Cupid winks

Maybe it was a joke, but you cut off one of your own fingers, threw it over, and said, do you want one more, is one enough for hot pot?And..." I took a sip of coffee, looked at the man, and paused.

"What else?"

The coffee burned my tongue, I drank two sips of ice water to slow down, and then said: "And you died in a car accident."

The man said, "Almost."

"Where is it similar? Is it the dead part, or the other part."

The man said, "Anyway, everyone is going to die. It doesn't matter how you die."

I disagree: "But you're still alive."

The man's hands are folded on his knees, and he doesn't drink coffee or water.He said: "He not only asked me if I wanted to go with him, he told me a story: One day, I went to the tea plantation, early in the morning, I saw a tiger, where did it come from? I don't know, it Will it eat me? I don’t know, I just know that at that moment, the tea garden was surrounded by clouds and mist, I really wanted to see you. I came to see you, I wanted to look at you and ask you,” the man’s ending sounded Shiver, looked at me, and asked me, "Are you okay?"

I asked him, "How long have you known each other?"

"He saw me at the record company. He saw me in the afternoon. In the evening, he waited for me downstairs and asked me to watch a movie."

"What movie did you see?"

"I didn't go." The man smiled, "Then he started sending flowers, shoes, clothes, and cars."

When he said this, the waiter came over and put down the bill, and said a few words to the man, and the man told me: "The cafe is closing."

I saw that suddenly there was only our table left inside and outside the cafe, and the tourists seemed to have agreed, and all of them disappeared in an instant, only the little flying insects were still flying around the candles.I unplugged the charging cable, tried to turn it on, and it turned on, but before I called up S's phone, the low battery prompt popped up again.The phone turned off automatically.

I finished my coffee and took out the money. The man raised his eyebrows, and I raised my eyebrows too. He smiled, and I motioned for the waiter to come over to collect the money. Said that he would never answer Ye Haowen's calls again, and deleted his WeChat and his number, but when he called Ye Haowen, he could recite his number. In this day and age, who still recites other people's numbers? I handed it over to my phone to remember.”

I stood up and the man stood up too.The money I gave was just right.My phone was warm, and I walked out of the cafe with it in my pocket.

I said: "The mobile phone remembers everything about you, knows everything you do, it knows where you like to eat, what you like to eat, what you like to search for, and it shows you many advertisements for islands, such as Koh Chang, Pu Jidao, Bali, Taiwan travel application, Southeast Asia visa, s.m comics, breast cancer targeted drugs."

I sincerely admire: "It's amazing. People in this era are transparent people in front of the Internet."

The man suddenly said: "Oh, I remembered, he asked me if I want to go to Paris together."

"Paris France?"

"Eiffel Tower Paris. Take the boat, he said."

"How long will it take?"

"Half a month or half a year? I can't remember. I have to go to Vietnam first, go to the Indian Ocean, and go around to Africa."

"Have you been to Africa?"

"Yes, let's go to see the elephant together." The man said, "We saw the elephant's cemetery. The tour guide said that the elephant will go to the cemetery by itself before it dies, and it will die slowly by itself."

I suddenly thought of S's Kasang, and he said that she was in the backyard of their house, smoking a cigarette and stroking his ankle under the moonlight.The backyard of their house copied the Japanese style backyard, with white sandstones, stone lanterns, and startling deer made of bamboo.

I asked s, is Jinglu called this name to scare away deer?

s said, it was to frighten the birds.

"Why scare the birds away?"

"Birds are coming, disturbing the monks' meditation."

"Japanese monks can still get married. Does marriage not interfere with meditation?"

S thought for a long time and said, maybe marriage is also a part of meditation.I said, that's right, a good marriage, what else can't be done? S said, stay on the same boat and sleep together.I ask, have you also watched "Legend of the New White Snake"?

We looked for "Legend of the New White Snake" on the Internet to review.I remember that Zhao Yazhi was wearing a white gauze dress, and the bun on her head was like a huge black moth.I remember s yawning next to me.I remember that my aunt also liked to watch this, and many people liked to watch it.

My aunt found the naked man poster under my bed and chased me for two blocks.

I said, "Fumiko never came back to Japan."

I also remembered one thing: "In their family, S's second elder brother and younger brother both call her mother. She speaks Chinese with no accent, and only S calls her Kasang."

