Mr. Chu

At that moment, Chu Jinye thought he had heard wrong.

His eyes widened in an instant, his pupils constricted, and the expression on his face was an unprecedented shock.

After Gu Yang understood this expression, he had a new explanation.But the boy was silent for a while, and continued to finish his sentence.

"When did I have this idea, I don't know. Probably one day, I found that no matter what I did, I would think of you. When I was acting in an emotional scene, watching others would subconsciously substitute your face, what did I see? It’s interesting, I want to share it with you, maybe you will say that it’s the same between close family members, but I know, it’s not.”

He paused, and then said: "When I see you, I will blush, my heart will beat faster, and my heart will be very sweet, sweeter than drinking honey water. I think this is probably love, Mr. Chu, I love you. Looking at you, not as a family member, maybe you have noticed it and think I am disgusting like this, but I still want to tell you personally, I love you. "

After finishing speaking, he lowered his eyes calmly, waiting for the final judgment, but there was no sound for a long time.

Gu Yang still couldn't help but looked up and was stunned for a moment, Chu Jinye looked at him motionless, that expression, that kind of great ecstasy mixed with lost and found, like crazy.

Chu Jinye also really felt that he was crazy.

He took a step forward and walked in front of the young man with chaotic steps, his voice stuttered a few times before he could speak smoothly: "You...you love me? How could you say you love me?"

Before Gu Yang could speak, he took a deep breath, shook his head repeatedly, his pale skin flushed, and murmured: "No...you shouldn't say this..."

Chu Jinye firmly held Gu Yang's hand, stared into his eyes, and said seriously, "I...I love you, Yangyang, too, I love you."

Gu Yang was completely stunned in place.

"I... When did I start? I don't know anything... I..." Chu Jinye's current appearance has completely lost the serious and steady appearance of an elder in the past. He took a few deep breaths, but his brain has not yet come to life , repeating repeatedly: "I love you too, Yangyang, I have always loved you!"

The boy stood there stiffly as if he had been fixed, his eyes widened, as if he had heard something incredible, he opened his mouth, but couldn't close it a few times, he could only utter the doubtful word ah, and was immediately caught The overly excited man hugged him into his arms.

Leaning against the warm chest, smelling the familiar smell of cologne, Gu Yang finally woke up. When he realized what he just heard, his whole body, from fingertips to earlobes, turned red!His eyes blinked violently up and down a few times, and the previous peace was shattered!

Mr. Chu likes me?

what did i hear?

He said he loves me.

Why does he say he loves me?

I confessed to him, I thought I would be kicked out after I finished speaking, but no, he rushed over and hugged me, telling me that he likes me too!

He likes me.

He loves me.

Our hearts are the same! ! !

At the moment when this idea was established in the young man's mind, he suddenly covered his mouth with his hand, suppressing the scream in his throat!

His mind has exploded!

Chu Jinye let go of Gu Yang, knelt down and looked at his face, his eyes were so hot that he didn't need to say anything, Gu Yang just looked at him, and was burned by the scalding, irrepressible love Now, he is most familiar with that look, because every day in the mirror, he can see it in his own eyes!

Mr. Chu did not lie.

Mr. Chu loves me.

We are in love.

After realizing this point, Gu Yang's whole body was in a bad state, as if he was standing in the air, staggering and unable to support himself. In his expectation, there had never been, and it was impossible, such a happy ending.

He stammered and asked, "Then you...why did you leave?"

Chu Jinye took a deep breath, and his feverish mind slowly calmed down. His face was still flushed, and his eyes were bright: "I... I didn't know you liked me at the time, and I was afraid that my thoughts would hurt me. You, dare not tell you... I... I have always liked you, Yangyang... much longer than you imagined..."

He squatted in front of Gu Yang, stretched out his hand to gently caress his face, pressed the slightly red corners of his eyes, and said, "I'm sorry... I didn't know you thought this way, I caused you a lot of grievances... I'm sorry..."

Gu Yang looked at him in disbelief, his whole body was as red as a shrimp boiled in boiling water, he covered his face, shook his head, let go, covered again, this action was repeated several times, until finally Chu Jinye was worried He wanted to pull his hand away, but he stopped, his eyes widened, and he asked in disbelief: "So you have always loved me?"

"Yes." Chu Jinye said very seriously, "It has always been."

"Have you never thought of leaving me?"

"no!"

"Then I...I too..." Gu Yang shook his head, nodded again, and suddenly said, "I...I love you too, but this is wrong!"

He took a step back abruptly, and shouted at the bewildered man, "This is wrong! You can't do this!"

Unexpected turnaround reaction.

Chu Jinye has calmed down now, and he asked: "Why is it wrong? What's the problem? Yangyang, tell me."

The boy took a breath, shook his head, and clenched his fists.

"I... I didn't know you thought so at first, you didn't know that I liked you, and I didn't know that you liked me, but, when we didn't know each other's mind, you didn't ask me , made a decision on your own, you can tell me, tell me some of your thoughts, but you didn't, you said, you won't be separated from me, you just...just leave me behind!"

When Gu Yang talked about the excitement, the blue blood vessels on his arms were clearly protruding. He stared at Chu Jinye and said, "We promised each other that we would always be together, but why didn't you say anything? Did I leave it? This is the second time! Mr. Chu! I'm really angry!"

"I also did something wrong, I want to apologize to you, I'm sorry, I didn't tell you in detail at the beginning, but I never thought of leaving you, never! How could you, nothing Tell me, just drive me away, go to another place to see me, I... what can I do? I am not happy! You can explain to me at that time, just make up a reason, and I will believe you if you say it Yes, but you didn't! Mr. Chu, you asked me to leave without even giving me an explanation!"

