waste

This semester the school has set a new rule. All the inter-class exercises in the three grades will be changed to running exercises. Unless there are special circumstances, no leave is allowed, and all members must be present. Late classes will be fined two laps after school.

The students in the class complained and pushed and shoved downstairs, for fear that they would be punished by the class.Shu Yuan hadn't exercised for a long time, so he left his seat and followed others. As soon as he walked out, Li Xu rushed upstairs and pushed him back to the door of the classroom.

"Shu Yuan," Li Xu supported the door frame, his tall body blocked most of the light coming in from the door, "You lied to me."

The person who thought he had been cheated showed no signs of anger, but instead had a smile all over his face: "You didn't go to the key class, was it because of me?"

The chaotic footsteps upstairs and downstairs disappeared with the departure of the students, but it seemed that the area of ​​the teaching building was silent.

"Go down and run." Shu Yuan wanted to go out, but Li Xu eagerly raised his right hand across the door frame, blocking the last bit of way: "Answer me first."

Shu Yuan's eyes were sharp, and his eyes were glued to Li Xu's blood-red palm: "What's wrong with your hand?"

"It's okay." Li Xu put away his hands again, not thinking about that at all, "You told me back first, is it because of me that you stay here?"

This time Shu Yuan didn't run away, he pulled Li Xu's hand under his eyes, he still felt dizzy when he saw the color of the wound at first, he regained his composure and pulled back the thoughts that were about to sink into the past.

"Fighted?" Shu Yuan asked.

The other party looked at him seriously with black and white eyes, and Li Xu gave up asking: "No, I fell off my bike."

"Is it hurt elsewhere?" Shu Yuan asked again.

The right knee twitched reflexively, Li Xu smiled helplessly: "No, just the palm."

"School doctor's office." Shu Yuan threw away Li Xu's hand, squeezed him away and walked out. After walking a certain distance, he realized that Li Xu hadn't followed, so he turned around and asked, "Should we go?"

The short and emotionless question seems to have applied good medicine to Li Xu's wounds. He ignored his throbbing knees and followed with strides pretending nothing happened: "Go."

Qinghe's school doctor was full and had nothing to do. Usually the door of the school doctor's office was wide open, but there was no one there.Probably because he felt the student's urine, if he had a stomachache, he would apply balm, if his limbs were weak, he would be given a thermometer, and if he sneezed, he would take a pack of cold medicine. The school doctor boldly removed the lock of the medicine glass cabinet. When you leave, you can register yourself in the notebook on the table.

At the moment, there is no one else in the school infirmary, Li Xu is nestled on the sofa, Shu Yuan forcibly pulls his right hand over and put it on the other's lap, and kindly reminds him: "It will hurt a little, bear with it."

Immediately, the cotton ball stained with iodine touched the wound that had not been treated before.

Li Xu took a deep breath: "Take it easy, I still have to play the piano for you."

"It deserves it." Shu Yuan changed to a cotton ball, and carefully wiped Li Xu's wound with lowered eyebrows.

Li Xu gasped and explained: "Just think about it, the car behind didn't hit me with long eyes, and it didn't knock me into a concussion."

The flesh of the palm suddenly hurt, and Shu Yuan pressed it hard with a cotton ball: "Say less."

After all, he felt that he was being cared about. Li Xu didn't accuse the other party of being cruel, and continued his question with a smile: "Tell me, is it because of me?"

"I never admitted to going to the key class at the time," Shu Yuan said without even lifting his eyelids, dabbing cold antibacterial ointment on Li Xu's wound evenly with his fingertips, "It's the same wherever I study, I just don't want to adapt new environment."

He wants to be admitted to the key class - this is all Li Xu's imagination, if Li Xu is not given this false impression, how can this guy who is very casual in his studies devote all his energy to his studies?

After the wound was healed, Shu Yuan helped Li Xu wrap the gauze on it: "It's ok, you are not allowed to play ball or touch water until the wound is healed."

He let go of Li Xu's hand, but Li Xu held him back as if he didn't think it hurt enough: "Shu Yuan."

With the lessons learned at the end of last semester, it is not difficult for Shu Yuan to guess what Li Xu wants to do.This side is close to the teaching building of the first year of high school. After the run is over, there will definitely be students passing by outside the door, and the school doctor may come back at any time. Even if Li Xu is not afraid, Shu Yuan will not let Li Xu act like this.

"Go back to the classroom." At this time, he didn't care about whether the other party was hurting or not, he tried his best to break free from Li Xu's gripping hand, and walked out of the school doctor's room first, "You can go to the prefect to clarify the situation of running away from work, and don't hurt our class. be punished."

"Shu Yuan!" Li Xu limped after her, "Why can't you listen to me?"

say what?What is there to hear?

Shu Yuan walked quickly ahead with her pockets in her pockets, her hands clenched into fists.When crossing the school road, the pace behind him slowed down. He was not at ease after all, so he looked back.

On a very cold day, Li Xu's forehead was dripping with sweat, and he frowned as he supported his knees in pain.Across the not-so-wide school road, he gave the other party enough room to refuse: "Shu Yuan, can you stay with me?"

***

Why dare not accept it?

Throughout the day, Shu Yuan asked himself repeatedly.

"I don't want to go any further." In Li Xu's expectant eyes, he repeated the words he once said.

