waste

September, when the sun is high, is the day when schools across the country start. A red banner was opened at the gate of University A, warmly welcoming the freshmen of the 17th class to join the big family.The cadres of the student union and the school youth association wore smart uniforms to guide the new students at various points in the school. The situation they saw was exactly the same as what Shu Yuan saw last year.

He is not a student union cadre, nor is he a cadre of the school youth association, so he doesn't need to wear an airtight uniform, but he stands at the most conspicuous position at the school gate, trying to catch a familiar figure in the vast crowd.

As soon as Xu Siye finished guiding a freshman, he turned around and ran over to talk to Shu Yuan: "Hey, why didn't you tell us when you changed your major?"

After successfully changing his major, Shu Yuan was transferred to the dormitory by the school. He moved out of the former D602 and transferred to C1, which belongs to the freshman French class 814. It is not clear who he will share the dormitory with. Not yet.

"Isn't this because I'm afraid you'll be reluctant." Shu Yuan pursed her lips and smiled, her eyes still searching the crowd.

"Wei Yu was going to die of anger. He said he was the best friend with you, but he was the last one to know about it." Xu Siye changed the subject, "Who are you looking for?"

"Find an acquaintance." Shu Yuan was so hot that his forehead was covered with sweat, and he touched his back with his backhand, and his clothes were also wet.

It just so happened that another parent came to inquire with a freshman, Xu Siye was busy, Shu Yuan couldn't find anyone, so he had to put aside the task and turn back to the dormitory to rest.

When I went out early in the morning, the dormitory was empty, and within an hour, when I came back, there were already two more people in the dormitory.

One of the two men was making the bed and the other was cleaning the table. When they noticed someone coming in, they all looked up at the same time.

The desk wiper had a Chinese character face, shaved his head, threw down the rag and stretched out his other clean hand to Shu Yuan: "Hi, my name is Fang Guo."

As the name suggests, Shu Yuan couldn't help laughing, stretched out his right hand and lightly shook the other party: "Shu Yuan."

The person who made the bed rolled down from the bed, staring excitedly at the tattoo on Shu Yuan's right wrist: "You have a tattoo too! Brother!" He pulled up his loose trouser legs and pointed to the red scorpion on his calf, "Look, handsome Not handsome!"

"Handsome." Shu Yuan glanced at it and then looked away, only to feel that the scorpion was so lifelike that it looked creepy.

The last roommate didn’t return to school until mid-afternoon. With a cold face and no one to accompany him, he kicked his suitcase into the door and threw two big bags of things onto his bed.

Xie Zi and Fang Guo went out to get a debit card together, and Shu Yuan was the only one in the dormitory reading a book, and finally looked forward to the return of the fourth person, who did not expect that it was not the person he was waiting for.

The other party didn't look at him, and Shu Yuan didn't have the heart to say hello to him. He turned the book upside down on the table, locked the drawer of the cabinet, took the key and mobile phone, and walked out of the dormitory.

On the way, I met Xie Zi and Fang Guo who had completed the debit card and returned the same way. Fang Guo proposed to have a meal together, so that he could have physical strength for military training tomorrow.

Shu Yuan lived in University A for a year, and was very familiar with the surrounding areas, so he took them to eat bibimbap, and after sitting down, he pretended to mention the other roommate who was late with bed No. 4 unintentionally.

"Do you need to bring him food?" Fang Guo said, "It's a matter of convenience."

"Maybe he came out to eat by himself," Scorpion waved his hand, "Leave him alone."

Fang Guo is a kind-hearted old lady. After clicking on the class group file, she looked for the person's contact information: "Let me call him and ask, after all, he lives in a dormitory."

As a result, no one answered the call, Fang Guo shrugged, put down the phone and said, "Forget it."

Before the food was served, Shu Yuan pointed to Fang Guo's cell phone and asked, "Can you pull me into the class?"

"Okay," the three of them had already become friends in the morning, Fang Guo pulled them in effortlessly, and half-jokingly said, "I envy you, you don't have to go through the hardships of military training."

A lot of messages popped up on the screen, and the students of French Class 1 chatted very enthusiastically in the group.Shu Yuan immediately set it to block group messages, and then put the phone in his pocket: "I can help you order takeaway in advance at noon and night."

After dinner, Xie Zi made an appointment with Fang Guo to go to school, Shu Yuan went back first by himself, but instead of going upstairs, he sat on the stone bench downstairs and pressed his cell phone.

He clicked on the profile pictures of the group members and scanned them a few times. If there was no Li Xu, he had to click on the member cards one by one to check.Just when he was about to give up, a WeChat account so familiar that he could recite it back and forth broke into his field of vision, Shu Yuan's breathing stopped for a second, suppressing his excitement and joy, he was about to apply for a friend, before he clicked his finger, he forced himself to clam down.

Sit downstairs until Xie Zi and Fang Guo come back, Shu Yuan takes the elevator up with them, the dormitory is dark, and the other roommate is not there.

It was rare for Shu Yuan to sleep well this night. I didn’t even hear when bed No. 4 returned to the dormitory. In my confusion, I only felt three alarm clocks with different music ringing at the same time, followed by the opening and closing of the cabinet and the sound of water flowing outside the balcony. When I opened my eyes, it was already past nine o'clock.

This time was just in time for the military training for freshmen, Shu Yuan packed up, pretended to take the book that could cover his face, left the dormitory and took a detour to the playground, and found the location of French Class 1.

