Cannon fodder "attack" development system

Looking back on his half life, Shangguan Yan always felt that he was lucky.He used to be a little beggar on the street, with little food to eat and no clothes to cover his body, but he was accidentally adopted by Shangguan's family.His father and father treated him as their own, and treated him very well, giving him clothes, food, and teaching him to read and write, and all kinds of music theory riding and shooting.

His father passed away five years ago, and he promised his father that he would inherit his father's wish and become an official in the court.His father used to be the son of the Shangguan family, but the Shangguan family of the previous generation favored concubines and killed their husbands. As the father of the son of the son, he was naturally implicated. Because his talent was too dazzling, he was envied by the second uncle. Before it was done, the Patriarch of the older generation reached out and took the initiative to cage the father of the legitimate son into the protective circle, so he didn't lose his life.But the second aunt didn't give up, and later on, he drugged his father's father to make him look like he was immortal, and thus took his life, forcing his father to swear that he would not be an official in the court for the rest of his life. .

So in this life, my father never stepped into an official career until his death. When the deadline was approaching, my father sighed for a long time on the sickbed.At that time, he swore at his father's bedside that he would definitely become an official in the court and be a good official who would benefit the world.After hearing his words, his father smiled and stretched out his hand to rub the top of his head, just like how he often rubbed his hair when he was a child. Even if he was severely emaciated during the illness, his father was still like a gentleman bamboo in the winter snow, soaked in wind and frost, But the strength of character is still there.

He knelt in front of the bed, listening to his father rubbing his head and telling him that the current situation in the court is chaotic, the emperor is young, and the empress dowager is in power, some people only listen to the empress dowager's words, but they don't pay attention to the emperor Here, the ruler of the court is not the king, and the ministers are not ministers. If he enters the court as an official in the future, he will become the mainstay to support the righteousness.

He replied "yes", although he was sad in his heart, but he still didn't want to shed tears to make his father sad when he said goodbye to his relatives.My father said that there should be no sadness when parting, and that life and death are up to the heavens, but it is just a reincarnation in the world.My father has always been such a calm person. The only regret when my father died was that he could not see him in high school. My father said, I know you are a good person, but I will die, and you are not as weak as the crown, so I can't see you It's a pity that you will shine brightly in the court in the future. Don't forget to tell me when you offer family sacrifices in the future.

In the second year after his father's death, he went to take the exam and was on the list. After the owner of the Shangguan found out, he came to talk to him once.This matter is ridiculous to say, the head of the Shangguan patriarch dotes on his concubine and destroys his husband, but until this age, he has no second child except his father, which is also retribution.The head of the Shangguan family also came to talk to his father before, and he didn't know what Shangguan banquet was about, but the head of the Shangguan family always left in a state of depression every time.This time, Patriarch Shangguan came to talk to him with a look of remorse, but all the objects of his remorse had passed away, leaving no one behind, and he didn't know where to send the words of remorse.

The head of the Shangguan family said to him: "You are not from our Shangguan family, but Ah Ke likes you very much. He has always treated you like his own child. I know that I have done many things wrong. I want to repent, but I don't have this opportunity. I want to make it up, but Ake never wants it. I can't make it up to him, but I think at least I can give you some of that. He always wanted to be an official in the court. You have inherited his last wish. There are people in the court. Although the resources of my Shangguan family are not as brilliant as they were back then, they can help you to some extent and save you from going astray."

After hearing this, Shangguan Yan remained silent. He didn't want any of these fathers, how could he accept it, so he naturally refused.But even though he refused, he also knew that his official career has been smooth since he was listed, thanks to the secret help of the head of the Shangguan family.He was born with outstanding appearance since he was a child, and he has always been prone to troubles. He has not been able to avoid this trouble all the way from being an official. Thanks to his careful handling, and the blessing of the surname Shangguan, he is here. In the south of the Yangtze River, nothing bad happened.

After serving as an official for three years, I don't know if it was the work of the head of the Shangguan family, but the first transfer order sent him to the capital.On the way, he rescued a martial artist and didn't want to get into trouble.But a gentleman is magnanimous, he only wants to have a clear conscience, and the person he wants to save is also a chivalrous man, so naturally there is no reason to refuse to save him.

