[Comprehensive] Pass me the fire
Chapter 59
Facing such a pair of eyes, it is difficult for ordinary people not to feel emotions such as fear.
Even if I just stay in this small place, I have heard more or less about Osamu Dazai. Not only are the enemies terrified of him, even the people inside the port mafia fear him more than they respect him.One of his subordinates happened to see Osamu Dazai's method of torturing a hostile intelligence officer before, and he fell into a mental breakdown and has not recovered until now.
Coupled with his bad personality and weird behavior like suicide, there are even more insiders talking about him in private.Even the sweepers and aunts in the headquarters building will use the emoji of "Dazai Osamu iswatgyou" to scare disobedient grandchildren.
"If you knelt down and begged me while crying, maybe I can think about it." I raised my hand and gently supported my chin, thinking about it.
"Shake—S——" Osamu Dazai opened his mouth, dragged out a long ending sound without any emotional ups and downs, with a half-smile expression on his face, "Not good, I started to get excited just listening to it."
I have no expression on my face: "Is it perverted?"
Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders boredly, and was not angry at such comments.He is such a person, usually put on an easy-going, careless and inconspicuous attitude, but always inadvertently show a sense of oppression that is enough to suffocate.
Once ordinary people understand his nature, they will unconsciously think that every look and every word he speaks seems to be lurking with evil spirits that follow him everywhere - as long as they fall into such fear, they will be completely controlled by him .
Osamu Dazai seemed to be careless and said: "I want a subordinate. The people I can order now are all a bunch of idiots, who have no merits other than being obedient. If there is only obedience, why don't I raise a few dogs?"
I thought about it, and sighed from the bottom of my heart: "Keeping a dog is very troublesome."
"...That's not what I said." Dazai Osamu stared at me for a while, as if he was trying to determine something.After a while, he suddenly straightened up from the chair, then leaned a little towards me, and then put on a eager expression, and said in a tone as if he was encouraging me to do something bad: "Jin, Do you want to come to my place?"
"Staying in this small place all day, you must be bored, right? You can't do anything." Osamu Dazai said.
Ango Sakaguchi complained: "I'm really sorry that this place is so small."
"No, it's not boring at all," I replied solemnly, ""Heroic Academy and Future 100 Heroes" recently started a summer event, and to be honest, I'm pretty busy."
Ango Sakaguchi squeezed the pen fiercely: "You are giving me a job!!"
I continued: "And if it's work, I'm still doing it."
Osamu Dazai stared at me, obviously not curious at all but still asked, "What job?"
"This is it." I said while handing the documents in the drawer to Osamu Dazai.The other party looked over, his eyes quickly flicked over two lines, and I immediately added: "It is a job dedicated to compiling the life experiences of those who died in the line of duty."
This is the job that senior Ango specially applied for approval from the leader. He compiled the life experiences of the dead organization personnel, made resumes, and then stored them in this place.Mr. Mori disagreed at first, but later he felt that this was a good way to control the internal intelligence of the organization and approved it.
This kind of work is both intensive and hard, and no one will read the so-called "proof of existence" even if it is put here.Those who would join the Port Mafia were all desperadoes, without relatives, lovers, or friends. The only people who would remember them occasionally after death were their colleagues who also worked in the organization, but soon, these people also died.
"Do you want to record the living things for the dead?" Osamu Dazai swept his eyes from top to bottom, and then he didn't move for a long time, his face was expressionless, and his voice was very cold, "Well...it's really a meaningful job .”
"Really? But I don't think it has any special meaning," I glanced at him, then turned my head and continued, "In the end, this kind of work will only touch people who think that 'the existence of life should have meaning even after death' It’s just a person. It’s about moving yourself.”
Ango Sakaguchi, who felt his knee hurts: "..."
I put the file in my hand on the desktop, and it recorded an ordinary young man who no one would take a second look when he was walking on the street. The people came over to tell me about him--an ordinary guy who didn't do much anywhere, and joined the Port Mafia only to support a lover who indulged in a luxurious life.
I looked at the words written by myself on it, and said to myself in a very soft voice: "Death cannot prove the meaning of life and existence. Death should be the end of all meanings."
For a long time after the voice fell, Dazai Osamu did not speak, he just kept silent, looking at me silently with lifeless eyes, like a silent black ghost.After a long time, he half-lyed on the table and made a short voice: "Ah——"
I turned my head and looked at him with puzzled eyes: "What's wrong?"
