Weak

It was almost twelve o'clock when Tang Rong returned home. He opened the door and unexpectedly found that the house was pitch black, with only a little light peeking out from the balcony.Su Cheng sat on the sofa, his face buried in the darkness.

Seeing Su Cheng, those memories from the past emerged, Tang Rong took a deep breath, suppressed the impulse, and said in a deep voice, "Why don't you turn on the light?"

Tang Rong turned on the light, but still couldn't see Su Cheng's expression clearly.Tang Rong stood by the sofa, stared at Su Cheng condescendingly, and said seriously, "I have something to say..."

Su Cheng said hoarsely, "Where have you been?"

Tang Rong: "Didn't I send you a message? Dayou was injured and I went to the hospital to see him."

Su Cheng: "Your reason can be a little more clumsy."

Tang Rong frowned: "That's not a reason, you can call him if you don't believe me."

Su Cheng stood up, pushed Tang Rong hard, and said angrily: "Then why did I see you in the bar street?!! You are still with Ran Yihan!! I really believed the nonsense you said last time!!"

Tang Rong was staggered by Su Cheng's push, and Su Cheng's hand on him gave him the feeling of being violently treated again.

Tang Rong sneered, "Okay then, I admit that I did go to the bar after I got back from the hospital."

Tang Rong's sneer made Su Cheng lose his mind, he was such a sensitive person, he couldn't stand any stimulation from Tang Rong.He didn't understand, he didn't understand why Tang Rong could admit it with a smile, he didn't understand why Tang Rong could still hurt him so much.

Su Cheng rushed forward and pushed Tang Rong to the ground, fixed his red eyes fixedly on him, his extreme anger made his body move without authorization, prompting him to raise his fist like this——

Su Cheng didn't really want to fight, he just wanted to let Tang Rong know how angry he was now, but he didn't realize at all what kind of mistake he had made.

Su Cheng's raised hand made Tang Rong stunned for a moment. That stern fist brought him the same fear as before. Even though Tang Rong didn't have any fear of Su Cheng now, the repeated repeated The injury had caused his body to react subconsciously.

Tang Rong stretched out his arms, protecting his head as if the fist was about to hit him.

Su Cheng was completely stunned by Tang Rong's action, he did not expect Tang Rong's reaction at all.Tang Rong was also taken aback for a moment, as if she realized that she had acted unreasonably.

Tang Rong looked deeply at his hands, his eyes soaked in pain.

Tang Rong stared at Su Cheng indifferently: "Are you going to hit me again?"

This sentence made Su Cheng's heart tremble. He looked at Tang Rong in astonishment, as if he suddenly thought of something unbelievable, he opened his mouth, but the pale words choked in his throat.

Tang Rong's emotions have accumulated to the critical point, he can't bear it anymore, he can't give in anymore, in this relationship he is always on the side of giving in and tolerance, while Su Cheng is endlessly exhausting his patience.

He had planned to discuss the matter calmly and in the long run, but by this time his rationality had run dry.

Despair was followed by extreme anger, and anger brought ruthless ridicule. Tang Rong couldn't figure out what emotion he was in now, he just wanted to say what was in his heart.

"Who is lying to whom? Su Cheng?" Tang Rong stared at him, and said coldly, "How twisted are you to be able to live like this?"

Su Cheng leaned stiffly on the edge of the sofa, any words seemed superfluous at this moment.He knew that day would come, and he knew that this scar would always be uncovered.

Tang Rong said word by word, "Why didn't you tell me?"

Su Cheng clenched his fists tightly, and he yelled in despair: "Do you think I can speak?!! I have no other choice at all!!"

Tang Rong roared angrily, and the rough voice made Su Cheng's nerves tense one by one: "I gave you other choices! Every time I tolerate you is your choice!!"

Su Cheng broke down and yelled: "You didn't!! You didn't leave me with a single retreat!! You're pressing every step of the way!!"

It doesn't make sense to say that it gives him the right to choose, the unbearable option.Su Cheng couldn't bear Tang Rong's departure. Perhaps Tang Rong thought it was an admonition, but in Su Cheng's view, it was a naked threat and torture, and he had no choice at all.

Su Cheng smiled palely: "Even if you give me another chance, I won't tell you."