The road to Beijing was full of turmoil, but they finally resolved everything when they approached the capital.The rescued person said that he wanted to stay by his side as a bodyguard to repay his life-saving grace.He refused a lot, but the other party's words were sincere and well-founded, and there were some other situations-it had nothing to do with the previous incident, it was another official molesting his situation.

The chivalrous man came to help at this time, but the help was not reckless, it was handled very gracefully, because there was nothing wrong with it, the other party could only leave in a resentment.Then the knight told him, you see, I am still a little bit useful in some ways.

He looked at the other party for a while, and felt a slight movement in his heart, which had never happened before, just like the spring breeze wrinkled the surface of the lake, and the wind was slightly drunk.He looked into the other person's eyes, and the other person's eyes were very gentle, looking at him, and finally he moved his gaze away first, which meant that he agreed.

These twists and turns are not detailed. In August, the Shangguan Banquet finally came to the capital of Beidi.Standing in front of the city, the city gate is majestic. He thought that his lifelong political ambitions were all here. For a moment, he felt that his blood was rushing, and he just wanted an outlet.But... But... But... Ever since Shangguan Yan entered the capital... He always felt that something was wrong...

Yes.

Something is wrong.

The people around him, whom he was in contact with for the first time, generally reacted in a subtle way after learning his name.

For example, when he first entered the city gate a while ago, the guard at the gate checked the list, saw his name, suddenly changed his expression, and blurted out: "Shangguan Banquet?!" When the other person heard the words, he also paused what he was doing, and came over with a look of surprise: "Which one? The Shangguan Banquet is here? Which one is the Shangguan Banquet?" Afterwards, the two people looked over, their gazes were so straightforward that they were rude. Just like that, from the beginning to the end, with a look that almost ripped off his clothes, looked at him from the beginning to the end.

But this is different from the usual indecent gaze, it is very open, but this kind of naked, like examining a prisoner, it is easy to make people feel offended, and he is looked at inexplicably.

Many things, because of the unknown, make people feel uneasy, but the matter of entering Beijing is very important to him. Because he takes it too seriously, his mind will be more sensitive to the perception of what is happening outside, and it is always uneasy. However, the two of them watched for a long time, and when he asked a question, he smiled in a concealed manner, and finally said something with unclear meaning: "It's nothing, just, uh—so you are Shangguan Yan. "

What do you mean you are Shangguanyan?

But even if I continue to ask, I can't find out why.

Basically all the way to the required registration point, Shangguan Yan has always come here with such eyes, but every time when he asked those people why, they were all like sawed gourds, nothing Said, just smiled and didn't answer.

After Shangguan Yan was seen, his whole body became a little numb. After he finished these errands, he met a side branch of Shangguan's family who worked in Beijing.

This person is very enthusiastic, Shangguan Yan is not familiar with Beijing at all, this person has indeed helped him a lot.When things were almost over, the side branch of Shangguan's family looked around and leaned over.

Because this behavior was too sneaky, Shangguan Yan took a step back warily.

Seeing this, Mr. Pangzhi was stunned for a moment, and then smiled awkwardly. He followed up a step forward with some embarrassment and said, "Well, I don't mean anything else... I actually just want to ask you something Here comes the problem..."

Shangguan Yan had suffered various losses before and had a long memory, so he was not moved by the words of this side branch, and still took a big step back, only saying: "If you want to say it, you can do it in this place." That's the distance."

Mr. Pangzhi scratched his head, remembering that he is now in his own courtyard—ah, although the entire house is now given to the young master of Shangguan’s direct line—but then again, he is here to discuss matters, and there is no With others around, it is actually quite safe, there is no need to be so cautious.But his behavior of coming up to talk with his ear without saying hello was indeed a bit abrupt, no wonder Mr. Yan reacted so alienated.But estrangement is estrangement, how could this estrangement make him retreat so easily!Although the question was impolite, the gossip in his heart at the moment was like a raging fire, which could not be extinguished easily. He really wanted to know some gossip news!especially!Come to this man!Or one of the main parties involved in the news that has spread more and more intensely recently!

Once in a lifetime opportunity!How could I miss it! ! !

The more Mr. Bianzhi thought about it, the more excited he became, and when his mind got hot, he didn't care about any polite words, so he just said: "Mr. Yan, I actually want to ask you and Prime Minister Song..."