Tears flowed from the boy's eyes, he spoke very forcefully and tremblingly, as if his whole heart was cut open, he said: "I have always behaved very well, I will be very good...so please... ...don't leave me behind...that's what I thought and did, but you didn't even give me a chance to explain, I don't know what I did wrong, I can only think wildly, now that you're back, Tell me...we were originally in love..."

After he finished speaking, his voice was out of tune. Gu Yang covered his face, sobbing, and said, "Brother Qin wants me to be independent, and says that I can do whatever I want. Yes, but only you can't, Mr. Chu, if you leave again, I will really feel that I have been abandoned, and I don't want to have a third time!"

As soon as he finished speaking, Chu Jinye suddenly hugged him into his arms.

With irresistible force.

The man's teeth were clenched and his eyes were already red. Chu Jinye hugged Gu Yang tightly and said, "I'm sorry, Yang Yang, please listen to me."

The room was quiet, only low sobbing and heavy breathing could be heard clearly, the young man closed his eyes, trembling his body, he was really sad, Chu Jinye knew that his heart hurt badly, he In explaining, he has never said so many words and done so many explanations.Because how can a person like him let others know what he is thinking.

But Gu Yang wanted to know.

Chu will let him know tonight, and tell him everything that is echoing in his mind and struggling in his heart.

"This... It's all my fault. I didn't take your feelings into consideration."

"But I am actually a scary and cold person. My parents left very early, and I was able to secure this position by myself. During this process, I learned a lot of methods, and there is also a reason for this, Yang Yang , I'm not a good person, sometimes I can't control myself, in order to get something, I will do very cruel things."

He wrapped his arms around Gu Yang's head and let him look at him. The two pairs of black eyes met each other. The young man saw the emotion inside, affectionate and sad.

"I... liked you a long time ago, but you didn't know it at the time. I was afraid that I couldn't control it. You are still young, and many things have not been finalized. I can't just take you so early. I went on a wrong road, so I haven't told you, but I can't control it, I love you more and more-how can I love you so much. Yangyang, I have never loved someone like this before, this kind of feeling is too If it gets intense, I will be afraid, I don't know what I will do, if you like someone else, I may kill him."

When he said the last sentence, the coldness in Chu Jinye's voice made Gu Yang understand that he was not joking.

"If you were still by my side at that time, I might really lose control of myself and want to keep you so that you can only see me. This is not okay, Yangyang, I don't want to do this, I don't I am willing to hurt you, you are the best child I have ever seen, I must protect you, so I want to leave temporarily."

"I didn't explain it to you. It was my fault. I don't know how to tell you. I have never liked anyone. I don't know how to get along with someone I like. I always say something wrong and you always see it. Yes, you...you just look at me with those eyes, I can't hide anything from you, Yangyang, I don't want you to know that I am, what..."

Someone who desires you.

Chu Jinye closed his eyes, pressed Gu Yang's face, and said softly, "I'm sorry, Yang Yang, I really love you, maybe you don't understand, but this is the best way I can love you."

When I can't control myself, I have to stay away from you,

Restraint and forbearance are the way Chu Jinye learns to love others.The ruthless aggressor who has always only plundered and conquered will learn to restrain his fangs and claws because of love. It is precisely because you love him that you must learn to respect him.Is love imprisoning a bird cruelly and breaking its wings, just to listen to its humming in the cage?You like the colorful scales of upstream fish in the water, so you want to peel them all off, but only on living things, in the water, is the time when it really blooms beautifully.

Chu Jinye loves Gu Yang, loves his bright eyes when acting, raised mouth corners, and a completely different spirit than usual. If it blooms for another person, he will not accept it, but if Gu Yang loses these, He is even more unacceptable.

i love you.

I do not want to hurt you.

Even if your loving eyes are not on me, and your smile is not sweet because of me, I still want them to be on your face, it's strange, I was never like that.

It is clear that the thinking logic he established and the education he received are authoritarian and cruel, which he cannot obtain and will not allow others to obtain, but why?When facing Gu Yang, Chu Jinye unexpectedly forbeared. He learned restraint and respect. All of this was not even for the last taste of the delicious fruit, just because——he was willing to do so.

It's weird, Yangyang, you make me not even like me.

Just like now, he half-kneeled on the ground, holding the boy's face in his hands, willingly handing over the power of trial to him, waiting for the other party's reply, he said softly: "Yangyang, I love you, please forgive me, I will be very happy, and if you don't forgive me, I will apologize in the way you want and get your forgiveness."

Gu Yang stared into his eyes for a long time, but he didn't realize that the tears were streaming down. He completely understood what Chu Jinye said, and understood that in this relationship, those who are suffering, those who dare not speak out, never He is not alone.

Mr. Chu.

Mr. Chu.

He sniffed and said intermittently: "I see...Mr. Chu, I forgive you...I'm sorry, but I'm still very angry, I...I want to punish you..."

The author has something to say:

Here is a detailed analysis of two-way secret love.

The two people, because of their completely different personalities, have completely different approaches. What is commendable is that they both chose to break through and took a path that they would never take before.

Mr. Chu, who was obviously the invader, gave up the methods he was used to for Yang Yang, restrained and forbeared, afraid of hurting him, and controlled his own desires.

Yang Yang, who had always been introverted and was always spinning around in circles, bravely chose to confess, and exposed his thoughts openly. What Qin Shao said at the time meant that he should be an independent person, don't care about other people's opinions, he can always go go down.But Yangyang still said to Mr. Chu, you can hurt me, and only in front of you will I become dependent.

Love makes them connect, learn more from each other, become better than ever, they are the best together.

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