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This quarrel on the phone was more violent than any previous one.

"I'll admit it when you go to see her in Qingming. It's only once a year. My mother can bear it for a while no matter what." Look at your ass, my mother wanted to divorce you before she was alive, are you sure she wants to see your fake face on this festival?"

"Xiao Xu," Li Wenxuan said, "Calm down, I don't want to quarrel with you during the festival."

"You can quarrel with me, it's okay, I'm happy," Li Xu took a step back, concentrated all his energy on his right foot, and kicked the doorknob hard, "but if you want to quarrel, go home and quarrel, don't be with me. Jumping on the grave of my mother."

"What sound?" Li Wenxuan was anxious, "What are you doing?"

"Kick the door," Li Xu laughed angrily, "Do you think it was you who came back faster, or me who destroyed it faster?"

"Li Xu!" Li Wenxuan finally angrily called out his son's name, "Stop it!"

When Li Wenxuan rushed home, Li Xu had already broken open the door of the room. Aunt Tian and Aunt Wu were standing outside the door anxiously. No one could persuade Li Xu who lived inside to throw things around. No one was allowed to step into this room, even Yao Yilei and Li Jue never got close.

And today Li Xu will personally destroy the relics that belong to Bai Shuang that Li Wenxuan has protected all these years.

Baishuang's makeup mirror, handmade ceramic cups, and oil paintings hanging on the wall, the whole room was destroyed by Li Xu.

The last heavy photo frame was taken down by Li Xu from the wall. In the frame was the wedding photo of Bai Shuang and Li Wenxuan 15 years ago.

"Li Xu! Put it down!" Li Wenxuan yelled brokenly, and he, who has never been in a hurry to deal with major and minor matters externally and internally, showed a panicked expression, and staggered into the room, trying to keep what he had carelessly lost when he was young. love.

Li Xu stood in the middle of the room, the afternoon sun was shining on him, he smiled, his eyes very similar to Bai Shuang revealed a look of indifference.

"Bang bang——" the photo frame snapped in two, the glass shattered like a spider web, and the faces on the photo below were blurred.

"Slap!" Li Xu received a slap across the face.

From birth to now, no matter how mischievous he is and how many wrong things he has done, Li Wenxuan has never done anything to him.

But today, Li Wenxuan slapped him loudly and told him that he was not spoiled unconditionally.

Li Xu was turned away by Li Wenxuan's slap, and there was a chaotic buzzing in her ears, and it took a long time to hear what Li Wenxuan was saying.

"This is your mother's relic! How can you do it! Do you think you are protecting her? Do you think you are great?" It was all smashed into pieces the moment I entered this room, "Li Xu, I'll let you do what you usually do, I'll clean up the mess for you at worst, but just today—today you have to apologize to me, and then clean up the mess." Room, obediently go back to the room and reflect on yourself, someday you will figure out what you did wrong, and someday you will come out again."

"Fuck, listen, listen to how unreasonable you are!" Li Xu had a bloody taste in his mouth, and it hurt when his teeth touched the cheeks, but he didn't want his father to think that he was a stern, "You let my mother down, why should I apologize to you? Even if I set fire to everything here today, you deserve it, and it's your responsibility!"

The long-standing dissatisfaction finally found an outlet. As long as he saw his father staring at the devastation and showing a distressed expression, he felt happy for no reason. Even if he was slapped today, he felt it was worth it.

"I don't want to argue with you about these unnecessary things," Li Wenxuan waved his hand, "Go out, go back to your room, and don't dangle in front of my eyes."

"That's because you can't argue with me," Li Xu said, "You agree with me, but you just don't want to admit it."

The normally respectable secretary of the municipal party committee squatted down in a pile of sundries that were beyond repair, pinched a corner of the photo under the broken glass, and carefully pulled out the whole photo.

In the wedding photo, Bai Shuang's smile was dazzling, and one could imagine how she felt when she put on the wedding dress.After she died, there was not a day when he didn't think about his late wife, and there was no day when he didn't go to bed without pain to find a way to make up for his regret.

***

Without Li Wenxuan's own order, Li Xu consciously put himself in confinement.

Aunt Tian loved this child very much, and every day when she brought him meals, she would persuade him a few words: "Xiao Xu, you also know that Mr. Li is arrogant, and he really loves you in his bones, so don't be stubborn with him."

Aunt Tian watched Li Xu grow up, and she was more polite to her than to Li Wenxuan: "I didn't argue with him, if he is wrong, he is wrong."

"Don't worry about what happened in their generation," Aunt Tian said, "Talk to Mr. Li when you have time, and try to let him listen to your inner voice, he will understand."

Before Li Xu could figure it out, Yao Yilei and Li Jue dragged their suitcases back from their hometown. Li Jue went upstairs with the suitcase, and the sound of watching the live game was playing outside the phone. Li Xu could hear it through the door. hear.

Now Li Xu has been thinking about the problem for several days and returned to the original point. He still thinks that he and his father can't understand each other. It is impossible for Li Wenxuan to understand why he rebelled. Why do you want to cheat on Yao Yilei, why do you want to keep your relationship with the vixen in repentance?

Li Jue's bedroom is not on the same side as Li Xu's, but Li Xu endured for a long time and still did not wait for the source of the noise to go away.

The mobile phone on the desk was scrolling through messages, and the buddies in the group were bombarding him in turn, asking him to go out to spend the end of the winter vacation in both text and voice.

Books and test papers were spread across the table in a mess. Li Xu took a picture at the right angle and uploaded it to the group, and edited the text: "I didn't expect that, I was doing my homework."

