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Tang Rong found time to go to the hospital for a re-examination. The result was quite normal, and the headache might just be due to a cold.But the doctor still told Tang Rong to pay attention, because sequelae and so on are possible.

Su Cheng's birthday is in April, and it's almost here.According to Tang Rong's knowledge, Su Cheng's birthday last year did not leave a good memory, so this year Tang Rong plans not to say that he will give a particularly big surprise, but at least it must be meaningful.

One of the gifts Tang Rong had already thought about was the watch that had been kept for almost a whole year.Although it was just a very ordinary watch, it seemed to be a tacit conclusion. Tang Rong gave it to Su Cheng, and he would never buy a second watch for another man in his life.

Tang Rong got used to the new job well, and the pace was slowly getting on the right track. He wanted to wait for him and Su Cheng to save money for a year or two before they could change to a bigger house, maybe even raise a cat or a dog.

This may be his ideal life. The two live a peaceful life with occasional quarrels but full of tacit understanding. They visit their parents and friends every now and then. They are not as extravagant as rich people but earn more than ordinary people and spend as much as they earn.

It has been cloudy for more than a week recently, and Tang Rong hopes that the sky will be beautiful and sunny on Su Cheng's birthday.

Su Cheng definitely wanted to spend his birthday with Tang Rong alone, but he also wanted to express his personal feelings at the company, so he invited people from the company to dinner at noon the day before.

Li Xianze gave Su Cheng a tie, seeing that Su Cheng accepted the tie with a normal expression, he heaved a sigh of relief and said with a smile: "It's good that you don't think you're ugly, I'm really a straight guy in this respect...although I'm not. "

Su Cheng: "It's pretty nice, thank you."

Li Xianze looked at Su Cheng who raised the corners of his mouth to a polite level, thinking deeply.

A bowl of appetizer soup was served before the main course, and Li Xianze took off his glasses in order not to let the heat of the soup fog up his glasses.Su Cheng accidentally saw him without glasses, and his heart skipped a beat again.

Li Xianze and Tang Rong, who don't wear glasses, are more and more similar, which makes Su Cheng even more want to end the dinner, go home, and see Tang Rong.

Unfortunately, some jobs really can't be delayed, and Su Cheng doesn't want to pile them up until tomorrow, so he has to work overtime today, the time to get off work is late, and he will send some bosses to a certain nightclub in a while.

Tang Rong got off work quite early today. After hearing Su Cheng say that he might come home later, although he was a little disappointed, he still asked him to finish his work first. Anyway, the official birthday is after twelve o'clock.

On the way back, Tang Rong found that it had started to rain, pattering.When we were about to get home, the rain became heavier.Tang Rong felt a little depressed, but it wasn't a big deal, so he immediately sent Su Cheng a message telling him to pay attention while driving.

Tang Rong opened the door of the house and was just about to take a sip of hot water when she sat down, when her cell phone rang.Tang Rong took a look and unexpectedly discovered that the caller was Zuo Dayou.

Tang Rong immediately picked it up, but the person who spoke was not Dayou, but Dayou's wife, A Huan.

A Huan's tone was very worried, and it was only after talking about it that he realized that Dayou was going to inspect a construction site. When he was walking on the wooden plank, it was raining and the wooden plank slipped, and he accidentally fell from it. He had just gone to the hospital.

A Huan: "Xiao Tang, Dayou probably has a broken leg. I'm going to take Dayou's parents to the hospital soon. Do you have time to come here and take care of Dayou for me? I'll be back soon."

Tang Rong agreed without saying a word, grabbed the car keys and went out.When I went out, it was pouring rain outside, and the huge raindrops hit the roof of the car, making a dull sound.

Tang Rong and Su Cheng sent a message saying that Zuo Dayou was hospitalized and he had to go to see him. They drove to the hospital and arrived at Dayou's ward. Zuo Dayou's legs were hung and he looked alive and kicking.

Tang Rong: "Brother you are really blessed and enjoy the same suffering? I suffered a concussion last year and you broke your leg this year?"

