and slender finger, move the cursor lightly to the word "delete", tap it lightly, and all the doubts and question marks in your eyes will turn blank in an instant.

The flight is scheduled for the evening.

On the afternoon of leaving, Ye Zhiqiu met Ami.

They made an appointment at the central square they used to frequent.

After the May Day holiday, there were obviously fewer people in the square than a few days ago, but the musical fountain still maintained a swaying posture in response to the festive atmosphere, spraying out patches of mist and neon against the sun.

They saw each other from a distance.

"Just go to a great place and learn to be a better doctor." Ye Zhiqiu explained her departure to Ami in this way.

After all, this is indeed one of her plans, but the change in time is a bit too out of the ordinary.

No matter what Zhiqiu said, Ami always pursed her lips and smiled cutely with puffed cheeks, her eyes stayed on Ye Zhiqiu's face.

No matter how you move it, you can't move it away.

Ye Zhiqiu was stared at by Ami, and her heart softened a little. She reached out and touched Ami's bulging cheek: "Stupid, you keep staring at others."

Ami shook her head, a crescent moon appeared on her pursed lips, she smiled, and two lines of tears hung abruptly on her cheeks, she smiled and shed tears, but she still had to stubbornly refute Zhiqiu: "You are stupid, Zhiqiu is not someone else."

The next moment, she wiped away her tears: "I won't cry anymore, really."

"It was just carelessness just now." Ami said.

When Ami raised his hand, Ye Zhiqiu caught a glimpse of Ami's slightly turned up short sleeves, a white scar with slight lines.

Ye Zhiqiu recalled the first rainy night, with white gauze wrapped around his eyes and Ami sitting quietly at the stairs with red blood on his arms.

At that time, Ami was timid and terrified, but she carried the completely dark world in her own way.

"In the days when we won't see each other again, Ami must also be strong."

Xuancheng, which had been plundered by Meiyu and Chunchao, seemed to be illuminated by sky fire at this time, and it was completely white.

Ami put all the sadness back into her heart, and she waved to Zhiqiu to say goodbye, and by the way, it’s okay to make up for what I didn’t have time to say that night.

"Zhiqiu, it's okay."

"It's okay, you can do whatever you want."

"It's okay, I know you like Ami, the kind of liking you really like. I'm already very happy."

"It does not matter."

"You don't have to be sad, and don't worry about me."

At night in Xuancheng, a plane flew over the sky, and a girl in an old building in the community stood by the window, her eyes were covered with white gauze, listening to the sound of the wind.

Zhiqiu has Zhiqiu's ideal life, and Ami also has Ami's yearning.

After a long time, Ye Zhiqiu discovered that three years is not as short as she thought, on the contrary, it is very long, and when it is so long, liking really becomes less important when we meet again.

The author has something to say: In the days when you can't see, I also wish you good morning and good night.The next chapter begins to warm up.

Give me a bottle of wine, give me another cigarette, and leave as soon as you say, I have plenty of time.

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