The man said: "After I came to Sri Lanka, I found that there are no tigers at all. I have never seen a tiger."

I asked, "You didn't like him before, but you liked him later?"

The man said: "I didn't like him that much before, but later, I love him." He smiled gratifiedly, and added: "He didn't really believe it, so I had to tell him over and over again."

"It's a little numb." I got goosebumps, rubbed my arms, and smoked.

The man said, "Love is about talking, isn't it?"

"Speak up and be denied?"

The man laughed: "It may also be accepted."

He looked at me with dim eyes through the smoke, and said, "Isn't it a good thing to let a person know that someone in this world loves him?"

I said, "It doesn't matter if he doesn't love me, it really doesn't matter. When I think about it, I hate him a little bit, not too much."

The man chuckled: "Reluctantly?"

I was surprised, amazed, and strange: "How do you know?" But I immediately understood: "Oh, because of Ah Hua."

The man laughed softer, and said relaxedly: "It's really impossible to go back to the state of strangers. You see, we all started to mock and attack each other."

I said: "Wait a minute and we will start comparing each other. Is Ah Hua treating you better, or S is better for me, is it that you have failed living like this, or I have no future."

I laughed with him.We laughed and walked, and when we passed a church, I took a second look at it. I saw this church in a tourist brochure.I asked the man, "Have you ever been here? I heard it's a scenic spot, but I haven't had time to go in and see it."

The man said, "I went in and visited once."

I stopped and looked around. The door of the church was closed, and I said, "I can't go in now, can I?"

The man said, "You can't go in."

We stood by a gray wall at the entrance of the church. Although the church was closed, there were many people gathered on the steps in front of the door, lying or sitting, whatever they wanted.There are not many tourists dressed up here, the wires on the side of the road hang down to the trees, and the street light bulbs flicker, which can be turned off and turned on at any time.

A banana tree lazily opened its leaves, allowing them to crack yellowish openings.

Among the group of people sitting at the door of the church, a woman sitting with a bamboo basket stared at us all the time.I stare at her too.She has dark skin, a pair of dark eyes, and looks tired.She was muttering something in a weird way, I didn't understand it, but I'm sure she was talking to me and the man.I asked the man, "What is she talking about?"

The man shook his head, but he couldn't understand either.I looked at him, his black eyes flickered with the light bulb, he didn't want to listen or understand at all, he was immersed in his own thoughts, and his mind was lost.The woman was still staring at us and talking. I walked closer and listened to it a few more times, and finally caught it.She tried to sell us the bracelets in her bamboo basket.What she said was, hello, hello, Gong Xi Fa Cai.She was sitting there talking, only her lips were moving, her eyes were dull, and she seemed to have wandered into the sky.

She touched the cross hanging on her chest from time to time.

I walked away from the woman and looked up at the church.It's way more miniature than any of those churches I've seen in TV movies.More like a private mansion like the Governor's Mansion.One of its walls is snow-white. When I passed by it during the day, I saw its red brick roof. At night, the red bricks merged into one piece and became a mahogany board pressed on the roof, which looked so heavy.

The man spoke behind me: "I often think about that night. Ah Hua, Yin Yin and I got separated and found each other again, that night when we were lying in the park panting."

After finishing one cigarette, I lit another one, took a puff, and still looked at the church: "How do you think of it?"

"We are a trinity. Violence, love, death, the three most inexplicable and sudden things that a person is most likely to encounter in his life."

Trinity I know.I said, "Father, Son, Holy Spirit, are they the same?"

"It is said that they are all gods, but they are not the same."

"There is more than one God? I thought that everyone who believed in God believed in one God."

"It may also be a problem with the translation version. The God changes. Sometimes there is one, sometimes there are two. The beliefs in different parts of the world are different. The places that have been colonized believe in the Virgin Mary more, and the story of the crucifixion of Jesus has many details. Some."

I looked back at the man, shaking the ashes, and didn’t know what to say for a while. This topic was beyond my cognition. When I came out, I seemed to be back in a history classroom.

I laughed.I didn't take a few history classes.I ran away.I also skip math class and Chinese class, I don't skip physical education class, I want to see other boys' slender legs in physical education class.Some boys have started to grow hair on their legs, while others are still bare