Zuo Dayou was in a good mood, and he still had the energy to joke around: "Of course, I'll tell A Huan that there's no need to bother you, what's wrong with breaking your leg, which old man doesn't have any scars on his body!"

Seeing how energetic he was, Tang Rong smiled and said, "Okay, take care of it with peace of mind. I don't have the time to order me around. What's the condition of your leg now?"

"I don't know, I haven't got the film yet." Zuo Dayou said, "How are you adapting to your new job recently?"

"pretty good."

"You still live with Su Cheng?"

"Why not?"

"Then how troublesome it is for you to go to and from get off work."

"I can't help it." Tang Rong said, "If you don't want to have a long-distance relationship and want to earn money, you have to work harder."

"You and Su Cheng are completely alright?"

"No, it's crooked."

After the two chatted for a while, Tang Rong helped Zuo Dayou get the film.Zuo Dayou's leg was indeed broken and he needed a cast for a month.

The doctor on duty packed the film and handed it to Tang Rong. He stared at Tang Rong for a few seconds through the eyes of his presbyopic glasses, looking at the latter inexplicably.

Tang Rong wondered, "Doctor, what's the matter?"

The old doctor replied: "Young man, don't you remember me?"

Tang Rong was taken aback: "I probably haven't seen you before."

"It's normal if you don't remember me, after all, it's been more than two years."

Tang Rong was at a loss when he heard it: "No...doctor, this is the first time I've come to this department, and I really haven't seen you before, did you recognize the wrong person?"

The doctor laughed and said, "I am very impressed with you young man, otherwise how can I remember what happened more than two years ago when I am old? It was one or two o'clock at night, and you came here alone with a broken arm to get a plaster cast. , no one is with me."

Tang Rong looked at the doctor in a white coat in surprise. He really couldn't remember the time he was talking about.Tang Rong thought about it carefully, and felt a sharp pain in her head.

Doctor: "I saw you had other injuries at the time, and I was afraid that you had been beaten, so I asked you. You refused to say it, and cried there. Do you think this can make people worry?"

Tang Rong stared blankly at the doctor, the words that came out of his mouth were so unfamiliar, however, these words that should have been unfamiliar actually formed images in his mind.Tang Rong felt a little dizzy. The pale white of the doctor's white coat and the light in the consulting room pierced his eyes, gradually distorted and fused together, and finally spread out again, forming the same place in another time point.

Tang Rong's left arm was aching as if reminding him of something. He felt chills all over his body, and his body was shaking. The only thing that was excited and active was his sensitive thinking, which constantly burst out new sparks.

He saw two men arguing, not so much arguing as one of them closing in and oppressing the other.Tang Rong saw his own face, which was covered with bruises and tears, as well as that kind of humble and extremely weak.

Su Cheng roughly pushed Tang Rong into the corridor, disgusted: "Get lost!! I and the others will be disgusted when they see you!!"

Tang Rong's trembling hand held Su Cheng's sleeve tightly, as if this was his only life-saving straw and destination. He sobbed and begged, "I'm sorry...I'm sorry..."

Su Cheng said angrily: "Get out of here!!"

Tang Rong was pushed to the side of the stairs, Su Cheng slammed his hand, Tang Rong missed a step and fell down the stairs.Tang Rong's left arm was hit hard by the steps, and he fell to the ground floor. The pain made him unable to stand up at all.

Tang Rong subconsciously looked at Su Cheng and asked him for help.But Su Cheng was too angry, he just gave a "tsk", gave him a cold look, turned around and left, and closed the door heavily.

The last ray of hope in Tang Rong's heart was broken, and the only sound of his sobbing could be heard in the empty corridor at night.

Finally, Tang Rong stood up with difficulty, endured the pain and came to the parking lot, and drove to the hospital.With only one hand left to control the steering wheel, Tang Rong didn't make a turn in time when exiting the parking lot and almost ran into a pair of pedestrians.