Shu Yuan leaned against the wall of the bathroom, the warm and dense water poured down from the top of his head, wet his shivering body.

After being rejected, Li Xu's disappointed expression made Shu Yuan feel a little bit wronged for no reason. Shu Yuan couldn't even call out Li Xu's name when the other party passed him without squinting. What he really wanted to say was like a sharp fishbone. stuck in throat.

"We can be together..." Only when his voice was drowned by the sound of water flowing, Shu Yuan dared to say his answer. In his own world, he was not afraid of being seen through the secret, not afraid of being rejected by Li Xu, nor afraid of being rejected by Li Xu. opposed by anyone.

He closed his eyes tightly, he didn't want to think about whether it was water or tears that slipped from the corners of his eyes, he stretched his hands to his lower body/body and made familiar movements, only remembering the image of Li Xu pressing down on him and kissing in his empty consciousness.

no feelings.

I don't feel it no matter how many times I do it.

Shu Yuan stepped up his strength, and a low sob escaped from his lips. He raised his arms and wiped his face, then crouched down on the ground in despair, and buried his face in his knees.

His world was smeared black early in that winter. It was because of his unwillingness to give up. After getting to know Li Xu, he still wanted to find the lost paintbrush.

***

For a long time after that, Li Xu didn't talk to Shu Yuan again, and even asked Cui Chanjuan to apply for a seat transfer, and took the initiative to end the life of being at the same table with Shu Yuan.

The seats in the class were rearranged by Cui Chanjuan, Shu Yuan moved from the last row to the third row, and Tong Ran became his deskmate.

"What happened to you and the school bully this semester?" Tong Ran asked, "Didn't he love you before?"

"There was a quarrel." Shu Yuan said.

Tong Ran had an expected expression: "I reminded you not to mess with him, but you didn't listen.

The gauze on Li Xu's hands was removed after two rounds, and Shu Yuan could see him playing from a distance when he passed the school road after school.

As the weather warmed up, the athletic teenager took off his school uniform jacket, revealing two muscular arms under his short-sleeved T-shirt.Standing on the sidelines, Shu Yuan reminisced about the past when those hands hugged her shoulders forcefully, and tried her best to hide the information in her calm eyes that she had been tempted for a long time.

Another shot was thrown, and the crowd applauded. Li Xu pulled up the front of his shirt to wipe off his sweat, took the water handed over by his junior high school girl, and waved his hand to the field: "Substitute, I'm going back."

He glanced purposefully to the sidelines, just in time to catch Shu Yuan turning away.The healed wound forgot the pain, but when he squeezed tightly, he could still grasp the lingering warmth left by Shu Yuan. Li Xu felt unwilling, and stared at the man who turned away from the school gate before withdrawing his reluctant eyes.

The position of the primary school girl was replaced by Gu Qu and Ren Liao at some point, and the latter patted Li Xu on the back and said loudly, "You're back to yourself, buddy!"

"Tsk, control your hand strength." Li Xu squeezed the mineral water bottle and threw it into the trash can, then pulled the coat off the bench and put it on his shoulders, "Did you two ask for leave?"

"Please," Gu Qu said, "Should we change clothes and go over there? After all, Brother Song is married, so you can't lose face, right?"

"Change, definitely have to change," Li Xu took out his mobile phone and sent them a message, "I've contacted the owner of the clothing store, you just go according to the location, and gather at the door later."

Song Yuenian came back from a trip at the end of March, and immediately announced the news of the marriage on the addicted group, but it frightened the buddies, and it was uncomfortable not to talk about it face to face, so they decided to make an appointment. Came out to party on the weekend in early April.

When we met, Song Yuenian brought his fiancée with him, who turned out to be the Hanfu girl whom Han Qiyun called an "ancient person" in "Indulgence".

The girl's nickname is Ah Yi, and she has a lively and straightforward personality. It is said that she is the Queen's model of a well-known Hanfu shop on the Internet. She happened to meet Song Yuenian who was looking for inspiration when she was shooting a location. She has been with Song Yuenian for the past few months She is also the one who travels in mountains and rivers.

"Let me just say it," Han Qiyun leaned on Li Xu, "Brother Song looked at her on stage at the time, and the way he looked at her was not quite right, you still don't believe me."

"You're a lover, how can you have experience." Li Xu pushed Han Qiyun's head away from his shoulder.

"Stop, please find out who is the real lover," Han Qiyun raised his chin towards Shi Chengjin, who was exchanging WeChat with Ah Yi, "Sweet, you don't want to add all of us as friends Right? Fully collect human resources?"

"Isn't there still no bonus for Xiao Shuyuan?" Shi Chengjin was getting used to being straightforward, and realized something was wrong after speaking, "Don't be discouraged, Li Baba, work harder, the person must belong to you."

Seeing that the atmosphere was a bit tense, Song Yuenian took out the invitations and distributed them to everyone, and stopped when they were sent to Li Xu: "Ah Xu, why don't you call Xiao Yuan?"

Over there, Shi Chengjin kicked his legs happily while holding the invitation: "Wow, Themis Hotel!"

Gu Qu teased him: "In the future, when you and Lawyer Shen get married, you will also come here to serve wine."

Song Yuenian still maintained the posture of handing the invitation to Li Xu, looking at him gently and waiting for an answer.

"Hey," Li Xu shook the invitation card away from Song Yuenian's hand, "I'll just go, why call him?"