Back to 1993 through time travel

I haven't seen him for many years, the once handsome man has aged a lot, his face is criss-crossed, his expression is timid, and he looks very lacking in confidence.

"The doctor said that your mother... said that Ding Xiaoxia had a tumor in her uterus. She didn't say whether it was benign or malignant. The operation should be done as soon as possible. The bed is still being arranged. I, I came to see you, and you said that you are the same. After all these years I will never go home..."

After going around for a long time, the words were not on point, Xia Tian decisively interrupted Xia Shanhe, "Let's line up first, the hospital beds are all tight now, but I won't make you wait too long."

Xia Shanhe swallowed and spit: "Then, can you find someone? Don't you know the managers of those big hospitals?"

Xia Tian has no expression on his face: "It was clearly stated in the previous agreement. If you are sick and hospitalized, I will be responsible. Ding Xiaoxia has nothing to do with me. I can't care so much."

Xia Shanhe was a little anxious: "Why, she is... also your legal stepmother, isn't she?"

Xia Tian didn't say a word, and continued to look at him expressionlessly.

Seeing that his son didn't answer the phone for a long time, Xia Shanhe could only rub his hands, and said awkwardly: "As for the money, the operation fee and hospitalization fee are several thousand. I..."

Xia Tian smiled and interrupted him again: "Ding Xiaoxia is your wife, it's only natural that you pay for her illness. No matter how bad it is, you can ask her son for money, Xia Dazhuang won't be ignoring his mother, right?"

"It's okay to raise, but when others work in the south, they only send back money, and people can't come to accompany them." Xia Shanhe said, still not convinced, "I am your father anyway, and I have not cared about it for so many years. What do you want to live, you are now a big boss, do you still care about that little money?"

"I care," Xia Tian nodded leisurely, "Just like you cared about my tuition back then, my money didn't come from the wind."

"Why are you so heartless and ungrateful? I came to you because I was in trouble." Xia Shanhe became angry at being run over by his son, "Aren't you afraid that I will go out to reason with you when you treat me like this? I, I will tell you those employees Go, let them know how the boss treats his father."

Xia Tian listened with great interest, and raised his eyebrows. It seems that being cold is not Xia Shanhe's biggest problem, but being unclear is the problem!

"It's up to you, go out and yell, see if anyone is cheering you on." Xia Tian smiled, "I am the one who pays their wages, the parents of food and clothing, even if they are scum, they will not dislike them."

"You! Why did I raise such a bastard like you?" Xia Shanhe was so angry that he waved his arms wildly, knocking down the photo frame on the table inadvertently.

The photo rushed up and fell to the ground, Xia Shanhe glanced at it, felt that the person in the photo looked familiar, picked it up and looked again, he slowly remembered, isn't this the young man who went back to the village with Xia Tian back then?

But why are there still photos of others in Xia Tian, ​​just placed on the desk like this, looking at them every day?

"Who is this person?" Xia Shanhe asked suspiciously.

Even if he didn't understand, he still had an intuition, if it wasn't for the close relationship, why would he put the photos in front of his eyes and look at them every day?

What's more, it's still a picture of a man?

"Why did you put a picture of a man here?" Xia Shanhe suddenly blushed.

As soon as Xia Tian stretched out his hand, he took the photo frame back, wiped off the dust that didn't exist on it, and arranged it again, "He is my lover."

"What did you say?" Xia Shanhe sat back on the chair in shock, "You, you said you like a man? How dare you?"

"Why don't you dare? Who cares? You?" Xia Tian looked at him coldly, "I didn't care about it before, and I won't care about it in the future. It's good for you to understand, let me just say it again, Ding Xiaoxia's mother and son have nothing to do with me , I have nothing to do with them. You, I can take care of you, and I can pay for sickness and hospitalization, but that’s all. Don’t expect me to go to the hospital to serve you in the future. There is also funeral, you see I like it It is a man, so it is impossible to have children in this life, so let Xia Dazhuang use the set of the eldest son and grandson throwing pots and bowls, and you can pretend that you never gave birth to my son."