Fuck, isn't it too blunt!

and many more!

Mr. Pangzhi always thought of bad things when he said a word. With this way of asking, is it possible for Mr. Yan to answer his own question!

Shangguan Yan frowned upon hearing this.

Upon seeing this, Young Master Bianzhi immediately curled his tongue abruptly, swallowed the impulsive words, and even calmed down a little bit with his brain, which was a little dizzy from the fire of gossip, he choked for a long time before continuing : "I, I, I want to ask that...Young Master Yan and Prime Minister Song are originally... old acquaintances...?"

This sentence was hesitant, and Shangguan Yan felt something bad in his heart, why did he get involved with Prime Minister Song?

He raised his eyes to look at the young master of the side branch, his brows were still frowning, because it happened so suddenly, it was inexplicable, so he had to confirm it again: "You are talking about the second young master of the Song family?"

Young Master Pangzhi hastily replied, "Exactly."

Speaking of which, he went all the way into the city, and everything seemed strange and inexplicable. Could it be that the source of all this was because of Prime Minister Song?

Upon hearing this, Shangguan Yan frowned even tighter: "Why do you think that I and Second Young Master Song are old acquaintances? But has anyone ever said that?"

Mr. Pangzhi lifted his spirits, raised his eyes and watched Mr. Yan's expression carefully, not wanting to miss the slightest, and said after a little deliberation: "Mr. Yan, this is how things are. Mr. Yan and you...maybe they met before, and you are old friends. Mr. Yan, you probably don’t know. Fury——Prime Minister Song usually has a good temper. He has never been angry like this before, but he didn't want to get angry this time. It is said that everyone present at that time was so scared that they couldn't speak.

"Luckily, one of the people in charge had a good memory and remembered all the contents of the burned tome, so that person repeated all the lists. Prime Minister Song was still angry at that time. , but at that time, I saw your name, Mr. Yan, written in ink. I read your name, Mr. Yan, and took the piece of paper away. I didn’t even get angry, and even laughed. Everyone present at the time Everyone saw it, they said... the prime minister's smile, ten miles of spring breeze... is nothing more than that..."

The son of the side branch paused for a few times when he said this, and there was a vague nympho expression on his face, but the expression of nympho faded away quickly, and the boy of the side branch seemed to have recovered from the nympho that had never been before. With a serious face, he said: "This matter is probably like this. There has been a lot of rumors in the city recently, so I, cough, so everyone is guessing whether Mr. Yan is this, Mr. Tong Prime Minister, he knew him before, because the Prime Minister My lord has gone to Jiangnan for several errands before, maybe it was at this time that I met you, Mr. Yan?"

After listening to this long series of words, Shangguan Yan's expression became slightly condensed, and many conspiracy theories swirled in his mind for a while, but he couldn't catch any clues.Shangguan Yan was still silent for a while, and when he raised his eyes again, his eyes had changed. Mr. Bangzhi only felt that Mr. Yan's originally gentle eyes were like tempered knives, which could almost shave people to the bone. , he heard Mr. Yan said coldly: "I never knew the second son of the Song Dynasty, and I have no intention of making friends with him. He works with the queen mother and is one of the queen mother's followers. In recent years, the king has been subject to the queen mother in everything he does. Junshang has had a hard time in this power struggle, and the biggest obstacle to Junshang's hard life is the second son of Song Dynasty who only obeys the Queen Mother. He is the second son of Song Dynasty. The head of the officials is to express their opinions for the officials and share the worries of the emperor, but what kind of prime minister is he?

"A person who is trying to gain fame is eager to be heard. You call him Lord Prime Minister, how can he take up the position of 'Prime Minister', and how can he be worthy of the title of 'Master'? I don't care, but I'm just a sycophant, a generation of dogs. I feel dirty just thinking about standing in the same court with him. I don't know why Beijing gave birth to rumors between me and him , but here is what I said at the Shangguan Banquet, and there is absolutely no chance of me interacting with this kind of people in this life."

Young Master Pangzhi opened his mouth when he heard the words, he looked a little silly.

Song Guan on the other side didn't know anything about what Shangguan Yan said, but even if he knew, he didn't care, but he lost his composure when the list went missing that day, which caused rumors to spread in the capital. Now that the rumors are raging, Song Guan is still very concerned about this matter.

