Cannon fodder "attack" development system

Song Guan was breathless when Noah pressed him on the bed and kissed him. In fact, he was still coughing up blood, but Noah blocked it with his mouth. The blood overflowed from the corner of his mouth, and the bright red blood flowed through his pale body. His cheeks then stained his neck, and the sheets were soaked.His heart ached as if it was being held by someone's hand, Song Guan began to struggle in extreme discomfort, he unconsciously made a faltering sound, and scratched out long red marks on Noah's back with his fingers.

Just when Song Guan's eyes had started to turn black, Noah finally let him go.

"Cough, cough, cough..."

After forcefully coughing up two mouthfuls of blood, Song Guan pressed his chest and took a few deep breaths quickly and violently.His forehead was covered with cold sweat, and his eyes were so dazed that he couldn't focus at all.He really thought he was going to be kissed to death just now, okay?After waiting for a long time, he finally came to his senses. Song Guan was so annoyed that he vomited blood and raised his hand to punch Noah, but his body seemed to have no strength at all, so the punch went limp. , It seemed like flirting, so Song Guan slapped Noah angrily again, and the slap was still soft, still like flirting.

It was rare to see such a vivid expression on Song Guan's face, Noah felt surprised.At this moment, he looked at Song Guan's dark eyes, which were shining like glass under the sun because of his anger. He used to feel that he couldn't touch Song Guan, but at this moment he finally had sense of reality.He pissed him off, he made him vomit blood on himself.Logically speaking, he should feel distressed about this matter, and he really felt distressed, just like he felt distressed for Song Guan not wearing shoes, but at the same time, another trembling feeling in his heart far outweighed this distressing heart , some things that he hadn't thought about before were punctured and put in front of him.

Those kisses and physical entanglement in the past were so superficial, only like now, he made him sad and hurt him, this kind of subtle emotional control and manipulation is the closest to the source.He even wanted to go too far, wanted to pinch this person thoroughly, wanted to completely control this person's emotions, wanted to make this person laugh for him and cry for him, he would definitely vomit blood all the time, right?Maybe he would break down and cry at that time - he still couldn't bear to let this person become like this.

Reluctant.

However, it is reluctant.

Noah brushed away the black hair that was wet with cold sweat on Song Guan's forehead with his fingers. He leaned over and kissed Song Guanjie's forehead, and the delicate kiss stroked Song Guan's eyebrows, corners of eyes and cheeks lightly and shallowly like a feather.He licked away the blood from the corner of Song Guan's lips, and all the way down, the taste of pecking changed.Song Guan didn't have the energy to worry about these things anymore, he just felt as if all his energy and spirit had been exhausted by the fist and slap he just gave Noah, he clearly knew that Noah was sucking kisses The half-dried blood on his neck, the wet kiss and the touch of his teeth touching his skin reminded him of a vampire sucking blood.He was so tired that his hands and feet were so weak that he closed his eyes. Song Guan just wanted to close his eyes and rest for a while. A large piece of darkness quietly spread out and hugged him layer upon layer while closing his eyes, and then He fell asleep just like that.

When he woke up the next day, even though the tossing and tossing last night was not really good at all, Song Guan still had a sore back and a headache.Physical discomfort and waking up made him irritable and irritable.Damn damn it.Song Guan's throat was so dry that he didn't want to speak. He sat up very hard, but the movement of getting up was resisted. He turned his head dizzily and saw Noah sleeping next to him.The morning light crept through the tightly drawn curtains. In the dim sunlight, Song Guan saw Noah sleeping obediently with his arms around his waist, his eyes closed tightly, and his light-colored eyelashes curled up. The ground is raised up, obediently like a big cat.Noah, with golden hair and light blonde hair, has milky white skin, which is a kind of plump white. It is conceivable that after stretching out a finger and pressing it, the finger can push out a tiny skin crease on it——just Like creamy milk.

Look at this delicate and immature face, it really looks like a little angel in sleep.

Song Guan stretched out his fingers and pinched Noah's face hard, leaving a red mark, and Noah opened his eyes blankly in pain.Both of them are sleeping on Song Guan's big bed now, presumably Noah moved him here after he fell asleep last night.An evil fire burned his heart and lungs. Song looked at Noah's face that looked like an innocent little angel just waking up, and felt very angry. He moved slowly, and stretched out one hand. He struggled to grab the pillow that he was resting on, his whole body ached, but Song Guan refused to accept it, and the pain hurt, so he rode onto Noah with great difficulty.