The person who was almost hit yelled, Tang Rong could only keep apologizing.Those cursing words were heard in his ears, but they could not enter his heart.Su Cheng was the only one left in his heart, and the words Su Cheng usually scolded him were many times worse than this.

It was pouring rain that night, Tang Rong came to the hospital alone, and checked for a broken arm.The doctor on duty scolded him for coming alone in this rainy weather with such a serious injury. He kept asking Tang Rong for other new bruises but refused to tell.

The doctor finally sighed and walked out of the consulting room. The moment the door closed, he saw the young man crying bitterly in the empty consulting room, as if he wanted to vent all the pain in his heart.

At that time, my crying sound seemed to reach Tang Rong's ears at this moment, making him feel as if a basin of cold water had been poured on him from head to toe, and even his bones were shivering from the cold.

A thunderous explosion outside the window brought Tang Rong back from his thoughts.Not only the corridor of that depressing night, but also the memories of the past, those terrified eyes and pleading voices, all began to tear his nerves.

The figure of Su Cheng's resolute departure that night left a deep shadow in Tang Rong's heart, and the sound of closing the door was the culprit who pushed him into the abyss.

The doctor looked at Tang Rong who was in a daze: "Young man?"

Tang Rong looked at the doctor's face, and stretched out his hand to receive the test results he handed over, but his raised left hand trembled slightly.A cold sweat slipped from Tang Rong's hair, he put down his left hand, took it with his right, and walked away without looking back.

The rainstorm outside the window was like needles, the sky was occasionally lit up by lightning, and the large black clouds were so thick that they seemed to never leave.A Huan had already returned and was talking to Zuo Dayou when the door of the ward was suddenly opened and Tang Rong walked in.

Tang Rong's expression was a little dull. He mechanically handed over the test results to A Huan, staring at the torrential rain outside in a daze.

A Huan: "Xiao Tang, thank you very much, I won't bother you from now on, just let me take care of Dayou, you should go back at this late."

Tang Rong turned to look at her, and finally said, "Yes."

Zuo Dayou: "It's raining so heavily outside, please drive carefully."

"it is good."

Tang Rong walked out of the ward and walked through the somewhat empty corridor. The walls and ceiling pressed down on him, making him breathless.He came to the parking lot alone, and he was unconscious when the raindrops hit him.

Tang Rong closed the car door, and the sound of the rain turned into a muffled murmur.Tang Rong gently leaned her head on the back of the chair, her eyes filled with thick mist.

Tang Rong stayed in the parking lot by himself for nearly an hour. He did nothing but stared at the dashboard in a daze.During this period, more and more memories continued to emerge.

To be honest, he didn't know what he should do, what else he could do.Tang Rong couldn't feel sadness, astonishment, or even anger.His mind had been turned off by a sudden change, and the only thing he felt was pleading, begging those memories not to come back.

Finally, he started the engine and hit the road.The sound of the windshield wipers made him wake up gradually, and after he woke up, it was a huge pain that made his heart unbearable.

Only now did Tang Rong fully understand the meaning of Su Cheng's occasional cover-ups and apologies. The current pain and suffering made these cover-ups and guilt all of a sudden become hypocritical.

Tang Rong opened the window, intentionally letting raindrops in to make herself more awake.

He suddenly felt that he was the only one who was really on this road. He thought he had understood everything, but he didn't know that there was only a transparent wall in front of him. He could see the past and see the hope of the future, but never Can't cross.

Tang Rong's hand gripping the steering wheel was trembling slightly. The memory of being brutally and violently treated was so terrible that it still made him shudder.

The cell phone on the co-pilot rang, and "Su Cheng" was on on the screen.Tang Rong turned her head and took a look, then continued to look at the gray road ahead without answering.

The mobile phone kept ringing in the silent car, brightened for a while and then went dark again.Tang Rong wasn't in the mood to answer Su Cheng's call, her mind that had just calmed down needed quiet thinking.

In the end, Su Cheng stopped calling and sent messages instead.The content of the message pops up on the screen: Are you back from the hospital?

