waste

When Shu Yuan arrived in class, most of the class was already seated.

He felt that his chair was a switch, and as soon as he pulled it away, the two people in the front seat turned around tacitly, and the girl's expression was exaggerated: "You still help the school bully get things, don't you be accepted as a younger brother by him?"

The boy held up his glasses and looked at the essence through the phenomenon: "Shouldn't the point be that the bully came to class for two consecutive days?"

Shu Yuan put Li Xu's backpack away, the bottle of iced cola was dripping water, he took a paper towel and put it on the bottom of the bottle, so as not to wet Li Xu's desk.

The group leaders were collecting homework, Shu Yuan handed in his share, and then glanced at the backpack next door, reckoning that the weight of the backpack didn't seem to be loaded with homework, so he decided to keep his own business.

***

"I'm going to take care of this!" Shi Chengjin, lying on his side in the anorectal inpatient department, yelled, "Damn it, I'm going to sue him!"

Shi Chengjin, who has no makeup and no wig, has returned to the look a boy should have, but he is not very attractive in a hospital gown.

Li Xu peeled an orange and gave it to Shi Chengjin to eat: "If you didn't provoke others first, would you have hurt yourself like this?"

"Who knew that man was a wolf? He's a wolf with only strength but no skills!" Shi Chengjin resentfully stuffed a few pieces of oranges into his mouth, and turned over habitually when he was tired from lying on his side. Chrysanthemum burst into tearing pain.He broke down and beat the bed and cried, "Next time I see him, don't beat him to the knees and call him grandpa, I will take his surname!"

"Okay, let's take a break, don't have a crippled chrysanthemum and a broken throat." Li Xu poured a glass of water and handed it over.

It is said that Shi Chengjin's anus/fissure this time will be a disaster for Chi Yu. The band Indulge will definitely not be able to perform on stage without a lead singer. The brothers' performances in recent days have been wasted.

"Hey, what's the matter with your hand?" When Shi Chengjin took the water glass handed over by Li Xu, he noticed the abrasion on the other's arm. Still a little creepy.

Li Xu touched the place, and said nonchalantly, "It's okay, I taught the two boys that they accidentally got it this morning, and those two brats took the snacks from the canteen and didn't pay for them, so I beat them up."

The fly in the ointment is that I was also injured. It has been proved that not eating breakfast before a fight will affect my performance. For example, on the way back to return snacks with two thieves, I was scratched by a wall at the corner of an alley and scratched my hand.

Shi Chengjin sneered: "As long as you love to be a hero, do you think the people in your school take you as a role model?"

"Not to mention, there are quite a few people who admire me." Li Xu smiled wickedly, quite indifferently.The ruffian doesn't move his hands but doesn't speak, he never cares about what others think when he fights, he just fights, and he still has to try to prove why he fights?People only believe in things that bring benefits to them, and they will only be skeptical of things that do not affect them.

The phone was vibrating in his trouser pocket, he took it out and pressed the answer: "Hello?"

"Brother Xu, didn't you come to class today?" Tan Xuanlin stood outside Class 10 of the second year of high school and looked in.

Li Xu's signal over there is not good, and the words are transmitted here intermittently: "It's normal if you don't come, it's strange when you come."

"Here is your bag." Tan Xuanlin said.

"Just tell me what's going on?" Li Xu asked.

The school does not allow you to bring your mobile phone, so Tan Xuanlin is still wary of whether a teacher will come over when calling: "I want to talk to you..." "Didn't you make it clear yesterday? I don't want to continue."

"But yesterday morning you kissed me in the utility room."

Shu Yuan, who witnessed the kiss between the two, solved the math problems that had plagued him for half a class, and planned to go to the bathroom, but was stopped by Tan Xuanlin after the phone call.

On a scorching hot day, Tan Xuanlin's palm was icy cold, gripping Shu Yuan's wrist, made him frowned almost invisibly.

He recognized him, he brought water to Li Xu on the basketball court.

"Excuse me, can you hand this over to Li Xu?" Tan Xuanlin took out a small drawstring cloth bag from his trouser pocket. He didn't know what was in it. When Shu Yuan received it, he heard the crisp ringing of the bell. .

His eyes flicked over Tan Xuanlin's red and swollen eye sockets, and he swallowed the words of refusal: "Yes."

After returning from the toilet, the boy in the front seat turned around and said, "Why does the school bully's little follower want you?"

The girl chirped: "How many times have I said that, it's not a follower, it's a boyfriend! I saw them holding hands when I went to the street during summer vacation!"

Basically, the two of them would not interrupt when they talked, but he would listen to the content.For example, when talking about "boyfriend" at this time, and the face of that person appeared again, Shu Yuan would think, could it be that guy who Li Xu hid from him in the utility room?

Until Friday afternoon, Shu Yuan still did not see Li Xu.The Coke on Li Xu's desk was no longer iced. Shu Yuan threw the wet and crumpled paper towels into the trash can at the back of the classroom. When he turned around, he saw Li Xu coming in from the back door, using his foot Hook up the chair and sit down.

Shu Yuan suddenly breathed a sigh of relief.

He couldn't tell what it was like, he didn't like Li Xu, but the moment he saw him, he felt like a stone fell to the ground, maybe... maybe the coke he gave him finally had a home.

He returned to his seat, pulled out the physics papers that were handed out in the morning from the drawer, and filled in the multiple-choice questions on average every three seconds.

