nameless flower

9.

If he is not forced to, he is also unwilling to go out.

Pei Shangxuan pulled the hood of his coat so that it could be buttoned obediently on his head.I tightened all the zippers, wishing that only a pair of eyes leaked out.

It's already winter, why is it still raining so much?

The weather in Longpan is really... hard to describe.

Standing under the eaves of the convenience store to hide from the rain, he felt as if someone was stumbling over. He frowned, and carefully took a small step back to the right.

He no longer wants to have anything to do with others.

In fact, I was also thinking about what to do in the future. Although I am renting at Chen Shen's house for the time being, there is no reason why I can't keep going. After going to bed a few times, they have been accomplices to each other, strangers who are a little more familiar than ordinary people.

He doesn't love him, and he doesn't love him either.

Each takes what he needs, each has his own plans, that's all.

But suddenly someone grabbed his ankle.

Pei Shangxuan was taken aback suddenly, and when he looked down again, he found that... the road to the enemy is narrow.

It was Xie Xun who fell there.

Looking at him with blood on his face and wounds all over his body, he must have just had a fight, but Pei Shangxuan still couldn't bear it, so he squatted down and touched his forehead.

As expected, it was piping hot.

Sighing in my heart, I wanted to leave, but I still couldn't bear it.In today's world, how can there be kind-hearted people who would help a stranger who fell on the side of the road?

Still, Pei Shangxuan bent down to lift Xie Xun up, and helped him slide step by step...to the direction of the hut where the two lived together.

It's really nearby, Pei Shangxuan will not admit that he came to this place unknowingly just to take a look at the house again... Maybe if he is lucky, he can take another sneak peek at Xie Xun.

Fool, really fool.

He felt the same way himself.So he just planned to take a sneak peek in the corner, and didn't plan to appear in front of Xie Xun...

His courage should have been used up when he pulled Chen Shen to lie to Xie Xun last time.

In the dream, he recalled Xie Xun's expression and tears more than once.

Xie Xun has never shed tears, at least in front of him.Perhaps this is also Xie Xun's last gift to him.

It was a man who was willing to cry for him.

Maybe he is the only one in this world who will cry for him.

Pei Shangxuan closed his eyes, dragged Xie Xun's body vigorously, finally moved to the door on the fourth floor, he hesitated to touch his pocket, and inserted a certain key on the key chain into the lock hole.

Yes, he did not return the key.

Even if he didn't intend to come back.

But it is also a memorial.

Pei Shangxuan didn't continue to think, pushed open the door with difficulty, stepped on the shoes of two people at the door, and threw Xie Xun who seemed unconscious on the bed.

Before he could get away and leave, Xie Xun hugged his waist.

Xie Xun's eyes were still closed, and he was muttering something.Pei Shangxuan bent down, put his ear close to Xie Xun's mouth, and heard him...calling Xuan'er.

His tears fell immediately.Also lost the desire to go now.

After all, this man was the one I loved deeply, no, the one I loved deeply.Not only in the past, but also in the present and in the future.

He stood up gently, walked to the bathroom familiarly, rubbed the towels he used frequently, and when he wanted to go back with a wet towel, he saw something obviously not for men on the washbasin.

A pink hair dryer, a facial cleanser that girls love to use.

He looked back at the shower room again, and there were many toiletries that he had never seen before, and there were so many types that Xie Xun probably couldn't figure out which ones were for which purposes.

Pei Shangxuan clutched his chest and took a deep breath.Soon it was back to as if nothing had happened.

It was me who left, no matter what Xie Xun should do.He has no right to blame—no, not even to mention it.

He silently walked back to the bed, wiped Xie Xun's face with a wet towel, looked carefully, and found that although it looked serious, it was not actually a wound, so he changed the towel with peace of mind, and came back Wipe all the blood on his hands and feet.

Let go of a heart.Really not too many problems.He turned around and wanted to get the medicine box, but was pushed hard onto the bed.

Pei Shangxuan opened his eyes wide, looking at Xie Xun who was pressing on his body, he suddenly felt that all this seemed fake.

Xie Xun kissed naturally, this is what they often do when they are together, they are too familiar with each other's habits and feelings, he has almost no way to resist such a temptation.Panting carefully, Pei Shangxuan quickly released his resistance, and like a habit all along, stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around his neck, and pressed it gently.

