nameless flower

4.

He fell in love with Chen Shen at first sight.

From the day he entered the dormitory as a freshman, he had already fallen into this man's trap from the first moment he saw Chen Shen.

Perhaps it is not fair to Chen Shen to say so.

Chen Shen is just a person with a pleasing personality and a pleasing face.

During the four years of college, he watched Chen Shen with various boys and girls countless times, and heard Chen Shen complain to him countless times why people nowadays feel that they are in a relationship once they go to bed, and why they are together once they are confirmed. All kinds of clinginess are so annoying, I wish I could control them 24 hours a day.

He could only smile and listen to what Chen Shen said, and every time he listened to it, he felt his heart a little harder.

He didn't intend to confess to Chen Shen, even though he thought that there should be no one in this world who loves Chen Shen more than himself.

But the matter of feelings has never been about who loves whom more.

On the contrary, whoever invests more will lose more miserably.

No one expected that things would develop to that point later.

When graduation was approaching, there were various gatherings to commemorate and so on. Unfortunately, both of them drank too much that day.

Probably because of drunken disorder, at least Chen Shen thinks so.

But he knew that, at least halfway through, he had regained his sobriety.

It's just that I don't want to break this fantasy. The fantasy that I couldn't get in the fantasy before has become a reality.

How could he... how could he give up.

No matter how painful the body is, at least he is satisfied spiritually.

Even if there is only one time, only this one time, he is satisfied.

When he woke up, Chen Shen looked at him, but nothing happened in the scene he imagined, such as saying that nothing happened.

Instead, Chen Shen approached him, looked at his face carefully, and said:

"Be together."

He raised his head in surprise, but was pushed back to the bed in the dormitory by the other party.

Perhaps that day was the happiest day of his life.

He knew what kind of lover Chen Shen hated the most, so he never took the initiative to inquire about Chen Shen's whereabouts, and never took the initiative to contact Chen Shen. Even living together for two years after graduation was also proposed by Chen Shen.

That's why it lasted so long.should be.

And now... maybe it's been too long.

Tang Shanhai leaned back on the chair silently, covered his forehead with his hands, and suddenly felt nothing.

Someone made an intercom call, and upon answering, it was the eldest sister in the reception room: "Xiao Tang, your brother came to look for you, and I let him in."

Before he could answer, the other party hung up the phone.

Tang Shanhai held the phone in a daze for a few seconds, and quickly reacted.

Since he can be regarded as his blood relatives at first sight, apart from Qin Ming, there is only...

Someone pushed the door in.

The young boy was still wearing the white turtleneck sweater, but today's coat was dark blue, which matched his complexion very well.

"I want to talk to you," the boy walked in carelessly, without much nonsense, he directly pulled a chair to sit opposite the writing desk, raised his eyebrows mischievously, "By the way, I haven't introduced myself yet. My name is Pei Shangxuan, Mr. Tang."

Tang Shanhai carefully observed the flying expression on his face, and suddenly felt that it was not incomprehensible to lose to this boy.

He had forgotten whether he had ever had such a radiant expression.

Or maybe it never was?

Tang Shanhai took a deep breath and asked:

"Lawyer Chen's agency fee is not cheap. Is your family rich? Or is that Xie Xun's family rich?"

"Bah." The boy said with a look of disdain, "Xie Xun's parents divorced early and left him alone. It took him so much to live in Longpan, what money does he have? "

"……how about you?"

"Me?" The boy named Pei Shangxuan slowly took out a cigarette from his pocket, and lit it skillfully, "It was okay before, but I got into a cell because of a fight and left a record, and my family doesn't care about me anymore. , follow me outside to fend for myself.”

"Is that so..." Tang Shanhai didn't continue to ask.Because he probably already knows this routine.

"Lawyer's agency fee." The boy took a deep breath of the cigarette, and then slowly exhaled it. He saw that he had been soaking in the cigarette for a long time. "When Chen Shen wants to do it, I will pass the Just come. How about it, it’s a pretty good deal.”

It was a young and unruly face.Like having nothing to fear.

Tang Shanhai bowed his head a little enviously, and after a moment of silence, he still spoke:

"You still have to... take good care of your body, and don't do this kind of thing again. Chen Shen is not a bad person, but it doesn't mean that you will not be a bad person in the future. This is too dangerous." Then he raised his head and looked at the young man in front of him. face, a bit like saying to himself, "Don't smoke too much. Really."

The boy burst out laughing, stomped out the cigarette butt with the sole of his shoe, then walked up to Tang Shanhai, looking down at him:

"You and Chen Shen... have you been together since college?"

"No, we only got together near the end of our senior year." Tang Shanhai didn't understand what he meant.

"Before then, you two were just good friends?"

Tang Shanhai sneered silently, and quickly suppressed his smile:

"It's just ordinary friends...Chen Shen has never lacked good friends around him. He will never be such a gloomy person like me."

"But, don't you think he is very dedicated?" Pei Shangxuan suddenly moved his face closer to him and asked with a smile.

Tang Shanhai seemed to have heard a very funny joke, but he quickly shook his head.

"But he even wants to have a face with you with the person he cheated on. Doesn't it just show how much he loves you?"

It was a face full of interest.

"He's just..." Tang Shanhai slowly organized his words and said word by word, "He just prefers this kind of appearance. It doesn't matter whether the person is me or not."

"...Are you that unconfident in yourself?"

"No, I just had too much faith in him."

There was a mysterious silence in the room. He watched the young boy jump off the desk, paced back and forth beside him, and suddenly looked back at him:

"Then let's break up!"

The young boy clapped his hands excitedly, as if he thought the idea was very good.

"In this way, you can get away from him and move away. You don't know how disappointing it is for him to check out every time you finish talking with him. How much I want to sleep with him until dawn."

"And if you leave, I can move in with him." Pei Shangxuan's voice seemed extremely happy.

Tang Shanhai looked up at the boy's eyes, those eyes were almost identical to his own, suddenly he couldn't say anything serious.

"...Is this what Chen Shen meant?" He finally plucked up the courage to ask.

"Otherwise?" The young child tilted his head and looked at him with a cute expression.Tang Shanhai couldn't help laughing.

"I'll think about it." He looked at him and said, "You go first."

Pei Shangxuan nodded and left happily.

He went to the bathroom to throw up again.Spit until the mountains and rivers change color.

Looking at myself in the mirror, watching the familiar face gradually blur.