Xia Shanhe couldn't help being surprised and angry: "You are like this, how can I explain to your mother in the future?"

Xia Tian couldn't help laughing out loud: "Thinking too much, my mother won't wait for you, she has already been reborn to live a happy life, and the one who will be with you in the future will be Ding Xiaoxia, who will be your wife."

Xia Shanhe was helpless and desperate when he saw that his son was both soft and hard. In fact, since he went back that summer, he felt that something was wrong, and his son became more and more difficult to deal with.If I knew this earlier, I shouldn't have coveted the 500 yuan at the beginning. Now that I think about it, I really lost money!

What can be done?This wolf cub is not afraid of anything, even liking men without any scruples!Excluding these, although Xia Shanhe doesn't know much about genetics, the blood of Xia Dazhuang's branch is obviously stronger than that of Xia Dazhuang's.

Just thinking about it made him feel like a knife was twisting his heart.

Xia Shanhe sighed, and after a long time, his voice lowered: "You hate me that much?"

Xia Tian didn't hold back when he heard this sentence, and laughed directly. He didn't know how many times Xia Shanhe's "unclear" would happen. He shook his head, "I don't hate you."

Without love, is there any reason to hate?It was too intense emotion, for Xia Shanhe, he just didn't feel it.

Because I have nothing to do with you at all!

In this life, a person will generally experience many emotions. Family, friendship, and love are the three most important types. The latter two, Xia Tian consciously harvested a lot, but family affection is a congenital deficiency that cannot be made up for the day after tomorrow.

But when it comes to the person he should hate the most, he is almost submerged in the torrent of time.

Xia Tian turned around and looked out of the window. If there really was a parallel world, then Sixth Sister Xia might still live in a city not too far away from him. So far, he has never been back. Set foot—maybe because he was afraid that he would still feel hatred when he met again.

Xia Shanhe, who couldn't find a bargain, left disappointed, and never appeared again.Xia Tian didn't need to pay attention to this person, but vowed to carry out the relationship to the end, and bought a lot of health medicine for Gao Kejian one after another.Lao Gao also succeeded in gaining weight quickly under the careful feeding of everyone, and lived a healthy life of an old cadre who gave up smoking and alcohol, took regular walks, and watched current affairs online every day.

At the same time, Lao Gao's memory storage system will still lose watermelons and pick up sesame seeds, but there are some things that he remembers very clearly.

"Your mother's birthday is coming soon, go and see her for me, don't forget to bring her lilies if she likes them, and ask for flowers." Lao Gao instructed Gao Jianfeng accordingly.

Because I haven't mentioned it before, Gao Jianfeng really didn't know that every time his mother's birthday, Lao Gao would go alone to pay respects.He looked at Li Yanan, who nodded silently, meaning that it was true.No wonder, Gao Jianfeng thought, several months passed between his mother's birthday and the day of her death, the flowers placed in front of the grave should have been ruined by now, and the staff would have cleaned them up—that's why he didn't know.

So on this day, Xia Tian accompanied Gao Jianfeng, entered the martyrs cemetery for the first time, and saw the photo of Gao Jianfeng's mother for the first time.

It turns out that there is a real reason why a son looks like his mother. Gao Jianfeng's facial features seem to have been picked off from his mother's face, but one is soft and the other is heroic.

When the hairy-legged son-in-law saw his mother-in-law for the first time, he couldn't help but show off vigorously. Xia Tian wiped the tombstone up and down, front and back, wishing he could be more attentive than his own son.

After finishing his work, he saw Gao Jianfeng take out a letter from his pocket and hand it over for him to read.

This is also the first time Xia Tian knows of the existence of this "suicide note".

Look, Xia Tian recalled some past events: "That night you quarreled with your father, I went to see you, and then we both drank too much, and you didn't express your opinion after talking all night, is it because of this letter? "

How difficult it is to have a clear conscience, no complaints and no regrets, why didn't Gao Jianfeng's mother tie a pair of iron chains to her son?