Xie Xun trembled all over, and deepened the kiss with his eyes closed.

Immediately, Xie Xun turned him over gently, Pei Shangxuan heard the sound of the belt buckle being undone, and then... went deep into it unexpectedly.

He couldn't help yelling out in a low voice, it hurts, it hurts too much, the back of a man is not like a woman's physiological structure, it doesn't have this function in the first place, and it needs to be lubricated enough before doing it every time.

But Xie Xun invaded directly.Pei Shangxuan clearly heard the sound of cloth being torn.

He tried his best to open his mouth to get redemption, but there was no movement of rejection.

Yes, this is what he owes Xie Xun.

No matter what Xie Xun wants to do to him, he should accept it.So he still hugged Xie Xun tightly and didn't let go.

It's just that the biting lower lip and face are getting whiter.

He could hear Xie Xun muttering: "Xuan'er, don't go, don't go with that rich lawyer, I will make a lot of money for you, give me some time, I won't lose to that lawyer. "

His tears couldn't help but flow out.Pei Shangxuan felt that he was going crazy, his body was experiencing severe pain, and his heart was also aching.

He was in so much pain that he could barely speak.

But he felt a huge heat from Xie Xun's body, yes, Xie Xun was having a fever, he couldn't remember what he did at all, maybe he thought it was all just a dream...

Xie Xun's body finally relaxed and stopped his movements.

After noticing that he should have fallen asleep, Pei Shangxuan got up slowly and tried his best to pack everything.

He quietly looked at Xie Xun who was sleeping peacefully, tears streaming down his face uncontrollably.Pei Shangxuan knelt on the bedside, and gently hugged Xie Xun's head.

But was frightened by the sound of someone opening the door with a key, and got into the closet.

A seam was left.

Gao Baojing came in.Pei Shangxuan bit his finger.

He remembered this woman, the girl Xie Xun had chased after, and even Xie Xun had her name tattooed on his arm.Although when I was with Xie Xun, I also asked him if he wanted to wash it off, or simply get Xuan'er tattooed or something, but he refused with a look of contempt.

And he never hated himself so much why he didn't force Xie Xun to wash off that tattoo.

By the way, Gao Baojing opened the door with a key and came in.

Pei Shangxuan continued biting his fingers and laughing in the closet, trying not to make a sound.

This is the reward of the present world, one for one.If he occupies someone else's nest, someone will naturally come to occupy his nest.

Nemesis unhappy.

Gao Baojing looked at Xie Xun lying on the bed and seemed a little puzzled. She gently shook Xie Xun awake: "Why are you back now? Is there something wrong? Do you want me to buy some medicine for him?"

Xie Xun opened his eyes in a daze, saw Gao Bao's mirror image in front of him, and asked in a fragmented way: "Bao Jing, you sent me back?"

Gao Baojing was obviously taken aback for a moment, then smiled and said, "Yes. Look at you, you have a bit of a fever, and you can't take good care of yourself at such an age." Then he reached out and touched his forehead.

Pei Shangxuan hid in the closet, watched the interaction between the two through the thin gap, and suddenly understood Tang Shanhai's mood.

Seeing the one you love getting farther and farther away but unable to resist, what else can I do besides withdrawing as soon as possible?

He watched Gao Baojing touch Xie Xun's forehead, and said softly, "Then you go to sleep first, I'm going to work, I'll bring you medicine and food after get off work, wait for me."

Then left.

Then Xie Xun fell asleep again.

Pei Shangxuan crawled out of the closet with difficulty, looked at Xie Xun with a smile, touched his face lightly, and kissed him on the lips.

Xie Xun didn't respond.

Sure enough, you are not Sleeping Beauty, and I am not a prince.

He said with a smile.

He staggered down the street, drenched in the rain.

When crossing the road, I was almost hit by a white police car with police lights.

Hearing someone running down from the car in a hurry, picked him up who had fallen on the ground, and asked him loudly: "Are you all right? Is there any pain?"

Pei Shangxuan desperately opened his eyes, feeling as if he saw Xie Xun.

He suddenly thought, this is also very good, if he can die in Xie Xun's arms, it will not be a waste of his life.