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Shu Yuan picked up the textbooks, moved forward two rows with the backpack on her shoulders, lowered her head and didn't look at Li Xu again.

The teacher stared at the roster and read the names of other people. Everyone quickly changed their viewing objects, and no one knew that he was having a storm in his heart.

One class was very tormenting, Shu Yuan was taking notes mechanically, his eyes couldn't help looking at Li Xu several times, and the other party kept his head down, wondering what he was thinking.

During the class break, Shu Yuan ran out the back door without taking anything. There was a forest behind the teaching building. He hid in the gazebo inside, leaning against the stone pillar, took out his mobile phone, and clicked on the message Li Xu had sent a few days ago. his text message.

—Don't give it to me.

He imagined that the two would meet again many times, but he never imagined that they would be strangers like they are now.

Shu Yuan rubbed his tattoo, and the squiggly English under the burning electric bass seemed to be mocking his wishful thinking.Rubbing until a large area of ​​skin on the wrist was red, Shu Yuan decided to wash off the pattern that didn't belong to him on the weekend. He regarded it as a wrong payment of affection, and also forgot the relationship with Li Xu that he thought would last forever.

Stepping on the class bell to go back to the classroom, Shu Yuan sat back in his seat, listened to the class and wrote notes with a numb expression, propping his head with his left hand in case he accidentally turned in the wrong direction.

After class, he packed up his things neatly and left. Just as he stepped out the back door, his shoulders sank. He was startled, and turned around to find that it was a scorpion.

"Do you eat in the cafeteria at noon, or in the commercial street?" Scorpion asked.

Fang Guo brought an electric hot pot, and said that he would buy vegetables and go back to cook. Shu Yuan didn't want to go back to the dormitory at this time, so he proposed to go to the commercial street to eat with Xie Zi.

"Why are you walking so fast?" Scorpion grabbed his arm, "Slow down, there are so many people going up and down the stairs."

Shu Yuan pretended not to hear it, so he just pressed on the other's shoulder and rushed downstairs, trying to get rid of the strange gaze stuck behind his back.

"What are you looking at?" someone asked Li Xu.

Li Xu raised his chin, stared at Shu Yuan's running back and asked, "Which dormitory is he from?"

"814," the person next to him replied, "He is close to Meng Zhixie, and Meng Zhixie belongs to 814."

Li Xu nodded thoughtfully: "I won't go to the cafeteria, you go."

There were many people in the commercial street, so he wanted to make it easier, so he bought the noodles in a bucket at the canteen downstairs in the dormitory, and put the noodles on the table. He turned around and went to 814, which is two dormitories away.

After knocking for a long time, no one answered the door, Li Xu was not in a hurry, leaned on the corridor and touched his phone to press it, and squeaked in the addicted group, saying that he had found someone.

Shi Chengjin was the first to give support: "Come on!"

"What the hell," Han Qiyun said, "Of course it's directly on the bed. Why is it so difficult to make people dizzy?"

"Virtue!" Song Yuenian sent a knocking emoji to Han Qiyun, "Treating the symptoms, not the root cause."

814 Someone took out a key to open the door, Li Xu put away his cell phone, stepped forward to say hello, and glanced into the dormitory by the way.

Fang Guo and Li Xu are not close friends, but he is a kind of person who is friendly to everyone. When people greet him, he also smiles at the other party: "Hi."

"Is Shu Yuan from your dormitory?" Li Xu put his elbows on the door frame.

"Yes," Fang Guo's bed was near the door, he put down his bag, and took out the electric hot pot from the cabinet, "He hasn't come back yet, why don't you wait here?"

"Okay," Li Xu was not polite, walked in ostentatiously, and after a scan, he could see which position Shu Yuan was in. "Why didn't he go to military training?"

"Those who change majors and get downgraded don't need military training," Fang Guo explained, "You don't know if you don't share a dormitory with him. He studied business English for a year before, and only applied to transfer to the French major at the end of last semester. We still have to shout He is senior."

Fang Guo laughed as he spoke, but Li Xu couldn't laugh. He stared straight at the tarnished music box on Shu Yuan's desk. Many memories poured from his heart, mixed with touching and delicate pain. Swallowed his internal organs like sulfuric acid.

"Why did he change his major?" Li Xu asked.

He clearly knew that what Shu Yuan did was all because of him, but he still wanted to ask other people for other reasons, as if this could minimize his guilt.

"I don't know, he didn't say anything." Fang Guo heard footsteps outside the corridor, and looked around, "They're back."

The first one to step in was the scorpion. He put Shu Yuan's shoulders on his shoulders and said in a loud voice, "Really, listen to my advice, your tattoo is so beautiful, don't wash it, it hurts much more than tattooing."

"En." Shu Yuan responded lightly.

He raised his eyes and saw Li Xu standing next to his bed. At first he thought he was hallucinating, but his second reaction was to hide.

He dropped the book and pen, and he ran out. Li Xu strode after him and called out his name, "Shu Yuan!"

It was when the elevator was at its peak, Shu Yuan avoided the crowd and rushed to the stairs. Just as he stepped down a step, his arm was grabbed by someone.

"What are you running for?" Li Xu dragged him back to a dark corner of the stairwell, "Aren't you willing to see me?"

With the familiar and oppressive aura approaching, Shu Yuan hid his right hand, which was being held by the other party, behind his back, lowered his head to prevent Li Xu from seeing his expression, and pursed his lips tightly, fearing that uncontrollable sobs would come out of his mouth.

