Cannon fodder "attack" development system

Noah still shook his head, but his steps moved away. He did shake his head, but he finally walked towards Song Guan, and then sat down on the chair in front of the bed that the doctor had sat on before.Noah's face was slightly lowered, and he didn't look at Song Guan, his expression was vaguely nervous.Seeing Noah like this, Song Wang got up and left the pillow he was leaning on behind. It felt like he was struggling to do this set of movements. The shell was a drag on others, and it was always difficult to use, like wearing a thick and clumsy suit. Another tiring coat.

Song Guan stretched out his arm, holding Noah's face with his warm and cool fingers: "What the hell were you losing your temper before?"

"I..." Noah looked up and looked closely, his eyes were very red and bloodshot, "I didn't lose my temper."

Song Guan pinched his face hard: "You have."

Noah opened his mouth, hesitated to speak, and finally said softly with red eyes: "I wrote you a letter, but you didn't reply to me..."

that's it?

letter?

Noah said: "They all said that you have a new playmate, who is more obedient than me and will please people. You have already forgotten me."

Song Guan: "They? Who are they?"

Noah didn't speak.

Song watched Noah for a while, and then thought about his words: "I haven't received a single letter in the past two years. This time, it took me a long time to talk to my mother before she agreed to allow you to come and live here for a while. There is nothing new. Partner, I don't know who is talking nonsense to you like this, but listen carefully, I have missed you so much in the past two years, I have spent almost all of my time thinking about you, and you have no idea how much I miss you. "

The water in Noah's eyes was getting brighter, and he stared blankly at Song Guan. After a long while, he grabbed Song Guan's wrist: "Then, you can also write to me."

So how obsessed is Little Noah with writing letters?

Shaking his head, Song Guan began to make nonsense: "I don't know how you are doing outside. I don't know if you miss me as much as I miss you. You will be very busy outside, unlike me... …Waste, you have a lot of free time every day, or you met a lot of people, very interesting things, you have forgotten me, maybe I wrote to you, you don’t want to reply me, it’s just because of me identity, you have to write back to me—"

"No, no, it's not like that." Noah's lips trembled slightly.

Song Guan moved closer: "Look at me."

Noah looked at Song Guan as he said, but he quickly lowered his eyes to avoid Song Guan's gaze, so Song Guan held his face and adjusted the angle until their eyes met again: "Tell me, the two Have you thought about me during the years?"

With slightly trembling eyelashes, Noah's eyes seemed to tremble as well. His voice was weak and soft, and his expression seemed to be swallowing some emotion with difficulty. He said, "I think..."

Song Guan was not very satisfied with this answer. He felt that Noah's current situation could be forced a little more, and maybe a breakthrough result could be forced.Pressing the skin on Noah's cheekbone with his thumb, Song Guan's expression and voice were very gentle, so under this gentleness, his persuasive questioning became deceptively gentle: "You want to talk to me?" Tell me the truth—what am I to you?"

Noah's eyes widened, and he felt a little dazed, as if he had fallen into some unavoidable hypnosis. He looked at the person in front of him and wanted to look away, but found that he couldn't do it at all. The thoughts were dragged out one after another, and the sneaky delusion that was ashamed to be frank with others said so uncontrollably: "I love you." After he finished speaking, he was shocked Jumping, his expression became flustered in an instant, but Noah continued, "I love you, and I love you beyond my control——Your Excellency, are you scared by me?"

Song Guan didn't speak, and an expression appeared on the face of the light-blond boy, as if he had been wronged and couldn't find a place to cry. It's admiration, I have desire for you - I want to touch you when I see you, I want to kiss you when I think of you, I even, I even," he closed his eyes with a painful expression, he said, "I Even, want to monopolize you..."

"Then come and monopolize me." Song Guan said indifferently. He held Noah's hand on his wrist under Noah's blank gaze, and then took that hand over himself. Stretching in the hem of the pajamas, Song Guan pressed that hand on his heart, "This heart is yours, it has been yours for a long time."

Hearing this, Noah's extremely pale and haggard face suddenly flushed with blood, and he took a quick breath. Those blue eyes reflected the sun like sea and sky burning fire.

Song Guan looked at Noah with a steady heartbeat for a while, and then leaned forward slightly. He was about to kiss Noah, but Noah dodged instinctively as if he was greatly frightened.

