Mo Ming Zhou Zhou

Before my eyes turned black and I almost fainted, I finally broke the silence I had kept at the beginning of the conversation, and said in a vague and painful way: "Is there still right and wrong in this world!" Then I stood up resolutely and interrupted him, I bowed 90 degrees to him very politely, and paid the highest respect for his exposition that almost made the client vomit blood, and promised to analyze my own problems after going back to cooperate with the treatment.In fact, I was afraid that if I stayed any longer, I would be sent to a mental hospital.

After leaving the place that made me feel very absurd, I didn't say anything to Xiaohai, I just shirked that I was tired and went back to school alone.What else can I say to him?Based on my understanding of him, he must have no understanding in this regard. That night must have been an accident, and all of this must be the work of that guy Xiaoyi. I remember hearing what he said when he was unconscious. I understand you and so on.My closest friend and guardian, Yiyi, why are you more exaggerated than the imagination of a great writer, bolder than a talented painter, you dare to make up anything, dare to guess anything, great!At first, I thought that Xiaohai had a tendency to do that, but it turned out to be a misunderstanding, but now I am crucified and "admired" by thousands of people!You, you, you, can you let me say something?Xiao Hai's expression of indifference and worry is not pretending, it seems that he doesn't believe it subconsciously, and he loves me so much that he doesn't care about it, so the instigator of all this is that you have already thought about it from the bottom of your heart. tagged me, or lasered into the flesh?Why can't you not do things that make me laugh and cry, want to beat you up and don't know where to start because of your thick skin!

Back at school, I was lying on the bed wondering, even though my relationship with Xiao Hai was a little too good, but I didn’t mean to watch it alone, why didn’t others feel anything?Is it right?go to hell!When did I become such a suspicious and guessing idiot?But things have developed to this day and I can't stand back and hesitate. If this matter gets out, the department will definitely explode. First of all, the three in the dormitory will kill themselves to show their innocence. I don't care how many girls' hearts I hurt, at least teach them a lesson: what swims in the water is not necessarily a fish, it may be a dog, and what walks on the street is not necessarily a handsome guy, it may be a woman wearing a boy's appearance!I can't help thinking of Yufei's mantra: The earth is so dangerous, I really want to go back to Mars!

Seeing Yi’s concerned look again, I tried my best to hold back the desire to rush up and kill him, laughed so fake that I was embarrassed, and kept thinking in my heart that I would no longer eat meat in the future, and I would not sleepwalking in the middle of the night to eat the meat in front of me This guy.

All concerns about Yi are accepted, but she deliberately keeps a distance from him, and naturally she doesn't look for him anymore, let alone take the initiative to look for Xiao Hai, but Xiao Hai remembers to take herself to see the psychiatrist.After the kindergarten, I talked about the elementary school, and after the elementary school, I talked about the middle school. In fact, I don’t need to say anything. Anyway, the meaning behind it must be clearer than me. It’s just that I definitely didn’t tell the truth about my parents, so I hesitated.Fortunately, the old man didn't ask seriously, maybe Xiao Yi made up something more interesting than my experience!But no amount of misunderstandings can be as thorough and ridiculous as the one I am reciting now!

Reluctantly, I did deep hypnotherapy several times. In another conversation, I analyzed the gender tendency of "my" love object according to the logic of the old man's thinking, and made a very specific and profound "review". In short, I wanted to make him believe that And he told Xiaohai with confidence that "I" has become sober, realized, and I don't love him anymore.In order to say these words that are too fake, too hypocritical, and too contrary to my own nature, I don’t know how many times I practiced and typed up the belly draft many times, and finally succeeded in completely releasing it under the gratifying and satisfied eyes of the experts.He concluded to me that mild mental problems, however, have been completely cured.

Alas, it's finally over, I'm so tired.The ease of mind is not because I reject this group, as the old man once said, in fact, everyone has different emotions latent, but they are not stimulated.That is to say, homosexuality or other various feelings that are not recognized by ethics and morality are like the sex buried in the extensive emotional world of human beings, which may be ignited whenever the time is right.And I belong to the kind of special "lucky" one, who was found out and completely eliminated before the explosion.Cut, look at that "Bomb Disposal Expert" smug smile, if it were me, hehe, I would like to detonate those bombs one by one myself, and it would be best to blow up the situation and change the world.Otherwise, can Zhou Moming still be classified as a devil?

The day started again in a very ordinary way. Looking back, I found that such a tossing farce only took up a few short lines on the calendar, but in such a short period of time, I actually let myself die again, which is really unpredictable.

Winter is approaching, but there is no chance to see the peach blossoms with Xiaohai again, because with my own efforts, the plan to study in Russia has already waved to me not far away.Also, since you choose this language, let’s go to its country for a walk!You can also go to Europe to investigate the customs, maybe you can find some useful information for the motherland!Hehe, I am really not an ordinary patriot.

The normality of "myself" must have been conveyed to Yi through Xiaohai, so of course I no longer get close to him, anyway, he is also afraid of "inciting" me, cut, who cares, anyway, he will completely withdraw from their world soon , you don’t have to face me as a demon, don’t you want to celebrate happily?That's all there is to it!When I was alone, I was in a daze, assuming all kinds of possibilities after leaving, and couldn't help but smile wryly.

But people’s reactions startled me. First, the three people in the dormitory took me to the sea for a meal, and they took turns hugging me and saying some nasty things. Usually, they are closer to the people in the dormitory than to me. Now What's the matter again.One of them, who is very close to Yufei, insisted on me, "Mo Ming, we used to think that you were a great talent who looked down on others, but after getting along for such a long time, you never put on airs or use advantages to overwhelm others." , you are more tolerant even in small frictions. Although you don’t like to laugh, you are actually a kind and sincere person! We really misunderstood you, and we will miss you..."

Listening and listening, my hairs stand on end, it seems that I really can't get along with each other, and I can even say such false words.I have been to the orphanage several times with Xiaohai, and I have indeed been a volunteer several times, but please, Xiaohai took me there, why do you think I am a saint, I am a demon with absolutely pure blood, okay?What a bunch of psychos!

The scarier thing is yet to come, as more and more people know that I'm gone, Yufei, needless to say, just got drunk and threw me on Yi's bed, saying it was to comfort his lovesickness who couldn't see each other suffering.The girls in the department don’t know how to send me a lot of things, but there are also a variety of daily necessities. Damn, so much, can I bring it on the plane?

I was very depressed and accepted the sudden care and enthusiasm of all kinds of people before I left, which made me have some doubts about the inner thoughts of human beings. Why did my departure not only not make them feel happy, but like a mother marrying a daughter? Are you unwilling to give up?I won't really be seduced by blue eyes and high nose!