Tang Rong's eyes were burning with black flames, and that fire ignited all his past feelings with Su Cheng, and burned all his hopes.

After the intense emotions passed, Tang Rong even felt an unprecedented calm.

He looked at Su Cheng expressionlessly, and his voice was unusually calm: "You think that the pain I suffered before is over and it's over, doesn't it seem painful to you? What you said to me these days How much is fake?"

"I never thought so!!" Su Cheng's eyes were reddened by Tang Rong's indifferent attitude. Tang Rong was angry, but this kind of indifference is really scary, "I apologize to you!! I'm sorry!! Then It's my fault for you!!"

When Su Cheng was wayward, Tang Rong tolerated it countless times, and when Su Cheng was self-willed, he also gave in countless times. He did all this just to see the real Su Cheng, and to make him make a little change.

Tang Rong's voice was soft and distant, as if he was muttering to himself: "You have never changed."

Su Cheng was taken aback for a moment, although he knew that this quarrel was not something that could be passed normally, but when Tang Rong said these words, fear enveloped him.

Su Cheng trembled: "All the changes I made were for you!! You actually said that I..."

Tang Rong: "Then why did you choose to avoid the most important thing?!! If you confess to me, maybe I will..."

Tang Rong couldn't continue.

Su Cheng: "Because I can't leave you!!"

Su Cheng was almost begging, and Tang Rong's heart began to throb.He knew that if he tolerated Su Cheng one more time—for the last time, forgive him, and be together with him regardless of the past, they could still live on.

Tang Rong stared blankly at a certain place in the air, can she really live a good life?

Can he really forget everything and hug him?

Tang Rong's eyes began to sore, and he even foolishly began to hope that he hadn't remembered, then he could go home happily and celebrate Su Cheng's birthday, and countless tomorrows awaited him.

But this is too irresponsible, this is too cruel.

Tang Rong could no longer be with a person who would evoke painful memories whenever he saw him, at least now he was tired.It's such a sad thing to see all the hard work I've done before seem like a sham.

If he had to face Su Cheng with a smile that pretended to be indifferent but covered with scars, he would rather not face it.Such negative feelings will only become a burden.

Tang Rong devoted his heart to Su Cheng, and he also knew that he would never forget him in his life, but now, he needs more time to be alone.

There is nothing that cannot be healed, and there is nothing that cannot be separated from others. Time can change everything.

In fact, thinking about it now, whether Su Cheng concealed him, waited until Tang Rong remembered it, or confessed, the outcome of the two would probably be the same——

Tang Rong: "Goodbye."

Tang Rong walked towards the back room, leaving Su Cheng alone with a blank face.

Su Cheng turned around and grabbed Tang Rong's hand suddenly. His palm was cold, and his body became weak because of it. He felt that Tang Rong's hand was still pulling away even though he exhausted all his strength.

Su Cheng: "Where are you going..."

Tang Rong broke free from his hand, Su Cheng grabbed his bag and pulled it off Tang Rong's shoulder.The bag fell to the floor and a boxy box slid out.

Su Cheng looked down and saw that it was the watch.Su Cheng's heart trembled, and he bent down to pick it up, but Tang Rong grabbed it first.Unwillingly, Su Cheng reached out to snatch it, grabbed the lid of the box, the lid opened, and the watch fell out from inside.

The silver-white hands were like two small knives, stabbing two people.

Tang Rong got angry, he picked up the watch and smashed it against the wall.The dial was cracked, and small parts fell out. It rolled on the ground a few times, stopped spinning, and the hands stopped moving.

Something in Su Cheng's heart seemed to be cracked, and it could never be restored. He stared blankly at the mess on the ground, feeling empty in his heart.

Tang Rong turned out the suitcase under the bed, and stuffed clothes and documents into it desperately with red eyes.He walked out, opened the door directly, and left without looking back.

Su Cheng roared, "You can't...!"

The sound of closing the door was deafening, completely shattering Su Cheng's heart that was about to collapse.He watched Tang Rong leave, but his stiff body and blank mind made his legs heavy and he couldn't catch up.

He even felt that maybe he was still in a dream, and when he woke up, the person he cherished was still there.

Tang Rong was waiting for the elevator. The moment the elevator opened, he heard a terrible sound of cracking and roaring from the house.Tang Rong didn't want to hear any more, he got into the elevator and isolated those voices outside the door.

