Cupid winks

The underside of the flower stand told me that we were born alone, and when we die, we die alone.

No, there are also children born with brothers and sisters, twins, triplets, and quadruplets. There are many news, and some people die together. Dazai Osamu and Yamazaki Furong threw themselves into the river, Zweig and The wife took poison.

My mother called me, and I blurted out: "Is that jujube tree still there?"

"What jujube tree?" Mother asked.

I said, "The one in the yard."

My mother said, "It's still there," and my mother said, "The boss said he wanted to plant cherry trees instead."

"The boss is Japanese?"

My mother said: "He said that it is very popular to photograph when it is in bloom."

I said, "Yes." I said, "Yes."

When the cherry blossoms are in full bloom, they can take advantage of the opportunity to launch cherry blossom season desserts and drinks. They can share photos of the cherry blossoms in the yard on Weibo and WeChat public accounts. There is also a live broadcast platform, which should also be used. The cherry blossoms fall, and the pink ones, if someone holds a wedding at that time, and the video is shot, it will be so beautiful.

Like falling snow.

I wiped my face, and my mother asked me, "Why are you sighing?"

Where did Fu Yunsheng come to mind?What else could he recall?

I told my mother: "I thought of my grandma asking someone to prune the jujube tree before."

I said: "I went to my hometown a few years ago. Xiuxiu said that she would make a miniature model and look for an old house in the Qing Dynasty as a reference. I took her there."

Mother said, "Why have you never told me?"

I said, "I'm sorry."

I said, "Mom, don't be angry."

Mother said, "Mom is not angry."

Mother said again: "I thought there were no secrets between us."

I said, "I met a young man there who was doing odd jobs, and we got along for a while."

Ask me, ask me about Fu Yunsheng, otherwise I really don't know how to think of him, how to recall him, my mother must have a way to ask a lot of questions.I hope she asks, I hope she asks sooner.

I touched my neck, only to hear my mother say, "Where are you from?"

I said, "It's from Mingzhu City."

Mother said, "Small place."

I said, "My family plays Peking Opera, which is quite famous."

Mother said, "He also sings?"

I said, "No, he wanted to act as a martial arts student, and the family asked him to sing Hua Dan, but he quit and ran away."

Mother said, "Are we talking about a boy?"

I laughed and said, "Homosexuality has nothing to do with whether you want to sing Hua Dan, right?"

Mother also laughed, and asked: What kind of odd jobs does he do? "

She asked me gently, gently.I recalled patiently and concentratedly, and answered her: "Gardening is to help people cut branches, mow lawns, work as a mason, and also part-time deliver couriers and takeaways. Later, Xiuxiu introduced him to work in art museums. He'll help set it up."

Mother said: "Xiuxiu and him are on good terms? Can we get along?"

I said, "He gets along with everyone, and..." I coughed, "It seems like he can't get along with anyone."

Mother asked: "Have a bad temper? Moody? Maybe the family is too spoiled and willful."

I said, "Sometimes it's kind of crazy."

I added: "Xiuxiu commented."

Mother asked, "What do you think? What did he do to make Xiuxiu say that about him?"

I said, "I think everyone is different and has his own crazy side, but he just acted more extreme." I said, "One time, we were going for a ride, and when we were going downhill, he suddenly let go. Sliding straight down like this, I fell hard enough, I said, are you crazy? He said, being carried away by the wind is so cool, so enjoyable, and I am willing to die.”

I said: "The first time I saw him, he stood at a very high place, looked down at me, and asked me to help him pick up the cigarettes he dropped on the ground. He was pruning trees and he was still smoking."

The mother smiled, and she asked, "It sounds like you like him a lot, so why did you separate?"

I said: "He left by himself, he wanted to leave, I couldn't keep him, so he left, but he came back to find me."

I said, "More than once."

I said: "He called me at three o'clock in the evening, crying on the phone, I went to find him, he drank too much, I didn't know where he lived, so I sent him to the hotel. He also came to our company to find me , Desperately, I sat down with him in the coffee shop downstairs, and he didn't say anything. When we finally parted, he said, you look good, I said, you don't look good, he said , Ye Haowen, are you so kind to everyone, your tutor is really good, that's great."