Osamu Dazai propped his face with one hand. Due to the angle and the bandage wrapped around his face, I couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.But I can clearly feel that if there is really an evil ghost lurking in his eyes, then that evil ghost must have sneaked towards me silently.
"I want you more and more," Osamu Dazai said, "If it was you, it would definitely be much easier to use than a dog."
Sakaguchi Ango frowned, and specifically reminded: "Dazai."
Dazai Osamu didn't change his expression, Furui said impassively, "Huh? Did I make a mistake? If that's the case, I will apologize."
Seeing that I was indifferent and didn't intend to speak at all, Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders as if feeling bored, and changed the topic on his own: "Speaking of it, if I die, will it also write me on it?" What will I write? I really want to read it, but I won’t be able to read it after I die, what a pity. Qin, can you think of a way so that I can see it after I die?”
I agreed: "Don't worry, I will burn it for you."
"No," Dazai Osamu showed a half-smile expression, "Why don't you take it and come to me together."
"Going to the bottom of hell is too troublesome."
"Love will surpass everything." Dazai Osamu held his face, moved his lips, and said.
"Sorry, there's no such thing."
"You are such a cold woman, you won't be liked like this." Dazai Osamu put his eyes on the document on the desktop again, stared at it motionlessly, and then asked me abruptly: "If I Now die, will you start writing immediately? Write about me."
I stared at him for a while, then silently opened the drawer and took out a document that was at the bottom.After placing it on the desktop, I pressed my palm on the title page of the document to block Osamu Dazai's searching eyes.
"Actually, I've already started preparing," I said, "because I'm curious too."
Osamu Dazai glanced at me, and said in a casual tone: "Are you wondering if someone would want to open it after I die? No, there is no such person."
"...Although I guess it's probably the same." I lowered my eyes, retracted them, and put them on the back of my hand that was pressing on the title page of the document.The back of my hand is not smooth and delicate, and there are some small wound marks on it, perhaps because it has been too long so I can't see it.Those who have done the same thing will know at a glance that this is a hand accustomed to killing.
"But I will take pity on you when the time comes, Mr. Dazai." I continued.
Osamu Dazai stared at me with eyes that made one bewildered, unable to figure out what he was thinking at all.Although he didn't know what was in his priceless head, he quickly took action.
Osamu Dazai took out a familiar file bag from somewhere like magic, and threw it in his hand at will.He turned his head, stared at me, and suddenly showed a slightly dangerous smile.
"This is..." I looked at the document bag in his hand, and immediately recalled—this is all the information Mori Ogai obtained about my childhood experience.
Osamu Dazai said bluntly: "Yes, this is a reward for a good boy. Although it was specially prepared for you, I have already got it now."
"Ah, he showed an expression that wanted to push me to the ground and beat me up and then snatch the things away! It's really rough, but I'm just showing it to you, and the real information is not here now."
"But don't worry, I won't threaten you with this kind of thing," Osamu Dazai said meaningfully, "I'm not a devil after all."
I have no expression on my face: "..."
I had a vague premonition in my heart.
Sure enough, as I expected, Osamu Dazai then said in a complaining tone: "Recently, the boss made me do a lot of boring things because of his terrible ambition, and now I have arranged a business trip to other places. There is no charm and cuteness." Miss, there are only rigid and serious old men, and I don't want to go to that kind of place."
"So," Osamu Dazai lightly threw the boring and troublesome work in his mouth to me, "you can go for me. I will leave the old man's affairs to you."
I didn't answer right away, but after a short thought, I asked cautiously: "Who is that?"
"It's just an old man who lingers under the power of justice and tries to use the power of evil to resist evil and thinks he's bearing the burden of humiliation." Osamu Dazai kept the usual expression on his face, and his voice didn't have any emotional ups and downs, as if he didn't realize it at all. It's like how bad and sarcastic language I uttered.
"Sounds like it's going to be difficult."
"Is it? But it's the one our leader wants to ally with."
Hearing this, I was taken aback for a moment, and said calmly, "Is it really okay for me to do such an important job? Maybe I'll mess it up."
"It's perfect to use the identity of the leader's adopted daughter to do this kind of job. It doesn't matter if you screw it up, and the other party doesn't mean it sincerely." Osamu Dazai said casually.
"However, if it succeeds," Dazai Osamu showed that scalp-numbing sense of oppression while speaking casually, "You have been going to the hospital to find a cure recently, and I will take care of you." You keep it a secret."