"Why did you change your major? Is it because of me?" Li Xu tilted his head to look at Shu Yuan's face. He lowered his guilt just now, but now he takes the responsibility on himself, "Why don't you look at me? Then close your eyes." , let me see how you are?"

The person in front of him was very obedient, he closed his eyes obediently and raised his head, but his mouth was not forgiving: "It's not for you, I'm just playing around."

"Turning around," Li Xu held Shu Yuan's face and pecked the other's brow, "Why do I feel so distressed?"

He was the one who broke up with him in July last year, and he was also the one who caught someone and refused to let him go. He is a complete jerk. He knew that the other party would be sad for him, but he still cruelly put his own labels on Shu Yuan. Use a kiss to tell the other person that you are possessive of him.

There was no one in the stairwell, they kissed unscrupulously in the dark corner, silently confiding their thoughts on each other in the exchange of saliva.

Shu Yuan's shoulders were painfully gripped by Li Xu, he raised his eyelids, and stared at the other's handsome eyebrows and wild scars on the bridge of his nose with eyes covered with water, and opened his mouth slightly, wanting Li Xu to be gentle.

But Li Xu didn't give him a chance to speak at all, wrapping his hands around the back of his head, sucking life-saving water from his tongue like a dying person in the desert.

When Shu Yuan couldn't take it anymore and raised his hand to push him, Li Xu let go of him, took Shu Yuan's hand and whispered, "Let me think about how to get you back."

Shu Yuan felt that the Li Xu she was familiar with was back again, not the Li Xu who was surrounded by the crowd with a dazzling aura, but the dog that only belonged to him, holding his hand and going on without hesitation.

"No need to chase," Shu Yuan's voice was a little choked, "I've been waiting for you."

He never felt that their brief separation was due to anyone's fault, both sides were growing, it was just the difference between making progress separately and moving forward together.

When returning home, Li Xu noticed the tattoo on Shu Yuan's wrist, and thought of what Meng Zhixie said just now, he grabbed Shu Yuan's hand: "What pattern is the tattoo, let me see."

Shu Yuan generously let him read it: "Look at it a few more times, and you won't be able to read it after you wash it."

The flames around the electric bass stung Li Xu's eyes. He read a string of English in the middle of the pattern, MakeAWish, and his heart ached: "This is so beautiful, don't wash it."

Shu Yuan also said that he suffered less pain, if Li Xu didn't like him, he could still grit his teeth and wash it, but Li Xu took care of him, and he became the most delicate one , How could he let himself suffer for no reason.

Separated from Li Xu at the door of the dormitory, Shu Yuan was watched by Fang Guo and Xie Zi worriedly as soon as he entered the door.He felt embarrassed, looked at the textbook and pen on his desk, and said, "Who picked it up for me, thank you."

"What grudge do you have with Li Xu?" Fang Guo looked him up and down, "He didn't do anything to you, did he?"

Feeling guilty, Shu Yuan wiped her mouth and replied: "It's fine."

After that day, everything seemed to be back to the past. The two went to and from class together, read and ate together, and everyone was surprised by how good they were.

Scorpion gossips, at night in the dormitory, he looks at the opportunity and asks Shu Yuan: "What's the matter with you and Li Xu, I've never seen you get so close before."

"We used to be in the same high school." Shu Yuan took the guitar out of the bag.

"Didn't you avoid him last time?" Scorpion was not so easy to dismiss, "Fang Guo and I thought you were going to fight."

Shu Yuan lied: "I owe him money."

"Sure enough, talking about money hurts feelings." Scorpion sighed.

"It's paid off." Shu Yuan added.

He ran to 811 to find Li Xu with his guitar in his arms. The people in their dormitory were very noisy, and they jokingly called Shu Yuan Li Xu’s little wife. Take you home."

Li Xu never denied it, and at the end he put his arms around Shu Yuan's neck and added half-truthfully: "Okay, then I will go with my wife."

"Not serious." Shu Yuan looked at him.

The two took the elevator downstairs and sat down on a step in the open space at the bottom of the dormitory. Shu Yuan hugged the guitar, and Li Xu put his arms half around his body beside him: "Which song do you want to learn?"

"It's fine." Shu Yuan said.

"Then I'll teach you how to play "Map of Missing Corners." Li Xu grabbed Shu Yuan's hand, "Have you tuned the strings?"

"You ask every time." Shu Yuan pushed his elbow back against Li Xu's chest, and the latter lowered his head and rubbed his chin on his face: "Then let's start."

Li Xu's voice humming the slow tune is very pleasant. He hums a sentence first, and then reads the chords for Shu Yuan to play. When the rhythm is not right, he hugs the guitar to demonstrate, and then holds Shu Yuan in his arms to teach.

Shu wished to enjoy the feeling of rubbing hands together, he leaned on Li Xu, put down the guitar to rest for a while when he was tired from playing, and let Li Xu pinch his fingers and massage them one by one.

"Dog Dog," Shu Yuan asked next to Li Xu's ear, "Do you miss the stage?"

"What do you mean?" After Li Xu massaged Shu Yuan, he slowly stroked Shu Yuan's tattoo, using a ray of moonlight to see the pattern clearly, and gently traced it with his fingers.

Shu Yuan only felt that Li Xu was tickling her wrist, and the cluster of flames seemed to be really burning.

"Let's form a band and participate in the cultural performance next month."