He didn't need to look for it at all, he could see Li Xu in the last row on the far left at a glance. He was tall and straight. Even though the top half of his face was covered by the brim of his hat, he could be distinguished from the strong line of his chin. .

More than 300 days and nights of longing turned into a distance within reach, but Shu Yuan only dared to hide behind a tree and watch him secretly.Time produces not only longing, but also a sense of strangeness that has not been seen for a long time between the two.

Although it was an agreement between the two of them in the third year of high school to be admitted to French University A, but when Li Xu really kept his promise, Shu Yuan couldn't tell whether the other party really cared about him.

The whistle pierced the ears, and the instructor ordered to rest for 15 minutes. Li Xu took off his hat, wiped the sweat on his chin with the back of his hand, unscrewed the lid of the water cup and poured half a glass of water.

The scorching sun was in the sky, and he squinted his eyes due to the sunburn. He turned his face sideways to avoid the direct sunlight, but accidentally caught a fleeing figure under a row of trees not far away.

The military training was dismissed at noon, and freshmen rushed to the cafeteria in a swarm. Li Xu pressed his phone and walked slowly. A text message was received on his phone, and an unfamiliar number told him that his takeaway had already hung on the doorknob of the dormitory.

Li Xu pretended that the delivery guy sent the message to the wrong person, put the phone back, went to the commercial street and brought a lunch back to the dormitory.Unexpectedly, there was actually a takeaway food hanging on the doorknob, and the order receipt was nailed to the knotted plastic bag. The contact person on it was indeed his name, but the phone number was blacked out.

Before the roommate came back, Li Xu took the takeaway off the doorknob, carried it back to the table and opened it to have a look. They were all his favorite dishes.

Li Xu only felt that his throat was blocked, and he was extremely uncomfortable.

Someone came back, and when he saw him, he complained that there were so many people in the cafeteria that he couldn't even get a meal, so he could only come back to eat bread.Li Xu didn't listen much, and handed over his packed lunch: "Eat it, I bought two."

For half a month in a row, the same situation happened no matter at noon or night. Li Xu guessed who it was, but he was not sure, so he edited a text message and sent it: "Don't send it to me."

There was a two-day holiday after the military training, and the freshmen's classes officially started on Monday.During half a month, Li Xu became acquainted with the people in the class, and when he sat in any place in the classroom, the seats around him were surrounded by men and women.

"Li Xu in our class is really popular." Xiezi didn't belong to the range of half-acquaintance with Li Xu. He entered through the back door and asked Shu Yuan to sit in the last row with Fang Guo. "Handsome people are just different. Girls love to stick to him."

Li Xu sat in the third row in front, surrounded by men and women, and even if Shu Yuan wanted to approach, he was strictly blocked by people.

Fang Guo held the book and wanted to sit forward: "The first class must be roll call, let's sit in the front row and make a good impression on the teacher."

Scorpion said he had no objection, but Shu Yuan's heart tightened, he waved his hands and said, "Go over, I'll just sit here."

"Don't wait for bed No. 4, he is elusive, and you don't know if he will come to class or not." Scorpion said.

Shu Yuan shook her head: "No, I used to be used to sitting last."

Most of the freshmen are proactive in their first class. Before the class bell rings, all 45 students in the class have already arrived, and the front row is full.

He is like a little pervert, hiding behind the erected textbooks, poking out a pair of evasive eyes to peek at others, seeing the other party and the surrounding students laughing and arguing, seeing the girl smiling and bending her eyes pretending to touch his arm with her shoulder unintentionally, watching He spoke sideways to the person behind him, his elbow resting casually on the back of the chair.

Shu Yuan hurriedly lowered her head and covered her face with a book.

He felt sad, what Li Xu said "I am happy to have you" was false, without him, Li Xu would still be a welcome sun, and he didn't need to be a star in the dark night to illuminate a boring person like himself.

Shu Yuan scratched at the edge of the table, wanting to skip class, but also afraid of being called by the teacher.

Shu Yuan didn't realize what was the worst until the roll call started. The students who were called had to stand up for a few seconds for the teacher to recognize their faces. While standing up, the eyes of the whole class would consciously focus on the same person—— —

"Li Xu."

The tall boy stood up, half a month of military training had tanned his skin, making him look sunny and handsome.Shu Yuan couldn't see Li Xu's expression in the back row, but judging from the expression on the face of the girl who turned her head back in front, she must be smiling carelessly with the corners of her mouth curled up, because he knew that Li Xu's expression was the most charming.

In just a few seconds, he slipped away quickly, and then called a few more names, Shu Yuan didn't pay attention to listen, and at this moment, his mind went blank in panic——

"Shu Yuan."

When his name was pronounced from the teacher's mouth in a light and clear tone, he felt that he had lost his ability to think.

He propped himself up on the table and stood up, his eyes glued to a certain point on the blackboard and he didn't dare to look around. The whispers around him formed a huge wave. He knew that many people talked about him during the military training, but he didn't show his face. Do not care.

When he silently counted three numbers and thought he could sit down, the teacher asked: "Why do you sit so far back, should you move forward?"

Shu Yuan was at a loss and habitually turned his face to Li Xu's direction, it was completely subconscious, his entire sense of security, his reliance, was on Li Xu.

The eyes of the two collided in the tumultuous air, and after a year of separation, both of them saw consternation and panic in each other's eyes.

Maybe there are still some unclear feelings, but I don't know whether it can still burn into the blazing fire of the past.