This little bastard.Panting, Song Guan grabbed the pillow and slapped Noah's head and face. Fortunately, he was so physically and mentally strong, but halfway through the pumping, he leaned forward and put one hand on Noah's chest, and he had another need. The feeling of vomiting blood.Damn, this body is really not getting better.Song Guanxiang didn't even think about it, so he just put the pillow on Noah's face, trying hard to suppress his desire to vomit blood, but this kind of thing seems to be that the harder you suppress in the early stage, the more terrifying the explosion will be later.

After spitting out a mouthful of blood from the boss, Song Guan finally exhausted his wake-up breath with a dazed mind, and made himself almost half-conscious.Lying on the blood-stained pillow, he lay uncomfortably on Noah's body through the pillow, motionless.After a while, Noah stretched out his hand and pulled away the pillow that covered his face and blocked him and Song Guan.Because of this, Song Guan landed on Noah's body without any hindrance. His face was buried on the side of Noah's neck, his breath was weak, and the blood stains on his face stained Noah's light golden hair.

Through a thin layer of pajamas, the two people's chests were pressed against their chests. At such a close distance, the heartbeats in their respective chests were perceived by each other.Noah's fingers caressed Song Guan's spine, he turned his face slightly, put his lips on Song Guan's ear and said softly, "Your heart beats so fast."

Song Guan couldn't hear what Noah was saying at all, his head was full of buzzing voices, and the world was spinning, feeling like he had been sitting in a car on the mid-mountain road for three days and three nights without food, life was worse than death.The tears flowing out of the eye sockets were all spontaneous physical actions, and the body began to tremble uncontrollably, Song Guan's black eyelashes were all soaked in tears, sticking wetly to the pale skin.When Noah discovered this, he felt as if he had been stung at the tip of his heart.

Carefully flipping Song Guan down under the soft quilt, Noah stared at this bloodless face, and he saw the quiet blood veins under the other's skin, which was blue that seemed to be absent.

"Don't cry, I'm sorry, I didn't mean it." After looking at Song Guan for a long time at a loss, Noah finally held his breath and gently touched Song Guan's eyelids with his fingers.It's soft, undefended, and slightly damp.He touched it, and felt that his heart was also filled with this kind of wet tears. Noah said in a low voice, "Your Excellency, please forgive me."

Unexpectedly, after all this tossing, Song Guan actually fell seriously ill because of it—it was really a serious illness, the kind that almost escaped death, but he himself had no memory of his illness at all, when he was more sober When he woke up, Song Guan was taken aback when he saw Noah's bloodshot eyes and haggard look, but then he remembered what the other party had done before, and he lay back calmly and thought with a snort, yes!

There was no one else in the room, only him and Noah, Song Guan didn't speak, and lay down pretending he wasn't getting better.Around noon, people came to the room one after another, and a doctor came to see Song. At this time, Song Guan finally stopped pretending to be asleep.When he woke up, the room suddenly became very lively, and the housekeeper, Ms. Nelly, also showed her face. There were too many people, but there was still no human voice in the room, and everyone was like an old ghost in this house. , Walking with floating like completely silent.

Song Wang saw Noah at the back of the crowd. People in the room were busy doing their own things. Maybe some people were just busy, but at least they all looked busy. Only Noah stood there with his arms folded, doing nothing. Do, he was out of the whole group, like an outsider, the two of them met each other's eyes, and Noah quickly lowered his eyes tremblingly, avoiding the gaze with Song Guan.This action made him look less calm. Although his posture was still good, he was obviously less of the seemingly easy-going aloofness that he had when they reunited after a long absence.Song Guan accidentally had the illusion that the one in front of him was the young boy he met two years ago, silly and sweet like a custard bun, soft and sweet, like the cold-looking boy he met suddenly when he met a few days ago Everyone is just an illusion of his.

After eating and taking medicine without taste, Song Guan said that he wanted to rest. Of course, when the others left the room as if the tide was receding, Song Guan stopped Noah.The sunlight sneaked into the room lightly and ignorantly, and Noah's light golden hair was almost reflected white. When the last servant left the room and closed the door, Song Guan spoke.

"Come here." Song Guan's voice was weak and hoarse.

Noah looked at his toes, he heard Song Guan's words, but he shook his head.Song Guan had to repeat it again, he said it, and increased his tone, but Noah still shook his head.

Song Guan raised his eyebrows: "Can't you make it through?"