After he finished speaking, I remained calm on the surface, but there was only one thought in my mind: how did he know?
How did he know?Is someone following me?Impossible, if there are signs of being followed and monitored again, it is impossible for me not to know.So how did Osamu Dazai know about this?
However, before I was aware of my thoughts, I heard Osamu Dazai say another sentence: "You have been going to the hospital to find a cure recently, and I will keep it a secret for you."
I:"……?"
I showed a somewhat bewildered expression, and stared at Osamu Dazai for a while, and he didn't seem to feel anything was wrong.After a while, I couldn't help but say, "There's no need to say the same thing twice."
Hearing this, Osamu Dazai was stunned for a rare moment, but soon, this reaction quickly and completely disappeared from his face.
A thoughtful expression appeared on his handsome face.
"oh, I understand now."
In just a few seconds, Osamu Dazai nodded, and his tone suddenly became lighter.He seemed to be aware of a very hidden thing that no one else in the world would notice except himself, and he thought it was very interesting from the bottom of his heart.
I was even more at a loss, not knowing what he was thinking, nor what he understood.
But I intuitively realized that maybe I should be a little more vigilant.
The author has something to say: Da Zai got the script again when Qin Mei was still unclear about the situation (.
As for what he understood... I can't say it yet! ! !But soon you will know too! ! !
So sister Qin is finally going on a business trip!If she goes, it's not an alliance but a marriage [Hey]
Isn't a mafia adopted daughter and a gangster adopted son a perfect match (etc.)
The next chapter starts the dungeon of the little hero hehehehe, unlock new characters hehehehehehehe
Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel who voted [Bazooka]: Qingshui Lingxian 1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw [Grenade]: 1 Qingshui Lingxian;
Thanks to the little angel who voted [Mine]: Bai Baibai 1;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
柏百白17瓶;真爱死鱼眼、特维德尔、nara、爱♂哒宰的福尔摩斯迷10瓶;黑黒粥9瓶;综漫大爱7瓶;135、安4瓶;茸茸的小太阳2瓶;17074831、雪域之丹1瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
Even if I just stay in this small place, I have heard more or less about Osamu Dazai. Not only are the enemies terrified of him, even the people inside the port mafia fear him more than they respect him.One of his subordinates happened to see Osamu Dazai's method of torturing a hostile intelligence officer before, and he fell into a mental breakdown and has not recovered until now.
Coupled with his bad personality and weird behavior like suicide, there are even more insiders talking about him in private.Even the sweepers and aunts in the headquarters building will use the emoji of "Dazai Osamu iswatgyou" to scare disobedient grandchildren.
"If you knelt down and begged me while crying, maybe I can think about it." I raised my hand and gently supported my chin, thinking about it.
"Shake—S——" Osamu Dazai opened his mouth, dragged out a long ending sound without any emotional ups and downs, with a half-smile expression on his face, "Not good, I started to get excited just listening to it."
I have no expression on my face: "Is it perverted?"
Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders boredly, and was not angry at such comments.He is such a person, usually put on an easy-going, careless and inconspicuous attitude, but always inadvertently show a sense of oppression that is enough to suffocate.
Once ordinary people understand his nature, they will unconsciously think that every look and every word he speaks seems to be lurking with evil spirits that follow him everywhere - as long as they fall into such fear, they will be completely controlled by him .
Osamu Dazai seemed to be careless and said: "I want a subordinate. The people I can order now are all a bunch of idiots, who have no merits other than being obedient. If there is only obedience, why don't I raise a few dogs?"
I thought about it, and sighed from the bottom of my heart: "Keeping a dog is very troublesome."
"...That's not what I said." Dazai Osamu stared at me for a while, as if he was trying to determine something.After a while, he suddenly straightened up from the chair, then leaned a little towards me, and then put on a eager expression, and said in a tone as if he was encouraging me to do something bad: "Jin, Do you want to come to my place?"
"Staying in this small place all day, you must be bored, right? You can't do anything." Osamu Dazai said.
Ango Sakaguchi complained: "I'm really sorry that this place is so small."
"No, it's not boring at all," I replied solemnly, ""Heroic Academy and Future 100 Heroes" recently started a summer event, and to be honest, I'm pretty busy."
Ango Sakaguchi squeezed the pen fiercely: "You are giving me a job!!"