Those words made Tang Rong's heart tingle a little. He wanted to convince himself that Su Cheng was sincere now and that Su Cheng had changed, but he couldn't guarantee whether his sensibility could still tolerate rationality.

The past is over, Tang Rong shouldn't be too attached to it, but the trauma in his heart may never heal for the rest of his life.I'm afraid he won't be able to stop thinking about those things when facing Su Cheng, and hug him with a smile as if nothing happened.

The more Tang Rong thought about it, the more confused he became, and the more he thought about it, the more he felt that he couldn't figure it out clearly.He simply drove directly to Bar Street, and he left his mobile phone on the seat.

Tang Rong picked a quiet bar, sat down at the bar counter, and poured down the wine he ordered in one gulp.The sweet and sour taste passed through his throat, and he felt a little better.

Tang Rong didn't want to go home, didn't want to see Su Cheng, didn't want to see anyone, the only thing he needed now was to think about his weakness over the years and Su Cheng's cruelty, and how he should face the next thing.

The irony is that in the past, Tang Rong would have left without hesitation, but now he is sitting here drinking, so indecisive, thinking about the person he loves but spurns.

What happened to him?

He has paid so much for him, can he leave him again?

Compared to being angry, Tang Rong wanted to laugh at himself. He thought so arrogantly that everything was over, that Su Cheng had no reservations about him——

Such a sudden blow caused him to lose his firm determination, and he was hurt badly.

Ran Yihan was working part-time in this bar, he had just changed into his uniform and came out, when he saw that familiar figure sitting by the bar, his heart skipped a beat.

Xiao Ran: "Brother Tang?! Why are you here?!"

Tang Rong was silent, and asked after a while, "What about you?"

Xiao Ran pointed to his uniform: "I work the night shift here. It's so late and it's raining so hard, why don't you go home? Where's Su Cheng?"

Tang Rong looked at the ice cubes in the glass, but didn't answer.Just hearing this name from other people's mouth, those pictures will flash in front of your eyes.

Seeing Tang Rong's lonely expression, Xiao Ran rolled her eyes: "What's the matter? Are you fighting again?"

Tang Rong: "I just want to think about it by myself."

Xiao Ran: "I told you a long time ago that people like Su Cheng can't get along."

Tang Rong was in a daze with no expression on his face, he had become unwilling to refute Xiao Ran's words anymore.

Tang Rong stayed at the bar until almost eleven o'clock before preparing to leave.He didn't want to escape, it was useless to escape, he wanted to talk to Su Cheng.

Seeing that Tang Rong was about to leave, Xiao Ran immediately followed with an umbrella: "I'll take you out."

The rain showed no signs of slowing down, and it was still washing the dirt on the city ground.After this heavy rain, there will be sunny and good weather, but I don't know if some mood can be retained until then.

Tang Rong walked to the side of the car and said to Xiao Ran who was holding an umbrella for him, "Thank you, you can go back."

Xiao Ran: "Can you drive after drinking?"

Tang Rong: "It's okay." It should be said that he has never been more sober than now.

Tang Rong opened the car door, but Xiao Ran suddenly pulled his arm, tiptoed lightly, hugged his neck and kissed his lips.Tang Rong didn't respond at all, he was completely tired and didn't have the strength to push him away.

After kissing, Xiao Ran reluctantly said goodbye to him.

Su Cheng sent a group of bosses to the nightclub after ten o'clock. On the way back, he called Tang Rong several times, but Tang Rong didn't answer.Seeing the heavy rain outside, Su Cheng was very worried.

Su Cheng took a shortcut to go home, passing by Bar Street on the way.The bar street is much deserted than usual, and there are not many people in each store.Su Cheng stopped to wait for the red light, and out of the corner of his eye, he saw two people coming out of a shop holding umbrellas.

The car parked in front of that store was very familiar. Su Cheng happened to be parked next to him. When he saw the license plate number, he was stunned.

He looked up and saw two people close to each other who were covered by an umbrella beside the car. The moment the umbrella was removed, he held his breath.