Nima can not care!The protagonist Shou hasn't entered the city yet!It was he who caused such a masculine scandal with him!How could he be worthy of the character setting of the protagonist Shou Qingfeng Baiyue!

In addition, if he exposed himself too early in this way, the protagonist will definitely be very vigilant, okay? After that, what can he do to be able to drink flower wine in the Chu Pavilion without anyone noticing? Get the protagonist drunk, and then do such a ♂ such a ♀ or such a ♂ thing?really...

However, this kind of thing gets darker the more you explain it, the best way is to act frankly like "you think too much", find a reason that can be explained, just say it once, and then do whatever you like In this way, after a long time, or if something else happens, the limelight of this matter will pass.

Originally, Song Guan planned to sneak out to see what the protagonist Shou looked like, because it was like this, so he had a bottom line in his heart.But who would have thought that such an incident would happen, Song Guan wondered why everyone's interest in gossip was so high in general, how could this be good.

With all the people silently watching and waiting for the development of the situation, and even the Queen Mother had heard about it, Song Guan had no choice but to temporarily shelve his plan to meet the protagonist Shou.You really don't dare to act rashly, okay?All in all, the "Lantern Festival Molestation" incident highlighted by the outline is quite far away from now. It happened in April of the following year, so there is still enough time to prepare, so there is no need to too urgent.

However, because there were too many things to do during that period, the idea of ​​meeting the protagonist was shelved for nearly half a year.As the prime minister, Song Guan had a lot of things entrusted to him by the queen mother, and in the past five years, the emperor has gradually grown older and had a lot of ideas of his own. Fang fights and becomes more.

However, Song Guan had no idea about the undercurrent between the empress dowager and the emperor. He had made his position clear long ago, and even had a fight with the emperor because of it. Of course he doesn't care about anything else.Song Guan has always thought this way: what will be the end of the game between the two has nothing to do with him. Before the dust settles, he has already died, so he really doesn't need to get involved in this matter.

What's more surprising is that this year's New Year's Eve, the eldest brother actually agreed to celebrate the New Year with him.

Speaking of this side, it was actually the first time we met again after so many years.

The eldest brother has been sick intermittently these years, almost the whole year, he is always sick on the bed.

This time when Song Guan saw the elder brother, the elder brother was sitting on a chair wearing a black fox fur, and the light on one side was highlighted. It was probably due to illness these years, so he rarely saw the sun. Two points paler than in memory.The eldest brother's face is as white as the sun does not see it. Occasionally, when he covers his sleeves and coughs, he actually feels a little sick - of course, this is when the eldest brother does not look at people with his eyes.

Although we haven't seen each other for so many years, the eldest brother's eyes are still quite sharp. Song Guan followed his third brother out of the house for a long time on the pretext of playing, but the eldest brother naturally didn't follow him, because he was not in good health and might get sick again after the wind blows, so the eldest brother Looking through the window in the house.

The third brother wants Song Guan to hug him for a while, build a snowman for a while, and set off firecrackers every other moment. Unable to open it, she just nestled in Song Guan's arms and fell asleep.

The elder brother's room was lit with bergamot incense, and the incense made people feel peaceful. The third brother slept deeply and breathed deeply. The elder brother lowered his eyes and touched the third brother's head. Song Guan and the eldest brother were left alone, and the third brother was fine when he was still there. Song Guan felt a little embarrassed and uncomfortable when the third brother was taken away in such a short while.

The eldest brother didn't seem to notice it, he drank a little warm water, and looked out the window in the dark night, the stone pagoda was burning with candles, and the tower room was hollowed out on the lotus seat with three petals covered with lotus. At this time, snow began to fall from the sky, and snow piled up on the stone pagoda .The eldest brother watched quietly for a while, without moving his eyes, and suddenly asked Song Guan how he was doing these years.

This question is too broad, and the broader the question, the harder it is to answer. There are many things that can be said. Song Guan hesitated for a while, then said that he has been doing well these years, and then looked at the other party as a signal for him to continue. The eyes that went on.

