Cupid winks

slippery.

I said: "The boy who gave me the Walkman, he would climb onto my bed at night, and he said, Xiao Yu, I'm so cold, please hug me. I'll hug him. Someone adopted him later. He, at our age, fifteen or sixteen, it's rare for someone to adopt him."

"so lucky."

"It can't be called luck. I'm a teenager, and I haven't learned how to be loved. How to love, I understand that many times no one loves you. You are just a kind of sustenance, and you can be let go at any time. It's hard to be loved again. To accept what kind of family, what kind of warmth, if you don’t want to be let go, you have to be very careful and cautious.” I smoked, “It’s a bit like S’s situation, I feel sorry for him.” I scratched my chin, “It should be Sympathy for each other."

The man didn't answer, so I continued to talk about the boy: "The family used to have a son who was about his age. I heard that he looked very similar to him. The boy accidentally drowned to death. When the parents saw him , Xiaohuan rushed over and called Xiaohuan. He nodded happily and said, "It's me, I'm Xiaohuan, and I'm your son. Dad, mom, he called them.

"It wasn't long before I received the Walkman and heard that he committed suicide. His parents sent him to be treated for his homosexuality. Electric shocks all day long, soaking in cold water, they shaved his head bald, and his hair was long , how much he treasures his hair, do you know? He can not eat or drink, but he must use the best shampoo and conditioner for his hair. He even went to work as a part-time barber because of this. He bought the Walkman with the money. He has a tape of Faye Wong.

"He killed himself and left me the Walkman."

I walked away smoking a cigarette, and the man also walked up.Without speaking, he passed a white pagoda that enshrined a stone Buddha.He looked at it for a while, and I followed suit for a while, and then we continued walking, passing a post office with only a narrow door, and a library in a wooden house. We didn't stop, and when we passed the Maritime Museum, I said: " I was accosted here yesterday."

"You live nearby?"

I looked for it, but I wasn't quite sure, so I pointed to the south and said, "It's over there, it seems."

The man said, "We're almost at the gate of the old city."

We walked out through the old city gate.

Not long after, I smelled the sea, which was fishy and astringent.I saw the sea through the gap between the two low buildings beside me.In the sea at night, the black waves are churning.The waves beat on the beach, rustling.I chatted with the man without a match.I said, "Where are we going now?"

The man said, "We're going along the sea."

I said, "Do you want to go outside, go to the beach."

The man asked, "Did you go to the lighthouse?"

I looked far away, but I couldn't see a lighthouse anywhere, a ball of light hanging high.I said, "Is the Temple of Love you mentioned nearby?"

The man raised his arm and pointed forward. I looked in the direction he pointed, and there was nothing but some bungalows.The sky is as black as the sea, giving people the illusion that the bungalows are floating in the air with the sea above their heads.

I rubbed my eyes and said, "Walking on this road, I feel that I am not in Southeast Asia, but in Europe."

"It was Europe hundreds of years ago, and you will feel the same way when you go to South America."

"Have you ever been to Europe? How about South America?" I asked.

The man nodded and said, "I want to create a lot of memories with him. We traveled to many places non-stop, except for the North Pole and the South Pole." He smiled, "Both of us are too afraid of the cold, we can't stand Montreal in October gone."

"Oh, then you haven't seen polar bears and penguins."

"There are in the zoo." The man said, "We went to Hokkaido in the summer, and we watched penguins in the air-conditioned room. There was a penguin, stupid, they were all lined up, following the trainer's whistle Walking around a pool in a row, the penguin couldn't walk well. Either it got out of the line, or it almost fell into the pool, and you could see its wings flapping all the time, as if it was flustered. Everyone noticed It's gone, the children laughed, the adults laughed too, so cute, so cute, everyone said that while laughing, and then the penguin fell into the pool. We can see under the pool and we can see it going all the way down , downstream. It hit the glass and started flapping its wings again."

I listened, the man said this but didn't go on, I looked at him, he might be trying to whet my appetite, storytellers always choose to save the most shocking part for the end.Maybe it was his emotion, maybe it was the ending of that penguin... Is the penguin dead?He may have read in the newspaper that the penguin was dead, and experts diagnosed it as suffering from depression, or he and A Feng hid in the zoo until late at night and stole the penguin, but they couldn’t find a place to release it. I had to keep it in the bathtub of the hotel, but it was discovered by the people of the hotel, and the story became news.Evidence of their co-existence was left in a Japanese newspaper on a certain day of a certain year.