"Don't move, come here." Song Guan ordered like this, he has realized that using command sentences when talking to Noah is the most effective.After Noah approached him obediently again, Song Guan raised his hand and touched Noah's face, with a sense of evaluation, "Good boy." He said so, and then briefly touched Noah's with his lips.This kiss didn't have much emotional color, it was more full of ceremonial meaning, but when he simply finished kissing and was about to retreat, Noah hugged his waist to prevent his castration and deepened the kiss .

The two of them fell on the quilt unsteadily, and Song Guanyou let Noah kiss himself, and he felt like going to sleep a little bit.Lying on the bed on his back, looking at the ceiling, Song Guan felt that he had gained a lot today. For example, he comforted Noah, and the relationship between the two of them has now taken a step further by mistake.He put one hand on Noah's butterfly bone, and felt the slight tremors coming from Noah's body. The kiss was very long. When they parted, Song Guan felt his lips were wet. It was all from Noah. The moistness brought out by her kiss.

"It's time for me to go to bed." Song Guan touched Noah's lips with his fingers, looking thoughtfully at Noah and asked, "But you will accompany me, won't you?"

"I will." Noah opened his mouth slightly, unintentionally, he sucked a piece of Song Guan's knuckles, and let go after gently sucking the kiss. His eyes flickered, his tone was very slow, and his voice was soft, like It was a promise to swear, Noah said, "I will always be with you, Your Excellency."

After directly piercing the ambiguous barrier between the two of them in this way, the development of the following things will be very easy.There is a saying, "The five mountains you love can be flattened by the five mountains." Noah is such a person. Once the relationship is established, long-distance relationships are not a problem at all——Song Guan and Noah’s situation There is nothing inappropriate to describe it as a long-distance relationship. Song Guan in this room lives in a small manor in this remote suburb all year round, while Noah in that room mainly stays in the main city, and only occasionally has a few days to spare. He can go to Song Guan's manor during the holidays. The long time can be one or two months, and the short time is about three or four days.

Noah likes him very much, of course Song Guan knows it, and this is something he deliberately hooked up to make things happen.Most of the time, he doesn't think deeply, besides, his body is unconscious most of the time, and there is very little spare energy for him to think about anything, but occasionally when he is full of energy, he Looking at Noah, there will be a lingering sense of guilt in his heart, especially sometimes, Noah is too kind to him, which makes him very uncomfortable, like an uncomfortable feeling with hair growing in his throat .

If Noah's neurotic old love tosses him, or cries, fights and rolls around and makes his head hurt, maybe he won't have so much psychological burden.But Noah is so obedient, so obedient that it makes him hairy, and he loves to take care of him to the point of being meticulous, which makes him unbearable.He felt as if he saw a little white rabbit fall into the hole he had buried in advance, and there were a lot of bamboo arrows stuck in the bottom of the hole. He knew that if the little rabbit fell into the hole, it would be pierced in two——

——That’s not the case either.

What he did to Noah, apart from pretending to be in love with each other, he would not do any other cheating things, no betrayal, no other schemes.Like him, at most he is an emotional liar with intentions, neither for money, nor for sex, but for sincerity.

You must not think about this matter any more, and if you think about it, you will only force yourself to death.Since I chose this path at the beginning, I can only continue down a dark road. There is no turning back. If I turn back, it will only delay the travel time, and there is no way to turn back.

This body stumbled and grew until he was 16 years old. During this period, serious illnesses and minor disasters continued. Several times, Song Guan thought that he was going to see Mr. Egg, but in the end he barely survived until now.During the period, the doctor also said that he was depressed mentally and emotionally, which was not good for his health. He should maintain a calm and peaceful mood. Then the doctor suggested that Song Guan develop a little hobby. The best option is musical instruments. There are three major categories of playing and playing. Suggested, the doctor thinks that it is best for Song Guan to be able to choose those instruments to play and play.After hearing these words, Song Guan sank into the soft sofa without saying a word, thinking to get the fuck out of your depression, he doesn't need to learn an instrument, but in the end he chose one to play, he chose it himself cello.

The cello is not new to Song Guan, he has learned it a long time ago, but he has not played it for a long time after entering the "cannon fodder attack development system". The score is ready, and I played "Little Star", "Two Tigers" and "Ode to Joy" for Noah. Anyway, it is a skewer of children's golden songs. Noah listened very carefully and gave me a good face Long palm.

As for the coming of the day of escape, it was very sudden.Song Guan fell into a drowsy sleep that night. In his sleep, he only felt as if he was being hugged by someone. This movement woke him up, and he saw Noah standing next to the bed.