"Well," Gao Jianfeng smiled, "Thinking about it now, I don't regret every decision I've made, especially when I'm with you, so I brought you here to talk to my mother, it feels like fulfilling my wish .”

"Why do I feel like I'm protesting against your mother?" Xia Tian smiled and took the opportunity to tease.

"What did you say?" Gao Jianfeng frowned slightly and glanced at him.

Xia Tian was stunned for a moment, then smiled: "Our mother! But it's not good for you to demonstrate with our mother?"

The corner of Gao Jianfeng's mouth lightly raised: "It's not a demonstration, I think she will like you."

Xia Tian's heart moved, and he asked for a long time: "Do you still have an impression of her?"

Gao Jianfeng didn't answer right away, and after pondering for a while, he said, "Yes, every time I think of her, I feel soft, fragrant, and especially warm."

Xia Tian was fascinated when he heard it. After all, the scent that lingered on Sixth Sister all the year round was only the smell of smoke, but he soon took Chen Jin for granted in his mind—he took a piece of old Chen Jin from Chen Fan a while ago. After that, it has been kept in the wallet, like a safety talisman, and looking at it from time to time can make him feel at ease.

He always remembered that many years ago, he was able to settle a difficult problem smoothly thanks to the relationship of Chen Jin, who had passed away long ago.

"I'll accompany you to see our mother in March." Xia Tian took Gao Jianfeng's hand and said.

For Gao Jianfeng, perhaps achievement and career are insignificant, and being able to introduce his lover to his mother with satisfaction is the fulfillment of a long-standing wish.

The mother on the tombstone looked at them with a smile in her eyes.

The sun is warm overhead, the sky is high and the clouds are light.

It didn't take long before the end of the new year, with Lao Gao in charge, Gao Jianfeng naturally had to go home, and Xia Tian had no excuse to spend the New Year's Eve with him.Speaking of it, it was somewhat embarrassing—Chen Fan thought he was going to watch the year with Gao Jianfeng, and he was very considerate and told him to go home for dinner in the second year of junior high school. At that time, Xia Tian complained about this day as if he was going back to his mother's house, but now , I have nowhere to go, I can only stay at home and watch the Spring Festival Gala alone.

Before seven o'clock, Mr. Xia was not reconciled, and drove around in the empty street. Unknowingly, like many years, he wandered into the military compound, downstairs of Gao Jianfeng's house.

Just as he was feeling melancholy and thinking about what to do to successfully sneak into Lao Gao's house for a meal, Gao Jianfeng's phone call came in at the right time.

"Ah, what? Are you outside? Heping Road? Yo, that's pretty close to my place, why don't you just come over for dinner."

Before Xia Tian could make a sound, he could only hear the other party talking to himself one after another.

"Xiamen? Then let him come." This was Li Yanan chiming in.

"It's close, ask him to come over for dinner." This was a warm invitation from Gao Kejian who "didn't know the truth".

Xia Tian pursed his lips and smiled, Student Gao is still very witty, just so coaxed Lao Gao to invite himself to come to the door, tsk tsk, it is also well-intentioned.

After going to other people's houses, Xia Tian is not idle, giving full play to the self-consciousness of the son-in-law who came to the house, and set up a dumpling-making show by himself.Although Li Yanan didn't talk much, he saw them all and smiled gently at him, showing a bit of the kindness of an elder caring for a younger generation.

Chef Xia is now more and more sophisticated in his skills, and the smell of the dumplings on the table already makes people's index fingers move.Everyone sat down in this compartment, before starting, Lao Gao suddenly rushed to Gao Jianfeng: "Did you run today?"

Everyone was stunned, and then realized that this is another confusion!Lao Gao thought that Gao Jianfeng was still in school and had to go to the playground to run laps every night.

Gao Zhiyuan suddenly felt helpless: "Dad, my brother..."