But the man didn't go on.

I couldn't help but ask, "That's it?"

The man was helpless: "What else?"

I don’t get it: “I thought there would be more later, for example, this penguin is suffering from depression, or you are going to steal the penguin and release it.”

"Release it? Where will it go? How can we bring it back to Antarctica?" The man couldn't laugh or cry, "Did you watch too many movies? After watching too many movies, you just take it for granted that everything has a beginning like a movie. The ending. But movies are movies, life is life, movies all have a beginning and an end, and life stops abruptly at some point, and the fragments of life are almost nonsensical, even more nonsensical than nonsensical movies."

I thought about it, I was thinking about movies, but a piece of my life suddenly hit me, and I also remembered an experience I went to the zoo, and I said: "You know the zoo in Rongshi, right? You had it back then. Right? I went there once, with Shuxue, he wanted to see elephants, but it wasn’t because he wanted to see them, it was because he was drunk that day, and Xiaobao told him after he woke up, “Shuxue, do you know, Last night you drank too much and said you wanted to see elephants while crying. Shuxue didn’t remember it at all. He thought about it and asked Xiaobao, asked me, if you want to see elephants. Wrinkled nose and wrinkled face. I haven't seen an elephant. I haven't been to a zoo at all. I went. I was going to ask S if I want to go with him, but he was sleeping so soundly that I didn't ask.

"I went to the zoo with Shu Xue. In the old city, the No. 45 bus is the last stop. There are more people going to Ocean Park, and there are no rare animals in the main zoo. Elephants are probably the most rare.

"It's very strange. There are two elephants in the zoo. One looks very old. The eyes are watery and covered with something. It feels like people have cataracts. The other one is very, very small. It’s only about the height of an old elephant’s legs. Where they live, there is a pool and a seesaw. The pool is fine. I really don’t know what the seesaw can do. Shu Xue said, maybe let the elephants perform. I said, no Circus. As a result, at one o'clock in the afternoon, the radio began to broadcast, saying that the program in the elephant exhibition area was about to start.

"Shu Xue and I have already gone shopping separately. I heard the broadcast and went back to the elephant. I didn't see Shu Xue. There are not many people in the zoo. I can occupy the front row. Elephants and baby elephants Sitting on the seesaw, the elephant is stepping on with one foot, and the little elephant is sitting, rising and falling for a while, it seems to be very happy, its nose is always tilted up to the sky. When the elephant grins, it looks like it is smiling.

"When the garden was about to close, Shu Xue and I met, and I asked him what he went to see, and he said that he went to see the alpacas, where you can touch alpacas for free, but you have to queue up, I He said, is there a lot of children? He said, no, there are more adults. The children are watched by adults and are not allowed to touch them. They are afraid of dirt and bacteria. Adults line up to touch them. I said, what does it feel like? He said that it is very soft, especially suitable for a person with a dry heart like him."

The man laughed, and I laughed too, and said: "I said I went to see the zebras. A zebra occupies a huge room by itself. The treatment is really good. The breeder introduced that this zebra was bred artificially." They also said that in what country or tribe in Africa, they still hunt and kill zebras and eat zebra meat. That zebra just stood there, with its tail moving occasionally to sweep away bugs. It was fat and had a round butt. Yes, the ears move occasionally, and the eyes look forward, the eyes of the zebra are similar to the eyes of a deer, and also similar to the eyes of a sheep, have you ever eaten the eyes of a sheep?"

The man said: "I also ate pig spring bags."

"Know beforehand?"

The man tilted his head and said: "He knows, he said you eat and watch, looking gloating, I said, Zhu Takawan? He said, no. I just ate it, I said pork belly? He laughing out loud."

"Childish." I snorted and flicked on a cigarette, "Anyway, that zebra was just standing there, and the breeder was next to it telling stories about the tribe that ate zebra meat.

I said, "When I lived in S's house, when Ah Zhong saw me, I felt like that zebra."

"How to say?"

"The drivers, servants, and people in their family look at people as if they were looking at animals. The way they go to the zoo is to browse... Maybe for a moment, they will feel that animals are very pitiful." I smiled.

The man wondered: "Poor? Aren't you the boyfriend that the third young master brought home?"

I rolled my eyes: "Didn't I tell you that there is a book missing in their home, "The Cheap of the Third Young Master", it is not the sword that dances the sword, but the cheap