Mr. Chu

After finding out some things about this character, Gu Yang can preliminarily determine the connection.

Next, he didn't do too much, instead he agreed to Xu Kong and went to a fan meeting, which made the always serious manager flattered and wondered if he had taken the wrong medicine.But it's a good thing anyway, so I won't pursue the reasons in detail.

In order to avoid a sensation at the fan meeting, not many people were invited. Xu Kong carefully selected [-] fans, all of whom were loyal fans who had followed Gu Yang since his debut.

Among them, there are more girls, and there are also many boys.

At the meeting back then, Gu Yang didn't dress up very grandly, he just wore a simple shirt and trousers, and walked into the auditorium like a big brother on the street. However, when more than 300 pairs of eyes stared at When he was, well, it was also a very strange feeling.

He couldn't help smiling, recalling the first scene of the meeting. At that time, he was still very young, facing so many pairs of eyes, he couldn't help being nervous and stiff.Now that he was able to act naturally, Gu Yang walked up to the high platform, picked up the microphone and said, "Hi everyone, nice to meet you."

The bottom was fried in an instant.

"Yangyang! Yangyang ahhh!"

"Guhuang Guhuang! Woohoo Guhuang is so handsome!"

"It's nice to meet you too! Bi Xinxin!"

All the faces in the audience were full of anticipation, extremely happy, and their eyes were shining. Gu Yang searched among them and saw that very familiar face.

He couldn't help smiling.

"Well, the sister in the middle of the third row, haven't we seen each other for a long time?"

There was a moment of silence, and there was a louder noise. The girl stood up with a flushed face. She was the president of Gu Yang's support club, the girl who handed over thousands of paper cranes to him back then.

Up to now, she has been following him and cheering for him as promised.

Gu Yang smiled and said: "It's been a long time since I saw you, don't worry, I still keep the thousand paper cranes, I'm very happy to see you again."

The girl's face turned red. Judging by her age and attire, she should be of a very good class, but when she faced this young man again, she was still apprehensive and restless.

Because she was his ordinary fan.

"Well... I don't know what to say." Gu Yang asked frankly: "What do you want to know? If I can tell you, I will tell you."

"New play!"

"Life!"

"Is Emperor Gu ready to get married? Huh, how is Chu Zhenggong treating you? Huh..."

"Ah, ah, there are so many questions I want to ask, but I can't think of them for a while."

It's strange to say that for those celebrities who are secretive and refuse to reveal the truth of the matter, fans will intercept them and want to dig, because people have selfish desires and want to find out.But for someone like Gu Yang who is so frank, just letting them ask questions, the fans are rather embarrassed, because this young man is upright every step of the way, and in broad daylight, he really answers their questions. ——No one would doubt his promise, so it would be even more embarrassing. You can't really ask about his private life, how bad it is.

Seeing that they didn't speak, Gu Yang thought for a while, and then said, "Well, if you don't have anything special to ask, why don't you let me ask?"

This is very novel, because celebrities rarely take the initiative to get to know fans, those boys and girls looked at each other, and after a short surprise, they couldn't help becoming more excited.

"Okay! You can ask whatever you want!"

"Ask anything!"

"That's it, then..." Gu Yang walked down from the high platform, and said softly, "Let's start with your life."

"Since you fell in love with me at the beginning, has your life changed in any way?"

He asked this because he was really curious, because he had never had the opportunity to experience the life of normal peers, and the people around him, neither Chu Jinye nor Zhao Shaoye, could be regarded as truly normal.

Who died in their teens?Want to inherit a family that calls the wind and rain?Who became popular in Asia when he was a teenager, and his brother is the boss of the underworld?

This is more fantasy than fiction.And these strange works only accounted for a small part of the crowd, and they happened to be around Gu Yang, which made him curious about the lives of ordinary people. He himself was not normal. At the age of 17, he was the Best Actor in Cannes.

"us……"

"that is……"

As those fans spoke one by one, Gu Yang also learned something about life that he had never really experienced.

The head of the support group told him that she has liked him for many years and has always followed his example. She has also been admitted to the top university in country M. She has graduated early and started a business with a few friends. This year, the company has become a dark horse in the industry. It can be regarded as the new dignitaries.

She said that it was Gu Yang's performance that gave her hope amid repeated setbacks. She felt that children younger than her could do it, and there was no reason why she couldn't do it.

Another girl said that she is a child of an ordinary family, and her life has always been flat without twists and turns. It was Gu Yang's movie that opened another window to her life. Work hard to pursue your dreams.She said that after a night of thinking, she resolutely chose art, which she loved since she was a child, and received a scholarship to study based on her grades. Now, she is already an illustrator.

A pale-skinned boy wearing glasses said that he is gay and has been living in the ignorance and shadow of the world. At first, he fell in love with Gu Yang's imaginary phantom, but later, he fell in love with him. The human spirit is Amin who made him understand the difficulty of life. He and his parents were honest about everything about him. Now he has come out publicly and has a boyfriend who has been in a stable relationship for three years.

More, more boys and girls told Gu Yang that their stories were sad, warm, and positive, but without exception, they all happened at a certain point in their lives. He, as their The guiding signpost, the compass, gave them the courage to survive and change.