I continued: "And if it's work, I'm still doing it."
Osamu Dazai stared at me, obviously not curious at all but still asked, "What job?"
"This is it." I said while handing the documents in the drawer to Osamu Dazai.The other party looked over, his eyes quickly flicked over two lines, and I immediately added: "It is a job dedicated to compiling the life experiences of those who died in the line of duty."
This is the job that senior Ango specially applied for approval from the leader. He compiled the life experiences of the dead organization personnel, made resumes, and then stored them in this place.Mr. Mori disagreed at first, but later he felt that this was a good way to control the internal intelligence of the organization and approved it.
This kind of work is both intensive and hard, and no one will read the so-called "proof of existence" even if it is put here.Those who would join the Port Mafia were all desperadoes, without relatives, lovers, or friends. The only people who would remember them occasionally after death were their colleagues who also worked in the organization, but soon, these people also died.
"Do you want to record the living things for the dead?" Osamu Dazai swept his eyes from top to bottom, and then he didn't move for a long time, his face was expressionless, and his voice was very cold, "Well...it's really a meaningful job .”
"Really? But I don't think it has any special meaning," I glanced at him, then turned my head and continued, "In the end, this kind of work will only touch people who think that 'the existence of life should have meaning even after death' It’s just a person. It’s about moving yourself.”
Ango Sakaguchi, who felt his knee hurts: "..."
I put the file in my hand on the desktop, and it recorded an ordinary young man who no one would take a second look when he was walking on the street. The people came over to tell me about him--an ordinary guy who didn't do much anywhere, and joined the Port Mafia only to support a lover who indulged in a luxurious life.
I looked at the words written by myself on it, and said to myself in a very soft voice: "Death cannot prove the meaning of life and existence. Death should be the end of all meanings."
For a long time after the voice fell, Dazai Osamu did not speak, he just kept silent, looking at me silently with lifeless eyes, like a silent black ghost.After a long time, he half-lyed on the table and made a short voice: "Ah——"
I turned my head and looked at him with puzzled eyes: "What's wrong?"
Osamu Dazai propped his face with one hand. Due to the angle and the bandage wrapped around his face, I couldn't see the expression on his face clearly.But I can clearly feel that if there is really an evil ghost lurking in his eyes, then that evil ghost must have sneaked towards me silently.
"I want you more and more," Osamu Dazai said, "If it was you, it would definitely be much easier to use than a dog."
Sakaguchi Ango frowned, and specifically reminded: "Dazai."
Dazai Osamu didn't change his expression, Furui said impassively, "Huh? Did I make a mistake? If that's the case, I will apologize."
Seeing that I was indifferent and didn't intend to speak at all, Osamu Dazai shrugged his shoulders as if feeling bored, and changed the topic on his own: "Speaking of it, if I die, will it also write me on it?" What will I write? I really want to read it, but I won’t be able to read it after I die, what a pity. Qin, can you think of a way so that I can see it after I die?”
I agreed: "Don't worry, I will burn it for you."
"No," Dazai Osamu showed a half-smile expression, "Why don't you take it and come to me together."
"Going to the bottom of hell is too troublesome."
"Love will surpass everything." Dazai Osamu held his face, moved his lips, and said.
"Sorry, there's no such thing."
"You are such a cold woman, you won't be liked like this." Dazai Osamu put his eyes on the document on the desktop again, stared at it motionlessly, and then asked me abruptly: "If I Now die, will you start writing immediately? Write about me."
I stared at him for a while, then silently opened the drawer and took out a document that was at the bottom.After placing it on the desktop, I pressed my palm on the title page of the document to block Osamu Dazai's searching eyes.
"Actually, I've already started preparing," I said, "because I'm curious too."
Osamu Dazai glanced at me, and said in a casual tone: "Are you wondering if someone would want to open it after I die? No, there is no such person."
"...Although I guess it's probably the same." I lowered my eyes, retracted them, and put them on the back of my hand that was pressing on the title page of the document.The back of my hand is not smooth and delicate, and there are some small wound marks on it, perhaps because it has been too long so I can't see it.Those who have done the same thing will know at a glance that this is a hand accustomed to killing.
"But I will take pity on you when the time comes, Mr. Dazai." I continued.
Osamu Dazai stared at me with eyes that made one bewildered, unable to figure out what he was thinking at all.Although he didn't know what was in his priceless head, he quickly took action.
