nameless flower

11.

Pei Shangxuan was very surprised when he saw Chen Shen at the entrance of the hospital.

Of course, Chen Shen who saw Pei Shangxuan here was also very surprised.

The two of them looked at each other downstairs for 5 minutes before Pei Shangxuan spoke as if he had regained his soul:

"Chen...Lawyer Chen, why are you here?"

"Then why are you here?"

Pei Shangxuan lowered his head and thought for a while, then said:

"My... brother is hospitalized here."

Chen Shen raised the corners of his mouth with a half-smile, and said mockingly:

"Your brother? Who said at the time that you had no relatives, no reason, nowhere to go in Longfan, so you forced yourself to come to live with me?"

Pei Shangxuan's face turned cold in an instant, such an expression was rarely seen on that soft and cute face, but at a glance, it really looked like Tang Shanhai, and Chen Shen softened his heart when he saw it:

"Let's not talk about this now..." He looked up at the building of the inpatient department, "Is Tang Shanhai here?"

The young child took two steps back, looked at Chen Shen like a scourge, with a defensive look on his face:

"What does it have to do with you?"

"So it's really here?"

Pei Shangxuan tightly closed his mouth and squeezed the fruit in his hand.

"It depends on whether you are willing to take me up there obediently, or spend time with me here until he thinks you are missing and comes out to look for you." Chen Shen slightly suppressed his smile, "Anyway, no matter which one you choose, I can see you." he."

Pei Shangxuan angrily turned around and walked into the ward building, ignoring Chen Shen's nonsense.I can't wait to run up and shake off this tail quickly.

I still saw Tang Shanhai.

In the overwhelming whiteness, only the person lying on the bed has color.Standing at the door of the ward, Chen Shen looked at Tang Shanhai, wondering if he should feel more at ease or more angry.

Or ecstatic.

He quickly walked around Pei Shangxuan who was standing as a statue, stood in front of the hospital bed and knelt down in order to meet Tang Shanhai's face.It made Pei Shangxuan look contemptuous:

"Are you asking for marriage or worshiping your ancestors?"

Chen Shen still ignored him, greedily looking at his lover whom he hadn't seen for many days.

"Shanhai," he softly called his lover's name, "Shanhai, I'm here. It's me."

The person lying quietly on the bed opened his eyes amidst the constant calls. He first glanced at Chen Shen, who was overjoyed, without showing the slightest surprise, then raised his head and glanced at Pei Shangxuan who was squeezed into the back row. Nodding and smiling:

"Shang Xuan, why don't you go out for a while?" Turning back to look at Chen Shen, "I have something to discuss with Lawyer Chen. If," it seemed to recall something, "If Qin Ming and Lin Tao come, let them Let's wait outside for a while. Okay?"

It seemed to be very reluctant, but unable to disobey Tang Shanhai's words, Pei Shangxuan slammed the door and walked out sullenly.

Chen Shen watched Pei Shangxuan go out, the two of them were the only ones left in the room, just about to say something, but was stopped by Tang Shanhai's hand:

"Lawyer Chen, I'm sorry to bother you to visit me when you're so busy."

The tone is rusty like just nodding acquaintances.

Chen Shen grabbed his hand and said eagerly:

"Shanhai, are you still angry with me?" He turned his head and pointed in the direction of Pei Shangxuan outside the ward, "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, but Pei Shangxuan and I are both fake, and what he said about asking you to leave is all fake... Although I really wanted him to find you, I just wanted to..."

"Lawyer Chen," Tang Shanhai shook his head, "don't say that, I know it all, besides, Shang Xuan has been by my side all the time, and he has told me everything. You have nothing to be sorry for. After all, I am the one who left own choice."

Chen Shen narrowed his eyes and didn't know what to say for a moment.On the contrary, Tang Shanhai became a little interested, and blinked at Chen Shen:

"How did you get here?"

"I... came with Officer Lin... Of course he didn't know."

Tang Shanhai smiled softly:

"He is a captain of the criminal police team and has not been found by a lawyer. I must laugh at him when he comes later."

Chen Shen frowned, and said in a slightly bad tone:

"You like him that much? Is he so important to you?"

Tang Shanhai was stunned for a moment, recalling Lin Tao's previous mention of the scene where he and Qin Ming met Chen Shen together, he couldn't help laughing, and couldn't stop laughing for a while, until he coughed several times Only then did he gradually regain his breath:

"Yeah, I like him very much. He is indeed very important to me." After all, he is Qin Ming's favorite person, no matter how you look at it, it is true.