Noah's expression was a little anxious and anxious. When he saw Song Guan waking up, he paused for a moment while holding Song Guan, and his expression gradually calmed down: "Did I wake you up because of the cold on my body?"

Song Guan's mind was blurred, and he could barely turn around for a while: "No, why are you here?"

While changing Song Guan's clothes, Noah said, "Something happened in the main city, I'm afraid, I think I have to take you away."

Song Guan wanted to say something, but he opened his mouth and yawned. After the yawn, he forgot what to say.He sat there and followed Noah's movements. After all the clothes were put on, Noah knelt on the ground to put on his shoes for him.His ankle was held by Noah, as before, his feet were still very warm, lower than the temperature in Noah's hands, so Noah put his feet in his arms and rubbed them gently for a while.In this position, Song Guan's toes were touching Noah's chest. This burst of rubbing made the blood circulate smoothly, and the temperature gradually warmed up on his feet, but the temperature was still very low. Noah bowed his head and walked towards Song Guan. Breathe on your feet - just like those people who breathe on their hands because of the cold in winter.

Finally, Noah put Song Guan on socks and shoes, and then he took a cloak to wrap Song Guan completely, the hood was lifted, Song Guan's face was completely wrapped in a large shadow, and Noah hugged him .And Song Guan was vaguely sleepy again in Noah's arms. When he was carried out by Noah, he saw the housekeeper Ms. Nelly in a drowsy state.

The candles in the glass lampshade cast a ghostly look on people. Ms. Nelly didn't say anything, as if she had already said everything, she bowed her knees and saluted Noah.Noah, who was holding Song Guan, walked behind the housekeeper Nai Li. Song Guan looked out twice in Noah's arms. This manor is so big, and there are many passages and corridors. The corridors he saw at the moment At the fork, they all saw the servant standing there silently.

It seemed that all the people were waiting with bated breath for the arrival of some grand event. The night was so lively, but the lights were so dim that everyone kept silent. The lantern was only enough to illuminate half of the people in the dark, so those people looked Like pale chrysalis in a huge wormhole—they watched the little master of the manor leave in the dark, half hidden.

Stepping out of the warm room, Song Guan shivered when the cold nighttime space poured into his mouth and nose, and Noah immediately hugged Song Guan a little tighter.This coldness made Song Guan a little more sober, he suddenly realized that the age of this shell has also reached, if there is no accident, the plot of escape should have begun.

However, no matter how he escaped or what would happen afterwards, Song Guan only wanted to sleep at the moment.He felt that Noah pulled his cloak tighter, and someone caressed his face. He heard Noah say, "Go to sleep when you're tired, and I'll call you when I get there."

As a result, Song Guan lay in bed for a long time, because although he was tightly wrapped, he still had a high fever due to cold.This body was surprisingly weak, and after three days the high fever subsided completely. Song Guan woke up and wanted to drink water, but found that there was no one in the room.Looking around dizzily, Song Guan reluctantly came to a conclusion that this was a house that was completely unfamiliar to him and had never been seen before.He was very thirsty, and found a glass of water at the desk next to the easel, Song Guan picked it up and drank it, the cold water rolled down his throat, stinging, like swallowing a blade.

The cup accidentally fell on the blanket, without making too much noise, but all the remaining water spilled out.Song Guan walked back with a headache, and climbed back to the bed. He felt uncomfortable all over, so he couldn't feel the specific discomfort.He didn't know how long he had been lying in a dazed state. Suddenly he heard a voice outside. It was Noah's voice. It was rare to hear Noah speak so loudly, and he lost control of his emotions. One word seemed to be sung to a high pitch. Shi broke his voice: "I seem to have said that you are not welcome here, right?"

Song Guan woke up, he still didn't have much strength in his hands and feet, he heard the movement outside getting closer, he got up and jumped out of the bed, when he was struggling to walk over the big armchair, he hesitated, then he casually pulled A piece of clothing draped over the back of the chair was thrown under the bed, only a little sleeve was exposed, followed by Song Guan and hid in the closet before the outsiders came in.

After closing the door of the closet, it was completely dark. Song Guan could smell the unique smell of Noah in the closet, like flowers but not flowers, like wood but not wood.Then he heard the sound of someone opening the door roughly, and a young man's voice came after a while, accompanied by a chuckle: "What? There is no one in the room, I see you are so nervous, why don't you I thought you were hiding someone."