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, He actually committed suicide, isn't he gay?

At that moment, I thought of one thing.I still remember how it came to me at that moment—I went numb, I just thought about it, and I thought, Mother never physically punished me, never scolded me.She gave me a lot of love, and told me a lot of truths, which I didn't use when I was a child, but I can use them when I become an adult, and they come in handy.The only time my mother gave me a fierce look was when I asked her, "Mom, when will we go to grandma's place next time? There are so many dates on the big tree in grandma's yard! Grandma said, Cong Cong, pick some dates and let’s eat together. I’ll go pick them, I can climb so high! The first time I climbed a tree, I climbed that high! I’m not afraid at all! Am I brave? Mom, Jujubes are so sweet! Can our family also carry a jujube tree?" Shi.

Congcong is my nickname given to me by my grandmother.

My mother glared at me without saying a word.I didn't dare to speak anymore, I closed my mouth tightly, sat beside my mother, and held her hand.She withdrew her hand.I was scared and sweated a lot.When I was having dinner in the evening, there were only my mother and I at the dinner table.My mother and I were often the only two people at the dinner table. We sat next to each other. My mother said to me, Haowen, when you talk to people in the future, don’t keep talking about yourself, how you are, because no one talks to others. The story of others, how other people are interested, everyone is just waiting for the opportunity to find an opportunity to talk about their own affairs.You should talk less about yourself and listen more to others, so that you will become different from those vulgar people who only care about expressing themselves.

I nodded, and I said, I see.

At night, when I fell asleep, my mother came into my room and sat down by my bed.Mother stroked my hair softly, looked at me softly, and asked me softly, did mother scare you today?

I shake my head.Mother said, must have scared you.The mother said, Mom didn't do it on purpose. You have to know that the place where grandma lives is in the countryside, where there are many bacteria that we don't know, very bad bacteria, and if you get infected, you will get sick. You don't want to get sick, do you?If I'm sick, I can't go to school, and I can't learn painting with Xiuxiu.

I looked at her and said, I don't want to get sick, I won't go to grandma's place, never again.Don't even think about it.

My mother said, let's plant two jujube trees at home.

Suddenly her eyes were filled with tears, I hurriedly reached out to wipe her cheeks, my mother held my hand, and said while crying, "Mom has hurt you, so is she not qualified to love you?"Are you not qualified to be your mother?

I said, no, Mom, I'm sorry.

I hugged my mother.

I didn't mean to take pictures of Shuxue and Yin Liangyu.I want to get close to him... There are obviously many ways to get close to him... I want to talk to Shu Xue, I want to threaten him, you have a clue with me——I watched too many vulgar movies in the Flower Guesthouse—— I want to sit and make love with him in a very bright place.I think he looked at me pitifully and said, alright, alright, I’ll listen to you, don’t tell me, I’ll promise you whatever you want.

I hope he doesn't forget me.

I hurt him, I caused him not to graduate from college, and caused him to be displaced.He said that his nature may not be like this, but too many things have happened, and he has become what he is now.

I am not qualified to love him.

My mother asked me: "Are you booking a plane ticket? Why don't you talk?"

I said, "Well, I'm booking a flight, and the internet is a bit slow."

Mother paused and said, "Ah, it's your dad who is back."

Her voice was softer and farther away: "I'm on the phone with my son."

Her voice sounded again, approaching: "Do you want to say something to your dad?"

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I said: "OK."

The other end of the phone was quiet. I lit a cigarette again and held it in my hand. After the cigarette burned for a while, it was my father who was speaking.Father said, "Haowen, are you still working overtime?"

I said, "Each to each other."

The two of us laughed together, and then my father sighed, very briefly, and then he said: "I can't add it anymore, I promised your mother, starting next year, no entertainment, no business, stay at home with her, plant flowers tree, or take her around the world."

He sounded very laid back, and I said, "That's fine."

I said: "I heard that there is a cruise ship that travels around the world in 130 days. Mom mentioned it before."

Father smacked his lips: "It's not interesting to stay in one place all the time?"

I said, "I will change the country."

Father said: "Can't you change the room?"

I smile.Father said again: "Cruise ship, look at the sea, where is the sea different? Can you tell the difference between the Pacific Ocean and the Atlantic Ocean?"

I said, "I really can't tell the difference."

I think that the Spring Festival has not been long, and it will take a while until next year, and it will take more than 300 days.It will take almost a full year.

I said, "You guys go to bed early."

