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"How beautiful." Han Qiyun leaned against the wall and sucked milk tea, "Bring it here for my buddies to take a look at?"

Li Xu took off his backpack and threw it into a corner: "Prettier than your girlfriend."

Han Qiyun's girlfriend is the department flower of their university, and she has the appearance of an old Hong Kong beauty. During the summer vacation, Han Qiyun took her to the rehearsal room. Even people like Song Yuenian who are not interested in beauty praised her for being good-looking.

"Damn, I don't believe it." Han Qiyun turned his head away.

"Am I as beautiful as I am?" Shi Chengjin drew eyeliner in the small mirror, painted thin plum branches at the end of his eyes, and dotted fake plum petals with lipstick.

Li Xu paused: "It's not the same type."

Gu Qu, who had just opened the door and came in, happened to overhear this conversation. He closed the door and asked, "What are you discussing?"

"It's just in time for you to come." Han Qiyun hooked Gu Qu's shoulder, "Ah Xu said that a very beautiful transfer student has arrived in their class, you can go and see it when you have time."

Gu Qu was taken aback: "Male and female?"

"Man," Han Qiyun was very unwilling, "He must be blind, he actually said that the transfer student is prettier than Xiaoqi, that must be a beautiful country."

Song Yuenian, who was busy writing the score, corrected: "National beauty is used to describe women."

"Anyway, that's what it means." Han Qiyun said.

Before going on stage, Shi Chengjin invited everyone to have a late-night snack after the performance, as compensation for the loss of three days' wages for his brothers.

Unexpectedly, something happened after the performance. The guy who caused Shi Chengjin to be hospitalized last time was standing guard in front of the stage tonight. When the stage lights went out, he arrested him.

"Will you die?" Gu Qu asked.

Song Yuenian set up the floor stand for the live broadcast, and planned to finish the live broadcast in the rehearsal room before going home: "There is no need to save, Shi Jing himself will enjoy it."

Since the host is not there, the few who have nothing to do go back to their respective homes. This time, Gu Qian sat in the back seat of Li Xu's street car, put his schoolbag on his head and pretended to be a helmet: "Remember to go back to school next week."

There were people in the back seat, so Li Xu didn't dare to drive too fast: "Why, do you really want to come to our class to see the transfer students?"

"Well, let's see who is so powerful that you are willing to dump Xuanlin."

"Do you believe it if I throw you out of the car again?"

"Xinxinxin, let's not talk about this," Gu Xiang calmly turned on the audio playback on his phone and held it up to Li Xu's ear, "Come, listen to Song Ge's new song released last night."

Song Yuenian is a freelance musician. He has released more than 20 songs on his own, and he is quite well-known on the Internet.His songs are folk songs, the audience is not wide, and the fans are young people.Before getting to know Song Yuenian, Gu Qu watched Song Yuenian’s live broadcast on his mobile phone. He commented like this: Listening to Song Yuenian singing in the middle of the night is a kind of enjoyment. Out.

The new song is called "Day and Night Like a Shuttle", with a slow melody, simple lyrics, and a deep voice.

"The summer wind was still cool last night

Today the scorching sun climbs the white wall

he is walking on the road

who pass by each other in a hurry

I don't know he is waiting for the rain

wet years wandering

infiltrate the silent delusion

I also had tears in my eyes for my dream

Days and nights fly by like a shuttle, but finally become the past..."

Halfway through the song, Shu Yuan took off the earphones.

Hope belongs to those who have a longing for life, while those whose lives are destroyed have only despair.

In the middle of the night, the mind is always clearer. The more you want to fall asleep, the farther away the dreamland is, and the more things you think about in your mind.

Shu Yuan turned the wall lamp to the brightest, got out of bed and carried her schoolbag to the bed.He checked the homework done tonight against the light, and remembered that there was still the last question on the physics paper he did in the afternoon, so he took out the physics book from his schoolbag and pulled out the paper sandwiched inside.

As usual, first look at the topic, then draw pictures in the draft book and count the writing process, and finally copy it on the test paper.Flipping to the front to check again, Shu Yuan stared at the name on the upper left corner in a daze, then widened his eyes in disbelief.

The weather on Saturday was sweltering, with thick clouds accumulating in the sky, and it seemed that a heavy rain would be suppressed at any time.

Before going out, Shu Yuan was stopped by Liu Mian: "Xiao Yuan, let your father drive you there?"

The weather forecast said that today would be cloudy and there would be no heavy rain, but Shu Yuan still stuffed an umbrella into his schoolbag.He changed his shoes at the entrance, shook his head and said, "No need."

He knew what his mother was worried about, she was just afraid that if he was allowed to go out alone, the old things would happen again.

"Then you take your mobile phone. If it rains when you come back, you can call Dad to pick you up."

So why reject your mother's advice?

When boarding the bus, Shu Yuan thought.

After that incident, he locked himself in the bedroom all day and all night, imprisoned freedom, and reversed day and night.Many times when my parents went to work or fell asleep, they looked for a knife and tried to cut their wrists, but stopped when the blade touched the skin.

Why would you still want to live?

Why did you dare to go out of the house?

"Wait a little longer." Li Xu grabbed Gu Qu's arm.

Gu Qu had been waiting outside Class 10 for 10 to [-] minutes. Senior high school students had to stay at school on Saturday morning. He missed half a self-study class just because Li Xu said, "He will definitely be back today."

"I still have a comprehensive test in the next class." Gu Qu sat on the window sill shaking his legs, "Can I come back after the test?"