My mother didn't speak, and I went on to say: "He was in a car accident and was taken to the hospital. I was eating out with Xiao Ke at the time, so we went there together. When he saw me, he said, sorry, I only have your phone in my phone." On the phone, he asked me, is this your boyfriend?"

I said: "Xiao Ke quarreled with me. I said, he and I were in the past tense long ago. Xiao Ke said, then we should let go. I said let go, but he had a car accident and was alone in the hospital. You let him What about him?" I asked my mother, "I can't leave him there alone, can I?"

Mother said: "Xiao Ke is a little unreasonable."

I suddenly didn't know what to say. When Xiuxiu and I were discussing this matter, Xiuxiu said, don't you think that Yushu Linfeng made trouble for no reason?You are unreasonable!

After a while, her face changed, she waved her hands and said, forget it, I also took advantage of you.She pinched my arm fiercely and said fiercely, Ye Haowen, gentleness is a knife!

I was confused, and then we watched "Gentle Woman" together, Xiuxiu said, I should make a movie for you called "Gentle Man", and the opening scene also had to kill people. At the beginning, Fu Yunsheng jumped to his death from a building.

I said, don't curse others.I said angrily, can you expect something from others?

Xiuxiu said, otherwise the opening will be that you are dead, your funeral, your [-] exes all come, some people spit on your coffin, some people cry and touch your face, Some people give you flowers, and some people come over and leave without saying a word, standing in the corner for a while.You've always been you, but you were someone else's flirty lover, you were someone else's tender ex-boyfriend, someone else's soul mate, someone else's... Maybe something should have happened, but in the end nothing happened.

I said, am I a Kaitou with twenty faces?

Xiuxiu sneered, you still compare yourself to Takeshi Kaneshiro?She said, I'm telling you the truth, be serious.

I said, am I not serious enough?I turned off my cell phone and unplugged all landlines at home to discuss this matter with you.

Xiuxiu said, this doesn't mean you're serious, it just means you're trying to keep your mind on it!Xiuxiu talked to me softly, and said, Ye Haowen, do you know when you are most real?You cried and followed me, and it rained. We are in your backyard. The backyard is so big, like a park. There are only us two children. There are many earthworms dug out of the soil on the ground. One step kills a lot of them.You follow me, crying and picking up the dead earthworms.You make them graves.

I don't remember the incident.What I know is that once I lose myself, my mother will pull me back, and she will help me find me.

I, a person with a good income, extensive contacts, decent words and deeds, who knows what I mean, can also talk about Mephisto. Every spring, I listen to Bach concerts. Tasting Japanese sake, junmai wine, junmai ginjo, junmai daiginjo, what is the difference, the score is clear, in winter, you have to take your parents to the "Nutcracker", red wine, cigars, tea, whiskey , are all my hobbies, and I must not forget watches and cars, I must not forget to go in and out of auction houses, I must not forget to pay attention to the texture of rice paper, distinguish between Titian's finished products and semi-finished products, and I must not forget to treat everyone with gentleness, everyone one thing.Everyone has something lovable, something to love.

I can't fault it.

My mother said, look, you are so good, now that Xiuxiu's matter comes out, no one will say that you are wrong, half of what you say is wrong.

I said, there is nothing wrong with Xiuxiu.

My mother said that it is appropriate to hate others, otherwise a lot of negative emotions will be suffocated in the heart and it will be bad for the body.

What is proper hate?To what extent do you hate someone so that you can't be inappropriate, and you can't continue to hate?

I hate that Shuxue always wears that crumpled T-shirt, which is shabby and cheap. He should wear a white shirt and a white coat. He should be neat and clean.Does he have nothing else to wear?

He seemed to be reminding me all the time of my mistakes.

I secretly took pictures of him.I just wanted to photograph him, to record it, I don't know... I don't know what I was thinking, excited, nervous or jumpy, or obsessed... I can't put it into words.like a commotion.

Love?

No, in that commotion there was envy, jealousy, sneaking, furtiveness, and a dark, twisted psychology.is gray.

Besides, if it was love, how could I not have reacted, not knowing that it was love?I've loved so many times, I've read so much love, novels, poetry, I've seen so much love, movies, TV, plays, ballets, paintings.

When Jia Baoyu saw Lin Daiyu for the first time, he said, I seem to have seen this sister before; when you are old, her hair is gray; Jesomina said, besides me, who else would want to be with him; By my side, I really want to die