Osamu Dazai took out a familiar file bag from somewhere like magic, and threw it in his hand at will.He turned his head, stared at me, and suddenly showed a slightly dangerous smile.
"This is..." I looked at the document bag in his hand, and immediately recalled—this is all the information Mori Ogai obtained about my childhood experience.
Osamu Dazai said bluntly: "Yes, this is a reward for a good boy. Although it was specially prepared for you, I have already got it now."
"Ah, he showed an expression that wanted to push me to the ground and beat me up and then snatch the things away! It's really rough, but I'm just showing it to you, and the real information is not here now."
"But don't worry, I won't threaten you with this kind of thing," Osamu Dazai said meaningfully, "I'm not a devil after all."
I have no expression on my face: "..."
I had a vague premonition in my heart.
Sure enough, as I expected, Osamu Dazai then said in a complaining tone: "Recently, the boss made me do a lot of boring things because of his terrible ambition, and now I have arranged a business trip to other places. There is no charm and cuteness." Miss, there are only rigid and serious old men, and I don't want to go to that kind of place."
"So," Osamu Dazai lightly threw the boring and troublesome work in his mouth to me, "you can go for me. I will leave the old man's affairs to you."
I didn't answer right away, but after a short thought, I asked cautiously: "Who is that?"
"It's just an old man who lingers under the power of justice and tries to use the power of evil to resist evil and thinks he's bearing the burden of humiliation." Osamu Dazai kept the usual expression on his face, and his voice didn't have any emotional ups and downs, as if he didn't realize it at all. It's like how bad and sarcastic language I uttered.
"Sounds like it's going to be difficult."
"Is it? But it's the one our leader wants to ally with."
Hearing this, I was taken aback for a moment, and said calmly, "Is it really okay for me to do such an important job? Maybe I'll mess it up."
"It's perfect to use the identity of the leader's adopted daughter to do this kind of job. It doesn't matter if you screw it up, and the other party doesn't mean it sincerely." Osamu Dazai said casually.
"However, if it succeeds," Dazai Osamu showed that scalp-numbing sense of oppression while speaking casually, "You have been going to the hospital to find a cure recently, and I will take care of you." You keep it a secret."
After he finished speaking, I remained calm on the surface, but there was only one thought in my mind: how did he know?
How did he know?Is someone following me?Impossible, if there are signs of being followed and monitored again, it is impossible for me not to know.So how did Osamu Dazai know about this?
However, before I was aware of my thoughts, I heard Osamu Dazai say another sentence: "You have been going to the hospital to find a cure recently, and I will keep it a secret for you."
I:"……?"
I showed a somewhat bewildered expression, and stared at Osamu Dazai for a while, and he didn't seem to feel anything was wrong.After a while, I couldn't help but say, "There's no need to say the same thing twice."
Hearing this, Osamu Dazai was stunned for a rare moment, but soon, this reaction quickly and completely disappeared from his face.
A thoughtful expression appeared on his handsome face.
"oh, I understand now."
In just a few seconds, Osamu Dazai nodded, and his tone suddenly became lighter.He seemed to be aware of a very hidden thing that no one else in the world would notice except himself, and he thought it was very interesting from the bottom of his heart.
I was even more at a loss, not knowing what he was thinking, nor what he understood.
But I intuitively realized that maybe I should be a little more vigilant.
The author has something to say: Da Zai got the script again when Qin Mei was still unclear about the situation (.
As for what he understood... I can't say it yet! ! !But soon you will know too! ! !
So sister Qin is finally going on a business trip!If she goes, it's not an alliance but a marriage [Hey]
Isn't a mafia adopted daughter and a gangster adopted son a perfect match (etc.)
The next chapter starts the dungeon of the little hero hehehehe, unlock new characters hehehehehehehe
Thanks to the little angels who voted for me or irrigated the nutrient solution~
Thanks to the little angel who voted [Bazooka]: Qingshui Lingxian 1;
Thanks to the little angel who threw [Grenade]: 1 Qingshui Lingxian;
Thanks to the little angel who voted [Mine]: Bai Baibai 1;
Thanks to the little angel who irrigated [nutrient solution]:
柏百白17瓶;真爱死鱼眼、特维德尔、nara、爱♂哒宰的福尔摩斯迷10瓶;黑黒粥9瓶;综漫大爱7瓶;135、安4瓶;茸茸的小太阳2瓶;17074831、雪域之丹1瓶;
Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!
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