When he discovered this, Gu Yang was really speechless for a moment, he never thought that he could play such an important role in other people's lives.He always thought that he didn't even handle his own affairs clearly, he was just an ordinary existence.But, maybe, there are some times when the word idol really plays a role. He brings a good spirit and motivation, and cheers up those who need role models.

Many people's hopes are pinned on him.

Gu Yang really, dullly felt the weight of these words, these people with completely different life trajectories and growth paths, gathered together because of him.

This is really...

"...We actually know that what we like may only be a part of you." The president of the support club said, "Because you are really gentle, just the part that is exposed is very good, very good. At the time, we also wanted to say, don’t work so hard, it’s okay to take a break, don’t work so hard, it’s okay to shoot movies casually, but you probably won’t accept it.”

She paused for a while, took another deep breath, and said seriously: "Yangyang, Guhuang, you have always been energetic, you have been surpassing yourself, challenging yourself, like a ball of fire, Those of us who are on the sidelines can feel the heat and see the light, so we also want to run with you."

"You don't have to do anything, just be yourself, of course..." She smiled a little embarrassedly, blushing: "It would be even better if we could talk to us occasionally like this. "

At that moment, her shadow overlapped with the shadow of the girl who handed him the heavy glass bottle many years ago. Gu Yang looked at her quietly and at them. For a moment, he didn't know what to say.

Life is like a race, in fact, in the final analysis, you are still competing with yourself, because people are inherently lonely, but at certain times, you can still get encouragement from people on the same track , I feel that I am not alone, but if you run too far, when you look back, there is nothing behind you.

At that time, will you continue to run, or end it.

Gu Yang thought, he couldn't figure out these things for a while, so he could only bend down and thank these people with the most solemn gesture, thanking them for their encouragement and love. What he got was far more than he imagined. There are many more.

In the end, at the end of the day, Gu Yang signed their names one by one and took a group photo. He did this not for any utilitarian purpose, but purely, purely because he wanted to do it.

"By the way, we still haven't said a word." At the end, the support president suddenly said, she snapped her fingers, and more than 300 boys and girls were in unison, bowed down very seriously, and said loudly in unison: "Congratulations--congratulations-Gu-huang-deng-ji, long live Gu Huang~"

Gu Yang: ...

He couldn't help laughing, and said: "Aiqing is free from courtesy, okay~ I love you too."

That day, the headlines on Weibo were maxed out, with "Gu Huang's enthronement" and "Congratulations from fans" everywhere. Those sunflowers who didn't attend the meeting could only chirp and express their envy and hatred.

"Wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooow..."

"Long live the emperor, long live the emperor, my emperor Long En, I thank you on my knees!"

And after the question he asked was posted on the Internet and published, many Sunflowers also answered.

"At that time, it was a rainy day. I was going to chase the young master, but in the middle of the walk, my feet slipped and I fell. Clothes, I later found out that he is Gu Yang, and I decided to be a fan of him for the rest of my life."

"I was very depressed for a while. At that time, my friend pulled me to watch "That Killer Is Cool". At that time, Lin said on the screen that human life is short, why don't you cherish every minute and every second? Shocked. Now, I am alive and well, thank you Lin, thank you Yangyang."

"I don't need a reason to like him... Anyone who has seen his hard work, it's hard not to like him. Although that sentence is now a rotten street, I still want to say, do you know how hard he is? Many people simply don't work hard enough to compete for talent."

"I like Yangyang who works hard, and I also like Yangyang's role. Come on Yangyang, I will always support you."

These comments and reposts ignited like sparks.Those who don't know much about the fandom can't help admiring when they see it, it's really rare to see such a positive idol, without bullshit and sunspots, they are not used to it.

When Gu Yang saw this, he had a deeper feeling.He is at a critical crossroads in his life, reading some books that can guide the direction, and about to star in a mysterious movie.Now, looking at these different lives and people of different classes, he suddenly thought, fate is really amazing.

He himself, unconsciously, rewrote the lives of many people, making them different. He didn't think about these things when he came out.

In "Mom's Attic," there is a scene where Will asks his mother what would I be like without the war, and what would you be like.

His mother said that fate is something that cannot be changed, and people are always lonely.

These two sentences seem to have nothing to do with each other, and Gu Yang can't understand the truth behind them, but now, looking at these comments, he seems to understand a little bit.

It seems that so many people love him and yearn for him. In fact, what they love may be just a fantasy, an appearance, something they imagined and produced out of needs. This thing has something similar to Gu Yang's. Similar, but not himself.

They love him but don't understand him.

Are people a kind of lonely creature, making them always think that they have friends and have the same kind to communicate with, but at a certain moment, a certain scene, the fact will give them a blow in the head, making them realize that the kind of heartfelt The sense of loneliness has never left their hearts.Whether it’s a mother, a partner, or a friend, none of them, there is definitely a corner of you that can be [-]% coincident with you, and only you can touch it.