"I'll take him home after you finish the exam." Li Xu waved his hand to chase Gu away, "Okay, let's go to your exam."

After Gu Qu left, Li Xu leaned on the chair and hummed a song boredly.

In self-study class yesterday afternoon, Shu Yuan was called to the office by Cui Chanjuan. Li Xu took the opportunity to exchange the unfinished physics papers between himself and Shu Yuan, and stuffed Shu Yuan's papers into his backpack.

He calculated that Shu Yuan would go back to school today, so he went out early in the morning to wait, but now, he began to regret not leaving a contact information on his paper.

What if Shu Yuan didn't find out?

What if Shu Yuan found out but didn't plan to come back?

There was a loud thunder across the sky, followed by the expected torrential rain.

Shu Yuan stepped onto the last step on the third floor, and subconsciously pressed her schoolbag with her backhand, thinking to herself that she was lucky to have brought an umbrella, as the weather forecast occasionally made mistakes.

There was no one in the classroom, so Shu Yuan took off her schoolbag, first put Li Xu's paper on the opponent's desk and pressed it with the exercise book, and then leaned over to look for the shadow of her own paper in the drawer.

He rummaged lightly, picking up one book with his fingers, and then another, to see if the paper was caught between the textbooks.He didn't think he was doing anything wrong, but his cautious actions still betrayed his heart—he was panicked about touching Li Xu's things.

This also caused him to ignore the footsteps behind him.

Li Xu didn't expect that Shu Yuan came back when he went to the bathroom.Not only did he come back, he pouted his ass and rummaged through his drawers.Not only pouted buttocks to look through his drawers, buttocks are round and cute, I don't know how it feels when pinched.

The cloud cover was low, and the dark sky made the classrooms lack of light.Someone forgot to close the window before leaving, and the fierce cool wind came in from the window, blowing the textbook pages on other desktops to rattle.

Shu Yuan couldn't find his test paper, he straightened up discouraged and took a step back, his back suddenly bumped into an object.

The heart skipped a beat, the blood flow in the whole body seemed to stop, Shu Yuan's limbs instantly became stiff, and a strong sense of fear emerged spontaneously.

For a few seconds, Shu Yuan's only thought was, is it raining so hard, can anyone hear his cry for help?

"Are you scared?" A smiling voice came from behind him, and Shu Yuan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief, completely forgetting how he avoided Li Xu on his first day at school.

Li Xu pulled out the chair and pushed Shu Yuan to sit on it, while he followed Gu Xiang and sat on the window sill.

"Looking for papers?" Li Xu asked.

Shu Yuan was fidgeting, and wanted to get up and sit back in his seat many times, and was looked down by Li Xu, but finally gave up on this idea.

"Yeah." Shu Yuan replied.

Li Xu pinched Shu Yuan's chin to force him to look up, and when the other party looked at him timidly, he smiled narrowly: "I'm at home."

Shu Yuan was a little helpless, unable to tell whether Li Xu was telling the truth or teasing him: "Can I bring it back next week?"

While speaking, Shu Yuan's chin rubbed against Li Xu's tiger's mouth, making the place itchy.He let go, pretending to be embarrassed and said, "I don't necessarily come to class next week."

The wind knocked against the window panes, and the rain did not weaken, but became more ferocious.

"Please." The one who was hit by the wind and rain pleaded pitifully.

Li Xu suddenly understood what guilt is.

He doesn't understand Shu Yuan, like all new things, he just wants to get close to him, test him, and tease him, so as to satisfy his curiosity.

But Shu Yuan's reaction was always beyond his expectation. He thought that Shu Yuan would accept everything, but the other party would mercilessly reject him.

When a person is angry, maybe he can find a way to solve the problem.When he learns to be humble, maybe there is really no way out.

Li Xu came down from the window sill, stood in front of Shu Yuan and wanted to say "I'm sorry", but the words lingered for a long time, but what he said was: "When the rain stops, I will take you to my house to get it."

It rained for more than half an hour, during which Shu Yuan answered the phone, and Liu Mian asked if his father would come to pick him up at school.

"No need," Shu Yuan closed the window, plucked his bangs blown by the wind, "I'll be back later."

"Don't run around," Liu Mian sighed, "Xiao Yuan..."

"I know," Shu Yuan interrupted her, "Stop talking."

Putting the phone back into his pocket, Shu Yuan silently closed all the other windows.

Li Xu was fiddling with something on the desk, and as soon as Shu Yuan approached, he put the things in his hands into the drawer.

"Let's go," he looked outside, "the rain has stopped."

The senior three students hadn't finished class yet, and the campus was extremely quiet on Saturday, and the footsteps of the two on the school road were very clear.

Until Li Xu took him to the car shed, Shu Yuan thought that the other party's home was near the school, and at most they would take a bus together, and he would go back by himself after getting the papers.

"My house is a little far away," Li Xu stepped into the car, and without any explanation put Shu Yuan on the new helmet he prepared this morning, "Get in the car."

Shu Yuan felt that all the decisions she made today were wrong.

You shouldn't go back to school to look for papers.

The mother's advice should not be rejected.

You shouldn't be riding on Li Xu's streetcar.

On the road with few cars, Li Xu drives the street car very fast, Shu Yuan sits in the back and wobbles, grabbing Li Xu's clothes and wrapping them tightly.

"Hold me tight if you don't want to fall." The howling wind brought Li Xu's words to Shu Yuan's ears, he hesitated a few times, and when Li Xu suddenly changed lanes again, he panickedly spread his arms around the other's waist .