Chen Shen seemed to be choked by Tang Shanhai's words, so he could only change the subject:

"What's wrong with you?"

Tang Shanhai tilted his head, leaned on the side of the bed and sat up slowly, took a deep breath, and gently avoided Chen Shen's hand to help him, and shook his head:

"It's just a stomach ulcer, but some people just feel uneasy, so I was hospitalized for observation and recuperation for a period of time. Although I also find it a bit troublesome."

There is a little joy in the words, and a little show off.

Looking at Chen Shen's expression is also sly.

Chen Shen supported his head and took a deep breath, then said:

"Lin Tao again?"

"...Forget it." The main thing was Qin Ming's insistence.

"Come back with me, let me take care of you, okay?"

Tang Shanhai looked at Chen Shen's face carefully for a long time. When Chen Shen thought he would agree, Tang Shanhai shook his head and said:

"Lawyer Chen, stop joking. We are not relatives, so why bother you so much?"

"You are still angry with me, aren't you?" Chen Shen took his hand again, "We have been together for so long, I really love you, don't be angry with me, come back, okay?"

Tang Shanhai didn't take his hand away, but he still looked at Chen Shen with that calm expression:

"I'm not angry, really," with a smile, "you don't have to feel guilty, I chose the path myself, and I don't blame anyone. That's it."

Then, he yelled towards the door:

"Shang Xuan."

Seeing Pei Shangxuan coming in angrily, Tang Shanhai smiled: "Send Lawyer Chen out." Then he looked back at Chen Shen, "I'll see you off soon, thank you for coming to see me today."

Pei Shangxuan and Chen Shen glanced at each other, as if embarrassed.Chen Shen wanted to say something, but was stopped by Tang Shanhai.

"Let's go, I'm a little tired."

Then he closed his eyes and lay down, as if he didn't want to say anything anymore.

"What did you say to Shanhai?"

The two walked for a long time in the dark, and finally Chen Shen couldn't help but spoke.

Pei Shangxuan sneered:

"What else can I say to him. Naturally, I will say whatever he asks—" He stopped, "Of course, don't worry, I don't have any embellishments."

"Then why did he..."

Pei Shangxuan suppressed his smile: "Chen Shen, you are such an idiot. Especially in love." He turned to look at him again, "Why is he unwilling to go with you? Because he doesn't believe you."

"do not trust me?"

"You only see his indifference, his indifference to you, and his whatever you want, but what have you done to him?"

"Tie him by your side? Talk sweetly when facing him? Turn around and go outside, but all kinds of sex and wine are always available? Even—" pointing to himself, "Just find someone to go back and test him?"

"But I really love him, really. I've never done this to anyone else." The pale explanation was so weak that even Chen Shen himself could hardly convince himself.

Sure enough, I got a blank stare:

"Who wants to compare with your so-called lovers in the past? Don't you think this is an insult to Tang Shanhai?" Pei Shangxuan paused, and then continued, "You think he doesn't know, but in fact he You all know. The indifference and indifference he showed is already... a sign of giving up. But you still don't know, and instead you try to test him again and again."

"He doesn't trust you in the first place... and your behavior so far has only confirmed that you are not worthy of trust. Since he doesn't trust you, how can he be with you again?"

"Why doesn't he trust me?" Chen Shen felt that his head was about to explode. What Pei Shangxuan said today made him feel like a fog, "I love him so much..."

"Your love is really too cheap." Pei Shangxuan continued to look at him coldly, "It's nothing more than that he is different and not entangled with you, so you think he is very precious; You ask the head of the heating pipe coldly, will you still fall in love with him? No, you will only find him troublesome, and think about how to avoid him? Even now, when you say you love him deeply, Never had the idea of ​​being a couple for a lifetime—even for just a second, right?"

"Chen Shen, you don't understand love at all."

"That's why he left you."

"It's bound to happen, it's just a matter of time."

Chen Shen squatted down with his head in his arms, but the dignified lawyer acted like a helpless child at this moment. He raised his head in confusion, looked at the face that was exactly the same as the one he loved deeply, and murmured:

"He hates me, doesn't he?"

Pei Shangxuan opened his eyes wide, looked at him with pity, and shook his head gently:

"He doesn't hate you. But he really doesn't want to love you anymore."

"Don't you know why?"

"The one we saw together last time, the person with Lin Tao is not Tang Shanhai." He carefully observed Chen Shen's pale face, and suddenly laughed, "But you didn't recognize it at all, did you?" Is it?"