He has done these questions before, but the positions of the four options have been switched. He has no skills in science and comprehensive studies. Apart from using formulas, he is best at memorizing questions.

Li Xu leaned over and put his arms on the back of his chair habitually: "You write so fast, do you have a high accuracy rate?"

Shu Yuan still ignored him, and took out the draft to calculate the big problem.

Li Xu picked up the Coke and flashed it in front of his eyes: "You bought it for me last time?"

After Shu Yuan calculated a problem and copied the process on the paper, Li Xu touched his arm with a Coke bottle: "I haven't seen me for a few days, are you looking forward to my return?"

Shu Yuan put down his pen, and was about to grab a water glass, but Li Xu quickly snatched it away.

"Guang Mingsen!" Li Xu shouted across the two groups, "Come here!"

Finally, Shu Yuan, who was willing to take a good look at him, had a subtle expression change on his face, as if he was angry, but also as if he was restraining his emotions.

Guang Mingsen ran over and asked, "Brother Xu, what's the matter?"

"Help get some water." Li Xu handed him Shu Yuan's water glass.

Guang Mingsen stared at the two of them with weird eyes, then took the water glass: "Okay."

After Guang Mingsen left, Li Xu didn't continue to make wishes. He unscrewed the cap and drank the Coke, and drank half of the bottle with his neck up.

Shu Yuan glanced at him with the end of his eyes, and found that Li Xu's left hand holding the bottle was injured, and a scab had formed on his forearm.Shu Yuan also had scars of a similar degree, also on the forearm of his left hand.He touched his hand unnaturally, but it was an unspeakable part of his body that felt pain.

The words on the paper twisted into strange spells, dragging Shu Yuan's thoughts into that gloomy December.

He heard the rusty iron gate make a dull sound under the violent impact, and he saw the leaves on the branches whirl down under the blowing of the cold wind.

The trembling hand wanted to hold the pen on the table, but the pen fell back involuntarily, rolled and fell to the ground.

In a noisy classroom, this voice is actually so soft that anyone can ignore it.

However, Li Xu heard it, and at the same time observed Shu Yuan's strangeness—maybe he couldn't see anything from other people's angles, but when he sat close, he could clearly see Shu Yuan's pale face and beads of sweat sliding down his forehead.

He pushed the chair of the girl in the front seat, and when the girl turned her face, he pointed to the ground: "Please pick up a pen."

After picking up the pen, he asked again, "Hey, do you have a tissue? Give me one."

The sports committee called everyone to gather at the playground for physical education class at the front door. Li Xu yelled at the other party: "Bang Shu would like to ask for a vacation!"

There were a lot of people in the classroom, and Guang Mingsen came in from the back door with a cup of Shuyuan: "The water is here, the water is here, look at the water, it is clear and clear, and its temperature is neither cold nor hot... ..."

"Don't be so fucking poor, hurry up and go to class." Li Xu grabbed the water glass and pushed Guang Mingsen out who had just entered.

Shu Yuan, who always sat upright on weekdays, was lying on the desk at this moment, her face was buried in her arms, only her eyes with half-closed eyelashes were exposed.

"What's uncomfortable?" Li Xu handed him a tissue, "Wipe off your sweat."

Shu Yuan didn't move, Li Xuyang opened the tissue as a gesture to wipe his sweat, Shu Yuan grabbed the tissue: "Thank you."

"Do I need to accompany you to the school infirmary?" Li Xu asked.He could tell that Shu Yuan didn't want to talk to him, but simply didn't like to talk.

Shu Yuan shook his head, staring at the water glass in Li Xu's hand, Li Xu understood and put the water glass on his table.

"There's something in the drawer." Shu Yuan whispered after drinking the water.

At first Li Xu didn't understand what he meant, and followed the other person's line of sight to look at his own drawer. He reached in and touched something strange to his hand from the top of a pile of textbooks.

When I grabbed it out, it was a drawstring bag, the size of a palm, with a light yellow cat pattern on the bag.Opening the mouth of the bag and shaking it backwards, the contents fell out, a navy blue cat collar with a bell on it, and a piece of paper folded in half.

Li Xu knew who sent the things without unfolding the note. He stuffed the cat collar and the note back into the cloth bag, pulled the rope and threw the cloth bag into his backpack.

The classroom with only two people did not appear to be depressed. The sound of whistles blowing on the playground, the sound of the teacher in the next class lecturing through a loudspeaker, and the sound of the wind blowing the curtains filled the entire classroom.

Shu Yuan, who escaped from the memory, regained her spirits and took up the pen to write the physical paper again.

Li Xu had nothing to do, so he took his own blank physics roll and wrote his name.He tilted his head to copy Shu Yuan's answer, and while he had nothing to say, he asked, "Which school did you go to? Why did you transfer to Qinghe?"

He was sure that Shu Yuan wouldn't answer, but the other party didn't hide the paper to prevent him from reading it, obviously not repelling him: "See, you haven't been very close to anyone, why don't you follow me, I'll take you there How about meeting new friends?"

Shu Yuan put down his pen again, got up and was about to go out, when Li Xu grabbed his wrist and forced him to fall back to his seat.

He dared not speak out, stared at Li Xu's half-smile face, and said softly without any momentum: "No need."

He is the mud trampled on the ground, the dirty blood trampled on by the soles of shoes, the echo full of pain that no one hears, and the waste that has crushed dignity and ideals.

He doesn't deserve to step out of the high wall he has built by himself.