Tang Rong threw the luggage into the car, leaned on the steering wheel to breathe, and after calming down, he started the car.Looking at the place gradually moving away in the rearview mirror, the pain in Tang Rong's heart became more and more clear.

He couldn't help but want to cry, Su Cheng took root in his heart too deeply.

In order to prevent Su Cheng from contacting him, Tang Rong deliberately left his mobile phone at home.He has decided to give him and Su Cheng some time to relax, so that neither side will make more wrong decisions.

Su Cheng went crazy and smashed things at home, as if Tang Rong could come back to him.Tang Rong's departure was not within his tolerance at all, he almost felt that his heart was about to stop beating.

Su Cheng frantically searched for his mobile phone, and finally found it among the debris on the ground. He dialed Tang Rong's number, but the ringtone rang from the bedroom.

Su Cheng opened the bedroom door and stared blankly at the pink phone on the bed, the ringing ringing and the beeping sound, as if they were laughing at how self-indulgent he was.

Su Cheng hung up the phone, squatted at the door of the room, and cried hoarsely.He never knew how similar his current appearance was to Tang Rong who was crying alone in the consulting room back then.

In those two days, Su Cheng asked for leave. He never left home, and even spent most of the time lying on the sofa.It took him two days to realize that Tang Rong had really left him.

Su Cheng didn't know what he would do in the future, he didn't know how he would live without Tang Rong.

Pain and madness had tormented him, and now he had no strength left, just lying in a daze.When he was really hungry, Su Cheng would get up and eat the takeaway that had been on the table for a few days. Occasionally, he would find cockroaches crawling out of it, and he would go straight to the toilet to vomit.

Su Cheng tried to contact the company where Tang Rong had switched jobs, and after asking around, he finally got in touch with the person in charge of the department. He couldn't wait to ask Tang Rong's name, but the other party's answer poured cold water on him from head to toe.

Person in charge: "Mr. Tang, he no longer works here. I heard that he has adapted to the new job, so he officially took office at the headquarters..."

Su Cheng couldn't hear what was said next.

On the third day, Su Cheng went to work. His appearance was as usual. Perhaps only he knew that his reason and heart were close to festering, and he was about to fail.

Maybe because he ate expired food this morning, Su Cheng spent a very uncomfortable noon in the bathroom.After coming out, Su Cheng saw Li Xianze by the sink.

Su Cheng was stunned for a moment, and his expression was in a daze. If it wasn't for Li Xianze still wearing glasses, he would almost have thought that Tang Rong was standing in front of him, rushing to hug him tightly.

Li Xianze looked at Su Cheng worriedly: "Why didn't you come to work two days ago? Are you sick?"

Li Xianze's voice brought Su Cheng back to reality, he was silent without answering, and walked with his head down.Li Xianze suddenly reached out and pulled his shoulder, making him face himself.

Su Cheng raised his head in surprise, but he didn't realize that this exposed his still red and swollen eye sockets.

Li Xianze was stunned, and after a while, he whispered comfortingly: "Do you still remember what I said before that I have something to discuss with others?"

Su Cheng's eyes were a little blurry, the malnutrition these days might have caused him to have low blood sugar.Li Xianze's figure became more and more blurred, gradually overlapping with the figure in his mind.

Su Cheng's brain was so dull that he couldn't think, and he suddenly felt that it didn't matter what he was asked to do. If there was someone who could give him the same support as Tang Rong, he would be willing to be a little more blind.

Su Cheng leaned weakly on Li Xianze's shoulder. Li Xianze's body froze for a moment, but soon, his arms came up.

Li Xianze seems to be able to vaguely guess why Su Cheng became like this. He is actually a person with strong observation skills in emotional aspects. He can see that Su Cheng may be more profound and extreme than ordinary people in this regard.

Li Xianze patted him on the back lightly, and said with a wry smile: "You are so generous, have you already seen that I have a crush on you?"

Su Cheng seemed to have never heard of it, he just wanted to find a familiar smell in Li Xianze.

Li Xianze: "Just tell me what you want me to do."

Su Cheng paused, raised his head, looked at Li Xianze's pair of black-rimmed glasses on the bridge of his nose, and said slowly——

"Can you take off your glasses?"