"Finally willing to speak out? Can you believe it when you touch the second child, and homework? Don't believe it." Han Qiyun said in a yellow accent.

"Get out, you Han Qiyun, can you die seriously?" Shi Chengjin immediately began to speak to others, "You think that Axu is you, and the name Bo Qiyun is really not covered."

Only Gu Qu mentioned the important point: "Xu, have those two pieces of garbage from your house come back?"

"Go back, the big garbage is downstairs, and the little garbage is watching the live broadcast in the corridor outside. Those who fight and kill are not afraid of the swords and guns on the screen falling on his head." Li Xu got up while speaking, "Come on, I I will broadcast the jumping off the building on my mobile phone for you.”

He exited the chat interface, clicked on the video mode, held up his phone and opened the door, and went straight to Li Jue who was leaning on the stairs watching the live broadcast.

Li Jue obviously didn't expect him to be at home, so he straightened his crossed legs and asked, "Didn't you go out into the wild?"

Li Xu's tone was quite calm: "You bought this new phone? The sound effect is not bad."

"Oh, yes, the New Year's gift my father gave me," Li Jue shook his phone triumphantly, "Why, didn't I give it to you? It's so pitiful——"

The tone of the last single-syllable word suddenly rose, and his mobile phone was pulled out of his hand by Li Xu. Before he could react, the new mobile phone, which had been used for less than half a month, was thrown down the stairs in a straight line. He only had time to see the mobile phone. The last screen before the screen goes off.

"Ah, my hand slipped." Li Xu finished the sentence without any emotion, and then turned back to her bedroom calmly.

From the Spring Festival to now, all the dissatisfaction has finally been vented.Li Xu lay on his back on the bed, cut out the key content from the video and sent it to the group.

"It's cool," Li Xu typed, "It's so fucking cool."

***

The cold war with Li Wenxuan ended on the morning of the first day of school. Li Jue lived on campus and had the driver take him to school the night before. When Li Xu stepped out of the bedroom, he didn't bump into his annoying brother, and when he went down the stairs, he blew happily. whistle.

Li Wenxuan had just finished his breakfast and was about to go to work, when he saw Li Xu getting off the car with the key swinging, he sat back and said, "Have breakfast, and let Uncle Chen take you back to school later."

Li Xu still had that casual expression: "No, I'll answer it myself."

"Come here and have breakfast." Li Wenxuan called to Li Xu who was changing shoes, and sat up straight instead of leaning on the chair in a relaxed posture.

But Li Xu ignored him from the beginning to the end. After putting on his shoes, he came over to grab a piece of bread, and only threw him an indifferent back.

After imprisoning himself for more than ten days, Zhong Li Xu didn't feel very relaxed when he walked out of the house.He felt uncomfortable when he thought of Li Wenxuan's pretending gentle smile just now, he hated that Li Wenxuan, who was once loved by Bai Shuang sincerely, would become so hypocritical, and also hated Aunt Tian's saying that his father who loved him was such a completely different virtue.

It was the morning rush hour, and there were many cars on the road. Li Xu was thinking about something, and was inevitably chased by the car behind at the intersection.

After all, he still couldn't break his thoughts in time, the sound of brakes and the sound of the horn sounded at the same time, Li Xu, who had never had a traffic accident in his car for a year and a half, broke his life record, and was overturned by the sudden impact behind him. Staying on the ground did not fall further.

The hot tingling sensation penetrated into the body from the palm of the hand and the knee touching the ground, even though Li Xu was used to being injured, he gritted his teeth in pain.

The traffic policeman on guard and the owner of the rear-end car ran over to help them one after another, asking questions all over the place.

"Hiss—" Li Xu blew on his right palm, which had been scratched extensively, and looked up at the male car owner, "You're fucking blind, don't you know how to keep a distance from the car?"

The young face gave off an aggressive look because of the haughty eyes. The owner of the car made a mistake first, so he nodded and bowed his head to admit his mistake: "I'm sorry, how about I send you to the hospital for a check-up first, and I will cover all the expenses?"

"Am I short of that little money? Please take your eyes off the door next time, not everyone is like me." Li Xu exercised his muscles and bones, and it was okay. The fall was not heavy, but the blood-red palm was a little scary. Probably a bruise on the right knee as well.

The owner of the car completely lost face, and trotted back to the car to get mineral water and tissues: "Let's wash the wound first."

The traffic police inspected the scene, and after confirming that the rear-end party had not suffered much damage, they wrote down the accident identification and conclusion, and assigned full responsibility to the owner of the car.

This little accident ended, and Li Xu's street car was not killed by its owner, and was sent to a nearby car repair shop for repairs.He rubbed his knees, unceremoniously got into the car of the perpetrator, and directed the other party to send him back to school.

This episode on the road caused him to delay his school time. Li Xu entered the school gate with his numb right hand. On the empty school road, the sunlight stretched his shadow long.

The honor roll downstairs in the teaching building has changed, with the names of the students who were lucky enough to enter the key classes and the final grades of the last semester listed on it.Li Xu knew that there were some things that he couldn't avoid, and a glance at the facts only made him more sure of the long distance between him and Shu Yuan.

What's more, Shu Yuan didn't look for him after the first day of the first lunar month, probably to give him a buffer time - Li Xu thought self-destructively, anyway, he was hurt like this, no one cared about him, so he sprinkled himself Salt can also make you happier and more awake.

Reluctantly but uncontrollably, his gaze swept towards the names on the honor roll. He froze for a moment, then moved closer to check carefully, and then froze in place in shock.