War is a cruel game between people, but it is also a reflection of the human soul. That mirror reflects their true appearance, what makes us, is it physical flesh, bones, and protein?Or spiritual tyranny, ambition, and plunder.Human nature is so strange. On the one hand, they are full of love and kindness to make the world a better place. On the other hand, they are cruel and bloody, and they will do anything to achieve their goals.

Gu Yang thought, this is a long subject, and many things happen by chance, which you cannot decide.

That day, he had another dream.

He dreamed that he and Chu Jinye had never met before.

In that dream, he lived through the age of 16 in a normal way. His cousin did not have a car accident, and there was no accident at home. He grew up peacefully and was kicked out to support himself after he was admitted to university.With scholarships and some simple part-time jobs, he earned his tuition fees.

During the four years in college, he didn't have any good friends, no one who was particularly close, no ideals, and no things he wanted to pursue. His heart was like a pool of stagnant water, unable to make any waves.

In this way, he spent a long college career. After graduation, he entered an ordinary company, like any office worker, from nine to five, without any accidents.

Some girls expressed their liking to him, but he politely rejected them all. He always felt that he was separated from the outside world by a layer of film, and that he missed some things. He couldn't understand or feel other people's emotions.

until one day.

until one day.

He and his colleagues, along with the company, went to a very grand banquet. The banquet said that a great person was invited. The black car drove in, and a very handsome and pale man got out of the car. With an extremely indifferent expression, he was wearing a three-piece black suit.

He walked down step by step, not paying attention to anyone, when those gloomy black eyes swept across Gu Yang, the latter held his breath.

There was nothing in those eyes, empty, like the darkest night.No emotion, no people, no emotion or warmth.

He suddenly felt as if he was suffocated, and all the documents in his hand fell to the ground. He had never felt so sad before, and his heart shattered.Something was lost at that moment, gone, never to be found again.

He heard the people around talking, saying that it was Chu Jinye, Master Chu, the head of the Chu family, and they were not from the same world as them.

He wanted to say, no, it was Mr. Chu.

The man didn't stay for long, he went through a cutscene, got in the car and left, his back was so aloof and indifferent, people couldn't help but choke, saying that he hasn't married a wife yet, is he really indifferent to anything, what? A loner who doesn't care.

Gu Yang thought, this is not the case.

In his dream, he suddenly felt that something was wrong. His heart hurt so much. Why did it hurt like that? It was really indescribable. He couldn't help covering his chest, as if half of it was lost there.

He lost the most important thing.

... Mr. Chu, you don't remember me.

In reality, Gu Yang suddenly opened his eyes, his face was already full of tears, he stared at his fingers for a long time, then stumbled to his feet, ran out of the room, and rushed into the study, where Chu Jinnight was correcting documents , Seeing his lover rushing towards him like this, he couldn't help but widen his eyes, and stood up straight!

"Who bullied you!?"

The man's tone was full of furious anger, but Gu Yang ignored him and threw himself into his arms. The familiar smell of cologne and hot temperature gave him a real feeling, and he couldn't help but choke on it. Hold your face and cry loudly.

Chu Jinye didn't know what happened, so he could only touch his back and kiss his forehead, trying to make him feel better. He made up his mind, if he knew who made Gu Yang like this, he would never forgive him. he.

Gu Yang cried for a long time, finally raised his red eyes, and said hoarsely: "Mr. Chu, I had a dream, I dreamed that you don't remember me, don't want me anymore, we have never met before, again Meet, you don't know me, just walked past me..."

"You don't remember me, and I don't remember you either..."

Having said this, he was so sad that he couldn't continue, and choked up again. Chu Jinye was stunned for a long time before he could understand what he meant, the cause and effect of this matter.

He was supposed to find it funny, but he didn't.

"...Gu Yang, look at me."

The man said in a low voice, Gu Yang subconsciously obeyed the order, raised his head, and looked at him blankly.

The other party kissed him on the head, and looked at him with eyes that were similar to but completely different from those in the dream.

"I know, what are you thinking, you are sad, if this is really the case, I will be sad too, I can't accept losing you, Yangyang, I found out early on, not only you can't leave me, I I can't live without you, I feel lonely all the time, but as long as you are here, I can temporarily forget it."

"Everyone is crippled. They came to this world to find the other half that can make up for them. It is my luck that I found you. We are all lucky to meet each other."

When he said this, he half knelt down and kissed the young man's face and lips, which were still wet.

"If there is another possibility for us to meet, I believe it will be good. No matter how we start, we will be together in the end. Believe me, okay? Yangyang?"

His voice and words are really very gentle, and the meaning he expresses is really from the heart. In those black eyes that were lonely and indifferent at the beginning, there is now more, more warmth And love, there is a shadow of a person reflected in it, that is Gu Yang himself.

They are already inseparable, inseparable.

Gu Yang didn't know what words to use to describe his feelings at the moment, he could only say that it was my luck to meet you.

Mr. Chu.

I love you.

He moved a little closer and kissed the other person's lips. The taste was cold and strange, just like the cologne on this man's body, but it made him linger.

He knew that he was obsessed with this smell, as if he had been poisoned and couldn't quit.

I love you very much, you make me forget the meaning of loneliness. In this world, if I can meet someone like you and be with you, I will feel that my life is not in vain.

This is probably the magic of love.