"Run, I'll go later," Gao Jianfeng shook his head lightly, indicating that Gao Zhiyuan didn't need to retort, "Let me eat first."

"Well, eat, eat," Lao Gao waved his hand, and looked at the only "guest" on the table, "Come, come, eat dumplings in summer, made by your aunt, with two kinds of stuffing, three delicacies and cabbage."

Well, the fruit of labor was stolen just like that, Xia Tian hurriedly smiled and said hello.After the meal, Lao Gao didn't mention the running thing, but asked about Xia Tian's work, obviously the memory ran back to this year inexplicably.

The old cadres were quite dispirited in watching the songs and dances in the Spring Festival Gala, and got used to the regular work and rest. At nine o'clock, Lao Gao stood up consciously and told everyone that he was going to bed.

"Summer," Lao Gao took two steps and stopped again, "It seems to be snowing outside, and the road is slippery, don't leave at night, let Jianfeng clean up a house for you, and stay here."

After finishing speaking, Gao Jianfeng, Gao Zhiyuan, and Xia Tian looked at him together.

Lao Gao didn't take it seriously, and asked with the air of the head of the family: "What's the matter, didn't he live there before? What's the problem?"

"No problem, no problem." Gao Jianfeng hurriedly agreed, licking his lips and smiling at Xia Tian.

As for the house, I still need to tidy it up. Of course, I slept directly in Gao Jianfeng's bedroom. The furniture and furnishings didn't change much from before. When I went in after taking a shower in summer, I saw Gao Jianfeng standing by the window, smoking a cigarette with the window open.

He walked over and asked a little strangely: "I have never stayed at your house, except for climbing the attic, so how did Dad know?"

Gao Jianfeng shrugged, and stretched out his arms to wrap his arms around him, "The old cadre's hypocrisy, no one can understand him."

That's right, Lao Gao is sometimes sober and sometimes confused, maybe he acquiesced in their relationship because of the paradox?

It is rare to be confused in life.

Gao Jianfeng let out a long breath: "Tell me, is he still okay?"

Xia Tian didn't want to hit him, but he still chose to tell the truth: "It's probably enough, you have to be mentally prepared, he will become more and more confused in the future."

Gao Jianfeng was silent for a moment: "I think..."

Xia Tian didn't wait for him to finish, and immediately nodded: "Move back, I can visit you, I really want to stay overnight secretly, anyway, the walls of your house are easy to climb."

Gao Jianfeng turned his head to look at him, looked at him for a long time, and gradually smiled on the corners of his brows and eyes, "I must have done a lot of good things in my previous life, that's why I met you."

The corner of Xia Tian's mouth was tense, and he said: "These words are mainly about boasting?"

Gao Jianfeng smiled, and hugged him even tighter, "Brother Tian, ​​I will fight for it so that you can move in openly as soon as possible."

"Don't worry, don't irritate our dad, you also said that he is rarely confused." Xia Tian said sincerely, "Be with him more, really, I don't want you to feel regretful in retrospect."

Gao Jianfeng was slightly taken aback, as if touched, he nodded slowly and did not speak.

Suddenly, thinking of that letter again, Xia Tian asked with a smile: "Honestly, have you ever regretted it, or regretted it?"

"No, I have served as a soldier, carried a gun, and made meritorious service in this life," Gao Jianfeng answered without hesitation, "I have loved you, and I have no regrets."

Xia Tian moved slightly, turned his head and kissed his earlobe.

I'm the same, he thought, all the regrets of the previous life have disappeared because of coming here and meeting you.

Since then, it has been full of flower branches and spring, and the heart of heaven and the moon are full.

The author has something to say: Oye, the main text is over~~~ I originally planned to explain the grievances between Xia Tian and Sixth Sister, and I guess I will explain it. As for the others, I don’t know if there is anything you want to see. If not, I will focus on it Finish writing between mother and child, if you are interested, just take a look~

Thank you for coming~