So Song Guan had no choice but to continue talking, babbling nonchalantly in the southeast and northwest, the main idea was so confusing that even he himself was confused and wanted to laugh at himself afterward, but the elder brother didn't say anything after listening to it, but asked him a question at the end of the conversation He was talking about Shangguan Yan, and the elder brother asked him: "What happened to you and Shangguan Yan?"

Song Guan didn't expect his elder brother to ask this, and so many months have passed in the middle, he has been so busy these few months that he didn't think much about the official banquet, so he was stunned by such a question one time.

Even though Song Guan explained the matter, he didn't know what his elder brother thought about it, because he didn't comment on it, and he didn't know whether he believed it or not.

Song Guan was always a little apprehensive. He was quite scared when his elder brother was going to beat him when something happened to him. He was also afraid that his elder brother would not beat him now, because he didn't know what he would do after he stopped beating him. There is no other reaction.In fact, it can be said that the main point of this matter is not the reaction of the elder brother, but the impression that the elder brother gave Song Guan is rather scary.

The scent of bergamot was lingering, and the snow fell silently outside. Song Guan watched his elder brother sitting on the chair and closed his eyes. The two met after five years. Even though they were in the same place in the capital, they were also very drunk. Knowing what the elder brother's plan was this time, but he thought, anyway, as long as it doesn't involve the matter between him and the official banquet before his death, it doesn't really matter.

This time after the Spring Festival, before the Lantern Festival in April, before Song Guan deliberately went to find the protagonist Shou, he had an unexpected meeting alone with the protagonist Shou during the Shangguan Banquet.

It was at Lingyan Temple outside the capital city. At the beginning of March, pear blossoms were in full bloom on the mountain, and the branches were piled up like auspicious snow. The Empress Dowager had asked for a lottery here a few years ago, and now it was up to him to get the lottery.Song Guan always followed the Queen Mother's orders, never asked too much, and when the date was set, he went early in the morning to get the lottery that had been released.

The morning light was dim that day, no one came to Lingyan Temple at this time, and weeds grew coldly from the cracks in the stones. On the bluestone steps leading to Lingyan Temple, Song Guan accidentally picked up a jade pendant, and he went to the temple again. Walking up, I saw a person who seemed to be looking for something, that person lowered his head with a somewhat anxious expression.

Song Guan remembered that he had just picked up the jade pendant, and guessed that this person was probably the owner of the jade pendant, so when he approached, Song Guan stopped and asked: "This young master lost a jade pendant?"

The man was turning his back to him, and when he heard the words, he was in a hurry to turn around, but he stepped on the outside of the stone steps, and when he staggered, he stepped into a puddle and splashed mud, but the man didn't care about it, he was just moving When he pulled out his foot from the mud pit, he said anxiously: "It is true that I have lost a jade pendant, which is tied with a black string, and a green bead is dropped at the end. You saw it, my lord." ? This jade pendant is very important to me..."

Song Guan saw that the other party was about to fall, so he gave him a hand, and then listened to the other party's description of the jade pendant, which looked like the one he had just picked up, so he conveniently stuffed it into the other party's hand.

The other party looked down, heaved a sigh of relief, raised his head and said: "Young master, thank you so much, if you lose this jade pendant, I will too..."

Before he could finish his words, Shangguan Yan was startled when he looked up at the person who was supporting him. At that time, there were many clouds in the distance, and the morning sun that was hidden behind the clouds just happened to jump out, so the light suddenly surged down .There are pear trees on both sides of the blue stone steps. The pure white pear blossoms are piled up one by one, densely like a brocade. They are clustered on the branches in the cold spring wind. , The light fragrance of pear blossoms came with the wind, and the world was quiet.And the man under the pear tree withdrew his hand after he stood still, and he heard the other party say: "Since it is an important thing, you should be careful to put it away, young master."

Shangguan Yan stood there for a while, pear blossom petals fluttered like fine snow, he finally came back to his senses: "I... wrote it down," he paused, and said softly, "Thank you for your help this time, but I don't know your name ? This jade pendant is really very important to me, and I am very grateful to be found by you, so I would like to ask your name, and then I will...or come to thank you."

Song Guandao: "It's just a little effort, it's not worth the son's visit to thank you." After finishing speaking, he felt that his refusal seemed too blunt and blunt, and then added, "Your master's appearance like this really frustrates me."