My father said: "Don't work too hard. Dad knows that you vent all your pressure on work."

Father said, "Dad understands. You are too emotional."

I responded, smoked, and asked: "I heard from my mother that the house in her hometown was sold."

My father responded, and I heard the sound of a lighter being wiped. After a while, my father spoke again. He said, "There is a small attic above your grandma's bedroom, do you remember?"

I said, "Remember."

The only way to go to the attic is to go up the stairs in grandma's bedroom. When you get to the top of the stairs, you will see a wooden door, scarlet, and the door is locked. Only grandma has the key to open the door.

Grandma hung the key around her neck and carried it with her.

Grandma would wear a gold ring inlaid with huge, plump emerald gemstones, gold bracelets, gold necklaces, and gold earrings also inlaid with emeralds.Grandma's jewelry is always a complete set, and grandma wears a complete set of jewelry even at home.Diamonds, rubies, sapphires, some are ancestral, and some are antique jewelry purchased at auction houses. After being disassembled and designed by a familiar jeweler, they are made into a new style that she is satisfied with.Just before her grandmother died, she gave a pair of pink diamond earrings said to have been worn by Alexandra Feodorovna to the jeweler. She didn't want pink diamond earrings, she wanted pink diamond rings.

That brass key is so obtrusive.

Grandma would greet me and say, Congcong, come, come up with grandma.

Grandma opened the wooden door leading to the attic, and we went into the attic.

Father said: "Let's go back and sort things out. There is a memorial tablet enshrined in the attic. Your mother saw it."

I said: "When I was young, I went to my grandma's house, and my grandma took me up there. The attic was arranged as a boy's room, with many toys, wooden trains, wooden horses, four-wheel drive vehicles, yo-yos, and skateboards."

Father said: "Didn't you see, let's organize things, now it's more fashionable, and there are iPhones and iWatches."

I said: "Grandma said, Cong Cong, you can play here, if you want to play, if you don't have it here, just tell grandma."

My father said: "Your mother's room is very simple, except for books, there is only one guzheng."

I asked, "Where's Auntie's?"

Dad said: "That's amazing, they are all Michael Jackson posters! There are also signed versions!"

I laughed and said: "Mom said that my aunt is going back to China, so she probably came to pick up the posters. I'm afraid my mother will throw them away for her."

Father laughed too.

Looking down from a large window in the attic, I can see the courtyard of my grandmother's house, which is square and square, with a tree growing in the middle, so tall and big, and the branches are full of fruits.I asked my grandma, grandma, what kind of tree is this?

Grandma said that it was a jujube tree, and the jujubes produced were very sweet.

I swallowed my saliva, I lay on the window, looking at the jujube tree, my mother passed under the jujube tree, she was calling me.I wanted to answer, but grandma pulled me, we hid under the window, I said, mom will be in a hurry, grandma, I have to go, I can't let mom worry.

Grandma looked at me, stroked my hair, and said, Congcong is a sensible child.

I said, thank you grandma for the compliment.

Grandma asked, can I stay with grandma again?

Grandma said, Congcong, grandma had a boy before, but unfortunately she couldn't give birth.Did you know that grandma even thought of a name for him, and she was also called Congcong.Grandma hopes that he is smart, but now grandma regrets it, maybe he should be called An An, just be safe.

I said, no wonder my mother called An Xin!It is to reassure grandma!My aunt's name is An Yi, to make grandma An Yi!

Grandma said, no, grandma wants my aunt to be at ease.

My father said, "Your mother has suffered a lot, but she doesn't tell." My father said, "Sometimes she just doesn't want to lose us, or you... Haowen, don't blame her..."

I said: "My separation from Xiuxiu has nothing to do with my mother, I don't blame her."

The father smiled and said, "You can find another wife."

I laughed, and our father and son laughed at each other for a while through the radio waves, and my mother's voice floated out: "The bath water is ready."

My father told me: "Remember to come back more often."

The mother urged him: "It's not that we are unattended and want our son to come back to serve, so hurry up and take a bath!"

My father left, and it was my mother who spoke to me again, and she said, "You should be busy."

She asked me: "What time is the plane? Let Lao Tian pick you up."

I said, "I'll take a taxi and go back by myself."

I said, "Maybe after six o'clock in the morning."

Mother said: "So rush?"

I said, "It's fine."

I said, "Go to sleep."

Mother said: "Actually, I went to bed at nine o'clock.